𝑭𝒖𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒍

Now let’s first get honest with ourselves. I am sure when you first found out about this material, you were imagining yourself on a beach somewhere. Something like that. I remember when I first heard Neville, I thought he was satanic, Lol. Then I heard him quote the Bible, and I was intrigued. I studied his interpretation of the Bible and I did not really care about the Law. Then I got interested in the Law and I remember I started to imagine myself in Hawaii. Things of that nature.

Edward art.

It’s only natural to crave the best after something as powerful as the law. The perfect face, the perfect body, and life, It’s what we always wanted. These are desires we have labelled as “big”, and there are also desires we have labeled as “small”, things we think about that would be nice but don’t pay attention to because we don’t believe it would bring the same wave of satisfaction.

But these things aren’t “uninportant desires”, but dead ones. One’s you had a long time ago, and they lie within you, buried deep like the version of you, that once desired those things also is.

Maybe what you want is not the perfect technique, not the perfect full proof advice, nor the physical manifestation of those desires.

What you want, is proof that you are God.

And i’m writing this to guide yourself through that, to understand what being your creator is. To show you, not even a glimpse of who you truly are, forget about your present desires that came along with your 3D circumstances and meditate on my words.

I came across an epiphany lately, one that i don’t think i can forget. I grew courious of desire of our inner world and went over my life. I forgot about my present wishes.

I closed my eyes and i was a child again.

Do you remember how you would go to the mall with your parents and whenever you entered a toy shop you were so excited to see all the big barbie boxes, shelves full of doll sets and cute clothes, You’d grab your parent’s attention asking for one, but often were denied, saying they didn’t have enough money, or just crying because you left empty handed and felt selfish.

Now, in my mind, i entered a closed toy shop in the mall again and found myself in the dolls section. Even if i’m not a child anymore, i hear my own voice whsiper to myself “ Go ahead, this is all yours” and play with those dolls, I dress and brush their hair.

When you were a child, you probably looked outside the window one night, bearly reaching your head over the window to look outside and were mesmerised by how dark and scary it was. You probably thought to yourself how cool it would be if you went out to play at night. But you were told outside i dangerous for a little kid like you to be out during this time.

So then you give it to yourself. Become a child again, and imagine yourself in a big field or park at night. You’re free to play, you’re safe to have fun. You’re away from the ones that abused you and the ones that hurt you.

When i was a child i wanted to play in the snow, i watched kids my age in hollywood Christmas movies laugh and play with their friends as snowflakes fell from the sky and covered their hair, i had nethier friends nor snow.

So i gave myself that. I was a child again, alone in a giant field covered in snow and just lied flat on the ground.

I gave myself something i might not desire now, but i remembered i once wanted that impacted me. Something as personal like this is something i can only give to myself. Only i can know how meaningful that is. No one with power or money could’ve done it for me. So do the same with yourself.

Mabye these are things you threw away because it was safer for you. You casted these things away without asking yourself how important they are, unknowing that you casted yourself away too.

This is God to me. It’s not something that gives me the perfect face, a big house or a shit load of money, not just some higher power able to make things happen, It’s when you give yourself something only you know it’s story, it becomes more intimate and powerful, it’s when you allow yourself to be heard by God, you.

Only God would know your story, only God would know the story behind your deepest desire, then if only you can give yourself these things, what else are you other than God?

Do you see how powerful that is to give yourself something that big that others can’t even comprehend? There is something very intimate about giving something to yourself that you once desired, but no one bothered to give. That is your proof of the existence of the God within you.

No one, with no amount of money or power, connections or face, could’ve done that for you, only you, only the God within you.

It is then you will realize that your greatness is too great for it to lie in some physical satisfaction of your desires.

It’s preached that “ God gives hope to the hopless,” then do just that , give hope to the version of you that was the most hopeless, hear yourself with the ear of God when you wanted to be heard the most but stood silent, and feed yourself when you were the most hungry. Smile at the version of yourself that was its worst.

If you don’t understand now then meditate on what i’ve written later,there’s no need to rush in nothing, but i still hope you’re able to grasp what i’m trying to explain because i think it would benefit you especially if you’re stuck and confused, often times the confusion of the law turns into fear and we push ourselves in a corner amongst the endless, tiring loa advice.

Discovering loa does not mean that who you were before is unimportant and who you are now is just better. I’m not here to help you as you don’t need my help, but here to remind you.

To fall in love with imagination is to fall in love with yourself. But how can you do that if you haven’t glanced your way first?

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90sjruby

2 years ago

𝙻𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚏𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚢

Aɴᴅ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴄᴀɴ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟᴏᴀ ᴊᴏᴜʀɴᴇʏ ʜᴀʀᴅ

ⓉⒽⒺ ⒷⒺⓈⓉ Ⓜ︎ⒺⓉⒽⓄⒹ

On tiktok you can constantly see videos telling you that you NEED to try an specific method in order to manifest. That’s bs, these “coaches” keep telling you that so they can create more videos and get more money selling the “best method” (everyday they come up with a different one)

Also, the “affirm and persist” wave can be just as toxic!!! Like on tiktok, when you give power to an outer things, you’re not embracing your true power, which is you!

You guys give way too much power to the void state… when you finally understand that it’s inside you (YOU create it)and tapping into it is basically just being your pure self (pure conscious) you’ll be GAGGED

No, you don’t need to do a specific method to get your desires, the power is within YOU!! If you wanna try a method do what feels more comfortable for you, YOU MAKE THE RULES, not the coaches you follow. There’s no superior method, they’re all just placebo

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Ok, tough love:

1. If you believe in loa and the power within you why do you want to check your “fate” or “predestined future”????

2. If you’re doing “everything right” like you claim you do, then WHY are you checking if it’s gonna happen or not? Weren’t you living in the end??? Isn’t it already done??

Remember, loa is not a 50% chance thing! It is 100% guaranteed, so STOP looking for 3D validation

ⓁⒺⓉⓉⒾⓃⒼ ⒼⓄ

Very typical law of attraction belief…

On loa, there’s no divine timing and waiting for the universe to give your desires… the problem here is, again, giving power to an outer thing

The only letting go you have to do is to detach from the 3D and being so impatient and desperate

ⒶⒻⒻⒾⓇⓂ︎ⒾⓃⒼ Ⓜ︎ⒺⒶⓃⓈ ⓁⒶⒸⓀ

You’re not affirming to get your desires. You’re affirming to remind yourself that you already have your desires!!! It just does the work of a method. Affirming is a method, what’s wrong with that?

Repeating: it is a method. Don’t rely on it!! The power is within YOU, you’re just using it as placebo to help on your journey

ⓄⓃⒺ ⒶⒻⒻ ⒶⓉ Ⓐ ⓉⒾⓂ︎Ⓔ

Ok wtf

I know a coach who says that your mind is going to get saturated IF you repeat one affirmation only for your subconscious to process… and if you’re doing more at a time then it’s gonna be harder to saturate your subconscious

This is stupid because:

1. You make the rules to your manifestation journey

2. States manifest, not affirmations

3. By affirming, what counts is the intention you’re setting!!

4. Your subconscious is not dumb, if you’re affirming different affs but the intention is the same, it WILL get saturated

Do what feels comfortable to you, there are no rules to it, don’t overcomplicate it

Ⓜ︎ⒺⒶⓃⓉ ⓉⓄ ⒷⒺ

Hm… also very typical law of attraction belief

There are no “meant to be” manifestations. There’s not something that’s not supposed to happen in your life… you’re in charge! There’s no such thing as destiny

You decide your future and how things are going to happen for you. There’s absolutely nothing that you can’t afford

ⓉⒽⓄⓊⒼⒽⓉⓈ/ Ⓜ︎ⒺⒹⒾⒶ Ⓜ︎ⒶⓃⒾⒻⒺⓈⓉ

Stop trying to control your thoughts, they don’t manifest! Don’t feel guilty about them!

States manifest, not thoughts (they only reflect on your state, don’t give them power)

Also, you don’t need to avoid consuming negative things! Yes, you can listen to sad songs, watch horror movies, etc!

As long as you don’t relate to them and don’t give them power to induce a state of mind… it’s all in your head, so stop giving power to outer things

ⓉⒽⒺ ⓇⒾⒼⒽⓉ ⓉⒽⒾⓃⒼ

Yes you’re doing everything right!! You’re GOD, how can you fail?

Stop waiting for when you’re “perfect” and “100% sure”. The moment is NOW! Nothing magical is about to happen and you can’t keep waiting for a miracle to happen! You are the miracle

Just assume and persist!! Do it in your own way and stop looking for others’ validation. You just need your validation and focus on what feels right to you ♡´･ᴗ･`♡

You can do it! Stop looking for 3D validation and doubting yourself! Start living from the state of the version of yourself who already has it all and see the “magic” happen 🤍

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90sjruby

2 years ago

12HOUR MOVEMENT CHALLENGE

i mentioned several times in the past that at some point in my journey i used to set alarms for every hour i was awake to remind myself to affirm. though i don’t do that anymore due to it being too freaking much, it definitely gave me a lot of movement every time. if you love affirming as much as i do then you should definitely try this! technically it’s only a one day challenge since that’s all you need but you can do it however long you’d like to.

𝐈 ︴decide what you want and create an affirmation

» example: i want to be 5’0. my affirmation will be “i am naturally 5 feet tall”

𝐈𝐈 ︴set an alarm or a reminder for every hour your awake

» assuming you already know how long you’re usually awake, set a reminder for every hour. you can use the self pause app, reminders app, alarms, whatever it really doesn’t matter so pls don’t inbox me “do i have to use that app or any app?” just make sure you have something that’ll remind you hourly. my reminders were usually set from 7am - 10pm so not necessarily 12 hours but whatevs.

𝐈𝐈𝐈 ︴repeat your affirmation 30x

» each time my reminder went off, i repeated my affirmation 30x (aka said it in my head 30x). i wouldn’t necessarily say i said it robotically, i just said it normally like if i was reading a sentence from a book or something.

𝐈𝐕 ︴dassit honestly

» that’s it y’all. it’s real easy. i did this around the lowest part of my journey and still got results so i don’t wanna see any circumstances or excuses in my inbox. i rebuke.

⸻ okay. tomorrow morning i will clear my inbox then after that i am going on a hiatus. as a girl, i feel as if i need a whole week to prepare for this vacation loll plus i spend a lot of time on here so i could use a break. so any questions you have try to get them in by 8-10am ish idk sleep schedule kind of fawked.

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90sjruby

1 year ago

⋆ 　🌿　𓏲 ﾟ 🧿 ⟡ 🌸 ⠀⠀

sending you an abundance of good vibes & positivity to start the week. be optimistic, believe that good things are coming your way & they will. don’t let anything disturb your inner peace, sending love

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ꕀ ⠀🫧⠀ ⟡ 　🦋 𑁯 ﾟ

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90sjruby

2 years ago

THE 𝟑D + THE 𝟒D

the two main types of realities in manifesting

🌑┊𝟑𝐃 — 𝐄𝐱𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲

what is the 3D?

The 3D in simple terms is just your physical reality; the reality where all of your senses are physically present. The 3D reality is just a reflection of the 4D reality + the 3D mirrors your 4D reality. The 3D basically shows you your current assumptions, which is all completely malleable.

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how do we change the 3D?

You change your 4D and persist. That’s it. Remember, the 3D is only a reflection of your 4D. The 3D isn’t the enemy.

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something I wanna address: the phrases: “ignore your 3D” and “the 3D is fake” etc. is something I personally think is a bit harmful. Do not actually ignore your 3D. The 3D IS real. Instead, acknowledge your 3D but KNOW it WILL and CAN change! however, if ignoring and finding the 3D fake is helpful for you, by all means, do what you personally find is best! ♡

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🌑┊𝟒𝐃 — 𝐈𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲

what is the 4D?

The 4D in simple terms is just your imaginative reality; your mental reality; your mind. Your thoughts, assumptions, etc. reside in the 4D. The 4D is just as real as the 3D.

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how do we rearrange the 4D?

Change your thoughts to align with you having whatever you desire. Persist in those new thoughts. This then leads to your assumptions changing. Persist in those new assumptions, which finally leads to a desired 3D IF you persist.

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🌑┊𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 — 𝐓𝐋𝐃𝐑

4D → | mirror | → 3D

Your 3D is always malleable no matter what

Relating to the last point, circumstances do not matter

The 3D isn’t your enemy, it only reflects your 4D

Persisting is essential

The 3D may also be known as the shadow of the 4D

change your thoughts, persist → change your assumptions, persist → your desire manifests in the 3D

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90sjruby

1 year ago

4t2 Curly Hair with Double Buns by Wings

@redsimmer-blog asked for it and I delivered it! 😄 Hope you all enjoy it!

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90sjruby

2 years ago

LIMITING BELIEFS

1. "you need high vibrations"

no, you don't need to have high vibrations to manfiest. you can manfiest if you're in a bad mood or if you're sad. your mood can't affect your manfiestions unless you start affirming negatively towards your desire.

2. "you need a perfect self concept"

you do NOT need a perfect self concept to manifest. people have manifested their desires without a perfect self concept. it is important to have a positive self concept while manfiesting but your self concept doesn't need to be perfect all the time.

3. "it takes ____ days/weeks to get your desire"

it doesn't take days or weeks to get your desire. you already have your desire, wheter you see it or not. if you think it takes a month to manfiest your desires, then it will take a month to manfiest your desires. but, if you instantly want to get your desire then just assume that you manfiest instantly.

4. "you need to take action in the 3d"

you don't need to take action in the 3d. for example: if you're manfiesting clear skin you don't need to use any product to get clear skin. you can if you want to, but you don't need to. some people that take action in the 3d are usually doing that because they are working with logic. you already have your desires, so why are you taking action in the 3d when you know that you have everything u want?

5. "intrusive thoughts ruin your manfiestion"

intrusive thoughts can't ruin your manfiestion. when you have intrusive thoughts just go on with your day and ignore them. your manfiestion won't be ruined just because you had an intrusive thought.

those are some limiting beliefs that i've seen people have (i also had some of those limiting beliefs.) remember that you are powerful and that you can have anything you want, no matter have "illogical" it sounds.

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90sjruby

6 months ago

stop falling in "love" and start falling into goals and ambitions

i just saw a girl on tiktok say how she had to get back to working a 9 to 5 because 4 years ago her boyfriend convinced her to delete her tiktok account which has 70k+ followers and she was getting brand deals because he was "uncomfortable" with her having a social media presence

this is why i make these posts to teach and re-shape women's perspective

clearly the men are doing something right and have nothing to change

but the women are so damn gullible and naive,

believing in love, twin flames and soulmates is literally ruining women's lives and livelihood

how many men do you know would give up a source of income for their girl?

how many men do you know would give up their entire life and career to move to a while different city/country for their girlfriend?

how many men do you know would self isolate and abandon all their friends, family and support system to be with a girl?

how many men do you know would give up the opportunity to study a broad or do a paid internship because their girlfriend disapproves of it?

very few men, if rarely you will find these cases, but women? they love throwing their lives away at the first sign of someone giving them a crumb of affection

i know women who are in jail and have a criminal record because of "love",

i know women who dropped out of school because of "love",

i know women who are hospitalized in the name of "love",

i know women who had nervous breakdowns or developed an autoimmune disease because of "love"

men are hardwired to prioritize themselves first

meanwhile what are we teaching women from childhood through adulthood?

what are we feeding women's minds through disney, romance movies and YA novels?

we're teaching them to be highly emotional, co-dependent, naive individuals who are willing to give up everything for a crumb of validation and to not feel lonely

step up ladies and get attached to some goals, education, money, business, spirituality

STOP pouring your light, love and energy into men

stop cutting off your own blessings!

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90sjruby

2 years ago

𝐶𝑖𝑟𝑐𝑢𝑚𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑡 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟！

Do you know why you’re ugly ass circumstances don’t matter? Because your thoughts created them in first place! So if you created them, guess what babes? You can uncreate it into your absolute ideal circumstance.

Spiritual law cannot be broken. It is always working. Your thoughts are always manifesting. So as long as you are affirming and persisting in what you desire, your circumstances have no choice but to change into a desirable circumstances.

It doesn’t matter how bad you think your circumstances are, they have nothing over you and your limitless power. It doesn’t matter if it takes one hundred or one million people to shift their actions in order to make you get what you desire. Your circumstances will change. As long as you are persisting in what you want, everything else that doesn’t align will be eliminated. Anything between you and your manifestations will be eliminated.

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90sjruby

2 years ago

let this be your new story…

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˚ *· ‘GIRL THAT HAS IT ALL’ VAUNT ·* ˚

my life is perfect now. i get everything i want. i already have everything i want. i look beautiful and feel beautiful. my face is perfect, my features are just the way i want them to be and i am the prettiest girl alive. everyone falls to their knees for me and people can’t help but to be blown away by my beauty. i am everyone’s dream girl. my body is perfect. i have my entire desired appearance and characteristics, and i love the way i look. my self concept is perfect and i instantly manifest anything i want. my friends adore me, and i am everyone’s favourite person. people love me and look up to me, and most importantly i’m secure within myself and i love myself unconditionally. i have all my desires and i am living my dream life right now. i am the girl that has it all. life is on easy mode for me, and everything always works out perfectly for me. i’m living everyday happily and i am constantly being the best version of myself. i believe in myself and i am constantly manifesting wonderful things into my life. my life is full of positivity, love, happiness and passion.

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90sjruby

6 months ago

Be your own friend, have your own back, encourage yourself, motivate yourself, discipline yourself, make yourself laugh, comfort yourself when you cry, enjoy your own company, discover yourself, ask yourself the deep questions, feed yourself good food, watch stuff that makes you feel good, hug yourself, smile at yourself just because, compliment yourself, extend yourself endless grace… you are the greatest thing you can offer yourself.

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