Don’t Read, Just Getting Something Off My Chest
Don’t read, just getting something off my chest
Sometimes, I just feel like screaming. Like, if can feel something sitting in the center of my chest, something heavy, but it never rises up of falls down.
Sometimes, I just feel like crying. I can feel the sob in my throat, and the tears starting to burn the back of my eyes. But I never do, because it always goes away.
I never tell anyone what I am thinking, what I am feeling, because it has become something that I see as whining in my eyes. These things that I feel come randomly and sporadically, so I don’t see it as something to fear.
But when I read these posts and stories, something that I bond myself with, and they talk about things that happen to be what I think/say/do, I find it harder and harder to keep these things in. There are barricades that are built in my head like the Great Wall, but they seem to be crumbling down one day at a time...and I’m scared about what will happen next.
I don’t know who to talk to; don’t know if anyone will even care, or say that I’m just being dramatic, or ‘It’s just a face because you’re young!’
Drawing has helped me, but not enough. Screwing over my sleep scedual to fall asleep at midnight is fucking with me, and school has started become just another burden, another weight on my back, and stress ha become something more than just something every once in a while. It’s alway with me, to the point where I am starting to get nervous tics every time I talk.
I don’t know... just gotta pull through I guess.
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Day 2 of 6: Amity
Have you ever really thought about the difference of season 1 and season 2 Amity is astonishing. It’s so refreshing having a bully character who isn’t flat, and their only purpose is to be a bully. Amity is so well developed, and changes so much throughout the two season, that it makes you forget who she started as; it’s good characterization.
I’m super excited for season 3, and the interactions the kids will have in the human realm. Will Lumity have a human date? Will Gus get to communicate with the  giraffes? Will Willow and Hunter get together? How will the kids react to Vee? So ready to laugh and cry (mostly cry)
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hmm artists what feature do you draw on the face first. this is for science btw.
This is the only day you can reblog this.
On this day, May 21st, Philip Wittebane started recording his journey through the Boiling Isles.
"My journey through the Demon Realm is far from over. But today I humbly donate my journal to the ages. Entry One: May 21…I think. My Name is Philip Wittebane."
Living ☹️ emoji
like to charge reblog to cast
Just an experiment. Reblog if you actually give a fuck about male victims of domestic violence and rape.
Of fucking course
What sick bastard doesn’t
Reblog and put in the tags if you can remember where you got the shirt you're currently wearing.
Literally just scrolling through the tmnt 2012 hashtag, and was met with THIS!! Literally going to sob STOP-
Oh my gods, it’s the Fucked Up Family (tm)
OH, JUST ANOTHER ONE IN A LONG LINE OF NO ONES
Day 3 of 6: Hunter
How do people just bust out this bad-sad boy’s hair? I spent a good five minutes on his long strand in the front alone.
In other news, Hunter may look kind of funny with half of his arm missing, but it will look better when Gus is added, I promise! I also changed my style slightly between when I last posted, but I think the more simple style is nice, more cartoon-esk.
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Meet Kyle. They are a salty little shit that will fight anything and everything. They are pansexual and gender fluid. On girls days they go by Kyle (k-i-lee) and on the boy days, they go by Kyle (k-i-yal) on the neither or both days, they go by K.
They also had a sad past. Their mother left their father when they were a kid, and they had traumatic bullying, even one of their friends betraying them.
They are also best friends with May.
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