Hello! I am making this as a warning to a video that is going to be public tomorrow. I made the dumb mistake of not adding a warning to the beginning of the video because of themes that may be picked up from the content. The speedpaint has a person that has a rope around their neck. THIS IS NOT ANYTHING REMOLELY SELF HARM. Please take this for the warning it is, and if you are not comfortable with that video than please, do not watch it. If you are suffering from anything, please know you can talk to me on my Tumblr; or any of my platforms. It is not healthy to handle things alone. Have a great day everyone!!
Part 2 of drawing people on TikTok. This time @madsconcealer on TikTok and Instagram.
Fun fact about me, I actually love mermaids. I was obsessed with them as a kid, and even drew pictures and made stories. I entered on into a writing contest when I was in 3rd grade too! Maybe I should re-draw them? That might be fun!!
I really like how this one turned out! The way that I blended the colors, the hair, the inking! This is really showing my improvement!
Literally just scrolling through the tmnt 2012 hashtag, and was met with THIS!! Literally going to sob STOP-
Just a simple finish the line with my broski. Was bored during class. Nothing fancy.
What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.
You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself
but you killed everyone else around you too.
CGI animators should unionize next. normally, their jobs would be too precarious to strike, since studios would replace them without a second thought, but if it's part of this larger general film strike, they might finally have meaningful power to better their working conditions
Requests are closed.
I am currently taking art requests. Message me if you would like to see me draw a character
Fandoms I will draw for:
Voltron: Legendary Defenders
Danny Phantom
Harry Potter (book and movie)
Hunger Games (book and movie)
Ouran High School Host Club (anime)
Soul Eater (anime)
Percy Jackson (books up till The Dark Prophecy)
Virals (up til Terminal (I refuse to read that book))
The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals
Hamilton
Be More Chill
22 Chump Street
Dear Evan Hansen
Come From Away
Gravity Falls
I don’t do mature content, ships (romantic- platonic is fine) and I can’t promise great backgrounds. Please do not request mass amounts of characters, that is kind of hard to manage.
This is Rebecca. She is a nice girl when you get to know her, just be cautious when she flirts. I tried out a new hairstyle, and I think I am going to stick with it, because it made it look more realistic than it did before.
BONUS!!
So... I got a TikTok recently, and found this gem on my For You Page, and had to draw it. I really like how it turned out, and I might turn this into a thing, drawing cosplays that stumble onto my Fyp.
Ahhh! I am so ready for the new Spider Man movie! I was inspired by the new trailer, but since I am a loser, I didn’t see it til like, Saterday, then a I forgot to post the video and picture, so that brings us here.
Yeah, that’s all I got, really hope this movie is not a flop, cause Venom was really good (from what I could see) and I had hope for that movie too.
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