......

im exhausted

i feel sick, my arms are so tired, im tired, my foot hurts like hell, im so fucking tired.

IM ON ZE ROOAAADDDDDDD RRAAAAAAAAAAA

ON ZE ROAD AGAIN JUST CANT WAIT TO GET ON ZE ROAD AGAINNNN

IM GOING FROM TEXAS TO TEXAS!!!!!!

el paso

to dallas

lmao

WOOOOOOO ON ZE ROOOAAAAAAAAAAAADDDD

They loved to smile. 

They always smiled.

Smiled here, smiled there.

But it was empty.

Devoid of a soul, devoid of a life. 

Hollow on the inside, full on the outside.

Their smile was bright, it was infectious

Their laugh was like wind chimes, the ones that made you feel lighter. 

Their eyes were as clear as a cloudless sky, as perfect as a diamond. 

But it was all hollow on the inside. 

Within them lay cobwebs. 

Within them laid something deep and dark that never once showed its ugly face. 

It tightened its coils around their neck day by day. 

But despite it all

They smiled.

Their smile was bright and fun, quickly soothed any child’s cries. 

Their smile charmed those they walked past, 

Enamored those they met.

It even made others jealous.

‘How could they be so happy?’ 

‘Why must they flaunt their happiness around?’ 

But no one ever thought they were overcompensating to hide what was true. 

No one noticed the coils trying to drown them.

No one noticed their smile start to fade. No one noticed their presence begin to lessen and lessen.

No one noticed

Until their smile

Disappeared.

~~~~~~~

oh i love writing melancholy stuff so much.

hehe characters...

i wnana

like

heres german empire :>

but he's not importaannnnnnttttttt

prussia doesnt care about himm

lmao

german empire and soviet could start some bad dad club or whatever

in some aus CA (colonial america) could def join that

.....

if i included all my different storylines a LOT of characters could be in that club ToT

bro i need to stop getting sidetracked and finish chapter two like damn bro

OKAY SO I THINK I HAVE A CONCRETE FAMILY LINES FOR MY MAIN AU AKA WHAT WALLS OF GOLD WILL BE BASED OFF OF YAY MEEEE

im going mentally insane

im mentally ill

i need him

i need him so bad

..consensus says that hre is prussia's father.....

not me having a crisis over stupid countries

hahahaha austria is so silly im gonna put him in a blender <3

its out of love :3

do ao3 people like poems or is it like mostly fanfic or stories in there-

I REGRET EVERYTHING WHY WOULD I DO THIIISSSS

someone PLEASE tell me this is a shit idea and i should never click the post button ever ever ever

why did i think i could make an ask blog.....

like yeah i love prussia but i hardly watched the anime....

like

all i have done is watch like every single video i can over prussia's scenes in hetalia but i feel like thats not enough like ill do one thing and everyone will gloss over it and be like wow youre stupid thats all stupid