#aight I've Got To Paint This

she yearns for the tub water. disgusting.

Yuuji forcing Sukuna to his knees is healing me. Sukuna taking a moment to be a petty dick about it is also healing me.

I still maintain that getting violently fucked by Yuuji in that inmate domain would have fixed Sukuna—or at least kept him from *gestures* all this.

Have you seen him yet?

Now you have.

you get a yuuji and you get a yuuji and you get a yuuji an-

#a polaroid of me apparently

putting a polaroid of you on my unhinged conspiracy board and linking you with a red string to a post it note that just says "gay"

The reproach was so beautiful. somehow it made so much sense that That city would create it, you know? Like it was so surrounded by madness and so bad at letting people go and there was a rot at it’s core and it was music and dancing and people who knew it was in their brains and couldn’t help themselves. The mosaic city chapters just really made that for me. Sorry for thinking it’s sexy when a city wants to eat you

it IS sexy when the city wants to eat you, you're SO correct. i think it really got me when lemya kept hearing the song even after she'd been pulled out and the way her and shantrov are students who specifically love maric history and poetry and art and then the part of the city that is old and rotten is cursed in that exact same way is the part that the two of them become the standard-bearers of the reproach UGH!!!!!

The ink bottle lying on your desk... begins to crawl away..???

i try my best not to watch scottish youtubers anymore because if i watch them too much my inner monologue just gets stuck in a scottish accent and i cant turn it off. its not even my voice with a scottish accent. ive got two scottish gamerbro idiots stuck in my head, thinking my thoughts for me right now. absolute focken pish.

i forgot to post this back when i was going insane (as if i'm not still insane). but. but.

i am now reading some of adrian tchaikovsky's scifi and i thought i would probably like it less than city of last chances because i do tend to prefer fantasy, but i'm reading now about unspace in shards of earth and.