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Hii, how are you? Uhh, English is not my first language so i'm sorry if you don't understand something. While shifting it happens something really weird to me. My forehead feels really really really cold and heavy, I feel like my forehead has SOMETHING on it, like a polished COLD gem on it. Exactly like that. I don't know if that's supossed to be part of shifting or i'm doing something else. But my whole face feels like just WEIRDDD and cold, i feel like there's wind in my face aswell but my windows are closed. Do i explain myself? Is that like a weird symptom or I shifted without knowing? Other thing is; I see like these weird geometric figures while shifting. Like mandalas. What am i even seeing with my eyes closed? This only happens when I do the method btw. Help.

Hi, Im good! :) I understand your question. I think I can help you understand why this is happening. When you do methods you are basically meditating. Meditation leads to altered states of consciousness, because of this the brain is processing information differently. I also experience wind and cold sensations while meditating or shifting. The shapes you are seeing also happen to me sometimes, but for me they feel physical. These things won't stop you from shifting. Since they happen only when you do your method you could view it as something that will help you shift. This is normal many people also experience things like this.

Hello! I was wondering if you could answer my question…

These past few months I've had two dreams where I thought I shifted. It felt real, and I was completely aware. I just didn't know where I was. But after waking up, it doesn't feel real anymore. Does this mean anything? Have I shifted?

If you shifted you wouldn’t need to ask yourself if you did or not. You would definitely know. Though some realities can feel dreamy and faint. I don’t know what you experienced but I guess it was a dream because of how you describe waking up. Don’t worry, this is good, it means your brain knows what you are trying to do. Long before I shifted I had a dream that I can’t forget. I was in an old cabin house, it smelled of oil paint and wood. There was a lady in a Victorian style dress and matching hair leaning against the wall. It didn’t feel like I was actually there, rather an outsider looking in. But she could see me. So, she looked right at me and told me that I would shift. I didn’t remember it when I woke up, it took me a couple days to recall the memory. I find that if you dream of something it is taking up a lot of your mind; subconscious or not. Me and my mom often have dreams of certain events or people that trouble us. These dreams are attainable because we can be aware of them. Keep going.

hiii! :D

I was missing leydenkilgore's blog really badly and came across yours instead, and I'm super super grateful for it!! I instantly feel calm and at ease here. Thank you so much♡

Hii hii !! I too miss leyden's blog dearly. We used to be mutuals then one day she deactivated.. I read her post about how she wasn’t going to be active anymore but I didn’t think she would delete her account so that was a surprise. 

I’m so happy that my blog makes you feel at ease. I should be thanking youu ! I'll try and post more..

Hi! I hope you're doing well! I have a question on how to stop focusing on the body and symptoms when I'm shifting. When it comes to shifting, it feels like I know how to shift but I can't quite focus on already knowing that I'm there and accepting the shift. On top of that, I'm also really confused on intent. I want to pick a place to shift and wake up there but when I do it, all I see is my current reality and I just get super frustrated. Could you help me?

Hi, I'm doing better today !

I sometimes get really weird symptoms as well. If you keep forcing yourself to stop focusing on something it's going to be harder to forget about it. If I tell you to not think about a cat..it's not going to work. You thought of a cat right when you saw the word. If you can't stop focusing on your body then incorporate it into your method. It will be easier to relax if you are not actively fighting against it. 

I personally struggle with getting irritated at noise when I’m meditating/shifting or even trying to sleep. Then, I tried an open awareness meditation. It made me realize that it was easier to get into that flow state because I wasn't trying to fight everything that got in the way. 

Get into your usual shifting position

Be aware of how your body feels and sounds you hear. While you are doing this be aware of your thoughts, but don’t engage with them just let them come and go. If you focus too much on a certain sensation or sound, open your awareness back up, try not to stay on one thing for too long. Let everything come and go. 

When you are done you can either come back here or use this to shift. 

If you want to use it to shift, try and do the same thing but with where you are trying to be. For example, If you are shifting to a beach, be aware of the wind on your face, the sand sticking to your skin, the feeling of your heartbeat, or the emotions you would feel. But maybe practice here first if that will be easier.

Setting intention is telling yourself that you will do something or something will happen. For example, whenever I get a glass of water, I like to put ice in it. But sometimes the ice machine is all out. I set the intention to get ice, but I didn’t get it. Does that mean I'm never going to get ice for the rest of my life? Of course not. I just have to wait for it to fill up. If you think you are never going to shift because you set the intent but didn’t get it right then and there, that's just silly. Your brain might be trying to get accustomed to the fact you are trying to be aware of something else; even if you have been trying for years. I know it can be hard but try not to attach any emotion to it. If you see this reality and get annoyed your brain might get confused and begin to imagine your dr as something above. I recommend reading this post. 

i've got a question! many shifting advice i see say it's okay to let ur mind relax and wander so you don't build up resistance during an attempt. however, ppl also say that the reason ur not shifting is bc ur simply saying ur affirmations and going to sleep.

i'm conflicted here bc aren't those contradictory?? how am i supposed to drift into sleep (and wake up in my dr) without it just being me 'saying affirmations and rolling over'.

i hope this didn't sound too confusing lol! it's a bit of a puzzling thought to write out as well

The people that say "you're not shifting because of ___" are slow and don't know how shifting works. Please do not listen to them. The only thing you need for shifting is an awareness. If you have an awareness you can be aware of anything you want. I find that letting my mind wander helps me relax. Whenever I meditate I focus on one thing, breathing, a noise, how my body feels, etc. I choose one thing to calm my mind and start there and I let my mind wander.

You can shift however you want, If you want to use the method of saying affirmations and rolling over go ahead! The only reason people say that won't work is because they believe that it won't.

Is it possible to travel the universe through shifting or is that only for astral projection. I want to go to realities that I haven’t scripted and explore different life forms and experiences

Yup! You can do anything. I have shifted to places I didn't mean to, and places I didn't script for. I don't know much about astral projection but anything you can do with that you can do with shifting. Have fun!

I'd also add that I think shifting is more popular with younger people becuase a number of reasons:

Older people often have a strict outlook on the world, the idea of being aware of a different consciousness would not align with how they have been taught to live. Most young people have seen how poorly that outlook can have, then become more open minded. And because of what the world is turning into today a lot of young people would want an escape from that.. Hopefully this makes sense 

I know it's kinda stupid question, but does our age in this CR matter while shifting, I am above 30 years of age and only see shifters who are at most 22-23 years of age and it kinda makes me feel left and makes me think that shifting is not for me or lets say not as easy as for me as it is for them ☹️.

No question is a stupid one don’t worry.. Your age doesn’t matter at all!!! You can shift whenever wherever ! Mentally I would say I’m around 27 and I shift how I’ve always have. You can shift no matter what as long as you have an awareness. I promise it won’t change anything. :)

I mean think about there are infinite realities and in those there are people who are shifting when they are thousands of years old.. Nothing will stop you.

I know it's kinda stupid question, but does our age in this CR matter while shifting, I am above 30 years of age and only see shifters who are at most 22-23 years of age and it kinda makes me feel left and makes me think that shifting is not for me or lets say not as easy as for me as it is for them ☹️.

No question is a stupid one don’t worry.. Your age doesn’t matter at all!!! You can shift whenever wherever ! Mentally I would say I’m around 27 and I shift how I’ve always have. You can shift no matter what as long as you have an awareness. I promise it won’t change anything. :)

I mean think about there are infinite realities and in those there are people who are shifting when they are thousands of years old.. Nothing will stop you.

Heyy!! Can I be your "🪷" anon? I'm the one that asked you if your relationships would be affected after you've been traveling to other realities for a long period of time! 💞💞 Like if you'd feel more distant from them, or if it would be the opposite. I don't mind you being blunt at all, because remember that that's a universal experience we have in THIS reality.. 😭😭 Relationships being immature in this world? No I get it bae we've all been there to witness it. <3

Another question I'm so curious about is.. Well I'm not sure if it would be a funny one, but have you ever felt sentimental by how beautiful another reality was?? Have you ever cried about experiencing them after waking up here.. Or have you disassociated because you couldn't process it all.. Or was your experience more like this thing where you woke up in your dr and just felt "normal" like you've always been there..? And I want to know how you experience things in your realities when interacting with the nature and the environment.. It must be surreal.

Or even the people. I get most sentimental with how beautiful people are wherever I'm in, so I wonder if you've ever gotten sentimental over someone in another reality that you've loved. Have they ever healed you in a way? Like when you bond with those people, they end up making you feel such transformational things and rewire your thoughts and just.. Be the happiest person in the world?

My current reality is the only reality I've been in and I've already experienced crying many times because of the amazing people and the earth so I'm not sure how beyond happiness I'd actually feel if I were to go off to another realm that's full of FANTASY. Sorry for blabbering, but life must be magical for a shifter.

I'm just asking because I'm actually rewatching a movie I'm going to shift to as my first ever shift 🫶🫶 Okay, it's avatar, the Pandora planet. That's my vacation plan 🎉🎉 It's my 2nd attempt shifting I'm so nervous and excited 😔😔😔

AND HOW'S YOUR KURASIA CHILD, MOTHER?? <33

Hii you totally can ! 🪷 

I think I've said this before but when I'm in another reality it’s like there's a filter over everything. You perceive everything in another way. Think of it like color grading a photo or video.  I was writing a draft about one of my shifts and I wrote a short segment about how beautiful it was there.  "The architecture here never fails to awe me. I remember standing at the edge of the road looking at my friends talking to a seller, white marble buildings carved with purple and blue designs  behind them, lush plants surrounding us. There was a thick mist in the air, like fog was dripping out of the plants." When you script certain things and shift there they will be even better than you imagined. The way the forests and mountains look are incredible. I’ve traveled a lot here and to be honest they aren't comparable. 

When I come back here I guess my reaction depends on whatever I experienced. If I have a heavy shift I go to my waiting room to sort my feelings out there instead of here. - I’ve definitely cried in my waiting room though haha. Like I said, most of the time when I come back I feel light. 

Getting sentimental over someone in another reality is a yes. I have different parents in most of my drs so I do miss my dad and he definitely healed the little girl in me. My sister Slyvis is another person I would put on that list, although she isn’t in my kirasia dr. Then there’s my wife, I have different s/o’s in different realities but she’s the one I have spent most of my time with. And as for my daughter I’ve only seen her as a newborn but she’s the cutest.. Her name is Makkari  …and my cat. I miss my cat

And I definitely recommend going to a place that's filled with whimsy, I scripted that Unicorns are native animals in Lumari.. But without the magic. I’ve never shifted to Pandora, I've only watched the first movie. But I can tell that it would be a cool place to go !! Good luckk

I just attempted to shift and wanted to get my thoughts out.

I've been trying to shift for 4 years now. I've recently been having some spiritual stuff going on, and it helped me realize how to better adapt shifting to myself.

I just attempted again after months of not trying. I got symptoms I've never gotten before, and they were stronger than I could have ever imagined. I could feel my heartbeat through my whole body and felt like I was flicking between two different positions.

It's hard to explain, but I realized that I had never really understood shifting until that moment. I knew you really were going to be somewhere else, but that was the first time I felt it. I had a second of being completely overwhelmed by realizing it's real.

I ended up freaking myself out, I think, because I opened my eyes here. Everything looked distant and moving felt weird.

I'm back to normal now, but I feel very emotional. I remember how I felt in that moment, but my brain isn't letting me feel that certainty that I had.

Your blog was the last thing I looked at before trying, so that's why I'm sending the ask to you. I've never actually interacted with shifting blogs before, but I feel very strange right now and wanted an outlet.

For 4 years, I was certain I understood that shifting was real, but now, I realized that I never felt it before. I just feel shaken up and very upset that I still didn't quite get there.

I just hope that this means I'm close. A part of me thinks maybe I'm just crazy, but it felt so real.

"and felt like I was flicking between two different positions." You did it. There is no question of "am I close" becuase you have already achevided it ! The mindset of knowing what shifting is, is such a real feeling, I promise you’ll be able to feel it again. Keep going!! Don’t feel upset, instead focus on the fact that you experienced it, you know what it feels like, and you know you can reach it! I’m so happy for you - Be proud of youself

Your account is so beautiful and so poetic, the way you write when you respond to anons sound like handwritten letters for some reason 😭💕 maybe it's because I read them with a soft poetic voice in my head idk but I'm wondering.. When you shift to so many different realities for such long periods of time to escape this current reality, there have been many shifters that said that you could feel big detachment or even more misery when you come back here. I wonder though, when you come back from a shift, especially when you've been in your DR for years.. Does it affect how you experience relationships in the current reality? Have you ever felt detached, or distant from friends, family members, or probably just distant relatives, classmates / co-workers, and etc. ?

And could it be because you outgrown them, (because your soul must definitely feel aged when you have immortality living thousands of lives in the realities in your mind, right?) or could it be that some relationships become unfulfilling? Orr..?

Or have you ever experienced the opposite? And end up being happy seeing close people either because you've missed them or have scripted them into your realities? I'm really curious, as someone who tried to shift just last night as a fun act of self-love and fun place to spend a vacation on another planet 😭😭😭

You are the sweetest, I can't describe how happy your words make me. Thank you so much!!

Whenever I come back It's a feeling of relaxation, or the feeling of being awake in the middle of the night when no one else is. I feel alone but it doesn't bother me. Usually in the moment I’m recounting what happened in my head so I don’t forget about it. I definitely feel more mature, I try to help my mom out as much as I can, force her to do certain things that will help her mental health; I didn't used to do this but now I feel like I can teach her things I didn't know before. She’s a very pessimistic person, it seems like everything that she says is negative and I’ve found that it's hard to relate since I’ve come back. Sometimes I feel out of place but it’s never gotten to the point of misery. I’ve grown up with a lot of anxiety and now that I have experienced what I have I realized I should never feel shame about leaving here. 

I shift to experience a different life, I personally don’t script it to be perfect and happy all the time. I want to experience all of it. I‘ve suffered in every reality I’ve been in, including this one and I don’t see it as a bad or good thing. I just see it as something to learn from, so detachment from here is not a problem for me. I do get sad sometimes that I can’t relay what I’ve been through to my family. Sure, I can shift to a reality where they understand the concept and would console me, but a part of me doesn't want to.

I had a child in my Kirasia dr and that's the reason I ended up leaving there. Though I was happy, I didn’t think I was ready. I was sitting on my bed and kind of dissociating in that moment because the thought of raising a whole entire human being scared me. I will go back, maybe re-live my life there and continue on instead of leaving but I don’t know when that moment will come. A couple of months ago In this reality I was sitting on the couch with my mom and baby sister and was so overcome with emotions when I looked at her. I just started to cry, I said it was because she was being cute, a part of it was, but In that moment I was reminded of my own child. Here I’m a couple months from graduating, and there I am a mother.    

My relationship with my family has gotten better here though. My step dad apologized to me and I was finally mature enough to have an actual conversation with him. My mom wants me to live with her for a while and tells me I shouldn't have to work myself to death. And I finally cut someone off who I didn’t need anymore; so yes I have outgrown people. I don’t know if these things would have happened if I never shifted. I think after shifting my subconscious reworked itself and that's why those moments happened. 

The only detachment I really feel is noticing how immature people are. Before I shifted I tolerated it but now I don’t put any energy into it. I can’t believe I didn’t notice how many grown adults are fucking insane, sorry for the bluntness it’s just crazy seeing how stupid people are. I’m mostly talking about how weird relationships are here, and how some people will find any excuse to be abusive. Not even physically but just mentally. Some of these people aren't even aware of their own actions either - I’m ranting… but I think you get the idea.

When I come back here It's like I've learned a whole new outlook on life and I feel happy to view the world through that lens here. I’ve never felt regret about shifting, someday I’m going to choose not to come back here and I’m fine with that. 

These were such good questions and because of your ask you gave me a new idea on what to write about! I’ve been trying to think about what to write about that isn't a storytime so I’m happy I finally have a small Idea.

Not shifting related but.. i just watched alien romulus BIG DAY FOR ANNOYING PEOPLE (me)

I’m so annoyed that I didn’t see it in theaters omg my jaw is on the floor this is probably the best movie I have seen in a while, the alien baby, Andy, the cgi of the planets rings, the guttural scream of “Die, motherfucker!” in the ending..???!?? …..THE ALIEN BABY??? As a big fan of the original it hit every mark for me. i’m going to be thinking about this all week goodbye.

Your account is so aesthetic and pleasing to look at, it scratches a part of my brain that just ughhh yummy

Omg thank you so muchh im always thinking about changing my theme back to a more sci fi look though loll

I'd like some help (if you're wiling). I've been trying to shift for some time now and I've definitely made some progress. I just feel stuck. Like some outside force is keeping me in the same place and the harder I try to shift, the harder it fights me. I feel this sort of dread around shifting. My brain is making me procrastinate or avoid it because whenever I try to shift, I wake up in my cr and I feel hopeless all over again. It's like trying to win something over and over again for years and you just never do. You keep trying and nothing ever happens. My brain is kind of telling me to avoid it. I'll take any help you're willing to give me. I'm just not sure where to go from here.

I would be glad to help!

It seems like you’re viewing shifting through a lens of a required waiting period. Progress or not you will shift. Ask yourself why you feel stuck, are you afraid of failure, leaving something behind, or maybe something else in your life is holding your mindset back?

If you feel dread around shifting step away for some time. Slow down, take a step back, doing so will help you build a new foundation. I would never want someones relationship with shifting to be negative. Instead of focusing on shifting, put your energy into analyzing what you have been doing so far, what you can change or add. Find a new meaning in how you want to proceed once you come back. I have also woke up here when I didn’t want to, but instead of holding resentment towards the outcome I try different things to feel better about it; Tell myself I didn’t wake up here and that I’m not aware of what i’m experiencing. Your subconscious mind doesn’t have eyes, it’s going to take what you say as fact. Just keep affirmations running through your head sometimes. Don’t dwell on negative thoughts and just let them pass.

Now I personally don’t know what you have tried, but when you take a break and look at it from a different view that might help. And I would like to add that no outside force is holding anyone back, so you would you be the exception? There isn’t some 6th dimensional lady behind a typewriter giving out one way reality tickets to those who just happen to be lucky. This “outside force” might be lack of a better mindset or it might be some personal turmoil, you can still shift even with this. But, looking into why you think this way will help.

After you shifted for 27 years, how long had passed in your cr?

A couple of months, I don’t know the exact time frame but I wanna say 2 months and three weeks passed. A couple of things changed about this reality as well, I noticed that a certain actor is still alive; Jim carry to be exact. Before I shifted I swear I grew up seeing posts about how great of an actor he was, and how sorry everyone was that he had died. Not only that but I was certain that my brothers dad worked at a serious management job in a fast food company, but I guess not?? Whenever I bring it up my mom jokes at me because I am so certain that he did work there.

Also my other brother broke the microwave while I was “away”. tore the handle right off, and a couple days later it stopped working all together haha

My routine as someone who shifts almost every week. 

There doesn't have to be any pressure on shifting, you don’t have to do it at a specific moment. My routine takes either a moment, a day, or a week. I do specific things in preparation to shift, it isn’t a method, more so a ritual, something to help me align myself with where I want to be.   

I. Bask in who you want to be, spend mornings doing this practice, do it before a nap, before you go to bed, while you eat, etc. Settle in your mind, take this time to be in your desired selfs mind. Think about slow moments, your morning routine, the view outside your window, basking in the sun, anything of the sort; let yourself live in moments from your dr. I've noticed I shift more when I have practiced this throughout the day. 

II. Tell yourself that you are there, that you are indeed experiencing these things. Affirm how many times you feel, you are where you are. Don’t put any pressure on yourself to believe anything, just affirm. Sweep away intrusive thoughts, let them pass and focus on who and where you are. 

III. Each reality has its own soul, familiarize yourself with how your chosen reality feels. Whenever you want to go there invoke this feeling, remember the slow moments, relax and live in your dr. 

IV. I lie in bed and when I'm getting sleepy I visualize myself where I want to be and I’m there, I focus on what I am doing at that moment in that reality. 

V. After I come back I take a couple days to step away from shifting, I don’t think about going anywhere else. I try to live in this reality and when I feel I want to leave again, I begin at step one. 

I have a few questions

Do you still go to school if so how do you balance shifting and school

Tell me about your longest shift and your most meaningful shift

Yes I still go to school, to be honest balancing the two is not that hard at least for me.

I usually shift at night, or when I wake up in the morning. The thing is my sleep is really bad so I’m already used to being a little unorganized when I do my school work lol So if i get back from a shift I’ll write down what happened to get it out/process and then go throughout my day like normal. (as much as I can) If something big happens I’ll probably be thinking about it all day.  

My longest was about 27 years and it was to my kirasia dr, which is hard to talk about because of some reasons but It was very beautiful there, it’s just very personal.

 My most meaningful experience is probably the first time I ever shifted. it was summer and I remember being really grateful for how beautiful it was that day and I went to lay down for an afternoon nap. I was getting comfortable and starting to relax. I started visualizing that place. Just swimming and how It would feel and then it wasn't a visual anymore, I was actually there. When I shifted, there wasn’t a moment of disbelief or surprise; it just felt right. I was mostly close to the top of the surface from what I can remember, but I couldn’t see the sky and it was hard to tell what was up and down. There were sea turtles and stingrays near me.. Which was the reason I came back. I was scared that the stingrays would hurt me, I didn’t have much knowledge about them so I was anxious about being near them and that kind of pulled me out of that reality. When I came back, I sat up and went “wow i just shifted” and then took my nap. But I wasn’t surprised… Which was confusing to reflect on, It had felt normal and like it was something that was always there. I want to say at least for me shifting has never felt surprising or out of place when you achieve it. It’s like remembering a childhood memory, or a primal instinct that has always been with me. That moment started my journey.

i love your account. that’s all! sending love x

this is so sweet! Thank you!!

What is shifting?

My personal belief is that there's an infinite amount of consciousnesses, and that anyone can move their awareness to any one of those consciousnesses. 

Shifting isn’t about methods, your senses, or any other tools, it’s about being aware of your dr. This part is often lost in the sea of self doubt. To combat this doubt we use these tools to distract ourselves from this reality. But mostly, we forget that the end goal is to end up in the consciousness of your choice because we tend to focus on the process more than the actual destination. Shifting isn’t about the process. 

You are wherever you want to be, It doesn't matter if you can see this reality. Your subconscious does not have eyes, that's why it takes everything at face value. You have grown up in a reality where certain things are normal - this is because that subconscious has picked up on how others view the world. And once you become a certain age, you start having thoughts of your own. Then, you start to engage with your own thoughts, most of the time this is done in an unhealthy way.

Your awareness of reality is formed from what you believe. Think about it like this, in one reality I grew up around people who valued women, held everything about them to a high regard. When I was a child here, I began learning how to walk, ride a bike, do basic math, and through all of these moments that society's view on women slipped through conversations, art, music, books, and many more. It shaped how I viewed myself and other girls. - Now think back to this reality, through-out time women have been subjugated to form themselves into what others want them to be. When those women learned how to talk, write, read, they began taking information from what others had been saying. That absorption from the outside world, of how other people viewed reality shaped their subconscious. The ability to shift is the ability to rewire your beliefs into what you want.

I'm working on a guide, well more of a common place book of all my knowldege of shifting. I hope It well help someone, I hope to get it done around march. I don't know if a lot of people will see this but if you have any questions about shifting, please send them my way and I will answer them.

collection of recent shifts

2/18/25 

Woke up at 4;30 am, listened to music for a while and the first shift was to my seven saint war dr (personal dr). I was holding a scroll while walking next to my desk in my chambers, it seemed I was trying to find something. I heard the sound of the paper and it made me jump and I came back here. the second I think was to my soul eater dr, I was holding my switch and feeling the buttons on it, it was fading out of my awareness. Last one, I was in my seven saint war dr again and there are these beds that rock back and forth (kind of like a cradle but for adults) and I remember it made me motion sick for some reason, we were in the library and there were people searching for us, the message was carried through the books - it was so weird it was like they were yelling it throughout the shelves - very surreal. Here I have powers gifted from the wind god, and I used them to teleport us to the mountains. I am never using them without  preparation first because they are not fun at all and it was the most nauseating experience of my life. 

2/10/25

I was in a river or a body of water and there were these two giant metal plates and I was trying to move one and it fell against the other one and made a loud noise. It was so pretty, the water looked delectable and the kingdom across the water was so pretty. 

1/24/25 

I was about to fall asleep then was slipping into a very weird political dream, snapped out of it and started to shift. I was rollerblading down the path to the beach in florida where I use to live while I was about to go onto the road a kia soul out of all cars pulls out so I keep to the side walk and I could see the ground very clearly while I was moving, came back here because I was going very fast and it kind of freaked me out. 

2/11/25 

This morning I wanted to go to a space reality. I was doing my usual routine and I shifted to a place where I was a child. I was with another kid. We were climbing up in a crashed spacecraft and I remember wearing a hat that I didn't think was mine. I came back here and then shifted to an alternate reality to the one I was in. I was in my room playing with wooden toys, but someone was coming(?) I remember I was on kelkeo. 

12/26/24 

Idk what my obsession with paper is recently but I shifted last night and was flipping through a book while my husband was standing next to me and I asked him if he taped the important part of it down and then I came back here because I was worried about me falling asleep ( i've been struggling with sleeping lately idk why but anyway I finally fell asleep at sorta normal time) Then, I wanted to go somewhere just now so I played the same music I shifted to last night and went to the same reality and I was laying on my bed trying to sleep and I could hear my husband rifling through my papers and scrolls I like to collect and for some reason my mind got really confused and came back here. 

2/15/25 

I was in bed about to sleep and was just thinking about my s/o and snuggling with them and I love the symptoms I get because my whole body gets tingly and then I’m there. I went there when we were in the middle of kissing, I came back here because I heard a lady’s voice behind me which confused me because we were alone in bed. 

1/16/25 

Early this morning, I was on a bike riding down a hill, I have no idea where I was, the feeling of me peddling down this street was like no other. I didn’t want to be there so I came back here.

Some time later, I was sitting in what I think was either Ryu Voin or an Ostova palace. There were beautiful paintings on the wall in front of me, murals. I was sitting on a chair, I remember feeling content. 

Aphrodite, as well as deciding when and where

I just want to say, this is more for me than it is anyone - take what you want and leave what you don't want. I'm not here to narrate your life. I just like talking into the void of the internet.

There was a different form of consciousness I went to when I was a child. I was young when this happened, I barely remember what was going on. I was at this sand temple, there were others for brief moments. It was a beautiful and sentimental place. I really only remember the emotion tied to it. Confusion, despair, survival but not at the deepest level. Maybe it was a shift, maybe it wasn't. I was too young to figure it out. I still wonder what significance it has, why was I there, what part of my mind wanted me to go. Maybe it was a past life. I’ve lived a lot of lives and I think I’m ready to permashift. Of course in the future I will decide where - right now I still want a little more time. I already said I would permashift and I did leave for a while but eventually came back. I'm not very good at expressing what I have lived and when I do I end up hating the way I phrased it,, But now I have an idea on how I want to do it for the future.

It feels as if i'm at a crossroad, many paths and outcomes will always be there for me.

A couple years ago around Christmas I bought an alice and wonderland tarot deck. Even though this was a long time ago I’m still getting the hang of reading cards, but I have learned a lot since using them. I’ve always loved Alice, around that time I had set out to watch every variation of the story. I watched the Czech one; Alice 1988. I don’t think I finished it but I got a good way through and the film amazed me with how surreal it was. I’m pretty sure everyone can see that, that story and shifting are related in a way. This was also the time where I had really gotten into Greek mythology and Hellenic views. I’m not a master in it and prefer to follow the gods of my Lumari dr - but this was before I shifted there. Now, I work with Aphrodite as well as my own gods. One Friday I sat down and did a reading with her. I wanted to make a waiting room. I don’t remember exactly what I had asked her but her answer was clear. Shifting does not require a waiting period, it doesn't need a bridge or a state of if. Just do it as soon as you'd like, go where you want as soon as the thought pops into your head. There is no need to flesh the idea out completely. A few words and visual ideas is all I really need; If I find myself scripting too much it's like the reality becomes something entirely different from what I wanted. Even though I have found that this works for me I still fail to give into the urge to shift as soon as the motivation clings to me. I’m a major procrastinator, it’s a flaw I’m working on. I have success with shifting to random realities, ones that I think of in a quick moment, and then decide I want to be there. I hate being picky, I’m conflicted with uncertain people. Just go, your subconscious is not actively out to get you. It’s not something to be scared of. That’s how I came to the way I view shifting now, also I think tarot is a way to bring out your subconscious beliefs. 

shifting storytime l X-files dr

another theme hope my future self likes this one sigh.. The words come easier to me when it's more recent shifts and I remember more so I’ll be writing about this one first. 

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I love this dr dearly like most of my homes but there's something about this one that just makes me feel something else. Growing up watching the show made me feel comfort like nothing else. I was laying down on the couch, staring at the ceiling zoning out. I hadn't slept for a while, I had stayed up all night, I want to say it was due to sleeping issues but that would be a lie; I was watching youtube videos all night. And it was too early in the morning for me to fall asleep so I just stayed up for as long as I could. I had the thought about shifting here in my mind for a while so while I was zoning out I had begun to leave this reality. It was like my emotions were there and my senses were here for a while until I was fully there. I was then on my bed laying down, I have a very small but beautiful apartment. I couldn't see him but my s.o was cooking dinner and I remember hearing the sound of the food frying on the pan. I just stayed there for a bit, content that I wasn't moving. For some reason when I shift recently I end up going somewhere in a drastically different movement, I'll be laying down and then moving down a hill very fast. Anyway, I saw the view from my windows, the sun had just set, the summer breeze was drifting in. I felt at peace. At the moment I wasn't working, I scripted that I had previously modeled and then worked for NASA corps. It was pretty mundane at first, I had gotten up hugged my husband, ate, took a shower, and then wrote in my journal. My first few weeks looked like this along with chores, shopping and lots of napping.

My old coworkers' husband worked for the FBI and had offered me a job. I sat and thought about it, at the time I didn't remember this reality so I didn't know what the x-files was or really what I was setting myself up for. He reached out to me again and said he suggested they should meet me. I found it rude that he did that without my word but I would need to find a job soon, nasa's astronaut training was way too tiring to go back, and what else did I have to lose. - I hadn’t scripted any of this, I didn't know how I was going to land being there. I just let my subconscious do the work. I thought this was funny when I came back, so i'm putting it here. -

My husband is an architect working from home. He had finished his day up early that morning we had decided to go swimming. The drive was slow, quiet. The curve of the road was lethargic. This day was one of my favorites here, perfect weather, calm water. It was a good rest before I needed work. 

By late July it was apparent that the rest of my time would be filled with late night car rides, door to door interviews, sunflower seeds, sealed conversations in cheap hotels, blisters from heels and most importantly the most mind-numbing rants from mulder. Haha yeah skinner I'm not gonna make it into work today, I just saw an anomaly....???!!... The first moments of being here felt safe and warm but as I threw myself into my work it melted away into a dark surrealist tone. The dreamlike feeling of the cases, almost ominous, made me feel on edge. Although I fit flawlessly, it felt like I was third wheeling most of the time, a child sitting in the backseat while her parents were bickering. Of course I'm exaggerating but it was a normal occurrence for me to turn up the radio to tune them out. 

Thats all I feel like writing for now I need to study..

The answer is within yourself.

I've seen that a lot of people are asking others what they should do on their shifting journey and I find myself conflicted with it. Of course there is nothing wrong with asking for help, but at a point in the endless road of questions the only answer you will find is your own. 

How do you think we have all gotten this far? People who used this practice long before us didn’t have any sources or online forums to help them. There has been an infinite number of people who have been able to reach endless life, and yet you think you can’t? You should start thinking for yourself, sit with your thoughts, and be alone. What does shifting mean to you? Dissect it. Forget the terms you learned on your way here and indulge in yourself instead of others. People today seem to need constant gratification. As much knowledge as you have at your own fingertips it weakens your ability to think for yourself. To me, part of the idea of shifting is being with yourself, being with your thoughts, creating new ideas on what reality is or how it works. You don’t need to be right nor do you need one single answer. All you need is what is important and dear to you. 

We are always evolving, without this trait we would be doomed to repeat. We would not be able to evolve without our mind. When we have lost connection to our knowledge we have lost connection to ourselves. Shifting is what you want it to be. 

when will we have more about your space bounty hunter dr??!!

I don’t post story times as much as I would like, I have a hard time putting my thoughts into words and my journals end up sounding like non sense when read by someone that isn’t me.. I’m not the kind of person who has a schedule for posting.

I do have drafts that I will post later but some of them are still a work in process. Not only that but I do tend to get wrapped up in my head and when I want to post something I need it to be perfect. I want this account to mostly be a digital journal for myself so I should probably stop taking the perfectionist route. I would like to talk about stuff that I find important and that I want to rant about pertaining this dr but I would love answering questions/asks about it (as long as they aren’t to personal haha)

I do want to share more about it, I will, It just takes some time for it to be up to my standards.

there is no such thing as a minishift

Im so tired of seeing the term minishift. I don't care if you shifted for half a second, thats a full shift. Time is made up so why are you putting a scale up to how long your shifts are in order to measure your success?? It's so odd to me. Where did that term even come from.

HI! could you tell us more about your lumari dr??

Hello !! oh my god yes thank you so much for asking! I don't really know what you wanna know exactly since i have a bunch of different drs pertaining to lumari but the only ones ive posted about is Forlina and Kirasia. - which are both nations of lumari - I would think your asking about my recent one since its the only one i've talked in detail about.

I don't have names for some of my drs so sorry if this gets confusing. Anyway, like I said I stayed there for about a year and was a student living in a all girls home. We would cook together and divide the chores equally. I fell in love with everything there. The landscapes, the old women who would stop by the home and check up on us, the ocean. I spent most of my time at the beach there. I stayed there for hours. I didn't have to worry about being hurt in any way if I stayed out late. Lumari's society is very caring and polite. Though, I think the people there have a harder time being alone because they are always so connected to others. I think I've said this before, maybe not, drs look different. I'm not talking about the things you see there, but HOW you see it. I wanna say its almost like a filter is over your vision. I could compare this dr to film photography or an early morning if that makes sense. I look forward to go back there and finishing school even though I have no idea what I want to do.

Thinking about it more I don't know how much I want to talk about my kirasia shift, I planned to perma shift there but I ended up just shifting back here after going to a bunch of different drs.. which I kind of regret since Im planning on perma shifting again lol. That dr is very personal to me..

Thank you so much for asking !! <3

Shifting and using LOA with OCD

I feel like it's important to talk about how harmful it can be to ignore this subject. So if you have ocd or anxiety and still want to shift or use loa this post is for you. I want to stress that it is ok to worry about intrusive thoughts. Just because you dwell on an obssesion does not mean its going to manifest. However, I still feel the need to share ways you can prevent your intrusive thoughts from making you stress while shifting and using loa. First we need to fully know what we are dealing with and then how to fix the issue.

If you are not aware, OCD has four stages:

Obssesion - Unwanted, intrusive, and distressing thoughts, images or urges. (sometimes these thoughts are not clear and can just feel like impending doom without reason.) These intrusions are unwanted and are sent from your areas of your brain including the prefrontal cortex (orbitofrontal and anterior cingulate cortexes), basal ganglia, and thalamus. !!!

Anxiety - Intense fear and discomfort triggered by the obssesions. Dwelling on the thought, worring that you are a bad person by thinking a certian thing ( you are not ) or stressing that the intrusive thought will happen.

Compulsion - Repetitive behaviors or mental rituals performed to reduce the anxiety caused from these thoughts. ex; counting in your head, doing something untill it feels "even", washing your hands a certian amount of times, or even yelling and shunning the thought out of your head.

Temporary relief - The compulsions provide temporary relief from the anxiety, reinforcing the cycle. Once you do your compulsion it tricks your mind into thinking that these obssesions pose a real danger, and that compulsions are necessary in order to be safe. (these are what we want to stop so we can break the cycle.) And yes, telling the thought to go away and cursing at it is also a compulsion.

I'm going to start this of by saying, compulsions are bad. Please try not to give into them. I know it's hard at first and you will feel scared and uncomfortable but thats the point. You have to undo the cycle to build a new one. Compulsions give the intrusive thoughts meaning. We don't want this. If you give the thought meaning or show feelings to it your brain is going to think its important therefore it will keep sending you the thought. There is two ways to stop this, Ignore the thought, or decunsruct the thought (aka ERP.)

Ignoring the thought can go like this: Label the thought as intrusive but do not add emotion to it. But also don't push it away Ex; "This is an intrustive thought, I am going to think about something else now." If the thought becomes overwhelming and you can't get away from it, start manually breathing. This will distract your brain. We want to act like the thought is like any other thought you would have. The avarge human has about 60,000 thoughts a day. Do we remeber all of these? Of course not. This is because we dont attach any emotion or dwell on them. It's kind of ironic because this method is basically using loa. If we act like the thought is usless and not important it will become just that and our brain will stop sending us the thought.

Decunstructing the thought or exposing and response prevention (erp) can be a little more difficult. The goal here is to overcome the fear and expose our selves to the intrusive thoughts completely. I know it sounds scary but remeber if you have no intention of manifesting said thought then it simply won't manifest. (an intrusive thought saying you have intention does not count don't worry) I also use this to re script traumatic events or nightmares. Imagery rescripting is what I am going to call this method of moving away from your intrusive thoughts. Imagery Rescripting is a technique that is often used in therapy to deal with upsetting or significant images that occupy our mind and play a part in keeping our anxiety going. The problematic images that people often struggle with can be memories of the past, nightmares, or intrusive thoughts. You have probably noticed that with all of your intrusive thoughts or images, the common response is to try to avoid the image, to push it away, to shun it out of our minds. This is a very understandable reaction, unfortunately avoiding these thoughts and using a compulsion usually makes it worse. It makes us very fearful of the thought itself, giving the intrusive thoughts power over you, and therefore the thought becomes something more than a "just a thought." By rescripting you are no longer avoiding them. Instead you are actively approaching them. You run the full image/thought in your head and then re write it. You can do this however you want. Rescripting it can range from complete fantasy or staying in the guidelines of this reality. Ex; Inflating the image and adding different hues to it. Making the scary thing in the image look silly; this takes away power from it. Do you want Hatsune Miku to start e dancing on your fears? She totally can! Adding a comfort character or a s/o to the image and letting them change it for you/comfort you can also work. If it is just a thought I would try and see the full sentence of said thought and then change the letters in your head to make it say something else. Or you can make the letters change into silly little characters..make them dance! Important note - You have to first deal with the intrusive thought/image. You cannot skip over this part or else it will just be a compulsion. If it is to triggring have someone else in the room while you do it so they can wake you up from the visualization and help you ground yourself. I would only do this method if you know for a fact that you are ready to face your intrusive thoughts head on.

Crying or experiencing hard emotions while doing ERP is normal. Though, I did this alone, I would recommend someone you trust is there while you are doing it so if things get too overwhelming they can help you. I as well have ocd so most of this is from my personal experience.

If you have any questions about this my asks are open. :)

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shifting to the 60s

hii I havent posted in a while, I've been trying re group from multiple shifts while getting my life back in order but I think I'm back.. Anyway I have a bunch of stories from so many places I'd like to share and im currently working on how I want to post them. But I don't see a lot of storytimes so I think it would be fun to share some. So i'm gonna rant about some shorter ones here.

shifting with sleep paralysis

I wanted to talk about this shift because it stuck out to me and I can't stop thinking about it.. I had shifted about 2 times in the span of 30 seconds. For a whole week back in October I was waking up at 3-5 am in the morning without being able to go back to sleep. So as you can guess I woke up at around 4 am and was restless. At around 6 am I got tired again so I started my method and I know people say that symptoms don't exist but in the time that I have shifted all I can say is that I disagree.. Anyway, one moment I was saying affimations and then the next I woke up all tingly and in a weird sleep state I've never been in before. I didn't even say to myself I wanted to shift I just did. It was like my mind was on autopilot. Didn't say affimations, didn't go through my script in my head, didn't even try to use the 5 senses. I just started seeing myself in 1st person and what I would be doing in my dr without any forethought and shifted. The first shift, I was on a track running with a couple of men and we all were wearing 60s running wear. I had an orange and red tank top with matching orange shorts. It had felt like there was an orange filter in this reality.. if that makes sense. I was on the track about to run and I just recall looking around laughing.

When I shifted to this moment its like I felt my consciousness leave my body; Which is the weird part because I've never really experinced this before. It felt like I was being pulled up by something and all I could hear was constant noise. I don't even know what noise I was hearing it was like someone was screaming right in my ear or veryyy loud ringing/static. The noise was SO loud. I was in the middle of sprinting when I shifted back because I thought I was the one making the noise, I thought I was screaming..Thankfully it was not me. But When I came back I was still In that state and I could look around me but my eyes were still closed. It's like I was seeing everything from a different perspective. There was a spider crawling on my wall right next to me when I shifted back so I freaked out and the noise got even louder ! The spider was leaving black spots all over my wall,, I could not figure out what was going on in the moment ( when I was writing this in my journal I figured out it was sleep paralysis ) It felt like I was tripping on a bunch of pain killers when I shifted back. I still couldn't move so I shifted again to the same reality but this time I was in the shower... the noise got even louder. The noise made it feel like a bad trip and I ended up shifting back here to try and stop it. It took my like an hour to get out of sleep paralysis. Unlike the method, this reality was very enyjoyable. It felt like a Nina Brodskyaya song, I lived alone and I was successful. I think I worked at a cigarette company, which is ironic because I hate smoking. But I don't know for sure as I didn't stay long enough to find out.

Lumari is a country I scripted, Forlina being one of its nations.

This reality was late 70's early 80's and one of my favorite drs. I stayed here for about a year. I was in Forlina living in an all girls home. Forlina gives free housing to students so I moved out of my parents house to start collage. About six girls are given a room to share together, don't worry they are pretty big. I loved our room. It had big sliding windows that gave a view of the tropical forest. We each had sunken in beds, some girls who were home sick shared beds for a couple of weeks. It took me a while to get use to the amount of noise in the morning. There was this one girl who would blast music on the radio while getting ready. I only had to worry about this sometimes because I woke up pretty early. Art was one of my classes and the professer would make the class times either 7 am or 9 pm which also took me some time to get use to. idk the guy was kind of weird. I rode my bike everywhere here. I miss being able to ride down a bike trail and see the ocean. I've been thinking about shifting back here for some time. I might post more about this reality in more detail later.

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Wish me luck ❥ 𓄲 𓄴 

I have found love in a new reality and will be planning to shift there for a very long time.

I already posted this in Red Takami's shifting discord sever in the methods channel, but I also wanted to post it here because I feel like i've been neglecting my tumblr. When I first joined shifttumblr, the inital introduction I had to it was Leydenkilgore's profile. She is a saint. Even though I have shifted before I unfortunately have fallen into a slump do to personal issues and haven't shifted as much as I use to. I also fell out of love with a lot my old dr's; Though I hope they intrest me again later in my life. Leydens post about expermenting with methods stuck out to me, as i've never really thought about doing that. I wasn't familer with any of the methods she had talked about as I just make it up as I go when I shift but from here on out I will be changing my routine. In her post she talked about watching a film that helped create a new method. I read the google doc she made and now I have a plan on a new shifting routine. (I recommend reading the google doc if you're interested it is linked in her post, which I have linked earlier in this post.)

i’m experimenting. I didn’t try and shift last night like I said I was. Last night I FINALLY decided on a reality of which I wanted to shift to. (i swear everyday I think of a new dr; i’m trying to fix that) I had this problem were I would over script for my dr’s…. and then never ending up trying shifting there because of multiple reasons; I didn’t feel the connection I felt with it when I first thought of it, or I got really motivated to script every little detail instead of actually shifting… So i’m doing something new. I’m not going to script at all for the dr I’m shifting to and just trust my subconscious. I know the general vibe of what I want and who i’ll be but other then that it’s up to the right side of my brain. I’m going to try the hypnagogic method tonight and tomorrow, then i’ll be trying the somewhere in time method for two days after that. Then after that I will be trying a combined method of both; Hypnagogic Time method. ( i have tweaked it to my liking ) I have the intention to shift with each experiment. And i’ll log my dr experiences in my journals ( that i script into all my drs ) and if I ever come back or shift to a parallel reality like this one I will share them! I am also laying down on the floor for this method because every time I go and shift laying on my hardwood floor I always shift. I don’t know what it is about it that makes me shift, but if you want to switch up your shifting routine I definitely recommend it.

note; Lumari is a country I scripted, Kirasia being on of its regions.

I've always thought about shifting but didn't have a name for it. It was in the back of my mind since I was a kid; then it blew up on tiktok and then I started to get more into it, I just always felt that there was a possiblity of something like it; mainly because I wanted something like shifting to be real. Then, a couple years ago I did it for the first time and that made me full send into it. I mostly shifted to space dr's because space was what I was most interested in. I was huge on shows like farscape, cowboy bebop and the x-files. Before life in my or hit the fan and became really shitty, I was shifting to my space stalker dr non-stop. And then a bunch of family issues arose. And that's when the shifting slump started. I was having severe mental break-downs everyday, was extremely exhausted and just taxing to be around; I would blow up at people for the smallest things and my family would do the same to me. Thankfully, everything died down. My life gradually went back to normal, my family became safe to be around again and shifting just wasn't on my mind as much as it use to be. But now, it is. Since then, I haven't really thought about shifting to my space stalker dr but in the back of my mind a new idea popped up. I will maybe post about Lumari more, I have made one post showing the map but that's about it. I have also shifted there a couple of weeks ago but as a... guy?? Which I did not intend to do. I stayed there for a couple of days and shifted back on accident. Since then I haven't tried to shift. But I intend to tonight. ( as a girl lol ) Again I haven't made an indepth script for this dr because I do not want to lose the spark I have for it.

My plan for tonight is meditating, laying on my floor with my headphones and listenting to music that reminds me of my Kirasia reality. Then, focus on my breathing and think about slow calm moments in my reality. I have the intention to become aware of my dr while I am looking out of my bedroom gazing onto the mountains.

shifting just to eat these bye