if you notice a character on this list that looks like just au elethea.... i need u to mind ur business so bad
changeĀ pronouns,Ā tensesĀ andĀ otherĀ detailsĀ asĀ deemedĀ necessary. &Ā pleaseĀ specifyĀ museĀ whenĀ sendingĀ toĀ aĀ mumu. slightly edited wording for roleplaying purposes.
MyĀ fault,Ā myĀ failure,Ā isĀ notĀ inĀ theĀ passionsĀ IĀ have,Ā butĀ inĀ myĀ lackĀ ofĀ controlĀ ofĀ them.
WhatĀ reasonĀ weaves,Ā byĀ passionĀ isĀ undone.
NoneĀ ofĀ usĀ canĀ chooseĀ whereĀ weĀ shallĀ love...
FeelingĀ tooĀ muchĀ isĀ aĀ hellĀ ofĀ aĀ lotĀ betterĀ thanĀ feelingĀ nothing.
YouĀ areĀ enoughĀ toĀ driveĀ aĀ saintĀ toĀ madnessĀ orĀ aĀ kingĀ toĀ hisĀ knees.
AĀ greatĀ fireĀ burnsĀ withinĀ me,Ā butĀ noĀ oneĀ stopsĀ toĀ warmĀ themselvesĀ atĀ it,Ā andĀ passersbyĀ onlyĀ seeĀ aĀ wispĀ ofĀ smoke
IĀ wantĀ toĀ knowĀ whatĀ passionĀ is.Ā IĀ wantĀ toĀ feelĀ somethingĀ strongly.
IĀ envyĀ peopleĀ thatĀ knowĀ love.Ā ThatĀ haveĀ someoneĀ whoĀ takesĀ themĀ asĀ theyĀ are.
IfĀ somethingĀ burnsĀ yourĀ soulĀ withĀ purposeĀ andĀ desire,Ā itāsĀ yourĀ dutyĀ toĀ beĀ reducedĀ toĀ ashesĀ byĀ it.Ā
IĀ haveĀ lovedĀ toĀ theĀ pointĀ ofĀ madness;Ā thatĀ whichĀ isĀ calledĀ madness,Ā thatĀ whichĀ toĀ me,Ā isĀ theĀ onlyĀ sensibleĀ wayĀ toĀ love.
IĀ raisedĀ youĀ soĀ highĀ thatĀ everyĀ otherĀ onĀ earthĀ isĀ nowĀ doomedĀ toĀ liveĀ inĀ yourĀ shadow.
YouĀ haveĀ corruptedĀ myĀ imaginationĀ andĀ inflamedĀ myĀ blood.
YouĀ knowĀ thatĀ whenĀ IĀ hateĀ you,Ā itĀ isĀ becauseĀ IĀ loveĀ youĀ toĀ aĀ pointĀ ofĀ passionĀ thatĀ unhingesĀ myĀ soul.
PeopleĀ waitĀ aroundĀ tooĀ longĀ forĀ love.Ā I'mĀ happyĀ withĀ myĀ lusts.
TheĀ humanĀ bodyĀ isĀ theĀ bestĀ workĀ ofĀ art.
IĀ wouldĀ ratherĀ dieĀ ofĀ passionĀ thanĀ ofĀ boredom.
YourĀ memoryĀ feelsĀ likeĀ homeĀ toĀ me.Ā SoĀ wheneverĀ myĀ mindĀ wanders,Ā itĀ alwaysĀ findsĀ itsĀ wayĀ backĀ toĀ you.
WhatĀ ifĀ youĀ findĀ yourĀ soulĀ mate...Ā atĀ theĀ wrongĀ time?
OnlyĀ theĀ unitedĀ beatĀ ofĀ sexĀ andĀ heartĀ togetherĀ canĀ createĀ ecstasy.
LightĀ yourselfĀ onĀ fireĀ withĀ passionĀ andĀ peopleĀ willĀ comeĀ fromĀ milesĀ toĀ watchĀ youĀ burn.
MyĀ eyesĀ wereĀ dazedĀ byĀ youĀ forĀ aĀ little,Ā andĀ thatĀ wasĀ all.
@thiedas, alistair & elethea. * ādid you do something different with your hair?ā
reflexively, her spine straightens ā a hand going to the aforementioned new hairstyle binding back her golden curls. her self - consciousness possessed no ounce of insecurity; only an acute awareness of his attention. with it comes a small smile, head tipping. "do you like it?" adopting her offhand, flirtatious tone, she angles herself more fully towards him. he would blush, surely, or clear his throat in that nervous manner he had. that's what she was after, anyway. "it seemed the most practical choice, short of chopping it off," because she would sooner die than be inelegant; it had taken rising with the sun to begin the process of braiding her hair & pinning it up. a darkspawn had gotten hold of her loose braid on the road from lothering as they journeyed toward redcliffe & it had proven most distressing. not to mention inconvenient. "though it seems rather plain..."
samuel west as sieg/fried far/non is so bryce cousland 2 me
"Lucrezia was undoubtedly the darling of the family; both Cesare and his father adored her, Rodrigo it was said āsuperlativelyā. All her contemporaries agreed in describing her as singularly attractive, with a grace and joyousness that charmed everyone who met her." ā Cesare Borgia: His Life and Times, Sarah Bradford (1976)
imperious chin tilts yet higher, lips suggesting the barest hint of a smile. for once it is he caught in her web, he the mouse trapped between her paws. honey - gold head tips ever so slightly to one side, brazenly surveying him where he sits, holding him in judgment. a few steps are daringly taken into the chamber ā a chamber she should certainly not be in, considering the risk to her reputation. "i've come to determine your intent," a pause, a dip at the knees in an almost - curtsy. "my prince."
i saw how you looked at me in the throne room. and how often.
he sits,Ā she stands. Ā š ššš° š¬ššš©š¬ā šš¢š¬ššš§šš between them cannot assuage a cloying sense of being cornered. Ā ššššššāš ššššš¢ šššš ššš šššššš of sinew,Ā every inch of skin,Ā šš ššššš. Ā only ocean-dark wine still dances in a goblet once lolling like a drunkardās head,Ā around and around... Ā š š¬š§šš¤š š”šš¬ ššØš¦š š®š§šš¢šššš§ to his chambers like it owns them,Ā and if he moves,Ā sheāll get him. Ā the thought is enough to ššššš ššššššš with. Ā he blinks.Ā Ā Ā āā Ā so?Ā āā Ā Ā Ā lowers his cup.Ā Ā Ā āā Ā youāve come to defend š¢ššš šššššš?Ā āā
@grewarden. how long were you going to hide this from me?
for a long, excruciating moment, no reply comes ā only a weighty silence that clings to the air. all color had fled from her face, draining her to a sickly, pallid shade of grey. her face pinches a little, straining to ignore the hair-raising sensation of being watched that lingered constantly just over her shoulder, accompanied by the ever - present whispering. the honest answer was that she had hoped never to tell him, that she would resolve the matter before he could notice anything was amiss. but elethea was never known for her honesty.
"it isn't your concern," is all she says, though it's a pathetic argument that he will surely protest, as would she if he had offered her such a feeble line. but she needed the worry to leave his face, it pinched at her chest too much to see it. and if she had to replace it with a scowl, then so be it. she sighs, raising a hand to silence him before he can even argue, correcting herself. "i'm handling it."
Something's crawling under your skin...
"That's not meant to look like that."
"Your veins are turning black..."
"You're not meant to be blistering like that..."
"I'm worried about what's wrong with you."
"Something's wrong."
"You don't look right, can I help?"
"Wait - why is that black?"
"It's like you're... rotting. From the inside out."
"You need to bandage that before it gets worse."
"How did this happen to you..?"
"You're diseased or something."
"I can see it, crawling through you..."
"Gods help you now."
"We can't fix this, can we? You're just going to rot away."
"It's fine, I'm sure, it just... keeps crawling through me."
"There's some kind of rot in me."
"I can feel it, squirming into my skin."
"Gods, it's getting worse - I can see the lines crawling up."
"How deep does this go into me? My heart?"
"It's in my eyes now, I think."
"I want to cut it out of me, but I don't think I can."
"It all tastes bad."
"There's something... in me... it's bad... I think..."
"I can see the lines crawling up towards my heart..."