Day 31 Of Posting Fanmade Dandys World Merch Designs Till Qwel Hires Me /silly

Day 2 of posting fanmade Dandys World merch designs till we get some offical merch

(This is just for fun)

Updated it

Space space shooter goes dooter dooter dooter! /Lyr

(Made as an example of a YCH!)

Another update on my sonas ref! Mainly just working on the tattoos which are a small struggle

Another Catnap drawing! I might draw the other smiling critters soon

Day 7 of posting fanmade Dandys World merch designs till we get some offical merch

(This is just for fun)

Day 33 of posting fanmade Dandys World merch designs till Qwel hires me /silly

Day 16 of posting fanmade Dandys World merch designs till we get some offical merch

Speaking up and being honest.

(Do not read while in Agere, or in small or bad headspace)

I know I probably shouldn't be posting right now, given that I'm kinda still not in the best mental space, but I need to be honest.

While I still do support raising awareness to certain topics like grooming, manipulation, etc; I can promise you I mean no harm in the things I do.

While I understand words can speak volumes and possibly be louder than intentions, I can promise you mine weren't in an ill intent. I know I should think before I speak, and that I can't let fuck ups repeat.

So, I'll say this.

Lux, or Shattered System;

I'm sorry I tried to be a good friend, I'm sorry I tried to still see the good in things even though I could tell deep down there was nothing left to salvage. I'm sorry for not being honest about how I truly felt about things, and I'm sorry I kept a whole lot from you all because I was scared of more bad things happening and worse a friendship fallout. Believe me, I've tried seeing it from your side, and I've tried seeing it from all sides. I wanted to believe all of them had their innocence to them, and I could hardly believe it when I first found out. I didn't want to believe it was true, but when I saw everything, it just felt like the whole world around me sank.

I'm sorry that my actions hurt you, and I'm sorry I ended up breaking your trust. I didn't want to hurt you, I wanted to see you improve and actually get better. That's why I even said publicly not to think that Jade or 2D manipulated me because they didn't.

If I'm honest with how I truly feel about you, I feel numb and (generally, right now) hurt. I used to view you as family, someone I could trust, a safespace. You were someone I actually wanted to look up to. But ever since I heard about what happened and saw screenshots upon screenshots of evidence, I just began wondering if you even changed at all.

I appreciate the laughs and our time together, but it all still hurts knowing you're like this and that you hurt two people. While you were free to leave, just know that I don't want part in any bad post or whatever you have in mind.

Let's move on in silence and act like we both never spoke. Like we both never met.

Day 21 of posting fanmade Dandys World merch designs till Qwel hires me /silly

Finnally finished Jade’s new look! I’m very happy with how they turned out, and next up is their new ref sheet!