Assumptions On Me

Pet peeve:

someone makes a statement on how society socializes women to focus on their appearance and dress up in ways men never have to in order to look good/feel good/and feel valued but now comes another woman [choice feminist] saying: ‘But if you want to wear makeup it’s your choice! Remember it’s always okay to do what’s best for you!”

The mere idea that it is women alone who are expected to perform beauty rituals to simply be comfortable enough to exist in many places makes you uncomfortable. You jump to defend make-up despite no one condemning make-up in totality… look at our feminists!

My first love will always be physics

Ordered a linear algebra text book. Came today. Very pleased. Flipped through it and frowned. What is this! I plan to read through it a bit before classes start this fall because I’m taking diff eq and linear algebra and I am quite unfamiliar with linear algebra

I was born in the early 2000s and nostalgia plagues me today as the day I turn 20 approaches

Perhaps I’ll learn to play the piano in the future

I am aching for a life where I haven’t already failed at the ripe age of 20

Never kill yourself sometimes you have to have a conversation with someone and learn something and share your thoughts life is worth living There is more for us in the world of ideas Run keep running go

But Please Plato . . . I am worthy .

Violent thoughts everyday

Wistful ache from morning to noon and sheer violence from noon onward

Woe is you… and, what else?