A walking joke that can't do shit but cry Names Mia, 18y/o artist , đ˛đžđ˛đž, trying so hard atm
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Notes: Instead of being Lumine as Princess of Abyss, Aether will be the prince while Lumine will be the MC.
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goin home to be ugly in peace is one of my fav things to do
Hello! Can I request an angst (with a good ending) scenario of Childe and Diluc (seperate) x reader? possibly them physically harming reader by accident during an argument but it ends good/comforting if that makes sense! ^^
⤤ Summary: Genshin men are busy trying to do work while you (aka reader) attempt to help relieve their stress, when they accidentally throw their elbow towards their way, with the anger of their vision releasing. Cutting or burning or hitting your arm.
⤤ Notes: I tried to make this as accidentally as possible cause I donât want to romanticize abuse and etc. So hopefully it doesnât come off that way. But I will flat out say it seems toxic, so this isnât romantic. I kinda experienced something like this but it wasnât physically and more mentally. So sorry if this fic came off too personal. Also apologies to misspelling.
⤤ Characters: Childe & Diluc
⤤ Warnings: Physical Harm + Burns + Cuts - GN! Reader + Angst & Fluff + Toxic + Cussing/Swearing
You entered the room carefully, with a tray of food and grape juice. You noticed your husband working harder than usual, as he had basically all of his attention on his work. Itâs been going on for nearly 3 weeks.
Itâs been so long, since you had a decent conversation. And due to his heavy amount of work, he hardly even sleeps besides you like he usually does. You wanted to interfered but feared of only annoying him. You kept quiet, but even Jean and Lisa suggested you try and talk to him.
âI brought you dinnerâ you greet, walking up to behind Diluc. He seemed stressed due to his gestures, and had stacks of papers overflowing. You smile a bit, trying to lighten the mood but nothing seemed to work. Because he didnât even lift up his eyes from his work.
He let out a muffled groan, as you stood little bit behind him. Noticing how much papers he had to analyze and sign. It did seem stressful.
âA-Are you okay..?â You ended up finding yourself stuttering upon the question. You were scared of angering him.
âIâm fineâ he said coldly.
You could tell he wasnât. You placed the tray of food besides him, and keeping your arms and hands close to your chest. Your lips shivered a bit, but you shook your head.
Itâs your husband, he cannot get that mad if I disturb him for a little⌠can he?
âDiluc you donât seem fin-â you started but before you could finish he had slammed his hands on the table in frustration. You grew startled as your shoulders shivered a bit.
âI have work to do honeyâŚâ he mumbled in frustration. Gesturing his hand hoping you would walk away.
You let out a sigh of frustration.
âDiluc⌠you should take a breakâ you stated, nervously. âYouâve been working way too hard.â
âI just need to finish my workâ his voice lowered.
âI know, I know but have you tried to relax yourself?â You continue. Only pushing his buttons.
He let out a cold sigh.
âCan you leave?â He asked but you shook your head, getting frustrated yourself.
âDiluc, you need to take a break!â You raise your voice, which only pisses him off even more. âYouâve been doing so much work, you hardly pay attention to me anymore!â
Diluc became quiet. Biting his lower lip. You could feel yourself getting angry, but you felt like you have held these emotions for too long.
âDiluc,â you started. Diluc glared his attention towards you. âDo you even care about me anymore!?â
Your last question being a yell. He turned around so swiftly, attempting to gesture his elbow so that you could leave. And ever so accidentally, using his vision by a mistake out of anger. Flames leaving from his hands, as they whooshed right by your elbow and arm.
Leaving dark burns right there. You watched as your once flawless skin, now had deep and dark marks on them. You looked at him, to see that his eyes were now widened with fear and sadness. And full of regret.
His eyes had actually darken to that regret. To that guilt. But it didnât matter. At the end of the day, you gained a burn. From your own husband. You could feel tears form from the corner of your eyes. Not only due to the burns that were given, but because he had hurt you.
You knew and assumed it was an accident. But either way it still hurt. He had a guilty expression on his face, as even he started to form tears in the corner of his eyes. He attempted to reach out to you, but you farted away from him, heading towards the door in a hurry.
âIâll leave you aloneâŚâ you mumbled. âSorry⌠sirâ
He realizes you said âsirâ instead of his name. Which only made quiet rushing tears fall down to his face, as he watched you close the door shut. Hearing your footsteps down the hall, before you climbed up the stairs. Sobbing quietly.
â â â
You laid in bed, trying to fall asleep. It was quite hard though, since your husband wasnât besides you. You always fell asleep to your husband holding you, or you holding him.
But you could feel his presence by the door frame. He had recently gotten home, from the work he participates in all night. He watched your body, wrapped in the sheets, shifting due to his non-existence presence.
âDearâŚâ he said quietly. But you donât bother to turn your head, or gesture your body towards him. You just keep your back towards him, looking through the open window. You didnât want to speak to him nor talk to him.
He let out a sigh, placing his things down to the corner of the room. You hear him shut the door, and was hoping he was gone. But you could hear his footsteps from inside the room.
âLeave.â You say loudly and clearly. You didnât want to talk to him, despite how much you missed him sleeping besides you. He let out a sad groan.
âDear, pleaseâŚâ he stated walking carefully towards you. You didnât say anything. You just pressed your head deeper into the pillow. He walked over to the other side of the bed, before bending down right in front of you.
You could see him, but you just wanted him to leave. But a small part of you wanted to hear him say sorry and you could hopefully have him sleep besides him again. You could feel him grab onto your wrist, pulling it from under the blanket.
The burns he had accidentally left on your arm. Seeing that it was now purple, only made him feel more guilty. And you couldnât help but start crying again, sobbing deeply into your pillow.
Diluc let out a sigh pushing most of the blankets off of you, and picking you up.
âPut me downâ you sobbed trying to push yourself away from him, but he didnât listen nor seem to care to those words. As he carried you to the out of the room and into the bathroom, to place bandages on you and your arm.
He continued to watch as you sobbed, before placing you on the counter top, besides the sink. He kept his head lowered, trying to hide his tears, but it was impossible. Since his tears kept dripping down to his jaw and then the floor.
He took the bandages out, but failed to even put them on your arm where the burns were. The burns were small. Very small, but they were visible. And either way he had still harmed you. Accident or not.
âI-Iâm sorryâ his words parting from each other. He was choking on his words. He couldnât help but place his head on your shoulder, like he always does when he cries. He always had a strange habit of doing so.
You could feel his tears drip from your shoulders and down your body whiles your stopped. And as much as he had a habit of laying his head on your shoulder, you had a bad habit of playing with his hair when he cried.
You choked out a chuckle from your sobs.
âDonât cry-â
âIâm so, sorry!â
âWhat!?â Childe shouted loudly. You crossed your arms trying to not let tears escape.
For the past couple of weeks, your husband has been so obsessed with his work. He hardly even said goodnight anymore. And if you got a goodnight it was always muttered. Heâd leave at the most random times to. Leaving around midnight to not even come home until the next afternoon.
It pissed you off, but you could assume it was for work. But it started to happen more often and often, to the point you always thought he was cheating on you.
âYouâre cheating on me arenât you?â You ask, glaring at him. You could see his eyes dart towards you, those dull blue eyes that you once admired.
âExcuse me?â He muttered, trying to not get more angry than he already was.
âYou are arent you?â You shouted this time with your arms crossed tighter. âYouâre always leaving at midnight, you hardly even talk to me anymore!â
You hear him let out a frustrated chuckle.
âWhat the hellâŚâ he started but you felt tired of his bullshit.
âAre you cheating on me or not?â You screamed this time, before you felt a deep cut slash into your arms.
He had turned around letting out a shouting sentence, of asking if you trusted him or not. And when he realized he was to angry, accidentally using his vision and abilties by slashing you with a waterblade, his face darkened. Watching blood drip from your arm.
You stared at the blood yourself, as it dripped to the floor. The cut wasnât deep, something like a paper cut, but it was a long one. You stared at it for a few seconds, as tears rinsed and fell down to your cheeks. You turned around, walking to the door before slamming it close.
Childe could feel his hands shiver, before slamming his head into the table. Which would sure leave a bruise.
âFuck!â
â â â
You sat on the couch, looking at the cut. It was very faint, but the dried blood was very much visible. And while you were still angry at him, for blowing up so easily and growing so defensive, you felt guilty.
Perhaps you pushed him to his limit. But even so, you kept reassuring and telling yourself that everything would and get better. And that you werenât wrong to begin with. But your heart felt loss. Itâs been 3 hours since that happened, and by now you both would have been in bed cuddling and etc.
Been nearly two weeks since he last held you.
Your eyes widened a bit hearing the door to his office from down the hall open. As you could hear his heavy footsteps get closer and closer until he was in the same room as you. Right besides the couch you were sitting on.
You only lowered your head down even more, when he stood in front of you. But it surprised you when he got on his knees, placing his arms and hands in your lap.
You only lifted your eyes a bit, to see that even he had tears falling down from his jaw. It flowed like a river, which only made your sobs grow louder.
âIâm sorry.â He said before placing and laying his head in your lap. You could feel his tears soak your pants, as he continued to sob. You looked down, realizing how guilty and sorry he felt. âIâve been doing tons and loads of work, I donât want you in danger because of my work. Thatâs why I do it at nightâ
You could feel him sob in your lap, and you couldnât help but intertwine your hand into his bright, orange, ginger hair as he continued to sob.
âIâm sorry⌠tooâ you can feel yourself mumble with tears flowing as well.
â[Name]âŚâ
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a kaedehara kazuha x gn!reader oneshot.
SUMMARYÂ Â âhe was crimson, you were ivory, and you never had looked good in red.
WARNINGSÂ Â âangst; major character death; mentions of violence; death; blood; swords / blades.
WORD COUNT Â â1.8k words, 10.2k characters
AUTHORâS NOTEÂ Â âintroductory oneshot to tumblr!! how r we feeling >:D also it had to be angst, sorry i think. i specialise in this shit
Kaedehara Kazuha was no stranger to the colour red.
Red surfaced in the scarlet tint of his clothing, the soft blend of sunset and evening sky, the streak that shot through his hair. It reminded him of the bright glow of pyro visions, autumn leaves flitting about the wind, the dark passion that came to life in battle. Red was love; red was hate; red was something fierce and bold.
Red was the vividness of his eyes, red was the paleness of his lips, red was the flush to his skin. In a way, he was red as well, with his hair and eyes and clothing. You glance at him and your vision would flood with red. But there was something else, tooâa kind of red embodied something both beautiful and gruesome. An elixir of life.
Crimson was also the colour of blood.
Blood, the essence of the living and the liquid of the dead. It flowed through the veins of humans, monsters, gods, and nearly every living being on Teyvat was powered by red.
And as Kazuha is to red, you were to ivory.
To you, ivory was fallen snow gracing the peaks of high mountains; it was the delicate petals of cecilias, where white descended into pale green before reaching the gentle, green stem. Ivory was the seafoam that washed ashore when cerulean waves would visit land, the shine of smooth marble, the quiet wishes whispered to the wind and lost to the loud whistling in your ears. You saw ivory in the sun, the moon, the stars; the clouds that drifted lazily along the high breezes.
Ivory was something born anew, a life blooming into existence. And you, with your tendency to be much too kind for your own good and an air of purity and kindness, were ivory.
And that was the thing. That was how it had always been. You had always been ivory; he had always been crimson. That was how it was meant to be.
So why were you choking on red?
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Kaedehara Kazuha/f!Reader
A/N: aah iâve been working on this one for a while! i really hoped to get it posted today, so iâm sorry if it sounds rushed;; there are some intense scenes later in the story so please be aware if youâre sensitive towards that! i tried to write an inazuma setting so i hope i used accurate terms. itâs heavily inspired by teapot dialogue and kazuhaâs character stories// the bake-danuki mentioned are the little tanuki who prank people and dance
warnings: swearing, light blood, violence, break-in, intense scene, ooc, reader mentioned to be smaller than kazuha
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word count: 5.8k
summary: You live in a forest far from the city. When someone knocks on your door during a storm, will you regret opening it to greet them?
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Crash!
Lightning struck nearby, its booming echo piercing through the dense rain. The night sky was pitch black, visible only when another flash of lightning sparked life into the thunder clouds. The intensity of Inazumaâs storms had been slowly increasing as of late.
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[Pronouns unspecified. The reader also owns a vision but is also unspecified.]
The air in your lungs was knocked out at the news from the Vision Hunt Decree of your dear friend Kazuha, being a wanted fugitive. After the death of your friend who faced the Raiden Shogun head-on, it took a toll on both of you, but it seems that Kazuha was more affected, disappearing without a trace. You were close to sending your familyâs guards to look for him, but you knew they wouldnât abide by that.
As the eldest child of the (L/N) Clan, you were constantly expected to carry the responsibilities, and soon the family name once you were of age. However you never wanted that, you wised to be free from the expectation and duties you were forced to shoulder. Thatâs where Kazuha came. No matter what life gave you, he was always there to support you, and listen to your rants as you played with the grass beneath you, he gave you a sense of calm no one ever gave you before. Whenever you three were together, you felt unstoppable. It wasnât long before you noticed how your heart leaped whenever his gentle hands picked the blossom petals that nested in your hair, how his poetic musings made you warm, and his swift moves with his sword always sent your mind into a trance, which was always cut off by his smirk. Yeah, you were definitely in love with him. You seemingly always tried to avoid that conclusion, I mean, maybe it was just admiration? Or blooming friendship? But when the moment the news of him being labeled a criminal sent pangs in your heart, to a point where you wanted to burst into tears where you stood. At that moment, you longed for his presence, his comforting aura, you wished to know what was going on. So once the time was right, you ran, ran away from your childhood home. Ignoring the shouts of your family and the guards right on your tale, you didnât stop running. The moon shone brightly as you hid behind a thick tree, but the guards caught up to you, forcing you to summon your weapon and prepared to fight. However, before you and the guards clashed, roaring wind fiercely blew them off their feet. A hand took your wrist and started to dash into the forest further, you turned your head towards your savior, only to be met with a certain white-haired male. Kazuha felt a strong tug on his hand, he stopped and turned towards you, he felt your arms around his neck as you hid your face on his shoulder. He returned the embrace by placing his bandaged hand on your head, basking at each others' scent. âWhere have you been?â You whimpered. Before he could form an answer, the guards knocked out earlier seemed to be back on their feet. His breath hitched, releasing from your embrace, he grabbed both of your shoulders firmly, forcing you to look him in his ruby-red eyes, as he stared at yours. â(Y/N) Iâm only going to be asking you this once, whatever your answer is just say it alright?â His saddened yet anticipating gaze didnât go unnoticed to you, his breath was ragged as he finally asked: âRunaway with me...â Your eyes shot open from pure shock. Running away with him would make you a fugitive too, as well as tarnishing your family name, but why would you care? Youâve longed for freedom, and this nation was tearing that away from you, the decree implemented by your deity resolved of your friend being killed. You owned vision yourself, making you another target to the decree. He knew every second of your thought is limited, yet he stayed patient and awaited your answer. So when he saw tears appearing in your eyes, he thought of the worst; but then a small yet impacting smile formed on your lips, he couldnât think straight when you nodded your head as a âyesâ. Kazuha felt his grin growing wide, without a second thought, he pressed his lips on your own. He could feel both your hearts beating erratically as he placed his hand on your cheek. You pulled away first with a chuckle, how intimate he was knowing the fact that you were being chased by guards, whose shouts were drawing nearer. He took you by the hand as you resumed to run once again. You couldnât believe what you were doing, you never dreamed of running from official Inazuman guards with the one you loved, it was exhilarating. The midnight breeze brushing past as your legs carried you to your destination. As if he sensed your mind wander, he looked back at you and just chuckled. âJust run (Y/N)! Freedom will be granted to us soon!â
i just finished the island quest today and i was just thinking,, pegging albedo on a beach or smth at night and youâre at one of the island further away from the camps so he can be as loud as he wants. head empty, just albedoâs screams đłđł
gn!reader + beach sex (empty island) + anal penetration + handjob + overstimulation.
"W-What if someone hears," He bites back a groan, you two were having sex right here on the beach of Minacious Isle, out in the open as if it were nothing. You coo softly, rubbing small circles into his hips with your thumbs, slowly sliding into him further.
"There isn't anybody around for miles, it's just you and me on this island, nobody is gonna hear a thing, so just let it all out, okay? If you hold back," you lean forward, chest pressed against his back, lips right by his ear. "Then I'll have no choice but to coax each and every," you slowly pull out, "sound out of you!" You thrust back in deeply, and he gasps, moaning and rolling his eyes back at the pleasant warmth that suddenly exploded in his gut. "See? You sound so pretty~" You chirp, "Now scream for me, baby boy."
With that your thrust only became more impatient, wanting to hear him screamâ he didn't hold back a single moan, his throat going raw at how much he was screaming and moaning for you. Tears formed in his eyes when you finally touched his achy dick, slick noises as you pump his cock and thrust into his ass. "Ah! P-Please! Hnnn, nggh!" He chokes on a groan, desperately trying to grip at the sand below him but it gives him no hold, only making him want to cry as his hands resort to balling up into fist instead, his nails digging into his palms harshly. "G-Gonna,"
"Already? Tsk, tsk," you slow to a stop, both thrusting and jerking him off, and revel in the whines he lets out freely.
"Wanna cum, please, please," Albedo is being so loud, not a care in his pretty mind anymore, just wanting to feel his own pleasure. "Please let me cum," he breathes shakily, peering over his shoulder at you, his face completely flushed. "Please." He batted his lash and you bark a laugh.
"Alright, pretty boy, you can cum this time." He praises your name, thanking you for being so merciful.
With that you resume your actions, easily sliding in his ass, taking your dick so well. Your hand wraps around him again, and you thumb at his slit before slowly moving your hand up and down, up and down, twisting nicely.
Once again he lets out the most beautiful noises, drool dribbling down his chin as he loses all control of himself, succumbing to your touch. His vision blurs, body hot, the sounds of you hitting so deep in him making his dick twitch, pulling him closer to the edge.
"C... Cum- Cumming!" He cries out, thighs tensing and throwing his head back. Sweet gasps for air mixed with choked out, high-pitched moans. Thick ropes of white spurt out, landing on the sand below you two. You slowly slide out of him once you've milked him dry and he falls to the side on his back, sand sticking to his sweat-covered body. He pants, staring up at the stars, his vision slowly clearing. "Ah, hah..."
"You sound so pretty, baby!" You exclaim, his vision now filled with you, you hovering over him and he whines, shaking his head.
"A-Again?" He rasps, throat sore from screaming so much just a few moments ago. You nod, nuzzling into his neck before biting and then lapping over the bite, a red mark appearing.
"Can you do that for me, 'bedo? Will you make such pretty noises for me again? It's be a shame to waste this opportunity." He grunts, turning his head to the side and allowing you more access to leave hickies along his neck. "Is that a yes?" He hums, nodding and you chuckle, your hand landing on his chest and slowly moving down, you'd coax every single noise out of this man.
crossposted from my ao3, albedossecretdiary
cw: very light angst, smut, dacryphilia, praise kink, dumbification, breeding, possessiveness, slight dubcon, semi-public sex, public sex, forced pregnancy (thereâs no consent for him to cum inside and he wants you to get pregnant but heâs infertile so idk if it still counts)
a/n: italics my beloved (*´︜`*) this is very bad itâs literally just the product of a 2am brain dump!!
The day started just like any other day would. You woke to the usual sounds of the camp bustling around early in the morning. Somebody had made breakfast â the smell wafted into your tent and woke you up a little more. Speaking of food, today was Saturday, the day you trekked up to Albedoâs camp in the mountains and stayed for two days, researching as much as you could. After all, it wasnât every day you could have access to the material and mind of a genius like him. You always tried to make the most of your time there, soaking up as much knowledge as you could before you had to go back for another five days.
Though, it had been a lot easier to focus before youâd started wondering what Albedoâs hair would feel likeâŚsoft, probably. And it was a harmless passing thought, until you latched onto it and didnât let it go.
Speaking of soft, his skin looked soft as well. Maybe he used a special kind of creamâŚ? You wouldnât put it past him; he seemed like the type of man to take care of his body.
That was where the harmless part ended, though.
Thoughts are very fickle, you see, and sometimes even the most innocent thoughts about Albedoâs soft hair and skin can turn into wondering things like, you know, how big his dick was and all that. Definitely skipping a few steps, you were aware, but it couldnât be helped. Curiosity was natural for humans; youâd studied that long and hard with Albedo.
ââŚwhat exactly are you doing?â
You jolted your head up to the sound of Irisâ voice, hands having stopped in the middle of packing ten bottles of water, âOh, this? Iâm going to see Albedo today, and waterâs pretty essential so I ââ
âNo, you looked weird. Anyways, could you take this with you?â She handed you a softly glowing shard. âOrban found it and he wants Mister Albedo to have a look at it.â
âOh, sure,â you cringed internally, making a mental note to reign your facial expressions in more when thinking about AlbedoâsâŚskin.
Glancing up at the sky, you estimated that you had about an hour left before you should set out if you wanted to get there at noon. Now that youâd finished packing as much as youâd need for two days, you had to wait around for an hour. Maybe you could go over your notes from last time and prepare any materials you were able to carry.
Halfway into reviewing them, your thoughts strayed to the object of your affections once again. It was a little childish, but to be completely honest, it was fun having a crush like this again. Lighthearted and fun, but something that would never be anything other than that: a crush. As long as it didnât get in the way of your work with him, you could continue as youâd been until it passed.
Although it did make you feel a little guilty knowing you were thinking about him in that way without him being aware.
You drew your attention back to the papers spread in front of you. It sure was boring waiting around, and time was passing much too slowly for your liking.
Surely it wouldnât hurt to go a little early today?
Deciding on this, you threw on your jacket and grabbed your pack, saying goodbye to Iris before heading out towards the path to his camp. You passed Joel on the way who was sitting at his usual spot, looking glumly at the mountain. Usually he would remind you to keep and eye out for his dad, but heâd been silent about it for a while. Maybe it had something to do with that new guild member whoâd passed through the other day. You could clearly remember the two of them talking.
Turning your attention to the broken bridge, you picked up the spare plank everyone used to cross it until it could be fixed. Gingerly you made your way across it, continuing your journey up the mountain.
Running past a spare hilichurl or two, you made it to the crossroads and broken bridge number two. It wasnât hard to cross that one, and Albedoâs camp was just ahead. As you rounded the corner, you saw a golden glow shining out of the mouth of his cave.
Youâd never seen this beforeâŚcould it be a new experiment he was working on?
The first thing you noticed was Albedo slumped over his desk in and uncomfortable position on his back.
âAlbedo, whatâs happening?â You rushed to his side to see what exactly was wrong. Obviously he was in a lot of pain, judging by his ragged breathing and flushed face.
He jolted away from you, holding his hand out in front of him as if to keep you away, opening his mouth to tell you something but no words came out.
You stepped away from him to give him some space, as he seemed to want, âIs thereâŚanything I can do?â
âL-listen,â he managed to choke out hoarsely. âRun to Mondstadt and donât look back ââ Again, he convulsed and his hands went up to grasp his throat. âWarn everyone you meet that I ââ His face twisted into a pained expression, beads of sweat running down his jaw, âWarn everyone to run. Tell Jean to protect them f-from ââ He shuddered and the star at his throat glowed even brighter, able to be seen through his hands.
Albedoâs eyes went wide, âK-klee!â He took a hurried step forward but instead stumbled and dropped to his knees, trying to catch his breath. âTake her far away from hereâŚpleaseâŚâ
This was so unlike his usually calm and collected persona. From what youâd gathered, Albedo had done something â and whatever it was, it was very dangerous. You could take a guess as to what it could be, and a million questions were racing through your mind but you figured actions would be a lot more effective than words right now. Your mission was to warn everyone, and protect Klee. Questions could come afterward.
Albedo didnât seem to have anything else to say, too busy choking himself on the floor.
ââŚI donât know whatâs going on, but I hope we can fix this, Albedo.â
And you rushed straight out of there, back down the path youâd come, and into the camp to warn everyone.
In your head, at least.
Before you could even process what was going on, you were thrown into the research table, head hitting the side.
What?
An empty glass fell off the end of the table and shattered on a stray stone, startling you back to reality
Albedo had caged you against the desk, your back pressed hard against the wood as you dazedly looked up at him.
Was this really Albedo?
A glow emitted from his skin, the diamond at his throat nearly blinding. Jagged golden lines ran up his arms, neck and the sides of his face. But it wasnât any of these that really caught your attention â it was his eyes. They no longer had their soft look; they were a sharp, glowing blue, filled with something very foreboding.
An expressionless look formed over his face, momentarily washed away by a pleading expression, âRun!â He begged. âPlease!â
His entire body twitched and it was gone in a second, though, replaced by a look that drilled into your very soul and trapped you in place. His hands that held yours trailed to your shoulders and held them down.
You could barely move, and you were rapidly becoming more and more aware of the placement of his crotch.
Albedo tightened his grip on your shoulders and again, his expression changed. This time, however, his voice carried a different quality.
âTell me to stopâŚâ His hands were shaky â almost as if he was trying to hold himself back â as he pulled you into his lap. Before you could even try to predict what he did next, his hips jerked up into yours. A jolt coursed through your body, and, embarrassingly enough, almost forced you to let out the most embarrassing sound. You brought your hand to your mouth to muffle anything, and you felt your face heat up.
Albedoâs eyes fluctuated between his usual colour and the unnaturally bright blue, which caused him to have a strange, blank expression. It was hard to look him in the eyes, but when you did, his blank expression seemed more intense than ever, and whatever attitude heâd had before completely dissipated.
Worst of all, it wasâŚexciting.
And not in the âhaving funâ way, either.
However, there was something off; you could tell this wasnât exactly him anymore. A colder air settled around him, and whatever had been holding him back earlier was gone. A trickle of fear ran down your spine at this prospect, and you realized you knew barely anything about what was happening.
ââŚI canât hold this back anymoreâŚâ he muttered under his breath, so very quiet you werenât sure if you heard him right.
âWhatâd you sayâŚ?â
âYou wouldnât know the pain. The agony of never being sure when youâll inevitably lose control and destroy something dear to your heart; the pain of knowing youâll one day do something horrible beyond repair; the pain of always holding back, for othersâ sake ââ he paused to tilt your chin up. âBut I canât always be holding back like this, can I? Even now as we speak, the desire to ruin something is taking me over.â
ââŚitâs who I truly am; a selfish, reckless monster who can only think of himself. I only ever think of myself; I only ever want to take things for myself.â
Bringing your chin to rest on his shoulder, he whispered directly into your ear, âAnd I want to take you. I want to ruin you, taint you until you only think of me. And youâll be mine alone; nobody will ever have you but me.â
âWhy me?â You whispered, hoping he wouldnât be able to hear the shakiness of your voice or sense how incredibly turned on you were at that moment.
âBecause youâre so absolutely perfect. A masterful creation; so beautifully crafted I was surprised nobody had already taken you for themselves.â
Albedoâs deft hands trailed all the way down to your thighs to gently spread them apart, âYou donât know how hard it is for me. When you found me, I was about to do something devastating. Somehow, you stopped me,â right past the hem of your panties his hand went, stopping just before your clit. âBut the desire to destroy is still strong. Iâm not going to be gentle,â His lips found their way to your neck and down, down they went, resting on your clothed nipple.
Your words were cut off by him lifting you up and placing you on the table. The strange blue light was returning to his eyes, having dulled considerably while talking with you. His actions held more desperation now, hastily removing your bottoms and panties in quick succession.
His ragged breathing had returned, and his face rested in between your thighs, looking expectantly up at you for permission. You gave a small nod and averted your eyes, unable to watch while he went down on you like he was starving.
He spread your legs wider so he could slip a finger inside easier, and he placed a gentle kiss on your clit before pushing another finger in, slowly scissoring them inside to stretch you out a little. You kept a hand over your mouth so nothing would slip out, but it was proving to be a harder task than youâd thought. He curled them up just right and your eyes squeezed shut, clenching down on his fingers as a jolt of pleasure shot through you. A third finger provided an added stretch, but the slight burn felt nice. His fingers reached farther than youâd ever reached with your own hands, causing you to need both hands to brace yourself on the table.
âMmmf ââ you muffled your whimper by biting down on your lips, falling apart as his fingers and tongue worked to bring you closer and closer to an orgasm. He repeatedly dragged back against that spot, again and again and again, until you could feel the pressure building in the lower parts of your stomach and you were sure the most embarrassing noises fell out of your mouth; you wouldnât be able to tell. You were too far gone to think about anything besides how his fingers felt inside of you, and how his tongue sucked on your clit all to bring you closer to your peak â until he stopped. Whining, you peeked through your eyes to see him sucking his fingers clean and hastily undoing his pants with the other hand.
Flipping you over so your stomach was on the desk, Albedo breathily asked one more time, âAre you sure?â
âIâmâŚIâm sure.â
And he slowly slipped inside you, your cunt stretching to accommodate him. He whimpered, desperately trying to be a little gentler for even just a moment â you deserved so much better than this, but right now he couldnât give you much of anything besides his uncontrolled passion.
He let you adjust to his size for a minute, attentive to your every gasp and cry. It was a lot harder than heâd thought it would be, especially when every single cell in his body screamed at him to just claim, mark, to be the only one to ever see you like this â he involuntarily jerked his hips up and nearly came when he heard you moan.
He didnât hold back after that, thrusting at a fast pace and watching as your hands gripped anything they could while you let out the most heavenly sounds. The sloppy sounds coming from where you were connected were downright lewd.
In a completely unexpected gesture, he lifted you up to press his back against your chest firmly. Why would he â
The ground began rumbling underneath your feet, important vials and books falling off their shelves to smash on the ground. Flowers bloomed in lines all along the walls, and it wouldâve been beautiful if the walls didnât start crumbling to golden dust. You really had no choice but to hold onto him and hope nothing would fall on the two of you. All while this was happening, he kept up his brutal pace, maybe even going faster, causing you to gasp out, âAâŚalbedoâŚ! We shouldnât b-be so exposed like this â,â a particularly hard thrust forced an obscene moan from you. âSomeone could see usâŚ!â
Albedoâs voice sounded right next to your ear, causing a shiver to run down your spine, âDo you think I care? Let them see. Let them know who you belong to. Scream, and tell them who you belong to, now.â
He never let up, arms wrapped around your midsection, holding you against him as your thoughts began to turn to mush; his fingers slipping to your mouth to open your pliant lips.
âHmm? Why get shy now? You had no problems screaming my name a moment ago. Go on; tell them. Tell them whoâs ruining your sweet little cunt. Let them know the one making you feel this good. Tell them.â
It seemed impossible, but his pace increased further, causing your whimpers to get louder and more drawn-out.
âAâŚalbedoâŚâ
âLouder,â he crooned. âI canât hear you.â
âAlbedo!â
You could feel the pressure building again, much faster than the last time, âAlbedoâŚAlbedoâŚ! PleaseâŚpleaseâŚpleasepleasepleasepleaseâŚ!â You didnât even know what you were begging for at this point, you just let whatever slip out of your mouth. Tears tracked down your checks and drool slipped out the sides of your mouth. âP-please!â
He watched as your pussy sucked him in again and again, groaning at the sight, âIâm going to cum, darlingâŚIâll cum inside youâŚbreed you until youâre stuffed so full with my cum you canât even remember your own name.â
Unable to comprehend anything other than his thick cock ramming in and out of you, you nodded vigorously, cunt clenching hard around him.
âAlbedoâŚIâm cummingâŚIâm cumming â!â Your eyes rolled back into your head and you clenched hard, pulsating around him. He continued thrusting into you, nearly reaching his peak himself. Overstimulation began to seep into you, fresh tears trailing down your cheeks.
He threw his head back and moaned as he came, fucking his cum into you as far as it could go.
âS-stoooop⌠âs too much..!â You whimpered pathetically in his arms, squirming weakly.
âNo. Itâs never enough. NeverâŚI need more. I want more. Iâm going to fuck you so full of my cum until itâs the only thing youâll be able to think about. Iâm going to mark you until everyone knows that the only one who cums inside of you is me. WeâllâŚcreate life,â His words didnât seem to fully register with him until his eyes widened, like heâd made a groundbreaking discovery. âIâm going to breed your sweet little cunt so full youâll have to have a baby.â
By now heâd already fucked you through two orgasms and was rushing you towards a third. Overstimulating himself in the process, his hands gripped your hips harshly. Tears were streaking down your face and leaving tracks as the constant stimulation turned your mind to complete mush.
You were so out of it you barely noticed him rolling you over again so you were on your back.
His eyes made contact with yours, admiring the expressions your face made.
âBeautifulâŚâ he whispered. âSo beautiful,â his second orgasm was fast approaching, he could feel it.
âLook at me, darling,â he pressed your legs up against your chest, knees reaching beside your forehead. âYouâre mine. Only mine, forever. You are mine. Say it,â he commanded, eyes blazing.
âIâŚâ you gasped out, âIâm yours, Albedo!â
He came with a loud whine, burying his cock so deep inside he brushed your cervix. For the second time, a warmth flooded inside you and your head lolled back, eyes nearly closing.
You both leaned back to catch your breath, Albedo catching his first and looking down at you with an unreadable expression.
âLetâs relocate, we still have much to do.â
âWha â!â You wailed as he whisked you off, away from the rubble that was once his camp.
~
Jean and Kaeya burst around the corner, shock filling their eyes as they stared at the rubble.
âWhat happened hereâŚ?â
First of all Iâd like to apologize for leaving Chongyun out of these requests- I really just couldnât get in the headspace for him on this one for some reason, Iâm sorry!
Also, this is my first time for writing Scaramouche and if you couldnât tell, Iâm a sucker for Soft!Scara. đ sorry if you were expecting something harsher! Iâll figure out how to write for him as I go since I got a few more reqâs with him in it.
And lastly, these got a lot longer than I intended, so whoops.
Xiao:
Xiao:
Waiting for Xiao to come back to the Wangshu Inn after a full day of exorcising demons was not out of the ordinary for you, but that was only under normal circumstances.
You knew Xiao. Or at least, you liked to think you did- Having been in a romantic relationship for several years, and companionship for even longer, gave you the idea that you could call yourself a Xiao expert, at least when it came to all beings except the Geo Archon himself. So when he disappears for long swathes of time without any word or warning, you worry, but ultimately trust him to come back home to you at the end of it all.
Thatâs not how itâd gone as of recent, however. Xiao would be gone for weeks, and it isnât until you hear from Goldet that you know he returned for a short amount of time before leaving again, leaving you in the dust. It seemed at every turn you would miss him by the thread of a hair, at one point catching his figure fading away into the night sky as you climbed to the tallest balcony of the Inn. If you didnât know any better, youâd say he was avoiding you.
...But you knew him, right?
You couldnât be so sure anymore. Contemplating the reason for Xiaoâs consistent disappearances, you gazed down dejectedly at the deflated and now room-temperature Almond Tofu in front of you on the table. You had just tried calling his name, if only to get him to appear for just a few seconds before he was off again- But nothing. He never appeared. He never came at your call the first, second, fifth, eighth time- And with each one the tears welled up more and more in your eyes before spilling over, and with it came the choking feeling in your throat. You couldnât call out his name anymore, afraid to be met with silence once again.
He said heâd be there when you called, that heâd protect you from danger, but where was he now? Was he hurt, and couldnât get to you, and you couldnât even help him? Or was he listening to each and every call, but ignoring them and hoping youâd forget his name eventually? Why couldnât he just tell you if he didnât want you around anymore?
Each thought swarmed inside your head, creating a miasma that only you could feel. It consumed you so much that you hadnât even noticed Xiao walk onto the balcony, hadnât noticed the worried call of your own name from his lips, or the sound of footsteps as he hurriedly neared you. It was only when he kneeled on one knee and grabbed your shoulder that you registered his presence, sobs silencing in shock. You stared at him, wondering if he was actually here, but all worries were disproven when he spoke.
âYouâre crying. Why? Who hurt you?â Xiao asked, looking ready to summon his spear at the possible names youâd respond with. You sniffled, wiping your puffy eyes with your sleeve.
âN-no one...Itâs justâŚâ You bit your lip, unable to look him in the eye all of a sudden. âXiao...Do you...Do you even love me anymore? Did I do something wrong to make you run so far away all the time? Please, tell me the truth.â You pleaded with him, closing your eyes and waiting for his answers.
Xiao stayed there in shocked silence, unable to comprehend you at this moment. Of course he loved you! Didnât you know that was why heâd been gone for so long, fighting the cursed entities of Liyue so that you may walk it free of worries?
âWait...You think Iâve been gone...Because of you?â He asked, unbelieving and with guilt already gnawing away at the inside of his chest.
âWhat else could it be? I havenât seen you in nearly a month, Xiao- I wait every day for you, and I always seem to have just missed you every time you come back...I called your name, too, andâŚâ You took a deep breath, steadying yourself. â...And you never came. Not even after many times. I thought youâd never come homeâŚâ It felt liberating to finally tell him after all this time, but the pain still lingered and stung inside your chest, eyes still red and burning with tears. Why couldnât he answer you?
âYou...Called my nameâŚâ Xiao looked as if heâd seen a ghost, realization dawning on him. Youâd called his name and he never came, and that fact hit him like a meteor. How had he not heard you? He made one promise and broke it more than he thought he could even mend it.
âS/O, IâŚI apologize, I didnâtâŚI love you.â Was all Xiao managed to get out, knowing he wasnât good with words meant heâd have to show you some other way. He stood and took you with him, arms coming around your waist and tugging you tightly to him. Xiao buried his face in your neck, inhaling your scent- Safe and familiar, but he could also smell your misery. He made you feel like this, and he hated himself for it. âI love you.â He repeated, trying to convey everything into just those three words.
You felt them in your soul, knowing he didnât just say them so casually, reserving them for special occasions that he felt needed more than just affection or platitudes. Hearing the affirmation released the tension within your body, and you hugged him back just as tightly, never wanting to let go. âI love you too, Xiao.â
With a mantra of the same three words from Xiao, you knew heâd always come home to you from now on.
Albedo:
You sat in the dark of your home, alone and cold, as you contemplated the past few months events.
The Chief Alchemist came to you one day and warned that he was nearing a breakthrough on an old theory heâd had years ago- One he couldnât pass the opportunity up on finally solving. He warned that he may become rather distant, distracted, curt- You appreciated the communication, and understood immediately how important this was to him, so you let him know youâd give him the time and space he needed.
But Albedo had never been gone this long, had never strayed from you like this...Even if he was busier than ever, heâd always accepted your passing kisses and reminders to take care of himself, often times even mumbling out an idle âI love youâ that brought heat to your cheeks and a swell of adoration in your chest. He was distant, yes, but you knew this going into the relationship. It was just a part of who he was, to become engrossed and passionate in his projects of alchemy and science. Itâs one of the things that you fell for, among many others.
Albedo tried back then. He tried to see you, tried to plan dates and spend time with you even if all you did was nap together. He tried to reciprocate every kiss, every touch, every effort that you put in. He once told you that it was only fair he made you as happy as you made him. Wasnât that still true? Or did he finally grow tired of you, tired of maintaining such a high-effort relationship that has seen its use through? Did Albedo still care for you, or was this simply a way for him to get you to break up, to wear your patience and heart thin enough to snap at a single breeze?
Whatever it was, it worked, and here you sat at the dinner table trying not to let the salty tears fall the more you thought about the enveloping loneliness youâve experienced for months on end. You wanted to be hopeful, you really did- But it was hard when at every turn, Albedo made himself scarce.
This was the 14th date heâd agreed and never shown up to, and perhaps it would be the last.
You made no move to get up when the front door finally swung open, a clearly fatigued figure making its way through the frame one heavy step at a time before closing and locking it. You knew it was Albedo- But what did that matter now when the food and candles had long gone cold, and your heart ever so colder? You couldnât bear to look at him now, the tears finally falling but still made no sound, no movement.
âS/O? What are you doing awake so late?â Albedo asked, his voice a hoarse whisper like he hadnât used it in ages. He probably hadnât, in all actuality.
âNothing.â Was all you said, miserably watching your tears stain the wood surface of the table in the light of the moon.
âThatâs-â
You interrupted him before he could even start. âDo you even love me anymore, Albedo? Or are we done here?â
Expecting the silence that ensued for several minutes, you stood from the chair and made way for the bedroom, intent on leaving him to the couch. The silence was all the answers you needed, and thought perhaps you could find a way to pack his things and bring them to him without causing a scene at the Favonius headquarters-
Until a hand around your wrist stopped you.
âWait- S/O...Where is this coming from?â He asked, hopelessly lost. You almost laughed, if not for the crushing tension in your chest. You turned around, ripping your wrist from his grip and watching his expression turn to one of surprise and...Hurt?
âWhere is this coming from? Albedo, we havenât seen each other in months!â Your voice shook with emotion, but continued. âYou donât talk to me, whenever I come to see you the knights wonât let me in, you come home when Iâm asleep and leave before I awake- And when I do finally get a hold of you to ask for some time together, you make a promise and break it just as fast! Yet again Iâve sat at home waiting for you, but you never come home.â You started off strong, but the tears and pain took hold and made you weak near the end, voice tapering off to a broken whisper.
âI just want you to come home, AlbedoâŚâ You couldnât bear to look at him anymore, hiding in shaking hands and vainly wiping away tears. âI know you told me this might happen, but...It still hurtsâŚâ What was the point in this? Was he even listening? He still hadnât said a thing, and it just might drive you crazy not getting any real answers.
Finally, you heard footsteps approach you, before the warmth of his embrace enveloped you fully. You broke, sobbing loudly in his arms as he rubbed your back soothingly, pressing light kisses to your head. You let it all out, clutching his shirt and not even caring that tears and snot stained it. Hearing your agony shattered his heart, but he knew it was nothing compared to what youâre feeling right now.
It took a while to calm down, but eventually you silenced, only a few stray tears and hiccups escaping now. Albedo continued to hold you tightly, not letting go in the slightest. He feels as though if he did, youâd slip through his fingers and heâd be alone yet again. Ironic, isnât it?
âIâm so sorry, my flower...I never meant to hurt you. I simply...Ah, let me be honest- I had forgotten what truly mattered, and neglected you, allowing you to suffer the consequences of my actions and assuming youâd still be here when I finished my work.â He pulled back slightly to see you, a hand coming up to cup your reddened cheek. You shakily looked back at him, still unsure, but the gentle look in his eyes and curve of his brow was more than you were expecting to see. Had he...Finally listened?
âI put my work above you when it never mattered nearly as much in hindsight, and for that I am truly sorry. I know my promises as of late havenât been reliable, but...Will you allow me to make one more, so that I may correct my mistakes?â You knew this was his way of asking for forgiveness, and it was still so hard to deny him despite all the pain heâd put you through recentlyâŚSo, taking a deep breath, you rested your ear against his chest and exhaled heavily.
âAlright...This is the last promise, Albedo. If you break it, Iâm not sure there will be much of me left to mend.â As you said that, you could hear his heartbeatâs pace quicken, though for what reason you werenât entirely sure. Fear, perhaps, at what youâd insinuated? Or excitement that you were giving him one last chance? Perhaps it was both...
âIâll keep you intact, S/O, my beloved. I promise.â
Scaramouche:
They always warned you about the trials of dating a Harbinger, but you stupidly ignored them all.
The fact that you managed to capture the attention, and more miraculously affection, of the Balladeer was almost unbelievable some days. You werenât Fatui yourself, but youâd seen him work many a times, and became familiar with how he carried himself in the presence of literally anyone but you. The drastic change in demeanor almost gave you whiplash at the start of it all- Heâd threaten and throw around harsh orders for his subordinates all day long, but as soon as he turned to you, Scaramouche became soft as a slime, and just as pliable to your desires as well.
Sure, he still held a rather gruff exterior as he pined for your attention and touch, but he really meant you no harm. The last thing the man wanted to do was hurt the one good thing he has in his life, the one person who supports and loves him unconditionally. Heâd never do anything to cause you to leave, to end the bliss you two had together.
Or so you thought.
Scaramoucheâs mood took a wild turn one day after coming home, slamming the door and declaring all of humanity as scum. Having heard this speech before, you came over to offer comfort and reprieve as you always did, only to be roughly shoved off and ignored as he stormed his way to the bedroom, going to bed and leaving you there in the middle of your shared home. Idly you realize heâd never done that before- Never once handled you half as rough as he just did, and that fact shook you to the core. Who managed to affect Scaramouche so horribly that he took it out on even you? Whatever it was, you were sure heâd be better in the morning and maybe even apologize to you then.
Except he didnât, and the mood continued for days. You tried everything you could think of to help him regain a semblance of the softness he usually displayed with you. Anywhere from his favorite meals to drawing relaxing baths with the products he favored, you tried to alleviate the stress, but nothing seemed to work. It escalated to him outright ignoring you, and after a few more days, he stopped coming home altogether.
It ate away at you, but what could you do, more than what youâve already done? Slowly you began to have doubts, doubts that youâve never encountered once before in your whole relationship with Scaramouche- Did he still care about you the same way he once did? Was he fed up with the world and, by extension, you? Why did he seem to have little mercy now for your feelings, little regard for the loneliness and worry heâs putting you through? He hasnât stepped through your door in weeks. In a way, you wonder if this is how heâs chosen to leave you. Wordless, and without reprieve.
It all comes crashing down on you when he finally does walk through the front door, hat already discarded and in his hands as he hangs it up on the coat rack beside him. He acts as if he never left for days on end, never left your heart in shattered pieces- And he doesnât acknowledge you until you start bawling right there on the couch. Unable to contain the pain anymore, you curl over and cry, wanting him to say something, anything at all.
You barely hear the stuttered breath that comes from him, but you definitely hear the frantic footsteps in your direction before your hands are pulled from your face, and are met with the concerned gaze of the Balladeer. Itâs the first time youâve seen anything other than rage on his face, and itâs such a relief that you almost laugh.
âHey, why are you crying? What happened? Tell me already! Iâll kill whoever-â He starts, but is interrupted by the pull of your arms around his neck, and the presence of warm tears staining his shirt from where you bury your face. Shocked, but not unwelcoming, he tentatively holds you.
âP-please donât leave me! I donât know what I can do, I just- Do you even love me anymore, Scara?â You babble uselessly, not even fully aware of what youâre saying, but talking is easing the pain and youâre not about to stop.
âHey, thatâs...Of course I do, what the hell is this about?â He questions, and even though heâs confused, he feels like this has to do with the past two weeksâŚ
No one ever said he was a genius in social skills.
âYou...Youâve just been so angry recently, even with me, I...Iâve been scaredâŚScared I did something, that it wasnât work that had you in a bad mood but instead me!â You confessed.
âScared?â Scara mused, unbelieving. He scared you? How had he not noticed that? Was he really so wrapped up in his own anger that he ignored how it affected you as well? â...You didnât do anything wrong, S/O. Iâm...Sorry...I made you feel like that.â You could hear the strain in his voice, knowing even if he could be gentle with you, that didnât mean he suddenly was okay with verbalizing tenderness just as well. It was still hard.
You shook your head, which just rubbed your face into his shirt again. âPlease donât shut me out, Scara. Not again. I canât be alone right next to you like that again.â Feeling his hand scratch lightly at your back, a sigh brushed across your shoulder from where his chin rested.
âI wonât leave you alone. I promise.â
âââ
Xiao:
After that night, Xiao made good on his promise to come home to you every night he could.
While his job to protect Liyue is hardly contained within the daylight hours, there are some times where he can spare a few hours to see you to bed, but not always to sleepâŚ
The night you broke down in particular, he made a point to make you happy again. He feels incredibly guilty for being a source of sadness for you, that he would do anything to make up for it.
When it was time for bed, he laid with you and cuddled for a while before asking if he could make it up to you in a more...intimate way.
You agreed, and he made sure to worship every part of you. With his tongue, his hands, his lips, eyes, anything to coax those addictive moans out of you.
He wonât cum that night unless you take things into your own hands. He insists on focusing on you, forgoing his own pleasure in pursuit of ravishing you completely. If you hadnât cum more than 3 times before he even thought about sticking his dick inside you, he wasnât doing it right.
Xiao made sure that by the end of the night, you knew how thoroughly he loves you.
Albedo:
He promised to keep you intact, but later that night he made you fall apart in all the best ways.
Ever the dutiful scientist, Albedo recalls all the little mental note of the best places to touch you, and abuses them to your benefit. Heâs aware of each and every little sensitive spot, of what gets you going faster than anything else, of what words to say to get you to keen so sweetly in his ear.
He does whatever you ask of him, tonight is all about you he says. If you want him to take control, he will. If you want to take control, heâll oblige without a complaint.
Not that he normally would anyway, but thereâs an eagerness in each and every movement that Albedo rarely ever has that tells you tonight is special.
Absolutely overstimulates you into oblivion, and at the end of the night, you can barely even recall why you were crying earlier.
The night fades into morning when Albedo lets you rest, and stays in bed for as long as you want him.
Anything to make it up to you.
Scaramouche:
True to his word, Scaramouche doesnât leave you alone for a single second the rest of the night.
In fact, he all but carries you to the bedroom, promising heâd find some ways to make it up to you and ease the loneliness a little faster.
Ease them he does, and with every gentle caress you can feel the nights tensions fly away into the breeze that floats through the open window. Heâs more tender, slower tonight than heâs been any other night- You can tell heâs sorry just by the way he kisses you deeply.
Never breaks eye contact as he brings you to orgasm again and again, asking if you want another, and another, and another-
Youâll have to be the one to ask for his cock, otherwise he doesnât even think about using it that night. But once you do, his thrusts are slow, powerful, languid- Each one hitting spots that make you see stars.
Incredibly meticulous, and calculated. He knows where to touch, and when. Heâs got your body down to an instrument he expertly plays, and donât you dare hide those moans. He wants to hear it all.
Scaramouche wants to hear the loneliness leave your body with every drop of cum that slides out of you.
request for anon:Â hello!!! was wondering if i could request kaeya, xiao, and any genshin characters who had a huge argument with y/n just before their mission/quest and they say some really hurtful words to y/nâlike âburdenâ or 'patheticâ (btw the genshin bois didnât come with you to the mission)
then y/n gets attacked and gravely injured during the mission; the guards who accompanied them insist they call [genshin character] for help but y/n says noâstill hurt from the argument because they donât wanna be a burden, or be pathetic. y/n tells them to head back home and that they can handle it on their own
the guards left y/n because they were persistent, but reader never came back
[genshin character] is worried that the guards came home without them so after many more hours and they still hadnât come home, they go back to the mission site only to find y/n on the ground, lying in their pool of blood; unconscious and barely has any pulse
[genshin character] asks why they left them be and the guards tell him that the last words they told them was not wanting to be a burden
this breaks [genshin character]âs heart because y/n is on deathâs door just because of them, and now they feel awfully guiltyâ regretting ever telling them those hurtful words which could lead to their death, and the thought of y/n thinking theyâre pathetic and a burden to everyone before dying makes them feel worseây/nâs pained and hurtful expression during their argument tormenting him
oh god itâs too muchâiâm sorryyy :< i hope itâs not too much pressure :â( iâve been craving for some hardcore angst and prompts like these are my faves:// you donât have to do it tho! but if you do, thank you so so sooo muchh <33 again, donât feel pressured to do it and feel free to ignore itt
NOOO DO NOT APOLOGIZE THIS WAS SO GOOD I GOT THIS AND IMMEDIATELY SHOWED ONE OF MY PARTNERS AND OUR FRIEND BECAUSE ITS SO TASTY AND WE ALL THRIVE ON ANGST
i did slightly alter a few things for some parts, but each hc list follows the same main path! i hope this lives up to what you wanted, i had an absolutely blast writing it :)
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pairing: kaeya, xiao, diluc, and albedo x reader (separately)
characters: kaeya alberich, xiao, diluc ragnvindr, albedo
genre: angst
word count: 1963
warnings: very brief mentions of injury/blood
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kaeya
â though kaeya rarely means any insults he throws at you, there are times when heâs not thinking and lets something slipâsomething that stings
â neither of you can really recall what sets off your argument shortly before you leave, but it quickly escalates, and kaeya snaps at you
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Can I request a angst to comfort Albedo x reader (Iâm unsure if I wanna request it as KOF captain!reader) where Albedo and Sucrose are spending a lot of time and reader is fine with it on the outside but on the inside selfishly wants Albedoâs attention. When reader asks for their time so they can go out and do something, Albedo disregards them, not paying attention to them while focused on something with Sucrose and reader decides to leave and finds themselves hanging out with Diluc outside of Mondstadt walls. With Albedo, he finally takes a break and find reader not waiting for him. He goes looking for them when commotions happens and he is informed that reader was in a accident. He goes to Barbara and find reader getting treated for wounds but is also in some type of coma. Albedo is in distress seeing reader not waking up and stays with them till he canât. This accident starts to affect his work till he gets news that reader is awake. Then apologizing ensue and heartfelt reunification. Angst to fluff comfort
What a lovely request!! Hurt to comfort is one of my favorites! I had so much fun writing this oml albedo is one of my favs. the new summer quests just made me love him more <3 I really hope it is to your liking! It also ended up being rather long I think... Hmm (Side note: hopefully I wrote the relationships in a way you were imagining!!)
Summary: You find yourself missing spending time with albedo, yearning for some time alone with him, only to be pushed away. When you get into an accident, Albedo is forced to reflect upon your relationship, as he misses you more each day.
Characters: Albedo, Reader, (mentioned): Jean, Kaeya, Barbara, Diluc.
Content/Warnings: Hurt comfort/ angst to fluff, description of injuries, reader in coma (you wake up), some cuddles and kisses at the end.
Reader Pronouns: Gender neutral / They/them.
A/n: to the other anon who requested keqing: the fic is in progress and should be out soon ;) + proofread this at 1:30 am so apologies for any typos
(Content below the cut! <3)
You wiped your brow, letting your weapon rest against the wall of your office with a sigh. Training new recruits for the Knights of Favonius was never easy, but you always loved the enthusiasm from the rookies. This particular bunch had been pushing you for harder training, but with the satisfaction of teaching also came the fatigue of combat.
You walked over to your desk, eyeing the schedule you had left lying there. Lunch, perfect timing. It always felt nice to have a good meal after hard training. "But it would be even better with Albedo." You thought. You stretched smiling to yourself. Yes, you would go see if your boyfriend was available for lunch. He was always a good listener, and you would be able to tell him about the eventful training that morning.
Pushing open the door to the office, you spotted Kaeya and the acting Grand Master chatting in the hall. Kaeya gave you a small wave. "Ah, good afternoon Y/n."
"Hello." You waved back. "Hey, while I have you here, have either of you seen Albedo? I'm off for lunch and I thought I'd stop by to see him." You shrugged. Being high ranking knights such as yourself, you reckoned there was good chance that they had seen the alchemist recently.
"Albedo? Hm.." Jean said hand resting on her hip. "I believe he is with Sucrose, in her lab. I don't understand alchemy very well but it sounds like they're working hard at something."
"Thank you, Master Jean." You nodded and walked away, headed for the stairs at the end of the corridor. Albedo was with Sucrose again. You weren't surprised, he was her Mentor after all. You shook off the twinge of what could only be jealousy, as you turned the corner, heading for the door you knew lead to the girl's lab. You gave a quick clear knock, tapping the wood a few times with you fist and taking a step back.
You heard a small scuffle from inside and soon the timid Sucrose appeared on the other side of the doorway. "O-oh! Hello Y/n." She stammered. From the looks of it she hadn't been expecting you. "Are you looking for Mr. Albedo? Let me get him for you." Without waiting for your response, she disappeared again.
You shook your head. Sucrose was always on the shy side, and you hoped you hadn't freaked her out. She wasn't wrong though you had come to her lab several times over the past week, looking for Albedo. Unfortunately, everytime he had dismissed you or apologized, saying he really must work. Then he would turn, and disappear back into Sucrose's lab. You tried to remain low key about the situation. It was common knowledge Albedo was both an incredibly gifted alchemist and not a social butterfly, but you were used to spending more time with him.
You were snapped out of your reverie as the man in question appeared in the door. "Is something the matter Y/n?" He asked, his soft voice monotone and direct.
"Oh, yeah. I was on my way to pick something up from Good Hunter. It's lunch break." You gestured over your shoulder, in the general direction of the town. "I was wondering if you wanted to join me, it's been a while since we've done something." You gave an apologetic smile, trying not to sound to pushy. You knew his work was important, to him and the knights.
Albedo shook his head, expression unchanging. "I am sorry, Y/n, but sucrose and I really must keep working. Alchemy is an ever evolving practice." He had that determined look in his eye that he always got when his work posed a new challenge to him. He made eye contact with the green haired girl, who nodded back with the same enthusiasm. These alchemists held a different level of resolve entirely.
"I understand, good luck in your work." The smile on your face felt a bit more forced than you would have liked. You decided it was time to be honest with your partner. "But seriously Albedo, it's been quite some time since we were able t-" He turned his face away from you pointedly. "... To do something..." Your voice trailed off and you sighed, watching him return to Sucrose's side as the pair worked in tandem leaving you to your thoughts. You closed the door, taking a deep breath.
You turned, trudging away from the lab. You felt a prick of a dark feeling and shook your head trying to right yourself. Surely, there was nothing to worry about. You knew both Albedo and Sucrose quite well, and we're positive that the idea Albedo could be in love with her was out of the question. Then why did you feel so... so bad? You pushed the feeling away attributing it to a mix of you hunger and weariness from the hard morning. You headed for the entrance door, meeting once more with Kaeya and Jean.
"Albedo somewhere else? He always did have a habit of sneaking off when nobody was looking." Kaeya asked you, with a small laugh. You blinked, slightly confused.
"No, he was there. Working as hard as ever." You said, shaking your head and doing your best to look unbothered.
"Y/n is something bothering you?" The acting Grand Master looked at you with tender concern. Something about your body language seemed a bit off, even if your face was as cheery as ever.
You shook your head again, more vigorously. "I mean, nothing personal of course. Those rookies gave me a run for my mora in training this morning though, I'll admit." You faked a yawn, trying to sell the tired act. "Not anything lunch won't fix, in any case." You finished with wave, and you headed out the door, eager to escape the conversation.
You ordered your usual from Sara, who was as kind as ever, and taking your food in a to-go box headed towards the city gates. You liked to enjoy your lunch outside the city walls, though usually you preferred to do it with company. Walks in nature with Albedo were always pleasant. Occasionally he'd find an interesting plant, or a butterfly with an odd pattern and get distracted as he examined it. The alchemist would tell you about the strange flora and fauna of Teyvat and seeing him so passionate about something always made your heart flutter. Albedo was not a talkative person, so the moments where he was deep in thought about a subject brought out a side of him most people often didn't see.
Kind memories of Albedo slowly looped back to him in Sucrose's lab, the way he seemed so intent on what she was saying, the way they seemed almost in sync with their thoughts. You felt bad, for wanting him to yourself, even If it was just for a mealtime. You tried to ignore it, it made you feel selfish, and possessive. You hated feeling jealous, but was it too much to ask for some Alone time with your boyfriend? You missed the way he would sit attentively and listen, and tell you all of his most recent thoughts, show you his new paintings, and let you into his life.
A choking feeling rose in your chest, unable to push the feeling away anymore you felt it wash over you in dark waves. You thought getting away from the city would do you some good. You sped up a little as you exited Mondstadt's walls, yearning for time away from the hustle and bustle.
As you cleared the gates, you met a familiar face. A tall red headed man was in conversation with one of the knights guarding the entrance gate. The man turned away ending the conversation abruptly, leaving the poor Knight looking helpless, and a bit frustrated. When you passed the guard he saluted you with a muttered "Afternoon, Captain Y/n."
The man turned, overhearing the exchange. "Y/n? I don't typically concern myself with knights but, aren't you supposed to be working?" His voice was slightly heated and you guessed whatever conversation he and the guard had finished was not a pleasant one.
"Good afternoon, Master Diluc." You plastered a smile on your face as you walked nearer to him. "I just finished actually, lunch break." You held up the box of warm food in your hands. And then added, under your breath, "I'm of half a mind to not go back today." You walked past Diluc, beginning to cross the bridge.
"Are you planning on eating away from the city?" He asked, taking a few strides to catch up to you. "Yeah, that's the plan. Just me and nature I guess." You couldn't hide the upset tone of your voice this time and the man next to you looked down in concern.
"I'll accompany you. From the sounds of it-" he cast a scathing look back at the guard who flinched under his gaze. "-there's a couple abyss mages running rampant nearby. It's not smart to head out alone."
"Mm.. I'll have a chat with him when I return then." You glanced at the guard who was now positively shaking. "Although, that's a problem for after lunch." You agreed, and the two of you set out away from the city of freedom. Diluc had always had a strong sense of justice, and you knew he would insist to escort you, in the name of caution. You also couldn't find it in yourself to explain you wanted alone time, fearing that if you mentioned anything you might breakdown entirely.
You had met diluc some years prior. You had both joined the Knights of Favonius when you were teenagers and had gotten on well. You kept in contact ever since, and if there was ever an issue you couldn't fix because of your ties to the knights, you would find diluc, and when there was a problem too big for him to handle alone, he would find you. Ever since a coincidental meeting in the middle of the night some time ago has revealed his double life as a vigilante, you had grown to be good friends.
You walked in comfortable silence, which was normal for the two of you, but as the silence hung over you, it gave space for your doubts to fester. Diluc peered at your face, noticing the way you were biting your cheek and how your eyebrows knit.
He cleared his throat, before hesitantly speaking. "Something seems to be bothering you, Y/n." His words were gentler than usual, giving away to his concern.
"No? Nothing." You said. Your voice was full of an exaggerated incredulity, as you tried and failed to act nonchalant. "What even made you think that?"
Diluc sighed giving you an 'Are you serious?' look that you pointedly avoided, turning you eyes to the worn path. "Do you really need me to answer that question?" He was exasperated, and you knew you were caught, but you stubbornly pushed through.
"Yeah, I'm fine. It's not like you too worry in any case. Are you okay?" It was all a lie, but you were convinced pretending you were fine would ease the creeping feeling still sitting heavily in your chest. Diluc raised an eyebrow at you. "I think I hold a reasonable amount of concern."
You knew he had a point. Your cool facade surrounding the your troubles had slowly been cracking, as if being chipped away by a chisel of doubt. When your companion had asked you what the matter was, you had barely enough to cover your problems anymore. You crossed your arms tightly, turning to look at Diluc. Under the look he gave you, you sighed and let your arms relax, anxiously drumming your fingertips on the box of food.
"Yeah... Yeah something is bothering me." You admitted. "It's really not a big deal though, I know I shouldn't be upset." You fiddled with the box not sure where to go with the conversation. Truth be told you were hoping the subject would drop, if Diluc pressed matters you would have to admit your feelings out loud.
The man beside you hummed, apparently thinking on it. "Is there any way I can be of assistance?" He said simply. You shook your head, making your way to a large bent over tree, and perched yourself on top of it. Diluc sat next to you.
"I appreciate the offer, but really I don't think you can." You felt helpless at the moment. Could anyone help you? What would you even ask for help with, pulling Albedo away from work, getting the attention you wanted? Of course not, you would sound insane. Your hands shook slightly and you set your food on the ground near your feet, suddenly not hungry, the knot in your stomach taking up too much space.
"Would you like to... Talk? About it?" Diluc's question was gentle. You knew he wanted to help where he could. "I might not have the best advice, but I'd gladly listen to you Y/n."
You were quiet, the offer hanging tantalizingly in the air. You did want to talk about it. Letting your emotions sit twisting around in you like smoke, making you feel sick, was doing you no good in any case. You nodded slowly. "It- Well I know that it's irrational-"
Suddenly there was a loud panting and ruffling sound from the trees behind you and you snapped your head around. Eyes fixed on the scenery with intent, you and Diluc slowly stood, both immediately on guard. Then, from the brush a man stumbled out. He looked like a resident of one of the nearby towns, a basket on his back spilling out mushrooms he had been foraging for moments before. You rushed to his side, weapon drawn and help steadily at the ready.
"Excuse me sir, are you hurt?" You asked urgently.
"N-no I- Abyss mages. Two of them." He panted as you helped him to his feet. The fellow seemed unhurt but thoroughly shaken. "And hilichurls!" You did your best to calm the man as Diluc kept his eyes fixed on the trees.
"You should head back to town, Springvale is near." You soothed. The man nodded, gratefully scrambling away from the trees he had just come from.
"Diluc we need to take care of these as soon as possible." You had slipped into your work mode, voice clear and sharp and you analysed the situation at hand. "This close to the villages... It's a recipe for disaster."
Diluc nodded agreement, his claymore held ready at his side. With that the two of you were sprinting into the foliage, the safety of the city laying priority in both of your minds.
Albedo's hands turned pages in a large book, as his eyes lay fixed on the small vile of strange liquid In front of him. He picked it up briefly, swishing the contents around, before taking a quill to the pages of his journal. He and sucrose had been working with a new ingredient in the lab over the past week, and we're studying it to find out it's origins and how it was to be used, as the reactions they had so far varied wildly.
With a huff, Sucrose dropped a heavy book beside him, pointing to a highlighted passage. "Mr. Albedo I think I found a family of flora which could possibly yield similar results." Her voice was meeker than usual, catching Albedo's attention. He took his attention away from the book, observing Sucrose's weary eyes and slumped shoulders. They had been working tirelessly for days, and it was only natural she be tired.
Albedo nodded at the book. "I appreciate it sucrose. I think you have well earned some rest now." It was a bit after lunch time in any case, and he was starting to get hungry. Sucrose agreed gratefully.
"Uhm- Mr. Albedo, are you going to find Captain Y/n?" Sucrose stammered, and she swallowed hard when Albedo turned to look at her. "Well Y/n has showed up a few times a-and I think maybe you should go see them?" She finished unsurely.
Albedo's expression was unusually soft. He had been planning to see you. Giving a break for lunch was just as much to see you as it was to give Sucrose some rest time. "Yes. I was planning on finding them." He checked the clock that was hanging above the door, noting that at this time you would still be out. You liked to take your time over lunch, stopping to look at flowers or simply enjoy the outside. That was one of the things Albedo loved about you, was that you appreciated nature like he did.
He pulled on his coat which he had discarded in the stuffy lab, and opened the door striding out into the hall. Making his way down the corridor he gave a quick acknowledgement to his fellows as he passed, making his way to your usual lunch spot, stopping by good Hunter as he walked.
His pace was a bit brisker than usual, and as he strolled through the streets he became more engrossed in his thoughts of you. Perhaps he had been a bit harsh earlier, he thought. It wasn't his intention but he would make it up by giving you his full attention over lunch. He was on the tired side from an intensive few days studying, and wanted nothing more to lace his fingers in yours as you talked about your week with him. He could sit in silence and enjoy your company. A small smile pulled at his lips as he imagined it, turning onto the hard dirt path outside of Mondstadt.
He spied your lunch spot, finding it empty. He frowned, perhaps you had gone back to headquarters early. He noticed something was off as he approached the crooked log. A tin a food lay near the base of the log, apparently flipped over and discarded. Shooing a squirrel away from the tipped over contents, he recognized the ingredients as part of your usual order. He stood up quickly scanning the ground. There were small signs of a struggle, the brush behind the log was slightly flattened, several bushes bore broken twigs.
His heart skipped a beat. He shook off the feeling you might be hurt, you knew how to handle yourself in a fight. He stood uselessly eyes glued to that tipped over box of food. The meal was still warm. He remembered a time you told him you asked for hot food on days when you didn't feel your best. 'Something about it is comforting, you know? It's like getting a hug from your food almost!'
The memory of how you laughed about that stuck out in his mind. The feeling something was wrong grew stronger, as his eyes found a set of foot prints. Two sets. From the spacing he gathered they had run off into the forest, offering explanation for the trampled plants. He followed them, something urgent had definitely drawn you away from your lunch. Albedo drew his sword as he navigated his way carefully through the trees. His practiced eyes followed the path, picking up trampled flowers and more foot prints. He marched into a clearing, avoiding some felled trees. Scorch marks. The beaten trail he had been following appeared to go ahead but the alchemist stopped, caution becoming his priority.
"Y/n? Y/n are you here?" He called out. Your voice did not answer but he heard others, a group of people. He snapped his head around when he heard the faint desperate voices. They sounded serious, perhaps urgent. Albedo rushed away from the clearing and towards the voices, heading towards the nearby Springvale. The voices seemed somewhere between him and the town and as he ran, he noticed more foot prints. This time there was one set only.
He rounded a corner spotting a small group of people. Still no sign of you. He reminded himself that there was a chance you were not involved in whatever happened here as he approached the villagers.
"Excuse me, has something happened?" Albedo let his weapon go as he in joined the conversation. At the sound of his voice a woman turned nodding, her face anxious.
"A monster attack, they were staying near the town and a few of the villagers get caught." Her voice was shaky, and clearly she was in shock. "My husband was one of them."
"A couple of the city folk ran in to save them." A man added it, patting the woman on the shoulder to calm her. "Actually it was that Ragnivindr boy. And one of the Knights of Favonius's captains. Can't remember that one's name, Y/n I believe?" He shook his head, trying to recall the details. His description of you matched perfectly and Albedo tensed.
"Where are they now?" Albedo urged.
"Headed back to the city. They cleared those monsters right up but not without consequence." The man sighed, a bit sadly. "That Knight looked pretty badly injured. Had to be carried back, and quickly too." He said, and began to muse about the risk of such dangerous creatures near their town, but Albedo had already turned and began headed for Mondstadt.
The journey back to the city passed in a blur, as Albedo rushed over the bridge and passed the gates, anxious to make sure you were okay. He was unsure where to go first, and decided ultimately to ask Jean. Albedo was remaining calm on the outside but internally he was bordering Panic. He knew you had an instinct for protecting others, but he really could do without you running into battles randomly. Unfortunately, that was part of your job. Albedo steadied his thoughts as he walked into headquarters, logical thinking was typically his strong suit but there was no logic behind emotional distress like this. The only way to deal with it would be to try not to worry. Which currently, was not working for him.
Without knocking he walked into Jeans office, to find her talking to a tall well dressed man, that he recognized as Diluc. The two turned around looking for who was responsible for the sudden entrance. "Apologies for the intrusion." Albedo kept his voice calm, outwardly showing no sign of distress. "I heard Captain Y/n may have gotten into some trouble."
Jean nodded. "I was wondering if you might show up. I was just talking to Master Diluc about it." She looked at him now. "I'm not sure what happened myself, needless to say I'm surprised you took the time to come here."
Diluc sighed, his arms crossed tightly over his chest. It was true that normally, he would not be found in the Favonius headquarters, but something seemed to be off about him. "Yes, normally I would trust that Y/n would have no issue filling you in themselves, but I doubt that is going to happen this time."
Albedo and Jean looked at diluc, with looks of concern and curiousity. Diluc proceeded to fill the two in on what had happened.
There had been more hilichurls than you had expected when the two of you had found their camp. There was only one Abyss mage to be found though, so Diluc and you had jumped in preparing for a hard fight. You were managing well, despite the extra effort needed to compensate for numbers. The second abyss mage however, had used the commotion to sneak up and ambush you, but it's attempt did not go unnoticed. The mage had aimed a cryo attack at Diluc, and without time to warn him you had thrown yourself between the mage and your friend, taking the full blast of the attack.
Diluc had his eyes fixed on his feet. "Barbara is taking care of the injuries now."
"How bad are they?" Jean asked, worry lacing her voice. She felt the Knights were her responsibility, and her deep care for each of them left her with a twinge of guilt.
Diluc didn't answer at first, and Albedo began to fear the worst. If he knew you would be okay he could quell his worries but here... Something like this was out of his control and it made his heart clench.
"Not fatal." Diluc said finally, after some consideration. "I've seen people come out of worse, nothing Barbara can't handle for sure but..." He trailed off.
"Is there something else?" Albedo's question came out a bit sharper than he intended, letting some of his internal feeling slip into his tone. Diluc looked at him, slightly sadly and shook his head.
"No, that's all." He turned and walked out of the office, not paying either of the knights another glance. In truth, there was more too it. Diluc had seen firsthand how lifeless your body had fallen after getting hit. Your skin had been cold and breath faint as he carried your limp form to the cathedral. The way Barbara had gasped as she laid a hand over your chest exclaiming how distant your life force felt. The guilt he felt kept him from telling Albedo exactly what was happening. You had mentioned you had started seeing him before, and the regret Diluc was feeling about your injuries made looking at him a little too difficult.
Albedo was frozen in place as he tried to process what to do next. A dark feeling of guilt and worry was eating at his insides, keeping him stuck uselessly in place. Luckily, Jean provided him with an out.
"Go check on Y/n, Albedo." She said softly. Though you two had not publicized your relationship, the Acting Grand Master was not oblivious to the fact he had grown close to you. "Let me know how bad the situation is when you return, unfortunately I still have much work to do." She returned to her seat, leaning on her desk with a knowing look.
Albedo nodded. "I will, thank you Master Jean." He turned, leaving Jean alone with her work and worries. Shutting the door behind him he began making his way towards the cathedral. He past the large statue in the square, climbing the stairs with haste, and entering the large building.
Inside was quiet, and though the people inside went about their daily lives, praying and chatting Albedo couldn't help but feel a heaviness to the air, pressing down on his chest. He walked as quickly as he could, approaching a small arched doorway in the back of the church that lead to a small infirmary. He rushed through it, nearly running into one of the church's sisters in the process.
"Apologies, miss." He said taking a step back. The nun looked at him with a kind smile, holding her hand up in a friendly gesture.
"No worries. Is everything alright? You seem to be in a hurry." She asked, checking Albedo for scratches or cuts. "You don't seemed to be injured?"
He shook his head. "No, I'm here to see somebody who was brought here recently, a knight by the name of Y/n?"
Even the sister could hear the strain in his voice, noticing the way his brows knit in both worry and hope. The girl's face fell as he mentioned your name, looking at him with slight pity and Albedo's heart lurched. "How.. how bad of condition..." His voice faltered and he clenched his jaw.
The nun rested a hand on his shoulder momentarily. "It'll be okay, Barbara is seeing to the healing now." She gestured to a door down the hall a ways and suddenly Albedo moved by her, heading towards the door.
As he slid by her she let out a cry of protest, but he paid it no mind as he reached for the door. His thoughts were jumbled, only focusing on seeing you okay. He had finally gotten the chance to see you today and he had pushed you away, again. Regret bubbled as he pushed the door open, and took in the sight before him.
Barbara stood near the edge of the bed concentrating as she held her hands over her chest, faint blue light pulsing around her finger tips. You lay unmoving before him, bandages that were quickly wrapped around your chest to stop the bleeding where you were hit had already been dyed red. Your skin looked pale and clammy, the only sign you were still living was the deepening red of the bandages as your heart still beat, if even faintly.
Albedo stopped dead, unable to look away from your body played sprawled on the bed, vision and jacket discarded on a nearby table. Suddenly the nun was at his back again.
"Excuse me sir, we best not disturb the deaconess. She needs full concentration." She said softly. No matter how many injuries the sisters saw too it didn't make it any easier to see people suffer.
"Please, I need to see Y/n." He said as the nun gently guided him away. "I won't leave them alone this time. It's not a good idea t-" The woman hushed him trying to reassure him.
"Barbara knows what's she's doing, she'll have the injuries healed soon sir. Perhaps it would be best to take a walk and come back tomorrow." She suggested and made to return to her work, leaving Albedo alone and stranded.
Barely noticing what he was doing, he began walking, out of the cathedral and towards the Knight's headquarters once again. He knew you would be in safe hands with the sisters, but he couldn't shake the image of your beaten skin from his mind's eye. He dragged himself into the building, aptly avoiding any other knights. He didn't feel like conversation much now. He pushed open the door to his office, half of which was converted to a lab and and moved inside, standing uselessly near his desk.
His eyes moved to the ample amounts of notes that lay in a disorganized mess a top his desk. He always said he would organize them, but it never happened. You had offered to help him telling him that "It might be no fun, but it'll be better together." His hands trembled. He had never reached a state like this before. He had grown so accustomed to your presence he never noticed how much he needed it until it was nearly pulled away from him. Head feeling light, he slipped behind his desk collapsing into the chair. He needed to unwind, to bring his mind into a state where he could return to focus.
His hands opened a drawer subconsciously, reaching for a blank sheet of canvas and a stick of charcoal. It had been a while since he painted anything. He pulled the supplies onto his desk, lazily brushing away studies as he made room for it. Bright eyes scanned the room and settled on a vase of flowers. The beautiful plant within happened to be one of your favorites. Albedo began to sketch, slowly letting the image appear before him. The drawing was supposed to ease his mind but he couldn't help but think how much you would have liked it, the soft encouragement you would give him if you were there, and he slowly sketched his nerves away, left with pleasant thoughts of giving this to you when you were back. You would be better tomorrow, he assured himself, and he would go apologize for missing lunch with you. It wouldn't be much trouble to eat his lunch in the cathedral, as long as you were okay. And with a solid plan in place, his mind was at peace again. If only he knew how it was going to be shattered.
The next morning came and went like usual, and Albedo took the time to fill Jean in on the situation before returning to his work. Come lunch time he let Sucrose go, telling her to be back in an hour and a half. "Sucrose take this time to yourself. Use it how you wish, I will not get in the way of any independent work you decide to do." He said, waving away her rather over enthusiastic thanks as he left the lab, heading to the cathedral.
He took his time walking through the streets the time, appreciating the lively shops, and the way children laughed and ran around the cobbled streets. Usually, this bustling city life was of intrigue to him, observing the haggling and patterns in which people came and went, but he had other things on his mind today. You.
As he entered the cathedral he met no staff as he headed back to the infirmary this time, heading straight to the door without complication. He set his hand on the handle, before deciding it might be best to knock instead. After a short moment, the young deaconess appeared behind the door.
"Ah, Albedo!" She smiled wearily. From the looks of her ruffled skirts and tired face she had been working all night. "Sister Victoria mentioned you might visit. Come in." She stepped aside letting Albedo into the room.
Your bandages were clean, and wrapped properly now, and you had been changed into a light nightgown, your work clothes removed to be clean. You looked so peaceful, lying so still with your hands on your stomach. Too still, perhaps. Albedo approached the bed, taking a delicate hand to your cheek, brushing his fingers against your skin. It was colder than he would have expected. He moved his hand to hover over your nose and mouth, feeling the faint breath there his shoulders relaxed, but something still felt off.
"Have they woken up yet..?" He asked. Albedo was a smart person, and he knew something was wrong but he was scared to draw any conclusions.
Barabara looked sad. "No. Y/n has been unresponsive, even to my elemental magic." She shook her head. She didn't want to say it to Albedo, but she had feared you were dead before she had used her vision to check you life force.
"When will they wake-up." He said shortly.
Barbara paused, not wanting to deliver the news. "I'm not sure, for the time being Y/n is in-" she took a shaky breath. She too had grown to know you better as you had come in with small injuries often, or were with jean working, and this accident had not left her unaffected. "In comatose." She finished unable to meet Albedo's gaze.
That was no issue though, if she had tried he would have avoided eye contact himself. He wanted to tell Barbara she was wrong, that it hadn't been long enough to tell but he was a learned man and recognized the signs himself.
"Albedo I-"
Albedo shook his head. "You did your job to it's full extent, thank you." He said honestly. If it weren't for Barbara, your wounds would never have healed so quickly, or so nicely. "I would like have some time alone."
Barbara nodded knowingly, leaving Albedo to pull up a chair and sir silently beside your bed. He hand found yours and he interlaced his fingers with with yours, but did not feel the familiar squeeze you always gave him when he did this. He had convinced himself you would be okay, only for that small hope to be ripped away from him too.
Albedo was not a very sensitive person. He was logical, and a realist, but you meeting you had brought in a strange yet warm feeling into his life he had never felt before. You intrigued him, and you took the time to understand him and get to know him. Lots of people were either infatuated with his good manners and kind words, but you had taken the time to listen to them, and he was realizing that these past few weeks he had never given you that time back. He had taken you for granted, spent his time with other people, and turned you away in times where he didn't realise how much you meant to him. Now as you lay unmoving infront of him he realized how much he yearned for your company.
Had he made you feel like this? All those times he declined your invites or pushed you away to work. He couldn't help but feel he had treated those situations wrongly, you had only offered him some company. He had been working and he knew you knew that, but he began to think he had treated you to harshly. Relationships like this were new to him, and you were always so gentle and patient. He should have gone with you today, prevented the terrible outcome. His mind ran probabilities, weighing situations against each other as he imagined ways he could have stepped in to stop you, or how the fight could play out differently.
He leaned forward, holding both of your hands gently in his, as the feelings washed over him. How curious, that a single person could move his heart so strongly.
Time passed both to slowly and too quickly. Albedo stayed by your side well into the evening hours. Every once in a while he found himself drifting off to sleep head resting on your chest, desperate to feel the slight rise and fall no matter how irregular it was. When Barbara returned to the room, it was to usher Albedo out of the cathedral, as she began her nightly duties.
"Albedo, it's time for me to see Y/n again, we'll be starting our nightly rounds here soon." Barbara said in a soothing tone. "You should head home for the night, I'll take good care of the Captain."
Albedo nodded slowly, slightly groggy from the half asleep state he was just in. He stood, brushing off his jacket and giving your resting face a look of longing before quietly walking out of your room. Barbara closed the door, and he was alone with his thoughts again. The night ushered in more issues, including the work he had left unfinished that afternoon. He decided that best course of action was to get a good night's sleep and organize his thoughts in the morning, and he walked off into the night.
The next week in the Alchemy lab was dreary to say the least. Albedo's work quality dropped as well as his focus, as he plowed through experiments clumsily. Sucrose was finding herself with random breaks through the day, and had put together they were more for his own sake, than hers. Work was typically Albedo's escape. He would be able to pour himself into his studies, mindlessly observe and take note but he kept finding things that reminding him of you. Maybe it was a color that he thought you would have liked, or some ancient script you would giggle at pointing out how the letters looked like weird animals. Your absence from his life had left a large hole, that no amount of alchemy could fill. He tried painting, but every time he picked up a brush he found himself painting your favorite things, or places, or telling himself he would give you the drawings when you woke up. When you woke up. Your sleeping face was etched into his mind as if with a fine quill.
You were so devoid of life, all because of a stupid accident and he couldn't bear it. Everytime he visited the hope he would find you laying awake and upright grew dimmer, and soon he began to expect nothing more than your still body, cold and unmoving. Everytime he saw you it was accompanied by a pang of guilt, and longing for your return. Every evening when he decided he could focus on work no more he would make his way to the cathedral and sit by your side until dark, and then a sister would usher him out once more and he would leave, only to repeat it again the next day.
His life moved forward in this depressing spiral for days, until one evening as he made to leave headquarters he was stopped by none other than Jean.
"Albedo?" The dandelion knight called out to him and he stopped, preparing to head out the door. Jean walked over to him. "Before you go I have something for you."
Albedo turned around, curiosity piqued. "Sure." He said simply as the woman pulled a letter from her pocket and handed it to him. He studied the seal, recognizing the symbol of the church pressed into the wax. His heart skipped a beat, as he feared both the worst and hoped for the best.
"Barbara told me I should let you read it yourself. I have already seen the contents myself." Jean couldn't keep the smile from creeping into her voice as Albedo slid a piece of paper from the envelope, unfolding it hastily.
His eyes scanned the letter. It was short and sweet, written by one of the sisters. He barely absorbed the content as his attention was taken by one phrase over the rest.
'Y/n has woken up and will make a full recovery, we will keep you updated on their condition and let you know when they are fit to return to work.'
Albedo's heart leapt. As he reread the line a few times. 'Y/n will make a full recovery.' He handed the letter back to Jean. "Thank you. This is wonderful news indeed." A small smile played on his lips, and his soft voice lost the edge it had carried all week. He pivoted on his heel pushing open the door with an enthusiasm that Jean had not seen before, and strolled out of the building.
He felt the pressure that had been so present in his chest for days alleviate as he grew closer to the cathedral. Albedo was practically jogging with the pace he entered the church, throwing open the door and making a beeline for the infirmary. His head pounded, hazy at the good news. It all seemed to be happening so fast, was it possible that after all of that you could be okay? That you were going to be okay? He found Barbara in the infirmary hallway and she gave him a warm smile, different from the sorrowful ones she had given for what had been many visits now.
Albedo paused outside of your door, taking a deep breath, and Barbara gave him a reassuring nod. "Y/n woke up some hours ago, just please be gentle, the affects of a coma can be quite draining."
Albedo nodded pushing open the door carefully and stepped inside. You were sat, looking out the small window on the other side of your bed, but you turned hearing the door open. Your heart fluttered as the blonde figure shut the door quietly and approached your bed, his eyes not leaving yours. You smiled softly, and weakly held out your hand and he took it, relishing in the returned warmth in your fingers as you gently pulled him on to your mattress and into a hug.
Albedo buried his head against your neck, letting you hold him close. The feeling of your hands pressing into his back and on his hair was all he could ask for after weeks of feeling them limp and lifeless.
You pulled away and your hands found each others, fingers intertwined as you laughed gently. "Been a little while, huh?" You hummed.
Albedo nodded still speechless.
"I'm sorry for making you worry, Albedo." You smoothed your fingers over the skin on the back of his hands, and he softened hearing you say his name. Oh, how he had missed that. Suddenly that familiar guilt crept into his throat, tightening it as he tried to speak. He had no idea what he wanted to say, before without thinking: "No, don't apologize Y/n. I'm sorry."
Suddenly the feelings he had felt over the past weeks welled up again and he felt his chest shake as he took a deep breath. You tucked a strand of stray ash blond behind his ear, smiling all the while. "For what?"
"For taking you for granted." He choked out, as the feelings spilled their way into words. "I'm sorry I pushed you away like that. I realise now that time with you is just as precious to me as it is to you. In a way this helped me realize that." He looked into your eyes, and his honest apology made your chest tighten.
"It's alright, I shouldn't have been so pushy. I understand your work is important I just.. missed you?" You sighed, voice week from your recent ailment. "It was selfish, I shouldn't feel entitled to you like that." Finally admitting it was difficult, and you felt a weight lift from your chest yet the feeling remained still.
Albedo leaned in and kissed your forehead gently and you relaxed under one of his rare affections. "Do not feel guilty for expecting that time from me, I admit you were right. Yet with all things there is a balance, my love." He said softly as you took him into your arms once more. It was rare to see him so touchy in a place that wasn't your home, but you welcomed it pulling him into your chest.
"I supposed your right." You agreed. "As usual." You lay against the pillows that were propping you up minutes before, the alchemist laying against your chest. He hummed softly at your joking praise and his arms tightened around you.
And that's how the two of you stayed for a long while. The relief of both of your apologies settled in place of that dark feeling that had previously sat heavily in both of your hearts, as you drifted back, into a more peaceful sleep. The weight of Albedo against you felt secure keeping you anchored. You ran a hand through his hair as you enjoyed the comfortable silence for a bit.
"Barbara told me you came here every day while I was asleep." You murmured.
Albedo turned his head so he wouldn't be speaking into your shoulder. "I did." He said simply and you smiled.
"That makes me feel a lot better, I'll be honest." Your hands worked through a few knots in his hair absent mindedly. "I'm still a little freaked out about the whole thing."
"I'm glad my presence was of some reassurance Y/n." Albedo pressed a fleeting kiss to your cheek, as there was a knock from the door. Albedo stood, your hands lingering for a moment in one another's as he went to open to door. Barbara stood there holding some fresh bandages.
"Excuse the intrusion but I need to check Y/n's injuries once more. I won't be long."
Albedo nodded stepping aside and letting the girl into the room, before stepping out himself. You gave him a look of confusion, wanting him to stay a little longer."Wait Albedo-"
"Don't worry. I'll be right here waiting for you when your finished. I won't leave you again."
You sat silently, nodding slightly.
"I promise Y/n." And with his sweet words echoing in your mind, Albedo gently shut the door to your room. He would not take you for granted ever again.
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being a traveler , youâve had your fair share of injuries. some worse than others. some ⌠you werenât quite sure how you healed from them.
some injuries were sourced from carelessness , ignorance , or pride. you did take more care to not get injured after falling in love with kazuha , though. he means the world to you , you canât imagine leaving him alone in it. you knew he had his worries about you , and as much as he wishes he could follow you into battle .. sometimes you just traveled where he could not follow. he was a wanted man , after all. but you always returned home. always on time , or earlier. you were never late so .. why were you late ?
kazuha paced back and forth, nibbling at his fingernails in his worry. you were supposed to be home from this commission hours ago .. where had you gone ?
his pacing is interrupted by a deckhand knocking on the door of your shared quarters , the place you two had been calling home for a while.
â kazuha , you have a letter. itâs important. â
he doesnât say anything other than a quiet thanks as he unfolds the delicate paper , reading the words scribbled down. you can almost see the moment his spine stiffens and his blood feels like ice in his veins. kazuha is out of that door and jumping off the boat in a second , using his anemo vision to aid him in his sprint towards a certain inn.
heâll be damned if he cares about getting caught. you have docked in liyue anyway , the chances were slim. all he cared about was reaching you in time.
the letter had been delivered to inform your fellow crew of your condition. youâd taken a hit from the blunt side of a mitachurlâs axe. it broke several bones on impact , but your arm had shielded most of the damage away from your ribs. youâd be extremely lucky if your arm healed back completely , though.
youâd been ushered to one of the upper floors of the Wangshu Inn by several adventurers who had found you on their way home , laying unconscious. your arm was obviously broken , making even the seasoned adventurers wince at the sight of it. verr goldet had convinced the green-haired adeptus living at the inn to deliver the letter , your condition was critical and your companions and loved ones needed to be notified of your whereabouts. after running the errand , however , he went back to his anti-social tendencies and disappeared against the mortal eye. he had no reason to be physically present with you .. but maybe he could watch over nearby and make sure you were breathing. just got verr goldet , of courseâŚ
you can hear kazuhaâs voice pierce the thick fog of your unconsciousness.
â where are they ?! [ name ] , i- i got a letter they were here and hurt , where are they ?! â he calls , voice hoarse and you can almost hear the way his heart shatters in it. you donât have the strength to open your eyes , but you can hear his light footsteps approaching the cot youâre resting on as the door opens.
kazuha falls to his knees beside you, grabbing your unwrapped hand with his and holding it close to him, mumbling incoherent prayers to some god that youâre okay. you peek at him through your eyelashes , moving your hand to pet his hair.
âkazu , you worry too much.â you speak.
a held breath leaves his body , and you can see his shoulders relax. unshed tears shine against his eyes , a shaky laugh leaving him.
âyou worried me sick. what happened ? are you hurt ?â
you laugh. a weak sound leaving your beaten body, your hand once resting on kazuhaâs hair moving to your shattered arm. â ⌠yeah.â
kazuhaâs eyebrows furrow , and he stands to get a better view of your other arm. With how heavily it was bandaged , and the makeshift splint peeking through the layers of fabric and gauze , it wasnât hard to figure out just how bad the injuries were. You had other bandages and bandaids scattered around your body , a few small ones on your face. kazu wordlessly presses soft kisses to each of the wounds on your upper body, scooping you into his arms. heâs mindful of your injury , keeping any and all pressure off of your arm.
..
oh how you wished you were in his arms again. the blue sky above you seemed to dull as you laugh. laugh at the gods for cursing you this way. left to bleed out on an expedition in jueyun karst. your previous break had left you with permanent injury in your arm , and though you could move it just fine , the range in which you could was not as good as it used to be. meaning , your entire side was exposed to enemy attack.
you knew how kazuha beat himself up that time. when you first broke your arm , he didnât leave you alone until you had completely healed. apologies spewed from his mouth for the first few days. he was sorry he wasnât there to protect you. how long it took him to get to you. sorry for not being the one to find you.
knowing that , you almost hoped he didnât find you. it would shatter him more than you just not returning home. ah .. home. it was such a warm place. you and kazuha shared many memories there. you grew closer there.
you let your eyes close , the blood loss making your eyelids feel like lead and your limbs feel like ice. maybe it wasnât your delirious state that made the sky seem dull , as soft raindrops patter against your face , making your spilled blood travel with the water. does death feel warm , you wonder ? as warm as kazuhaâs hands around you ? what youâd give to feel his arms around you one last time.
youâre too far gone to realize a warmth does embrace you until youâre physically shaken into conscious. your eyes flutter , and reveal a certain ronin dressed in red clothing. tears stream freely down his cheeks , his words nothing more than gibberish to you. you smile to yourself , cursing the gods once more to give the love of your life the pain of watching you die.
the downpour grows heavier , drenching both you and kazuha as it washes away every feeling from your body. with the little strength you have left , you lift a shaker hand and hold kazuhaâs face. a smear of your own blood is left from where you rub your thumb on his cheek , trying to reassure him with what you have.
âkazuha , I love you. donât you ever forget that.â you murmur , and one of his own hands goes to cover the one holding his face.
âdont talk like that. Iâm going to save you , I wonât let you die here.â he speaks , but deep down you both know thereâs no saving you. the edges of your vision go blurry as you lose strength to hold your own hand up , and kazuha does it for you.
âswear to me. swear that you wonât forget how much i love you.â you whisper , and you can feel yourself letting your eyes close. if you have any hope of living , you know you need to keep them open. kazuha does too as he ushers you to look at him , to reopen your eyes , to say something. anything.
he can feel his own will draining from his limbs as he hugs your dying body close to his. youâre cold , colder than any cryo beast heâs ever fought. colder than the rain falling down on your bodies. youâre already gone , he realizes. pulling your body into his lap, he wraps an article of his clothing around you as he leans against a rock. letting the rain soak through his hair and into his clothes , he holds you close to him.
âi swear it.â
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-kreide đŞś
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I am gross sobbing-
Helping Albedo out with his research by day and at night he researches you under the covers. đ he uses that time to try different positions and different ways to drive you wild. He doesnât understand why the pain of your nails scratching down his back is so pleasurable, he wants more. Albedo and his favorite assistant make many frequent trips up the mountain for this âresearchâ
yaâll horn knee for the alkemist
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Well hereâs more food
We know that albedo is mostly outside gathering some herbs or something for his alchemy or probably near somewhere to continue with his research.
So as his assistant, itâs a responsibility you always follow wherever he goes and assist him with anything. And what did you assist him with?
Of course, itâs sex. After he did that intimate act with you, he wants to âexpandâ his knowledge and further gather more reactions from you.
Oh how red your face was when he calmly calls your name and tells you to lift up your skirt. It was just a simple touching here and there. A finger tracing your panties, his hand slowly trailing to your shirt as he pushes you against the tree until your back is resting on it.
He hums and looks down to see your blouse unbuttoned that your bra was practically exposed to him. The pen between his fingers was nudged to the center of your chest and he used it as leverage to lift up your undergarments without laying a finger on you.
You shuddered at the cold air brushing your skin. Your nipples are turning hard both from the wind and at his focused stare. You bit your lower lip and looked elsewhere other than him, your fingers digging on the rough trunk of the tree to make yourself smaller from his lean body.
âWhat are you feeling right now, [Name]?â He calmly asked, bringing the pen to your nipples and toys with them. How in the world does he still remain calm from this?! Does he not get worried or anxious if someone happens to see you both here half-naked in the middle of the forest?!
âCold, sir...â And yet you still answered him and helped him with this so-called research.
âNot hot and bothered at all?â He inquired once again and this time bringing the pen lower, trailing to your abdomen until to your clothed core, brushing the tip onto it that had your nerves shivering in delight.
âA... a bit...â you stammered and lifted your hand up to your lips to quiet your noises. Albedoâs face scrunched up when he saw you covering your face. He brought his gloved hands on top of yours and brought it down to your side.
âI never said to put your hand there, did I?â His voice was sharp and a bit darker than the calming and velvety voice youâve grown to love. You shook your head and apologized to him sheepishly.
The alchemist sighed and put the pen back in his pocket before resting his hand on your bare shoulder.
âTurn around.â He ordered.
Thereâs no way you canât go against him. Heâs your supervisor and itâs unlikely of you, his trusted assistant, to disobey him. It only brought you excitement and made you even wetter than before at his demanding tone.
Youâve never seen him like this at all even in your previous sex with him. You mustered all the courage you have left in you to nod at him, desperately holding yourself back from grinding against him as he presses himself onto you.
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âI think Mister Albedo should be here...â The female alchemist muttered to herself whilst looking at the piece of paper left by the Kreideprinz in the Favonius Headquarters.
The crunching of dry leaves filled her ears as she turned her head left and right to look for any signs of the familiar ash-blonde head.Â
âMhng~!âÂ
Her ears perked up at the muffled sound from the nearby tree.Â
Did someone get hurt? Or maybe itâs you and Albedo doing the research. Sucrose hasnât seen anyone wandering around here so itâs a possibility it could be either you or Albedo.
She seeks the source of the sound, gradually increasing in volume the more steps she takes and her whole face and body went aflame at the scandalous acts of the Chief Alchemist and his assistant. She quickly hid behind the tree and concealed her mouth with both hands.
âA-Albedo...! Hah... mng~!! Faster p-please!â You begged, tightly gripping on his arm as he held your body close to him while your other hand was resting on the bumpy trunk whilst he pounds in and out of you frantically.
âFaster, huh...?âÂ
You bit your lip harshly, almost grazing the skin to emit blood when he thrust his hips against yours hitting your sweet spot that weakened your knees. You canât think clearly. The overwhelming pleasure is filling you up and youâre beginning to see stars the more he hits that one certain spot. You want him to go deeper, you want to listen to his moans of your name, you want his fingers to leave marks on your hips.
Youâre tightly hugging his cock, youâre taking his size so well, and you wanted more of him.Â
Faster,
Deeper,
More,
More
More...!
You moaned his name as you cum on his cock, and Albedo finds himself being pushed on the edge as well when you clamped your thighs together. With just a few more thrusts he can reach his climax as well.Â
His eyes quickly darted to the side when he saw small movements and rustling from the bushes. His motions faltered a bit, slowing down his pace and loosening his grip on your hips. You whined at the lack of pleasure that filled you that slowly died down and ran out of your system.Â
Looking over your shoulder to take a peek at him, his eyes were focused on the opposite side of the forest. Before you could even open your mouth to voice your concern, your eyes went dark all of a sudden. Warm and hot breathing was caressing against him and your throat bounced in turbulence as if Albedo had another plan on fucking you twice in a row.
âFocus on me,â His silky voice echoed in your ears as he proceeded on smacking his body with yours once again.
Heâs very much aware his other assistance noticed them. But did that stop him from fucking you and making you cum again?Â
No.
Poor Sucrose immediately dashed out from the forest in fear if the Chief Alchemist caught her red-handed from peeping and disturbing his study.
Pairing: Zhongli x fem!reader
Genre: SMUTTTT!!
Words: 5.2k
A/N: Oh god i have no braincells anymore. Zhongli fcked with my braincells as well. Here ya go. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Happy Birthday as well.
Warning: THIS IS AN 18+ FIC, SO MINORS OUT THERE, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION.
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Genshin Impact (NSFW husbando ver.) click and drag game!
MINORS DNI
warnings: flashing images, NSFW content/sexual themes
characters included: diluc, kaeya, childe/tartaglia, zhongli, dainsleif, albedo, xiao, baizhu
*general game notes/how to play
guide: the numbers correspond to the actions/relations below
FWB
Lose your virginity to
Hate-fuck with
Has lewd fantasies about you
Possessive of you
Ex
Pleasures you the best
Baby Daddy
End up marrying
Pairing: Zhongli x fem!reader
Genre: SMUTTTT!!Â
Words: 4.6k
A/N: So uh yeah, this was mainly inspired by hcs from @genshin-spiceâ!! thank you for the ideas sjkdha as well as the asks I have received! I decided to combine them into one fic bc im lazy i hope u like it jkasdha
Warning: THIS IS AN 18+ FIC, SO MINORS OUT THERE, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION.Â
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It was in the dead of the night.
Zhongli breathed in; eyes dilated.
His study was quietâyet all he could hear was his heart beat pounding violently against his chest and the sound of skin rubbing against skin.
He couldnât take it.
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⌠angst with no comfort, except for zhongliâs
i just really canât see him saying something that mean iâm sorry
g/n reader as always!
yâall didnât actually think i wouldnât post angst for valentines day ⌠right? enjoy <3
*note: thereâs a slight mention of dilucâs past in his section that some might not know about. you can look here on the wiki to read about it, or skip it if you donât want spoilers.
part one | the moment they fell for you with diluc, kaeya, childe, zhongli, and xiao
diluc can hardly even look at you. he needs to calm down, he can feel his rational slipping â but every time he pictures you recklessly running into the middle of a battle, an unbearable rage shoots through him.
âdiluc, youâre being childishââ
âoh, iâm being childish? this is ridiculous, i canât believe you,â he spits. âthat was quite possibly the dumbest decision youâve ever made. i donât even know why i bother to bring you along with me anymore.â
you scoff, eyes narrowing. âyouâre kidding, right? iâve saved your ass on numerous occasions, sorry for the inconvenience.â
his jaw clenches as diluc struggles to keep his temper, shaking his head at your words. âwhat you did today was idiotic. had i not reached you in time, you wouldnât be standing here at this moment.â
you continue to glare at him, eyes hardening as you say, âwell, i guess we didnât all have the luxury of training with the knights.â
he snaps.
diluc visibly seems to bristle as the simmering anger in his eyes begins to burn brighter. he takes a step toward you, not noticing the fresh fear in your gaze.
âhow dare you?â he growls, voice growing louder as he continues to speak. âi have done nothing but babysit you ever since we met â i let you join me on my errands because i thought it would help you find a sense of worth, but i suppose it was useless. youâre nothing but a burden.â
you swallow before quietly asking, âis that how you really feel?â he huffs out a humorless laugh that only makes your heart ache more, the man standing in front of you seeming more and more like a stranger.
âwhy would i waste my time lying?â
you have no response as you stare back at him, the shock and hurt evident in your eyes. he drops his gaze.Â
âi think it would be best if you left,â he says, voice low and threatening. youâre quick to turn and briskly walk out the door, leaving diluc alone with his thoughts. his mind begins to clear as soon as he realizes what he said, an overwhelming wave of guilt washing over him. he quickly makes his way outside, sighing in relief when he sees your figure walking away from the winery.
he catches up to you, panic setting in when you refuse to look at him. âplease, we should talkââ
âi want nothing to do with you,â you retort, trying to quicken your pace. âleave me alone.â
âi shouldnât have said that,â he tries, stepping in front of you. you glare up at him, and diluc feels his heart crack when he sees the tears welling in your eyes. âplease come back with me, we need to talk about this.â he gently tries to reach for your hand, eyes widening when he sees you flinch away.Â
were you scared of him?
âthereâs nothing to talk about.â your voice is small, yet he can still sense the hurt in it. âlet me go, diluc.â
âiââ
âmove.â reluctantly, he moves to the side, watching hopelessly as you walk away.Â
diluc swears his world gets a bit dimmer when he realizes he might have lost you for good.
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Decided that maybe i should post here too 0-0 â¨
Drew a fanart of Hu Tao <3
I told myself Iâd draw something serious and detailed but then-
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â itâs a shame Albedo is a geo unitâ
They said look at all that shame
I said bitch where
They said under all the geo
I said bitch where
HAHAGA I LIVE FOR THIS
this lives in my head rent free
Good luck to everyone pulling on Zhongliâs banner, I hope he comes home for all yall! To those who may spend money on his banner, please spend responsibly and donât be like Zhongli.
Childe in the newest 1.1 update
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Genshin Impact click and drag game!
Game notes
Please use a browser other than Google Chrome to play because the gif always locks onto its first frame on Chrome. Safari and Firefox works, please try those.
If you're on mobile, I'd highly suggest screenshotting the gifs individually rather than as a set to avoid getting the same person for everything
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⼠my current obsession!!
⼠I know there'll be new characters soon but I'll just post this until then! I'll update it when they get released
⼠if you wanna add me, my UID is 611652015 (*ďžâ˝ďž)ďž
People have been adopting their favourite characters so much now that Mihoyo actually went and said: Meet Childe, your new child.
When people first meet the twins, they think that Aether is the chaotic one and Lumine is the stotic one, until they realize their mistake when Lumine tries to stab whatever problems they have and Aether has to stop her.
Aether calls Paimon emergency food as a joke or an affectionate nickname in reference of how they met. Lumine is 100% serious about eating Paimon if she is ever low on food.