I’m Jealous Of Those Who Can Function Like A Normal Human Being. They Don’t Have Anxiety Holding

“Trust me when I tell you: The most beautiful eyes have cried the most. The happiest smile was sad all along. & the coldest person felt the most.”

— The Poetic Boy

i dont want to live another year.

if im not 20lbs down by christmas

i will simply pass away

I wish I knew what happiness felt like

“Having a soulmate is not always about love. You can find your soulmate in a friendship too.”

— Unknown

I am not capable of healing. Every single thing that has hurt me and caused me pain or broken me in some profound way has distorted into this wound that bleeds at the slightest touch

I’m trying so fucking hard and no one sees that. I’m trying so fucking hard to stay alive but my breathing is getting shallow and my heart is beating slower and if I don’t wake up tomorrow just fucking forget about me.

“She is written in a foreign tongue.”

- Henry James, The Portrait of a Lady

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