Latest Posts by mossthedemon - Page 3

To everyone who reached out to me so I can draw you, I promise I'm still doing requests. It's taking me a little while (currently in a bad flare up and my insomnia is rlly bad) due to low spoons, but if you haven't gotten a drawing or response from me yet—I see you! I'm making my way thru the requests, and you shall be included.

Huh. You know what. I thought I was a sloth demon before. But... I'm highly doubting it now. The only reason I dont do that much ever (and therefore identifying with the sin of sloth a lot. Also cause of that one memory i have, but solitude means peace—theres nothing to incite my wrath. So no wonder i felt so peaceful in my home in the void) is cause of my disability. Before my disability kicked in so hard, I had a lot of energy.

I think my demonself actually embodies Wrath. I either simmer or burn hot when i shift and i feel that emotionally too. also makes sense for why my element is fire, despite feeling burnt out and no energy most of the time.

I'm still figuring stuff out I guess

Fingers ache too badly to draw today :(((

anyone else ever wish they could lie down harder? Like, I'm already horizontal, but I need more horizontal. I need to be absorbed by the floor. I think that would fix me

Watching the sun rise when youre having a chronic pain flare up is like being the final girl in a horror movie

Demon Of Pain - Night 3

My legs ache so badly i can't sleep. My back isn't much better. Took melatonin earlier and i think i fell asleep for a little bit but now im awake again and no matter how tired I am I just. Cant sleep thru the pain. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts! FUCK fibromyalgia and withdrawal

your only job on this earth is to be so intrinsically yourself that the right people gravitate toward you and the wrong people move out of your way

Greetings!! I saw you post about wanting to draw some nonhumans!! I've got two types, a space/star shapeshifter thing, and a werefox! But it doesn't seem like I can attach them here,, do you mind if I dm you?

Well met! :3

I'd love to draw both!! You have my permission to dm me!

hello !!! angelkin here who’s recently been reawoken to this part of me. in most ways i feel like i was some sort of eyeless, formless sort of humanoid. like a being composed of light, almost like the very rough sketch of a figure in an oil painting, lines and all. i also know in heaven i had very large wings that could wrap around two different beings at the same time! though they were severed when i fell to earth. sorry for the rambling !

Oooooo your being sounded so majestic!! And cool!! (And a little bit terrifying but I mean that lovingly)

That wingspan!! Damn! I'm jealous 👀 I remember my wings being pretty small most of the time or not there at all until I shifted them (bonus of being a demon was formshifting/shapeshifting).

I'm sorry you no longer have your wings at the moment.

I'm delighted that you rambled to me, and I will absolutely draw you!

could you please draw my raccoon and/or coyote theriotype? /nf

Hiya! Absolutely! Thank u so much for reaching out :D

It might take me at most a few days cause I've gotten a few asks. Or it might be tonight or tmr. Who knows (definitely not me ahsksj)

I'm so excited to draw ur theriotypes!!

my eyes burn hot like the fires of hell

To whomever it may be relevant;

You are a delightful horror beyond comprehension. Spread your wings, grant forbidden knowledge with your gaze, and allow your hymn to soothe and frighten.

From a lady of delusion, to a beautiful horror such as you, you are not of my domain nor are you my acolyte; regardless of what you are told by another or by yourself. You are Great and you are Correct and you are Magnificent.

Felt like trying to be motivational/conforting tonight.

guys pls im nice i promise (<- literally a demon)

man I just wanna feel rested

Hello fellow kins!!!

I'm curious as to what ur forms look like, and if you'd let me, I wanna try drawing some of yall!!

My asks are open if u wanna describe ur form!

(If u have no form that's valid too!!!)

Meow meow meow meow. So lemme get this straight!! You are a proshipping demonkin system??? HELLO SAILORRRR! /j /ref

Meow Meow ~

Lmao yes I am. I got bookmarked dead dove/proshipping fics in the hundreds on ao3 :3

(I got a few siscest ships i love... mostly vijinx and elsanna but tbh everytime theres a pair of sisters in a show i love im like... well i gotta check out the fics at least once now. For science.)

Aside from that, my fav shipping trope is enemies to lovers (but like. The actually violent kind. The tension!!!)

Glad to meet another proshipper!! Hell yeah!! >:3

I think this sailor is a lil too old for u (I'm 23 going on 125 😌), so I'm not gonna do the hello sailor back even in a joking manner, sry! But it's lovely to chat with another system :D

(I haven't gotten to before cause im normally a social recluse lol)

Petitions - UK Government and Parliament

Petition: Do not stop transgender people from receiving care in mainstream hospital wards

The previous government proposed changes to the NHS constitution which would mean transgender hospital patients in England may not be treate

Well fucks? Get to it!

Ya know, sometimes there IS a demon in your closet. (It's me. I'm the demon in your closet.)

Awh omg hii

Do u like beetles. And more importantly... will u name him :3

Bonus:

This beetle got booty✨️

Demon Of Pain - Day 1

Going thru withdrawal again. Day 1 without seroquel (a sedative). Wish my sanity luck cause my insomnia came back with a vengeance.

Drew this when I got off of effexor almost a year ago.

My fibromyalgia is a bitch to deal with when it comes to withdrawal. Last time I was often bed bound for a month and then after gradually got my strength back while dealing with less withdrawal symptoms, and at the time I felt like I had lost my sanity. That my mind had fractured from the pain.

It's taken months and therapy to get where I am now. I'm stronger for it. I know I can make it through this, and I know what to do when I get overwhelmed now.

Still. Not looking forward to the upcoming breakdowns.

I'll most likely be posting a lot to the void on this account during this time btw, cause thats what I did last time (on a different site that my family follows so fuck that this time around). It helps for some reason.

Welcome to the Demon of Pain series where you'll be following this demon in its natural habitat... pain 😌

This. Yes. Thisssssssss. I feel the same (23 physically atm tho). Chronically ill dealing with fibromyalgia, I couldn't do any of those either. Ur not alone.

I'm trying to post to be part of this community, but tbh I have trouble finding stuff for demonkin. For findings new posts that aren't about animalkin (no hate, I have a headmate who's a big cat). There's not many new posts for demonkin, so most of it is the same whenever I check. Which is why im posting. Maybe another demon or divinekin will feel less alone if I do. And its a good place to get out feelings I can't talk about to anyone irl.

Part of me being a demon means that "darker" side is very prominent tbh. Has been since I was young. When I'm the one present in this body, I usually only like the trusted ones around me. Most of the time when I go outside my instinctive hate for humans flares up—even though I dont hate humans anymore. But I do feel anger at the humans around me in public. For daring to look at me. I just hate being perceived without being powerful or looking like myself. Like they can look upon me without fear or respect or deference. That's just one example. There's more.

I love the dark, and I love being alone. But at the same time, I crave companionship that understands me. I wish I knew another demon in person. Fuck it, I wish I knew another nonhuman in person.

For now I'll content myself with the shadows.

Anyone else feel like an outcast in the alterhuman community?

Most of the therians/alterhumans/nonhumans I see online are minors; I’m 20 years old.

Most of them can do quadrobics; I can’t run on all fours for five minutes without everything hurting, and if I did a jump, I’d probably break my wrists

A lot of them seem to enjoy the company of humans; I’ve never trusted or liked humans

Most of the community talks about being “silly” or “cute” when experiencing a mental shift; I have violent, animal instincts and avoid others when I feel a mental shift coming on

I don’t know. I just feel like a lot of us have become… tame. And I’m not. I feel like we as a community don’t talk about the “darker” side of not being human. The violent prey drive. The instinctive fear of humans that wild animals have.

To clarify, I mean no hate towards those who genuinely enjoy not being human. I just feel like even in a community of outcasts, I’m an outcast.

It’s just frustrating. In a place meant for those who aren’t human, I’m still too different to fit in. I just want to have a place to belong, you know?

biting is such a versatile response to things

you love someone? bite them

you hate someone? bite

bored? bite bite

tired? chomp

the telling way everyone who knows me automatically assumes I'm gonna play a tiefling in dnd 😌

You seem so cool!!:3

—an angelkin

Thank u!! also hell yeah another proshipper <3

>:3

(ngl I'm pretty asocial and I've never gotten an ask before and ahhhh lowkey anxious about offending u somehow if I don't interact more but also. Mmmmm. Anxiety)

(Aight now I go back to the void, hope u have a good week ✌️)

(Feel free to share an angelkin thing/experience if u want! I'm curious)

I remembered a brief memory of my home in hell(?) yesterday. It was so sunny out, and I was biking to go vote. I craved the void and my dark cave so strongly even tho I knew I should be enjoying such a lovely day.

And I saw a flash of my home. Dark stone walls that opened up to a huge window (no glass, just air) to the void outside. Pure black... peaceful. A long luxurious couch and a drink in my hand as I lean back. I could see clearly even though I dont remember any light sources in the memory. (Also ahhhh it felt so right to have my wings and my tail and night vision i miss it)

I was a sloth demon (the sloth ring). We were also called void demons.

Tho no idea what I used to do to have such luxury. And i dont remember anything else. It was just a brief remembrance of a moment. Any other divinekin remember a little bit of their homes? (Or other alterbeings! Feel free to pitch in!!)

Sloth demonkin culture is eepy

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“why do you stretch your shoulderblades so much?” my wings boy. boy my wings

I NEED YOU TO BE PRESENT

FOR WHAT I AM GOING TO DO NEXT

Sinner

i will never forgive the internet for making the phrase “fiction affects reality” inherently suspicious because like fiction absolutely does affect reality in the sense that the themes and messages of media can challenge or affirm people’s biases, it can impact one’s ideology, so much of fiction is commentary on real social issues

and yet! everyone who uses the phrase fiction affects reality is using it as a pro-censorship argument and i simply do not fuck with that