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#𝐁𝐲𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐞: a study in soft things

Signe   watched   him   carefully,   catching   the   tenderness   in   his   face   as   he   talked   about   his   mum.   When   he   said   he   couldn’t   wait   to   call   her,   her   smile   softened.  “That’s   really   sweet.   I’m   sure   she’ll   love   that   you   thought   of   her."   But   then   he   asked   about   her   designs,   and   she   could   practically   feel   her   walls   go   up.   Her   hand   smoothed   the   hem   of   her   shirt,   a   nervous   habit.   She   laughed—soft,   and   a   little   awkward—and   ducked   her   head,   letting   her   hair   fall   forward   to   hide   how   off-guard   his   genuine   interest   had   caught   her.   People   were   usually   politely   curious,   not… excited.  “I   mostly   do   sketches,”   she   said,   waving   her   hand   dismissively.   “I’ve   put   a   few   things   together,   but   I’m   still   building   my   portfolio.   I   haven’t   really   shown   many   people…”   Her   thumb   traced   the   strap   of   her   bag.  He’s   probably   just   being   nice.  Still,   when   she   glanced   back,   his   eyes   were   bright,   no   hint   of   teasing   in   sight.   That   steadiness   nudged   something   loose   in   her.  “…But   if   you’re   really   interested,   I   could   show   you   one   of   my   mood boards   sometime?”   she   offered,   unsure   but   hopeful.  She   found   herself   giggling   despite   herself   as   he   joked   about   football   being   an   art   form.  “I   don’t   know   that   I’m   an   authority,”   she   said,  “but   if   it   makes   people   feel   something,   I   think   an   argument   could   be   made.”   Her   eyes   shone   as   he   tried   pronouncing   her   name   –   the   words   coming   out   a   little   clumsy   but   filled   with   more   effort   than   most   made   to   get   it   as   close   to   the   authentic   pronunciation.  “I’m   not   one   to   judge   accents,”   Signe  smiled,   gesturing   at   her   herself.   Even   after   years   in   the   States,   her   Swedish   accent   still   slipped   out   sometimes.  She   allowed   him   to   tell   her   about   his   passion   for   cooking   –   about   nostalgia   and   Italy,   and   found   herself   utterly   charmed   by   his   sincerity.  “Oh,”   she   exhaled,   his   invitation   to   spend   more   time   together   catching   her   by   surprise.   Signe  blinked   rapidly   before   answering   him,   almost   shyly   and   more   quietly   than   she’d   intended.  “Yeah.   I’d   like   that.”

"You're not wrong at all. I might have to ask her if she actually likes flowers.. Besides, you know, gettin' em for Mother's Day and stuff." His face softened as she talked about the beauty and color. Charlie's mind drifted to where they'd lived when he'd grown up; all brick buildings, broken gutters and hardly a touch of color on the streets. A council estate where beauty wasn't a main priority. "You're.. Huh.. You might be spot on there. I can't wait to call me mum later and chat about it." Charlie's eyes lit up at the mention of fashion. "You jokin' me? You have to show me some of your stuff. I bet you're great at it."

"Now I'm just gonna keep askin' ya if things I enjoy are art. And if it's about how it makes me feel, football was.. I guess it still is my favorite art form?" He laughs at how corny it sounds, "I might take that back. Somethin' about an athlete sayin' they're an artist.. Nah." Charlie's laugh continues, "I cringed at meself." He waved his hands in the air in an effort to erase his words.

"Signe." He repeated, his accent thick, "I promise I'm tryin' to say it like you, but there's no gettin rid of this." Charlie pointed to his mouth with his free hand, looking down at their other hands still together. As he glanced back up, she'd been standing closer, his features all softening at their proximity. "Well, I work at Mango Bay Restaurant.. So I'm always tryin' to come up with some of those more fancy dishes." He pauses, chewing down on his bottom lip as his smile widened. He slowly released her hand, nearly forgetting it was there. "But at me apartment, it's all comfort food from back home. Or- honestly, I think I cook for the nostalgia, yeah? I miss my mates from Italy and suddenly I'm makin' homemade pasta. Goes for anywhere, innit. I just love bein' able to put myself back somewhere with just a taste. Like that guy from Ratatouille." He paused, "I ain't gotta be in for a few more hours.. If.. Would you like to walk with me? We could talk more about your fashion and you could tell me what I'm supposed to notice in all these."

She   smiled   softly,   glancing   towards   him.   “Well,   there’s   still   beauty   in   that   too,   isn’t   there?”   she   tilted   her   head,   playfully.  “Your   mum   might   not   be   arranging   bouquets,   but   being   surrounded   by   all   that   life   and   color   still   leaves   an   impact.”  At   his   question   about   her   muse,   her   gaze   focused   back   onto   the   canvas   before   them.  “Fashion   stuff,   mostly,”  she   began,   her   tone   casual   and   slightly   downplaying   just   how   much   all   that  ‘fashion   stuff’   meant   to   her.  “Fabric,   textiles   –   I   sketch   and   make   my   own   designs   –   not   for   anyone   else   yet,   but…”  Signe   shrugged,   leaving   her   sentence   unfinished.  The   girl   watched   as   he   stepped   forward   to   study   the   painting   a   little   more   closely,   and   she   allowed   the   silence   to   stretch   comfortably   as   he   made   his   own   assessments   of   the   piece.    When   he   turned   back   to   her,   all   honesty   and   charm,   it   made   her   smile   without   meaning   to.  “That’s   the   thing   about   art,”   she   said,   tucking   a   strand   of   her   unruly   hair   behind   her   ear.  “It’s   not   about   knowing   what   you’re   looking   at,   it’s   about   how   it   makes   you   feel.”   Signe   shifted   slightly,   turning   to   face   him   more   directly.   “And   for   the   record,   food absolutely   counts.   There’s   so   much   emotion   in   taste.”   He   introduced   himself,   and   a   playful   smile   curved   her   lips   as   she   reached   out   to   shake   his   hand.  “Signe. Sing-neh.   But   you   can   call   me   whatever   sounds   right,”  she   joked.   Still   holding   his   hand,   she   leaned   in,   lowering   her   voice   to   a   conspiring   whisper.   “So,   Charlie   the   Culinary   Artist,   what   kind   of   food   are   we   talking?   Tiny   towers   and   edible   flowers,   or   greasy   comfort   food?”

Charlie held a gentle smile as the girl explained the piece wasn't painted by her, "That's lovely. What a cool way to pass on an interest. My mum works at this garden center, but more like 'the soil's over here' and less of the beauty of flowers, I guess." He lets out a soft laugh as he glances between her and the painting, "What's your medium then? If this isn't it, what's your style?"

The way that she'd spoken about the painting had Charlie's eyes immediately focusing more, his feet taking a small step forward to get a better look at the colors. "I would've never even thought about somethin' like that. Don't always know what I'm supposed to be lookin' at when I look at a paintin'." He turned on his heel, attention back on the girl as his head shook, "Honestly? I know nothin' about art. Never grew up really interested, but livin' here it's impossible not to stare. Now I'm definitely someone who appreciates it, really. I can't-.. Genuinely, can't draw for shit, let alone do anythin' close to this." A shrug lifts on his shoulders, "Unless you consider food art. You could say that's my medium." He jokes, holding his hand out towards the girl, "I'm Charlie."

Havana Rose Liu photographed by Valheria Rocha for The Sky is Everywhere, February 2022.

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Driven (2018)

Celine's   expression   shifted,   barely   concealing   her   amusement.   Her   eyes   glanced   down   at   the   basket   in   his   hand   with   several   well-worn   books.   "Books,"   she   noted,   a   hint   of   approval   slipping   into   her   voice.   "I'm   surprised   you   managed   to   find   that   many   in   a   shop   like   this."   His   sudden   lava   lamp   factoid   made   her   blink   once   and   then   let   out   a   laugh,   slightly   incredulous.   "Astro   lamps,   huh?"   she   echoed,   folding   her   arms.   "That   kind   of   sounds   like   the   name   of   a   failed   disco   band   from   the   seventies.   I   kinda   love   that."   She   leaned   against   one   of   the   nearby   display   tables   and   tilted   her   head   at   the   boy.   "Are   you   always   full   of   obscure   trivia,   or   is   today   just   my   lucky   day?"   she   asked.

Henry looked up as he heard the woman speak, wondering if she was actually conversing with him or just thin air. And then she turned to him, causing his cheeks to color up a little bit as her eyes unexpectedly met his. “Well--” Before he really had time to voice his opinion on the sunglasses, she was asking him another question. A faint smile touched his lips as she spoke, though his nose wrinkled just slightly at the idea of couches with suspicious stains. “Well, none of those,” he admitted, and held up the basket that was dangling from one hand, which was full of books. Mostly paperbacks, a few hardcover, many with yellowing pages. He glanced around the store before his eyes turned back to her. “Did you know lava lamps were originally called Astro Lamps and originated in the UK?”

Signe   couldn’t   help   the   way   her   smile   widened,   teeth   catching   on   her   lower   lip   as   she   fought   down   the   almost   reckless   urge   to   close   the   distance   between   them   when   he   leaned   in   like   that.   Her   heart   gave   a   traitorous   flutter   when   his   voice   dipped,   and   she   felt   the   warmth   of   his   breath   against   her   ear.   Signe   felt   the   shiver   that   trailed   down   her   spine   that   had   nothing   to   do   with   the   cool   night   air.   He   was   so  dangerous   like   this.   The   lights,   the   noise   of   the   party,   and   all   the   people   around   them   all   seemed   to   fade   until   it   was   just   him.   That   maddening,   magnetic   boy   smiling   at   her   like   he   already   knew   exactly   what   he   was   doing   to   her.   Her   cheeks   flushed,   but   she   couldn’t   help   wanting   to   meet   his   playful   challenge.  “And   what   if   I   do?”   Signe   asked,   a   teasing   glint   flickering   in   her   eyes.  “Just   meet   me   for   coffee,   Charlie.   Would   you   really   deny   me   the   simple   pleasures   in   life?”  When   he   grinned   at   the   idea   of   another   date,   Signe   laughed   softly,   shaking   her   head   in   amusement.  “I   guess   you   are,”   she   mused,   laughing   again   as   he   pretended   to   scramble   for   a   pen.  “I   could   even   draft   that   NDA   for   you,   if   you   want.”   Her   teasing   softened   as   he   stroked   the   back   of   her   hand,   and   when   he   asked   if   she   ever   wore   the   things   she   made.   The   question   had   been   unexpected   enough   that   she   went   quiet   for   a   moment.   “I   do,”   she   said   after   a   beat.  “Not   always.   I’m   usually   designing   with   someone   else   in   mind,   but   I   do   make   things   for   myself   from   time   to   time.”   Her   gaze   lifted   to   meet   his   and   she   smiled,   sweetly   and   almost too   innocently.  “Why?   Do   you   want   to   see   me   in   one   of   my   designs?”

“You won’t run with me to see the sunrise, but you’ll meet me after?” Charlie’s head tilted, his grin lazy as he gave her a once-over, eyes gleaming. “I’m startin’ to think you just want an excuse to catch me sweaty, Signe.” He gave a soft shake of his head, hair tossing slightly as he leaned back on one hand, all easy confidence. “Lucky for you, I do have a weakness for a good croissant after a run. Maybe some coffee… beautiful company.” His gaze drifted to meet hers again, lingering there on purpose, eyes dramatically fluttering towards her.

But then she threw that line at him, the edge of challenge in her tone, and it hit him right where she knew it would. His brows shot up, the corners of his mouth curving as heat rushed into his cheeks. Two could play at that game. Charlie’s tongue darted out across his lower lip before his teeth caught it briefly, tamping down the grin that threatened to give him away. Slowly, deliberately, he leaned in toward her, voice dropping low, “Don’t tempt me, love,” he murmured, his lips just barely brushing the shell of her ear. “I’m really tryin’ to do this the right way.” He lingered there for a beat longer than he should have, before easing back, slow and deliberate, like peeling himself away was its own kind of effort. His eyes met hers again, a spark flickering behind the teasing smile that pulled at the edge of his mouth.

“I did mention I’ve got a cocky streak, yeah? I did say I don't like to lose..” He gave a small shrug, grin still playing at his lips. “You go throwin’ around questions like if I’m a man of many talents… well, you’re practically askin’ me to brag.” But despite the bravado, there was something softer under the surface, a quiet honesty, a glint of the person he used to be and the man he’s been working hard to become. When her gaze stayed on him, focused, studying, like she was cataloging every detail of his face, Charlie felt his chest go tight for just a second. His brow, the one with the slit, lifted slightly as he leaned into the weight of her attention.

He didn’t look away. Instead, he nodded once, sure and steady when she'd questioned their expertise. When she'd brought up the idea of that next date, of mood boards and NDAs, a wide smile broke across his face, bright and boyish. “So I am gettin’ another date…” He gave an exaggerated glance around, patting at his pockets. “Anyone got a pen on ‘em? I should probably get started on that NDA, yeah?” His eyes softened as they met hers again, humor still there, but warmth blooming underneath it. “Gotta protect your trade secrets, don’t want the whole town knowin’ you’ve got a soft spot for blokes in bad designer prints.” He gave her hand one more gentle squeeze, his thumb brushing slowly along the back of her hand, the playful tone softening as he added, "You ever wear the items you make?"

Celine   let   out   a   snort   at   the   idea   of   taking   their   daughter   out   of   sports.   Rosie   had   developed   into   quite   the   little   athlete,   but   no   sport   sung   to   her   the   same   way   soccer   did.   Her   parents   being   who   they   were,   of   course,   had   signed   her   up   for   dance   classes   and   theater,   but   while   she   enjoyed   those   as   hobbies,   Celine   could   see   the   true   spark   in   her   whenever   she   talked   about   her   sport.    "Sure,   you   try   to   pull   her   out   of   soccer   and   let   me   know   how   that   conversation   goes,"   she   smirked.   Jack   invited   her   in   and   she   hesitated   for   the   briefest   of   moments.   She   stared   after   the   space   where   Rosie   had   just   vanished   and   then   turned   her   gaze   back   to   Jack.   His   features   still   familiar   to   her,   and   she   was   still   able   to   read   him   so   easily.   It   was   a   miracle   he'd   been   able   to   keep   anything   from   her   in   the   years   they   were   together. Celine   exhaled   and   nodded,   stepping   inside,   her   eyes   flicking   to   the   snack   on   the   counter.   She   smiled   to   herself—it   was   just   further   proof   that   Jack   was   still   trying   his   damnedest   to   be   the   kind   of   dad   Rosie   deserved.   She   respected   him   more   than   she   could   ever   say   aloud.   Jack   had   always   been   good,   just   not   hers.   Not   fully.   Not   in   the   way   she   thought   she'd   signed   up   for.   And   so,   a   year   later,   they   were   still   trying   to   find   their   way   through   parenting   together,   but   separately. "I   think   she's   just   testing   the   waters.   That's   what   I'm   hoping   at   least.   I   know   she'll   want   to   be   called   Rose   some   day   for   real,   but   I'm   praying   we've   got   a   few   years   left."   There   was   affection   clear   in   her   tone,   and   a   thinly   veiled   pride   for   the   little   girl   with   opinions   too   big   for   her   eight-year-old   frame.   She   studied   Jack   for   a   moment,   catching   the   way   he   rubbed   at   his   face.   He   always   wore   his   guilt   like   a   second   skin.   "I   think...she's   just   trying   to   figure   out   who   she   is   and   where   she   fits   now   that   the   dust's   settled." She   stepped   further   into   the   kitchen.   "Schedules   have   never   been   your   strong   suit,"   she   said,   dropping   her   bag   on   the   counter.   Celine   turned   to   look   at   him,   her   eyes   lingering   on   his   face   longer   than   she   meant   them   to.   Still   handsome.   Still   kind.   Still   someone   she   loved—just   not   in   the   way   she'd   thought   she   would   for   the   rest   of   her   life.   "All   right.   Let   me   see   what   you've   got,   I'll   see   if   I   can't   make   something   work."

Jack would be lying if he said he hadn’t been glancing at the clock all morning waiting for his daughter to arrive. Every minute closer to drop off made his chest lighter. He'd just finished putting a snack on the counter when there was a familiar knock at the door. The second he opened the door, Rosie launched past him with only the chaotic grace she managed to pull off. "Well, hello to you too!" he called after her, laughing as her bedroom door shut in the distance. He turned back just in time to catch Celine’s blink, her arms still full of the overnight bag. Jack took it from her wordlessly, his fingers brushing hers as he did. Even now, even with everything that had changed, their rhythms stayed in sync. That was what made it harder, sometimes. He still felt pangs of guilt in his chest. They'd been so good together, a true unit, that it felt odd for them to take on parenting separately, yet still somehow together.

"She’s getting too fast," he said, flashing a grin that didn’t quite reach his eyes, holding a heaviness that never seemed to fully lighten between them. "We might need to rethink the sports. One more growth spurt and I’m done for." He paused, then let the smile fade into something softer. At her words 'It’s not bad', something in his chest twisted. A reflex. The kind you build when you’ve had to break news to someone who loved you. He tilted his head slightly, leaning towards the whisper, years of working around sound equipment not doing him any justice.

"Rose?" he echoed, eyebrows rising. "What, is she turning eighty?" He smirked, then sighed, scrubbing a hand down his face, "This whole.." Jack waved his hands around for emphasis, "personality thing... I thought we had a few good years left before puberty snuck in." He looked back briefly, toward the hallway where Rosie, 'Rose?', had disappeared to. Part of him hoped her door would creak back open and she’d be four again, asking him to retie her shoelaces or make up a bedtime story. But instead he looked back at Celine, eyes a little glassier than he meant them to be. "Would you like to come in?" he asked, voice quieter, a step to his side as an open invitation. "If you’re not in a rush. I’ve been trying to figure out her soccer schedule, but it overlaps with the college showcase and.." he exhaled. "I’m still not great at the calendar stuff." The silence that lingered was soft but familiar, like everything between them now, as complicated as it was, was still whole in its own way.