Sometimes it would be nice to step out of one's body and observe
To no longer having to feel and experience things
pain
Andrea Gibson,Β "DEPRESSION [VERB]", Lord of the Butterflies
π mandatory happy ending π
βReal tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul.β
β Unknown
The days
I expect them, wait for them
And when they pass, I realise
They're dead days
Gone and lost,
Rotten days
And of them too many,
That have been too much
I mourn them still
I brew a coffee, I peel an orange, I play some music, I call a friend.
My knees buckle,
My mind, it bends
My mouth stumbles
Over the words it borrows
From others with less sorrows
I miss the cold
The foggy air, the gloomy sky
The grey clouds
For a short time my feelings appear justified
When the snow covers the ground
When the cold winds make people shiver
I donβt feel like a burden
People start talking about winter blues
And I believe my blues are less unusual
Itβs the dry air that hurts on the skin
Which makes me hope that itβs normal to hurt within
And when the sun comes out
Flowers bloom, people laugh
I feel more alone
preoccupied poet, maude phelps hutchins
βa way to let go of my thoughts because I fear they might crush meβ ||they/them||
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