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the FUCKING love of my life

the shoulders- i can't

If I was a song:

I took an Uber who was a pastor and he said that I was a genuinely good person and that he felt good about being in that race with me, he read the Bible to me, and I just knew how to smile at that.

How can my friends says I'm the sweetest, most adorable friend and I think I'm the worst person in the world? I can't see the goodness that everyone sees in me.

How can someone who has been broken in every possible way and infinite times still be sweet and gentle to the world?

no but when sabrina says

Please please please Don't bring me to tears when I just did my makeup so nice

I can fucking FEEL it

girls and the urge to spend the night adding beauty and skin care products in cart even without a penny in the bank

it feels like I lost something special

One day Im gonna have that light pink stanley

girls when nothing gets better

I just know my dad wouldn't be proud at all, but im doing my best to survive after he's gone, I miss him so much that sometimes I want to scream so loud like it can bring him back from Heaven

he was my bestfriend...

the fact that I'm gonna live more years than i had with my dad is just sickining

- 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚣𝚊𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚑 𝚜.

I always just shut my mouth and never speak again 🥹

Nights like this are nights make me miss my dad so much... I miss him listening beatles and julio Iglesias while he drink his wine and tell stories from his youth

The saddest thing about having birthday as an adult is that you know that not even your mother will give you a gift, or bake a cake, it's just you and yourself.

I love the fact that At the end of the day im just a girl like the others, I love to buy makeup, I love to dance, I love to read and I love pink like the otherssss im just a girlll

the realization this brought me made me cry actual tears.. [not mine]

where?

pov: birthday week

pre-birthday depression takes time, but it ALWAYS COMES

go away 3nd august im still a teen girl 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭