Hormone Balancing Juice:

Small post but significant to me.

Today I dreamed about SP for the third time in a row, but the dream wasn't pleasant this time. I woke up with a lot of anxiety and kept affirming that what I dreamed meant nothing and that wasn't my reality.

I'm a bit down but not enough to end up spiraling but I'm going to take it easy and not talk to anyone who can make this worse. I'll have a self care day and affirm while doing calm things like watching a show or something. I really feel like staying in bed but mostly because I couldn't go back to sleep again.

I must thank @angeltearsxoxo for her wonderful LoA Help Bot because talking to it helped me calm down, ground myself and remind myself to take it easy and that SP is already with me. This dream was just a test from the Universe and I'll not back down from persisting because I'm sure about my feelings and about SP and I being meant for each other. I just want to tell the creator of this bot a heartfelt thanks and that her bot is wonderful and helpful to everyone. Keep on the good work!

persistence

this is probably gonna be my last post before i retreat into a serious break because i have things outside this manifesting world i need to sort through (i’m extra happy don’t worry about me, nothing happened!) i always say i go on break but i never actually do or it lasts just a few days but i’m for real this time!

i wanted to leave before but i felt the urge to post this cause i feel there’s a lot of doubt and confusion around this topic.

many of you still view persisting as a chore, as something you HAVE TO do or else.. something you must do or else..

many of you still view persisting as a job, tiring annoying and something you don’t necessarily wanna do if it wasn’t because you are manifesting.

this stems from a complete lack of understanding of the law.

what is persistence?

now i want you to pay particular attention to the second definition:

“the continued or prolonged existence of something.”

to persist within the law of assumption is to continue being.

nothing more nothing less, it is to just continue being who you decided that you are.

i’m sooo sure that all of you that are just approaching the law and are reading this post are having these specific thoughts right now:

“but i can’t live in my imagination forever”

“oh but i can’t imagine all the time, i have a life”

“yeah i persist but it’s tiring, i don’t wanna do all that”

“i have to persist so it manifests but i don’t have the time or the will to imagine all the time”

“i fulfill myself and persist but it doesn’t work”

or even..

“i get it! i wanna imagine all the time i don’t wanna do my daily tasks cause i just wanna live in imagination”

news flash:

YOU DON’T PERSIST IN THE IMAGINAL ACT. YOU PERSIST IN THE IMPLICATION THE IMAGINAL ACT MAKES ABOUT YOU.

no shit you find it tiring and see it as a job if you think you have to constantly visualize/affirm to persist in being.

whatever your imaginal act may be: IT IMPLICATES SOMETHING ABOUT YOU. IT CHANGES SOMETHING ABOUT YOU.

now i’m gonna take visualization as an example because i am a visualizer and this was exactly the mistake i kept falling into during my early days applying the law.

i thought i had to visualize my desire as much as i could, i saw imagination = visualization (for me) so to persist i must visualize all the time.

“i enjoy it, what’s wrong about it?”

look at yourself, look at your intentions: why are you doing this?

why are you constantly affirming/visualizing?

okay you like it, but why?

my assumption is that you are using imagination as an escape from what you deem reality. you still see your 3D as reality instead of a mere reflection of your state in imagination and use imagination as an escape from what you decided is reality.

you see this world of shadows, you don’t like it you think: i can visualize this!

which isn’t inherently wrong in itself but LOOK at your intentions. LOOK AT WHAT YOU’RE IMPLYING WITH YOUR ACTIONS/DECISIONS.

if that’s what your doing this means you don’t understand the law. you don’t understand that imagination is reality and you don’t understand what persisting actually is.

you’re always persisting in being

“i can’t live in imagination all the time, i want my desire in front of me!!”

well boo, hate to break it to you but when you come to me and tell me these things i genuinely think your dumb and i’m not even gonna bother replying to your question to try and help you.

why? because first of all it’s clear you haven’t even taken the time out of your day to read my posts, if not the source at least read the posts of the person you wanna ask a question to.

second of all.

WHAT ARE YOU NOT UNDERSTANDING ABOUT THE SENTENCE “IMAGINATION IS REALITY”?

imagination IS reality because YOU ARE ALREADY LIVING INSIDE IMAGINATION.

how?

YOU MAKE ASSUMPTIONS ABOUT WHO YOU ARE ALL THE DAMN TIME.

what’s wrong about these assumptions is that you create them based on this world of shadows that is inherently reflecting you instead of actually allowing yourself to be and have whoever the fuck you want in this world BECAUSE YOU ARE GOD.

YOU PERSIST IN BEING SOMEONE ALL THE DAMN TIME.

RIGHT NOW YOU’RE PERSISTING IN BEING UNLOVED, UNCHOSEN, UNWANTED, POOR, BROKE, UNSUCCESSFUL BASED ON WHAT???

YOUR ASSUMPTIONS!!!!!

you look at this world of shadows that is reflecting YOU and think “YEP that is the end! that is who i am i can’t do anything about it! that’s my identity forever!”

YOU ASSUME SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF ALL DAY EVERY DAY!!!!!

and you’re not constantly visualizing scenarios in which you’re unloved and unwanted, are you?

you’re not constantly visualizing scenarios in which you are poor and broke, are you?

you’re not constantly visualizing scenarios in which you are unsuccessful and insecure, are you?

RIGHT!!!!

you’re just assuming that you are..

YEAH.. shocker right?

do you or do you not understand that imagination IS reality?

did you or did you not wake up to who you actually are?

if God is within you, if YOU ARE A FIGMENT OF GOD, if you truly realized that we were put on this earth to realize our power and put it to the extreme tests to live this lovely human life to the fullest, if you ACTUALLY realized this… do you understand that you can BE AND HAVE whatever the fuck you want?

if you UNDERSTAND FULLY that this life is simply a reflection of your wonderful imagination.. do you understand that ALL THAT YOU HAVE TO CHANGE IS IMAGINATION?

THE SCRIPT HAS BEEN FLIPPED! YOU DON’T HAVE TO TAKE ANYTHING YOU DON’T WANT. YOU CAN HAVE AND BE WHOEVER YOU WANT AND IT’LL BE REFLECTED.

you can actually create a new identity for yourself inside of imagination and stick with it because that’s who you truly are!!!

remember this:

YOU DON’T PERSIST IN THE IMAGINAL ACT. YOU PERSIST IN THE IMPLICATION OF THE IMAGINAL ACT.

let’s say you want your person back, how would i properly go about it?

if i wanted to use a method: i would imagine a scene that implies we are together, enjoy it fully, leaving the world outside of myself and feeling what i TRULY want to feel. i would internalize that there are infinite realities and i am just choosing the reality i would like to experience right now, i leave the outer world alone because right now it is showing me something i don’t want. i recognize it is another reality i previously created and whatever i see is LOCKED to that state, i’m not CHANGING THAT STATE, i’m choosing another one to experience that already exists or else i wouldn’t even want it. when i open my eyes i know that i am what my imaginal scene implied. i know i am that which i want to be despite the opposition of the senses because I KNOW imagination IS THE ONLY reality. this is when persistence comes in: what am i persisting in? I’M PERSISTING IN THE KNOWING THAT I AM WHAT MY IMAGINAL ACT IMPLIED. i actually am in the relationship of my dreams and i persist because that’s the only truth.

if i didn’t want to use a method: i decide/choose i already am who i want to be because i can see it with my mind’s eye, i imagine i already am who i want to be without needing to close my eyes and see it in a scene. i know i am who i want to be in imagination, it’s undeniable cause the moment i assume something about myself i instantly see it in imagination. now who did i decide to be? i decided to be in the relationship of my dreams with my person. what do i persist in? i persist in knowing that’s who i actually am now.

DONE! FINITO.

notice how i didn’t talk about the 3D expression. not even once.

i know that imagination is the only reality and i know that this life is SIMPLY imagination reflected, so when i put on some clothes do i go and check the mirror to see if i’m actually dressed or naked? I KNOW I’M CLOTHED, i don’t need the mirror to check if i’m naked or not.

ask me again “how do i believe imagination is the only reality?” and i’m gonna slap you across the face.

YOU JUST BELIEVE IT. YOU JUST ACCEPT IT.

TEST HOW THIS WORKS.

not IF IT WORKS. TEST HOW.

imagine something and assume that your imaginal act is FACT and not the act going on on the outside.

and when the old man tries to come back what do you do?

BE INDIFFERENT.

THAT’S NOT WHO YOU ARE ANYMORE. ACCEPT A NEW IDENTITY IN ITS PLACE.

you already experienced all that you could experience in that state, so accept a new identity NOW.

the 3D is not your enemy. it cannot do anything on its own.

it follows your state and it adapts to you without you needing to adapt to it.

77 quotes to change your perspective

carl jung

"if the path before you is clear, you are probably on someone else's."

"until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life, and you will call it fate."

"the world will ask who you are, and if you do not know, the world will tell you."

"it all depends on how we look at things and not how they are in themselves."

"there is no coming to consciousness without pain."

joe dispenza

"can you accept the notion that once you change your internal state, you do not need the external world to provide you with a reason to feel joy, gratitude, appreciation, or any other elevated emotion?"

"if you want a new outcome, you will have to break the habit of being yourself and reinvent a new self."

"if you were to start investing your attention and energy into the unknown, your body would then be able to follow your mind into the unknown—a new experience in your future."

"if you cannot get beyond your stresses, your problems, and your pain, you cannot create a new future where those things do not exist."

"if you focus on the known, you get the known. if you focus on the unknown, you create a possibility."

eckhart tolle

"the primary cause of unhappiness is never the situation but your thoughts about it."

"life is not as serious as the mind makes it out to be."

"you find peace not by rearranging the circumstances of your life but by realizing who you are at the deepest level."

"pleasure is always derived from something outside you, whereas joy arises from within."

"most of the so-called bad things that happen in people's lives are due to unconsciousness. they are self-created, or rather ego-created."

wayne dyer

"when you judge another, you do not define them, you define yourself."

"you are not stuck where you are unless you decide to be."

"begin to see yourself as a soul with a body rather than a body with a soul."

"be miserable. or motivate yourself. whatever has to be done, it is always your choice."

"you are what you choose to be today. not what you have chosen to be before."

louise hay

"every thought we think is creating our future."

"i do not fix problems. i fix my thinking. then problems fix themselves."

"you have been criticizing yourself for years, and it has not worked. try approving of yourself and see what happens."

"there is no written law that says that because you once believed something, you have to continue to believe it forever."

"the more we love ourselves, the less we project our pain onto the world."

jen sincero

"if you are serious about changing your life, you will find a way. if you are not, you will find an excuse."

"your life is your party. you get to choose how you invite people and experiences and things into it."

"you need to go from wanting to change your life to deciding to change your life."

"what you tell yourself on a daily basis is more powerful than you know."

"comparison is the fastest way to take all the fun out of life."

tony robbins

"it is your decisions and not your conditions that determine your destiny."

"you cannot have a plan for your day until you have a plan for your life."

"belief in limits creates limited people."

"the only thing that is keeping you from getting what you want is the story you keep telling yourself."

"if i could uncover what beliefs and values control me, i could literally redesign myself."

marcus aurelius

"the happiness of your life depends upon the quality of your thoughts."

"our life is what our thoughts make it."

"the best revenge is not to be like your enemy."

"every living organism is fulfilled when it follows the right path for its own nature."

"today i escaped anxiety. or no, i discarded it because it was within me, in my own perceptions—not outside."

jay shetty

"the more we define ourselves in relation to the people around us, the more lost we are."

"actually, the greatest detachment is being close to everything and not letting it consume and own you."

"it is impossible to build one's own happiness on the unhappiness of others."

"if you are satisfied with who you are, you do not need to prove your worth to anyone else."

"the grass is greener where you water it."

mel robbins

"if you only ever did the things you do not want to do, you would have everything you have ever wanted."

"you are one decision away from a completely different life."

"when it comes to change, goals, and dreams, you have to bet on yourself."

"change your decisions, and you will change your life. and what will change your decisions more than anything? courage."

"if you have the courage to start, you have the courage to succeed."

alan watts

"man suffers only because he takes seriously what the gods made for fun."

"never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command."

"you are under no obligation to be the same person you were 5 minutes ago."

"a person who thinks all the time has nothing to think about except thoughts. so, he loses touch with reality and lives in a world of illusions."

"hurrying and delaying are alike ways of trying to resist the present."

ram dass

"the quieter you become, the more you can hear."

"your problem is you are too busy holding on to your unworthiness."

"i can do nothing for you but work on myself…you can do nothing for me but work on yourself."

"free yourself from the illusion of good and bad days. labeling time makes us nostalgic for the past and demanding the future. there is only here and now. let it be."

"no matter what someone else does to you, never put anyone out of your heart."

lao tzu

"care about what other people think, and you will always be their prisoner."

"the best fighter is never angry."

"respond intelligently even to unintelligent treatment."

"if you do not change direction, you may end up where you are heading."

"nature never hurries, yet everything is accomplished."

muhammad ali

"if my mind can conceive it, and my heart can believe it—then i can achieve it."

"do not quit. suffer now and live the rest of your life as a champion."

"he who is not courageous enough to take risks will accomplish nothing in life."

"i have never let anyone talk me into not believing in myself."

"i am the greatest. i said that even before i knew i was."

steve harvey

"you cannot leave what is important to you up to someone else."

"stop wasting time looking at someone else's reality while doing nothing about yours."

"the dream is free, but the hustle is sold separately."

"your dream has to be bigger than your fear."

"you cannot tell big dreams to small-minded people."

albert einstein

"i am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. imagination is more important than knowledge. knowledge is limited. imagination encircles the world."

"anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new."

𓍯 entryfromsane004 (extracted from the old blog two years ago)

hi! i just personally want to talk about my spiritual journey and what i believe in now!

i learned about the law of assumption back in fall of 2021 after my first ever crush chose another girl. i was a little upset but i wasn't depressed or anything. but i still wanted to find myself and find the confidence i needed. so i looked into subliminals. i knew about subliminals from a few content creators and them saying that they're not real or anything.

but i still wanted to listen to them. so i started with a cyber y2k typa glow up (the thumbnail and vibes gave the cybery2k streetwear vibe) and i got results ofc but i desired more things and listened to more. ngl, i was obessed with them and i decided to stop listening to them for awhile.

i then discovered the law of assumption around late fall, early winter of 2021. i over consumed a lot so i didn't really know what to do. i then started reading and listening to nevilles readings and audiobooks and i understood the concept of law of assumption more. that's when i learned the concept of states.

i was always in the state of being fulfilled and knowing that i already have what i desired (living in the end) but i felt like the states acc on twitter gave me mean girl vibes and thought they're better than the ones that use affirming and persisting as a method. and i also felt like the law is kinda limiting in a way. one states acc on twt said that we don't actually make the rules in our lives and its all under the law. i did not resonate with that at all. so i looked deeper and deeper until i saw one of my former loa moots on twt talk more and more about non-dualism. the acc on here is : @awarenessis

she was talking about how we are awareness and how awareness is. i was so confused by that cuz what is "is" yk. but i still looked deeper into her acc and other non-dualism accs on here such as @lains-reality and @consciousnessbaddie. i understood more and more clearly. i learned that knowing that you're awareness is it but experiencing being awareness/god is more fun since we're god/observing our human bodies. also, i learned that all of this is what we created and what we're aware of.

the most important thing for me was learning that the only way to truly get it is experiencing being awareness/conciousness. i felt so freeing and limitless (cuz we are tho)

i feel so complete rn. i still resonate with some loa methods such as subliminals and affirmations tho but i know my power now and what i am capable of.

if you want to know more about non-dualism here some guides:

I am

I am wealthy

I have time

I have rest

My family is safe

My family is successful

My son is happy

My son is successful

I own a house and customized it to my liking

I took many trips and vacations

I was fulfilled.

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The best part of being authentic is that there is no image to maintain. You will delight some and disturb others, and none of it will concern the truth of your being.

The Beauty and How I Manifest

I feel like my life after loa hasn't been the easiest, but I can control parts of it. And I think that's really beautiful, because I can do whatever I want and it's so easy?

I remember starting out with the law, and not believing in it. Doubting, overconsuming, and wavering, but after a lot of persistence and faith I finally got here, which I think of as pearls from pressure

Truly speaking, it's been such a wild ride and I am so for it, knowing that it's not just one day I'll master the law, but everyday I'll learn something new, and maybe incorporate it, maybe not. Either way they are new ideas, each so beautiful and abstract

Surely I won't like every single one, but the thought and the faith of people who do should be enough for you to respect it, and acknowledge it's own unique beauty

These days on Tumblr, and any site which has a loa community, there are so many wonderful people, ideas, and just the love and bond.

But sometimes we truly forget how easy it is, and we overcomplicate a process which is literally thinking?

You don't have to do every single method, enter the void, or anything. It's just your thoughts and what you believe, and you can do anything, and it will work out no matter what

Honestly, I just thought I'd share how I manifest, and really how easy it can be.

If manifesting something simple, or something I have less resistance to and that I can accept easily; the 3D doesn't challenge me much: ๑ Decide I have it ๑ Let go ๑ Whenever I think of it, just remind myself it is done

When manifesting something more complicated, or something I can't easily accept; the 3D challenges me: ๑ Decide I have it ๑ Do a quick 2 minutes meditation every hour to fulfill myself (should I record one and post it on tumblr? maybe...) ๑ Affirm 10 times every hour, and vaunt whenever I think of my desires ๑ Live in the end ๑ SATS (if it's urgent)

But the most beautiful thing? The 2nd way of how I manifest, is hardly ever because now I now my power, and how easy manifesting is.

And after all this being said, a pretty little announcement is, I'm taking a break from tumblr so I can develop my views and beliefs through practice, and so I can share my new discoveries and takes on the law, and actually apply

I'll still be on here responding to DMs but not more than that, which I hope you can understand.

I'll respond to asks every 2 - 3 days, which I think should be sufficient

And I will make a post about what I realized, once I'm fully back. The best advice I can give you though, is that get off tumblr and live your life because that, is actually the easiest way to manifest

i think i somewhat get it now, the people coming into your ask box or a good handful of people read your post to simply get their desires and get out of what miserable situation and i cant lie thats what i did at first too but whenever you told me to let go of the ego and i did i stopped caring and i know this body thats typing this out right now isnt me, and someone can say “i want to experience something better” thats still their ego bc self doesnt want anything when its infinite ( i would say that self simply has preference but thats not true either its just awareness) but i was freaking out the other day when i (human mind) wanted to experience something better than her current circumstances) and i thought me going through my daily life would mean im still aware of me not being what i want but those are still egotistical doubts/worries so whenever i drop it and just be aware being this person i wanna be no matter what these human eyes show me i know im my ideal self. and almost everytime i have used i in this ask it wasnt really self and i know im not really this “ideal” version of my”self” either. sorry for how long this is

Yes, that's exactly what's going on. I'd correct you only on one occasion, the Self has no preference. No likes, no dislikes. The Self is love and love alone. People only feel a certain way toward their egos because they think it hinders them, because they haven't understood they are not it yet. 'I AM' can have no preference toward anything, add Vanessa or add Lara it is all the same to awareness. It loves both in equal measure because they are both its creations, both made up, existent when it wants, non-existent when it doesn't - there is no difference between them, they can hinder the self in no way. Same with the world, when you know it is there when you want it there, and in the way you want it - all you can have for it is affection.

But people confuse the 'you' with ego (Vanessa) and again try to 'manifest' through that. Unless they understand who they really are, that Vanessa is a habit and nothing more- That nothing has existence outside of awareness, including her, that awareness assigns reality and is the only reality - they're always going to struggle to control something and get frustrated they don't see what they think they're aware of. What you're aware of is what you're being. You can't be aware of being something new while also being Vanessa. You are either your Self with nothing attached to it or you're an ego.

Me trying to force Ada to see diamonds where there are rocks is pure insanity. Nothing is wrong with her sight, there are rocks.

To be aware means to be. If the thing isn't it means you're not and that's all the feedback you need.

All the process requires is letting go of thinking you are Vanessa.