Theothersideofthewindow - Kaori

loneliness

Everything is just so beautiful and so short…

"Nobody's Home"

Well, I couldn't tell you why she felt that way

She felt it every day and I couldn't help her

I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?

Too many, too many problems

Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs?

She wants to go home but nobody's home

It's where she lies broken inside

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes

Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why

You've been rejected and now you can't find what you've left behind.

Her feelings she hides, her dreams she can't find

She's losing her mind, she’s fallen behind

She can't find her place, she’s losing her faith

She's fallen from grace, she’s all over the place…

She's lost inside…

But I know some day I'll make it out of here

Even if it takes all night or a hundred years

Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near

Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear

Isn't it lovely, all alone?

Heart made of glass, my mind of stone

Tear me to pieces, skin to bone

Hello, welcome home.

Lil orange fungi

When you walk away I count the steps that you take.

I’ve never felt this way before, everything that I do reminds me of you, I love the things that you do.

I miss you…

And all I ever wanted is for you to know, everything I do, I give my heart and soul.

I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me.

I miss you… ❤️

I love Tamagotchis

a cozy quilt

I love you in a way that all my thoughts are consumed by you, I love you… in a way that I long to be close to you… to see your face, to hear your voice and to touch you.

In a way that I don’t want anyone to get close to you…In a way that I wished I was the only one able to look at you. In a way you wonder, how has someone that keeps lingering in your mind…from the time you open your eyes until the last moment before you fall sleep, someone whom your heart aches for when you see them in pain or sorrow, someone who makes you feel uneasy or restless, when they care about other thing or someone other than you.

Someone who makes your heart overwhelmed with joy…when you just talk with them. That’s the someone I have in my mind… so I ask you, Am I that person to you ?

TIRED OF LIVING.

I wanna fly

Can you take me far away?

Give me a star to reach for

Tell me what it takes

And I'll go so high

I'll go so high

My feet won't touch the ground

Just stitch my wings

And pull the strings

I bought these dreams

That all fall down…