Hello, I saw a request with bsd x tall reader, could you please do the same but with a short reader? I'm only 5 feet and very insecure about my height đ It's okay if you don't want to of course <3
âč note. . . hi ! we short girlies need some love too ïŒâ/ïŒuïŒ/ïŒthis was so very fun to write so thank u for requesting ! I only added dazai n chuuya bc these are longer than the tall reader one. if y'all want a pt2 of this with some other characters lmk :D happy reading & I hope u enjoy ~ (mdni)
dazai thinks you're absolutely adorable. this man thinks everything about you is perfect and he definitely let's you know. calling you his cute little girlfriendâ heavy emphasis on the 'little' part. he thinks the height difference between the both of you is adorable, he can easily pick you up and twirl you aroundâ heartbeat quickening as he relishes in the sweet sound of your giggles.
if you're insecure about your height, he could already tell from the beginning. how you'd fidget and smile awkwardly when someone mentioned the height difference between you and your partnerâ soemome even mistook you for a little sister because of how tiny you were compared to him. he'd pay no mind to them, not even laugh as it clearly made you uncomfortable and bad about yourself and that's the last thing he wanted. he'd wrap an arm around you securely before stating that you're actually his lover, his sweet belladonna, making the person apologize profusely for their mistake. he'd also whisper reassuring words to you, patting your head as you tell him about your insecurities and imperfections. he'd provide you with the comfort you need, telling you that he'll love you no matter what, and that he found your height absolutely adorable.
in bed, he'd find your tiny figure convenient. he loved the way he could bend you into any position he wantedâ even picking you up easily to thrust up into that needy cunt of yours. he'd also love to manhandle you, pushing you to reach past your limits. dazai would laugh meanly at your tears flowing down your cheeks like waterfallsâ plowing into you ruthlessly as if he wanted to break your pussy.
as much as he liked being rough, he could also be softâ caressing your fragile body with careful and calculated touches as he rocks into youâ moaning into your shoulder when you clench around him particularly tight. god, it all felt so blissful to himâ the way you would smile and giggle as he kissed every inch of your heated skin, soft 'pap pap pap!' sounds bouncing off the walls of his bedroom as his hips collided with your plushness. he'd tell you how much he loves your bodyâ showing you how much he adores you and nothing in the word could change that. . . âĄ
chuuya would love love love your height. you two were a match made in heaven, really. you were absolutely perfect for him. I mean yeah, you're short, but shorter than him? oh, he's jumping up and down and thanking the godsâ finally a blessing in his eventful life.
he'd love the way he doesn't have to get on his tippy toes to kiss youâ and how you fit perfectly into his arms. he'd show you off everywhere and to everyoneâ boasting about his super cute girlfriend to his fellow mafia members. even brags about you to dazai at some point, who only rolls his eyes at your boyfriend and telling him, "yeah yeah whatever, she's too good for you anyway," earning him a punch on the face.
if you're insecure about your heightâ chuuya will do anything in his power to help you feel better. drilling words of encouragement and comfort into your head and how much he cherishes you. he'd buy you anything to make you feel betterâ even if it's momentarily. he'd even get you 5 inch stilletos or platform boots if that helpsâ but would constantly remind you that you don't need them. he loves you, and he wants to show you.
thats exactly why he'd have you splayed out in front of the giant mirror in your roomâ making you watch as he fucks all those nasty thoughts about yourself away. he'd force you to give praise to yourselfâ of course, he'd praise you as well. but he needs to hear you being kind to yourself, not picking apart your body and imperfections.
he'd make you look at your lewd face in the mirror as he drills into you from behind, tits bouncing with each harsh thrust of his narrow hips. he'd groan words of reassurance and praise into your ear, nibbling on your lobe to hear you gasp and whine for him. chuuya would overstimulate you again and againâ not stopping till you're too brainless and fucked out to even think any harsh things about yourself. . . âĄ
©sachiyohâ do not copy, plagiarize and repost my works to any platform, reblogs are very appreciatedâĄ
having a demon boyfriend would be so great because you could hang your shopping bags on his horns and hold hands while buying groceries
LISTEN UP AGAIN KIDS STOP REBLOGGING THIS FUCKING GARBAGE POST. IT IS 100% FUCKING BULLSHIT AND CAN AND MOST DEFINITELY WILL LITERALLY KILL. DO YOU NOT SEE WARNING LABELS THAT SAY âDO NOT INDUCE VOMITINGâ? THEY ARENâT FUCKING AROUND. YOU CAN FUCKING BURN THEIR ESOPHAGUS BY CAUSING VOMITING, CAUSE CHOKING, DROWNING, OR MAKE IT WORSE! AGAIN DO NOT FORCE ANYTHING DOWN ANYONEâS THROAT. THEY. CAN. DROWN. IF SOMEONE IS LOSING CONCIOUSNESS ALL THE CHIT CHAT IN THE WORLD WILL NOT PREVENT IT AT THAT POINT THEY ARE IN SERIOUS DANGER. âBuuut i donât wanna take them to the hospital!!!â WELL SUNSHINE GLAD YOUâD RATHER HAVE A DEAD FRIEND THAN A LIVING ONE BUT YOUâRE IN LUCK CALL FUCKING POISON CONTROL. THEY ARE NOT THE COPS. THEY WILL HELP YOU. AND IF THEY SAY GO TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL YOU GO TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL. NO EXCUSES. 0. NONE. I have seen this shit cross my dash SO MANY TIMES so PLEASE fucking reblog this and prevent some well meaning idiot from accidentally killing someone they love!
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For all self-shippers who needed to hear this: your fav loves you.
Don't listen to those who say "he would never love you", "he would kill you and not love you, stop dreaming".
If self-ship makes you happy, nothing should bother you. If it supports you, don't listen to anyone. Continue!
And for those skeptics who spoil people's fun, I want to say one thing: touch the grass on the street. Seriously.
It was a headache at first. And then the itchingâoh the itching! She clawed at her head relentlessly, to no avail. Something other than relief sprouted beneath her fingertips.
But her pain was soothed instead of scorned, her horns met with kindness instead of a knife.
â” ft. Policeman Sukuna x f.reader
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àŒ» warning: smut, p in v, porn with plot, Dirty Cop (Sukuna), (slight) cĂșnnilingus, marking, rough, Sukuna mean is mean (obviously) , missionary, swearing, etc.
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Sukuna is a corrupt cop, known for his ruthlessness and disregard for the law. He had taken many lives, and his name was whispered in fear among the citizens. As a prisoner, you had fallen afoul of his twisted sense of justice.
The cell was cold, stark, and barren, with little more than a cot and a bucket for a toilet. The sound of footsteps echoed in the hallway, growing louder as they approached your cell. The door swung open, revealing Sukuna, his eyes gleaming with malice.
"Well, well, well, look who we have here." He snarled, leaning against the door frame, arms crossed over his chest. His expression was cold and cruel, devoid of any remorse or pity. "You've been causing trouble, haven't you?"
Sukuna stepped closer to the bars, his eyes raking over your body. He was dressed in a police uniform, the badge glinting ominously in the dim light. His ego was evident in his stance, his superiority clear in his demeanor.
"Perhaps we can come to an arrangement? Perhaps you can serve me instead of rotting in this cell." He suggested, a predatory grin spreading across his face. "What do you say, prisoner?"
"Arrangement?" You snorted, trying to mask the fear that gripped your chest. You knew what he meant, and you weren't interested in becoming his pawn. But fear coursed through your veins, making you doubt your choice. "What kind of arrangement are we talking about here, Officer?"
Sukuna's grin widened, his eyes flashing with dark delight at your hesitation. He leaned closer, his voice low and seductive.
"Oh, I think you know exactly what I'm offering. You see, I have a particular taste for those who dare to defy me. And I find you most...intriguing." He purred, reaching through the bars to trace a finger along the edge of your jaw. His touch sent shivers down your spine.
"Now, you can either accept my offer and perhaps find yourself a bit more comfortable in this hellhole, or you can continue to defy me and suffer the consequences." His eyes locked onto yours, daring you to resist. "The choice is yours, prisoner."
Your heart pounded in your chest, your mind racing as you considered your options. Sukuna's touch sent a wave of revulsion and fear coursing through you, but you couldn't deny the power he held over you.
"What do you want from me?" You asked, trying to hide the tremor in your voice. His power was undeniable, and you were acutely aware of the danger you were in. "What do you want me to do?"
Sukuna's smile widened, his eyes darkening with pleasure at your submission. He leaned in closer, his breath hot against your skin as he whispered:
"I want you to serve me, little prisoner. I want you to do my bidding, to be my toy when I desire. And if you please me, I might just release you from this cell." His fingers trailed down your neck, sending chills down your spine.
"But if you displease me...well, let's just say your stay here will be much less comfortable." His voice was a low growl, his eyes gleaming with malice.
You swallowed hard, hating yourself for even considering his offer. But the thought of enduring more torture and torment in this cell was almost worse than submitting to him. Your mind raced as you considered your options.
"Fine...I'll do as you say. Just get me out of here" You whispered.
Sukuna's eyes narrowed in appraisal, his lips curling into a satisfied smirk. He straightened, pushing away from the bars with a flick of his wrist. The sound of keys jingle in the empty hallway and he open the door to your cell.
As you stepped out of the cell, the sudden freedom was almost overwhelming. But the relief was short-lived as Sukuna's hand clasped around your arm, pulling you close. His touch was cold and unyielding, a reminder of his power over you.
"Good choice, prisoner." He purred, his lips brushing against your ear. "Now, let's see what you're made of."
He led you down the hallway, past other cells filled with screaming prisoners. The sound of their torment was a constant reminder of what awaited you if you failed to please him. Your heart pounded in your chest, your mind racing with fear and uncertainty.
Sukuna stopped in front of a door, the symbol of a badge embossed on it. He opened it, gesturing for you to enter with a smirk.
Step into the office, and you'll find yourself in a room filled with the stench of decay and corruption. Papers and files are scattered across the desk, a testament to Sukuna's disorganized lifestyle. The walls are adorned with pictures of his previous victims, their lifeless eyes staring back at you accusingly.
Sukuna closes the door behind you, locking it with a satisfying click. He turns to face you, his eyes gleaming with danger. "Now, little prisoner, let's see what you can do for me."
You stood frozen, your heart pounding in your chest as Sukuna's gaze bore into you. The room was suffocating, the stench of decay and corrupt
ning overwhelming. You could feel the accusing eyes of his previous victims upon you, and the weight of your situation pressed down on your shoulders. Your mind raced with fear and uncertainty, but you forced yourself to stand tall, meeting Sukuna's gaze with as much defiance as you could muster.
"What do you want me to do?" You asked, trying to hide the tremor in your voice. You knew that submission was the only way to survive in this hellish place, but you couldn't bring yourself to show weakness.
he didnât say anything and he walked in a secret room behind his paper wall and you followed him knowing he was going to kill you if you donât. The room was a dungeon/room the walls was black and there was a bed with red sheets and blankets
As you entered the room, your heart pounded in your chest. The walls were painted a dark, ominous black, and the bed was covered in red sheets and blankets, creating a disturbing contrast. You couldn't shake the feeling that this was where your fate would be decided.
Sukuna turned to face you, his eyes gleaming with anticipation. "Strip," he commanded, his voice low and seductive. There was no room for negotiation in his tone.
You hesitated, your mind racing with uncertainty and a tinge of desire because it was no surprise that Sukuna was fucking hot. But you knew that disobeying him would only lead to more pain and suffering. you began to undress, your heart pounding in your chest.
"Good. Now get on the bed." He ordered, his eyes raking over your body with obvious pleasure.
You climbed onto the bed, your body shaking at the things that was going to happened. Sukuna circled around you, his eyes lingering on every inch of your naked form. His gaze was predatory, his touch cold and unyielding as he examined you like a piece of meat.
"I'm going to teach you who's in charge here, little prisoner." He growled, his voice low and menacing. You could feel his eyes on you, assessing and judging. The anticipation was almost unbearable, and you couldn't help but wonder what he had in store for you.
"Spread your legs." Sukuna commanded, his voice a low growl. Without waiting for a response, he pushed your thighs apart, exposing your most intimate parts to his gaze, he started at your cunt watching it glistening with arousal.
You felt a blush creeping up your neck as he inspected you, his eyes gleaming with darkness and lust. His rough his fingers begin prying your wet folds apart his finger slowly trails up your cunt harshly flicking your clit in ways that left you feeling more needy and desperate.
You moaned softly, your body arching involuntarily at his touch. This wasn't what you expected, but the sensation was undeniable. You couldn't help but feel a tinge of excitement mixed with fear. He pulled away, his eyes gleaming with triumph.
"You're going to learn to serve me well, little prisoner." His voice was low and seductive, his eyes gleaming with malice. He reached into his pocket, pulling out a pair of handcuffs. With a flick of his wrist, he secured them around your wrists, pulling them above your head and securing them to the bedpost.
You gasped at the sudden movement, your heart pounding in your chest as he moved closer. His eyes were cold and calculating, his touch rough and unyielding as he prepared to take what he wanted.
he then reached his hands his the drawer pulling out two nipple clamps
As he approached you, you couldn't help but feel a mix of fear and excitement. His eyes were dark and hungry, and you knew that he was going to take what he wanted, regardless of your feelings. You tried to steel yourself for what was coming, but your body was already reacting to his presence.
he attached the nipple clamps, causing you to yelp in surprise.
The sudden pain was intense, but it was quickly overshadowed by the surge of arousal that coursed through you. You couldn't help but moan at the sensation, your body betraying your fear and submission.
Sukuna smiled, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction. "Good, little prisoner." He purred, his voice low and seductive.
his rough hands begin to pinch and pull at the nipple clamps making you moan and whimper at the pain and pleasure you pull at the cuffs already feeling overwhelmed pleasure.
Look at you, already drunk off the pleasure like a bitch in heatâ he says with a dark smirk on his face, you tried to pull your thighs together but he quickly pressed his knee against your cunt, you moan at the friction unintentionally bucking your hips against his knees as he continues to grope and pull at your breast and nipple clamps
"You're a filthy little slut," Sukuna growled, his eyes gleaming with lust. He released your nipples, and stood up, leaving you panting and whimpering for more, he begin to take off his police uniform
As he stripped off his uniform, your eyes widened at the sight of his toned body. He was a beast of a man, his muscles rippling with power and authority.
When he finally took off his pants his cock springs out his was think and his pink tip glistening with pre cum, your cunt throbs with need
"So, you like what you see?" Sukuna purred, his eyes gleaming with malice. He ran a hand down his cock, smirking at the sight of your arousal. He knew he had you right where he wanted you.
"Beg for it, little prisoner. Beg for my cock." He commanded, his voice low and seductive. He knew you wanted it, knew you needed it. And he intended to use that to his advantage.
"Please..." you whispered, your heart pounding in your chest. You couldn't deny what you were feeling, the need for him consuming you.
"Please what?" He demanded, his eyes gleaming with dark delight. He wanted to hear you say it, to hear you beg for his cock.
"Please fuck me, sir..." You begged, your voice barely above a whisper. You couldn't deny the need any longer, the desire for him overwhelming your fear and submission.
Sukuna smiled, his eyes gleaming with victory. "That's what I like to hear." He growled, his eyes raking over your body. He climbed onto the bed, positioning himself between your legs. Your eyes widened at the sight of his cock, throbbing and ready for action.
he rubs his cock in between your folds teasing your clit and getting his cock wet from your arousal
Please hurry, sirâ *you cried with need, your cunt clenching around nothing, he suddenly slapped your cunt making you yelp âdonât fucking rush meâ he said with a dark smirk, he continued to tease you for a few more seconds before pushing his cock into your tight cunt, you moaning at feeling the delicious stretch of his thick cock.
he grunts at feeling your tight wet cunt he continued to push into you until he bottoms in you he grips your hips tightly then he pushes out all the way until his tip is at your entrance then he slammed back into you making you moan out and tug at the cuffs, he slams back into you one more time before creating a rough pace.
your body had no time to adjust to his size, the sudden invasion causing you to gasp and moan. The sensation was intense, your body protesting and welcoming him at the same time. His cock was thick and hard, stretching you in ways you never thought possible.
"You like that, little prisoner?" Sukuna growled, his eyes gleaming with malice. He knew you needed this, needed him. He began to pump into you, his rhythm rough and demanding. You couldn't help but moan and buck your hips against him, your body begging for more.
"Yes, sir...please don't stop." You begged, your voice barely above a whisper. His cock was filling you, his movements rough and unyielding. You couldn't help but clench your cunt around his thick cock making him groan and grip your waist harder.
"Good girl." Sukuna purred, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction. He increased his pace, his thrusts harder. You could feel his cock hitting your g-spot, sending waves of pleasure coursing through you.
His hands goes up and pull on your nipples clamps making you moan louder and your hands grip the cuffs, he continues to slam into you making sure you feel his thick cock. You could feel his cock stretching you, his movements rough and dominating. The pleasure was intense, making your legs shake from how overwhelming the pleasure was.
"Fuck, you're tight." He growled, his eyes gleaming with hunger . He reached down, and begin rubbing your clit and rubbing it in circles. The sensation was too much.
FuckâŠIâm cummmingâ You screamed, your hips bucking against him as you came. The orgasm was intense, your body trembling with the force of it. But it wasn't enough, the need still gnawing at you, demanding more.
"Again." Sukuna commanded, his eyes gleaming with triumph. He didn't let up, his thrusts relentless. You could feel him hitting your g-spot again, you wrap your legs around his waist pulling him deeper inside you.
"Please...please, sir..." You begged, your voice hoarse from your earlier scream. You couldn't deny the need, the desire for more consuming you.
"You like being used like this, don't you?" He growled, his eyes gleaming with malice. He increased his pace, his thrusts harder. You could feel him hitting your sweet spot again, the intensity building once more.
He lifts your hips up at a new angle he begin groaning indicating he was coming close.
âIâm gonna fill you pretty cunt, so full of my cum be grateful Iâm giving a lowlife like you my cumâ he groan wrapping his hand around your neck his thrusts turn erratic and his begin to bite into your neck muffling his groans.
you moan as well and he grips your hips and he fills you to the brim with his cum he slowly thrust into you riding out his high a few seconds later he pulls out of you his cum dripping out of and you whimpered as his pushed his fingers inside of your cunt making sure his cum stays.
Making sure you get all of my cum donât you waste a dropâ he says before pulling out of you and putting his fingers in your mouth
âClean themâ he say darkly and you flip your tongue around his finger making sure you get a taste of all his cum he then pull his finger out of your mouth and took off your cuff you pant and try to catch your breath you watch as he gets dressed putting back on your uniform.
âIâll let you stay your useful for somethingâ he says before walking out leaving you as a mess on the bed you decide to stay in the bed and go to sleep since I know once he gets off work there plenty of more rounds.
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Credits to the artist for the picture
Imagine Furina is being such a brat so you had to call your good friend Arlecchino(with a real cock) to teach her a lesson by fucking her and breeding her from behind with no mercy as Furina begs for your forgiveness,while your just there smiling as watching Furina crumble under your dear best friend
punishments-Arlecchino x Reader x Furina
Qingqueâs notes: oml yes >:D also, thatâs so hot wtf. And am I listening to the lost soul down while writing? Yes. Gn reader btw. In the end, it can be assumed as a strap or a cock
warnings: furina being called a whore/slut/brat, threesome, mentions of overstimulation
Furina would be so so so embarrassed :0 imagine being fucked by your biggest enemyâŠbut it feels so good with you watching her fuck with another woman.so maybe sheâs justify it..
âMhm-ah! [n-name]~ p-please-ah, ah, ah! T-too much! Kya! Sl-slow downâŠplease-ngh!â Furina moaned, tears starting to from in her eyes, reaching behind to try grasp Arlecchinoâs wrist to get her to slow down. But alas, Arlecchino pushed her down the floor to fuck her even harder and deeper :((
you chuckled as you watch your beloved being utterly ruined by your dearest friendâs cock. It was a pathetic sight. The hydro archon being used like a fucktoy by one of the eleven Fatui Harbingers. If this got out..then Fontaine would be in a uproarâŠ
âHave you learnt your lesson yet, brat?â You snickered, grabbing a fistful of her hair, forcing her head up. âMhm! Ah! S-sorry-Iâm so-agh! S-sorry-mhmm..u-ugh!â Furina apologised over and over, in an attempt to make her stop. âArleâŠâ you started, sitting back down your chair. âYes?â She replied. Archons, she didnât even look tiredâŠonly small beads of sweat formed at her face.
âUse her more. Then maybeâŠthat slut will learn to stop bothering me.â You instructed, crossing your legs. âN-no more..pl-please..a-ah, ah, ah, ah! C-cumming-gonna-c-cumâŠhnng! Slow-no-feels..too-good!â Furina screamed as she came for the nth time, eyes rolling back. âHm..she never reacted like that when I was fucking her before..â you sighed in dismay.
âYou're such a whore, Furina..getting off my best friendâs dick? Arle..you can take a break..â
Nodding, Arlecchino pulled off and you two switched places.
âIâll be the one fucking her until she passes out nowâŠso donât faint too quickly okay? mon cher?â You whispered the last part before taking off your attire.
furina gulped when she heard it.
this was going to be a long dayâŠ
Not this being my first smut fic >:D
hii i know you might be busy because of school so take your time! Could i please get a Dead!Mitsuba,,,Dead!Hanako,,,Dead!Tsukasa,, x reader (if you dont want to write for them characters right now than you can choose others i dont mind <3) where they think reader is dying??Any situation is fine :)
dead!mitsuba sousuke x gn!reader, dead!hanako x gn!reader, dead!tsukasa yugi x gn!reader
a/n: ahh thank you for being patient;;! And of course!! Thank you so much for requesting, and I hope this turns out alright! And Iâm so sorry for the time it took;;
aahhh i constantly remember how difficult starting and ending fics are,,, sorry if it sounds awkward ;v;; iâm also sorry if this isnât dramatic enough- iâm trying to get these out, but iâm in a funky phase, as i havenât written in a while;;
warnings: vomit (in Hanakoâs), blood (in Tsukasaâs)
word count: 2,765
mitsuba sousuke <3
It wasnât uncommon for Mitsuba to watch you do everyday school things. Heâd follow you around, playing it off as if he wasnât. Even now, he sat under a tree, watching you assist one of the clubs.
You were always entertaining⊠or maybe, you were simply enough to captivate his attention in anything you did? Your arm held high as you caught the baseball tossed your way, grinning at the person who threw it. Though not fond of you smiling like that at another person, the glance you gave Mitsuba practically made up for it- though he still glanced away, as if he wasnât looking in the first place.
Moments passed, before he peered back up at you.
Your smiling face, as you turned to speak to one of the club members- his eyes darting over at hearing someone yell your name.
â(Y/N)!! WATCH OUT-â
And, eyes back over at you, as the undeniable sound of a baseball smacking against a skull. Mitsuba froze up, only being able to watch as you toppled to the ground. The club members instantly panicked, and Mitsuba did the same- both he and the members running over to you, students shaking you as if that would do anything.
âIdiots!! Donât shake them-!â
Unfortunately, all of his yelling was futile. Mitsuba was dead, after all, and he was sure that you were too. A bump already formed on your head, as you peeked your eyes open, reaching for your head. Your fingers grazed against the bump, then quickly retracted, as tears filled your eyes. Shouts from the club members to get an adult rang out, as Mitsuba placed his hands on your shoulder, shaking almost as violently as you were. You closed your eyes, shaking as you reached to your head again, only to retract once more.
â(Y-Y/N), itâs okay- a-are you okay?â Mitsuba stuttered out, trying not to get emotional. It was only an injury, right⊠you were fine. You had to be. Youâd be fine. Right?
But, when you only shook your head, squeezing your eyes tighter, he couldnât help the pure fear that filled his entire body. His eyes grew watery when a teacher finally arrived, already on the phone with, he hoped, the paramedics.
Too much time passed, Mitsuba thought. Too much time spent grasping your hand, tears threatening to spill, as the teacher asked you too many questions. And, the absolute dread at the teacherâs reaction to everything- hearing you attempt to explain that everything went black for a moment- seeing the teachers eyes widen a bit, then eyebrows furrow in frustration. Mitsuba wanted to scream. To yell at whoever threw the ball- he didnât care if it was a mistake. To yell at the paramedics- it was an emergency! Why couldnât the emergency vehicle get there sooner??
Finally, they arrived. Paramedics picking you up, Mitsuba following alongside them until you sat in the vehicle. His eyes flickering from person to person, then back at you, until they shut the doors and drove off.
The next few days were like a living hell for Mitsuba. No- he wasnât living. It was as if he had been doomed to suffer for all eternity. He shook every time he walked past your homeroom, peering inside as he checked for you. Peering over at your desk, praying that he wouldnât see flowers sitting there. The lack of flowers was the only hope Mitsuba had left. The lack of rumors, the lack of Sakura one day opening up the broadcast with â(Y/N)-san of the baseball field.â It sounded ridiculous, sure, but he couldnât help itâŠ
Yes, though heâd never say it to anyone- maybe you, but that was a stretch- Mitsuba had never been so worried⊠he thought, as he finally saw you again, clinging to you as if you were as fragile as glass- that your death would probably affect him worse than his own did. Because, a world without you, would officially be a world without life⊠without you, Mitsuba knew he could no longer even feel alive.
âYou idiot⊠I hate you so much,â His voice broke slightly, as you wrapped your arms back around him. Much like the moment when he was so sure you wouldnât show back up, tears threatened to spill. âI missed you. Dummy. I missed you so much-â
hanako <3
There was a part of Hanako slightly paranoid about your death. Not overly so- not in a way that would hinder you. Simply, in the sense that he would risk his well-being to protect you. Yet, there were many situations where he was⊠helpless.
It wasnât uncommon for you to enter the girlâs bathroom, though it was almost always to visit Hanako. So, his face instinctively lit up when he saw you stumble into the bathroom- though he felt the color drain from his face when he saw your shakey figure. The color was drained from your face as well, he noted, as he quickly floated over to you.
â(Y/N)?? Whatâs wrong?â He questioned, pushing the hair from your face, getting a good look at your face. He was already positive you didnât feel well. He just needed to know how- then, he could help. Surely, he could do something.
âI⊠I dunno- my stomach hurts, haha⊠really badly.â
Before Hanako could question further- where did it hurt, what kind of pain- you stumbled into a stall, spilling any contents that were in your stomach into the toilet. Instinctively, Hanako cringed a bit- quickly, he shook the queasy feeling he got off, and stepped over to you, rubbing your back carefully.
When you looked up at Hanako, tears running down your face, he instantly feared the worst.
âPlease get a teacher, or Yashiro, or- someone,â You told him, arms securing themselves around your stomach. Hanako quickly nodded, rushing as quickly down the hallway as he could. He wasnât a doctor, for Peteâs sake- not even close to it. So, he practically flung himself into Yashiroâs classroom, shouting at her from the doorway.
âYASHIRO, (Y/N)âS IN A LOT OF PAIN!!â
Hanako could only ring his hands nervously for a moment, as Yashiro asked the teacher to be excused, floating anxiously beside her for a moment, then rushing back to you when she explained that she was going to get a teacher- thinking for a split moment, as he explained to her that you already threw up. To that, Yashiro nodded, telling Hanako that sheâd be sure to make sure your guardians were contacted.
Once he reentered the bathroom, Hanakoâs nerves were at a new worst state. His eyes landed on you, practically curled up next to the toilet, sniffling to yourself- he was sure he never wanted to help anyone so badly. He was sure that, if he could, he would take your pain.
âYashiroâs getting a teacher, (Y/N). A-are you feeling any better?â You shook your head, glancing up at the ghost boy. Your face was slightly flushed with what he was sure was a fever, and your eyebrows were furrowed in clear desperation and pain. All he wanted to do was help.
âI feel like Iâm dyingâŠâ
Dying. The word âdyingâ stuck out, striking at Hanakoâs nerves as if they werenât already being tested. You felt like you were dying? Were you?? He sat in front of you, hands shaking violently as he attempted to seem calm. You couldnât die. No- no, the teacher would come. You would live, wouldnât you? You werenât going to die⊠right?
âItâs okay, (Y/N)- youâll be okay,â He spoke, rubbing your shoulders gently and placing a soft kiss to your forehead, half trying to convince himself. As he continued to do so, the teacher entered the bathroom, knocking on the stall- though the door creaked open, as you hadnât had the time to shut and lock it. It wasnât as if you needed to- the nausea was simply overwhelming.
â(Y/N)? Can you tell me whatâs wrong?â
âIâm having really bad stomach pains⊠I threw up- it hurts to talk,â You muttered, glancing up at the teacher, giving them the same pained look you gave Hanako. They crouched next to you, placing a hand against your forehead, then nodding.
âWhere does it hurt?â
Clearly not wanting to move, you sniffled, forcing yourself to sit back just enough to motion around your lower-right abdomen. As if it clicked, the teacher nodded, letting you fall back into the position you were previously in. âI have no room to say for sure, but it does sound like appendicitis. Your parents are on the way, and Iâll let them know to take you over to the hospital.â
Your grip on yourself tightened a bit, panic showing up in your face. Seeing that panic, Hanako could only fear the worst. He knew vaguely of appendicitis, sure- how likely was someone to die from it-?? If your appendix ruptured, he knew it was dire. Did it? How long did it take for an appendix to rupture? Before he could even acknowledge the thoughts running through his mind, the teacher lifted you up, carrying you out of the room.
Though Hanako followed, he was left standing at the doors of the school when your guardian carried you away. The final bell rang, all of the students finally emptying out of the school, as the car you were in drove away. He watched until it was out of sight, silently noting that it must have been the direction of the hospital.
The first few days were practically torture for Hanako. Yashiroâs comments didnât help- her saying that you went into surgery only worsened his fears. During his lifetime, surgery was⊠unpleasant, to say the least. They could do it- you could certainly have your appendix removed, but- but what if something went wrong? How had things changed since he livedâŠ? Had it ruptured, were you going to live? What if you died during recovery?
He couldnât stand it. No, until several weeks passed, Hanako was a nervous wreck. The relief that washed through him when he saw you walking through the school halls was almost comical- that is, if he wasnât clinging to you like he really had almost lost you.
â(Y/N)... Iâm so glad to see you again.â
âHanako, Iâm so glad to see you too. Sorry for scaring you like that⊠but thanks for sticking with me.â
Of course, Hanako could only accept the praise, unsure how to word âI stuck with you because I didnât want you to die alone.â
tsukasa yugi <3
Tsukasa, most were sure, wouldnât necessarily⊠care if someone around him died. No, he probably loved the pained expressions of someone taking their last breaths. If it was a messy death? It would be better for him, right? Screams of pain, tears streaming down someoneâs face, blood splattered around. Natsuhiko half joked that it would be a dream for Tsukasa, no matter if everyone else considered it a nightmare. Sakura remained quiet, shaking her head slightly. You⊠disagreed, as if protecting Tsukasa. Maybe he wouldnât⊠as eerie as your boyfriend could be at times, you loved him nonetheless- and you were sure you didnât fall for someone who would⊠enjoyâŠâŠ othersâ painâŠ?
HmâŠ
Either way! You were sure you didnât fall for someone who would enjoy your pain!!!
Those thoughts were just that- little thoughts you had. Thrown into a few conversations between the fellow people who frequented the broadcasting room. Nothing you really wanted to prove, you know? No, youâd rather assume it, and not go through anything particularly painful to prove it.
However, those werenât necessarily your thoughts as you tripped over the rug, one of Sakuraâs tea sets in your hands. The hot tea in them went flying, landing all over you- but, that wasnât really your focus, as you landed with a harsh thud. The glass cracked underneath you, the uncomfortable sound of shattering filling the room- accompanied by your scream- at first being echoed because of the fright of following, but being finished off because of the feeling of glass splintering you as if you were the fragile object.
Your scream ended in a cry, tears quickly clouding your vision as the sharp pain coursed through every spot the glass had harmed. Sakuraâs eyes went wide, and she stood up, aiming to walk over and help you- Natsuhiko did the same, exclaiming your name once he saw you began to fall, a bit quicker than Sakura was- Mitsuba could only stare, as if his fight or flight was activated. Before any of them could reach you, Tsukasa was there, shouting your name and cupping your face.
Tsukasa wasnât bothered by the blood, as if he could be bothered by any blood, pure worry crossing his face. It was a rare sight- Tsukasa genuinely concerned- but it wasnât like seeing a bloody (Y/N) on the floor was exactly common. It was no one's focus, as the other three finally were gathered around you. Protectively, nearly forgetting your injuries, Tsukasa held your head to his chest- glaring at the others.
âGo get a nurse!! (Y/N)âs bleeding-!â
Natsuhiko nodded, rushing off, as Mitsuba glanced around panickedly- Sakura pushed Tsukasa away from you slightly, as if to let him know to be careful. His hands wandered to your arms, holding them carefully, peering at the glass, then up at the tears streaming down your face.
âDonât pull out the glass. It could make the bleeding worse, and we canât be sure where all the glass has landed. Especially in their arms.â
Tsukasa nodded a bit, glancing at his hand when one of your tears landed on it. He ignored the blood dripping onto his palms, quietly licking the tear that fell onto the back of his hand. That wasnât enough to distract you though- he half hoped he could take away your pain, but was discouraged to only be met with your shaky sobs. His eyes wandered along the shards sticking out of your arms. Dangerously close to places he knew they couldnât scratch- an artery, he knew, would be beyond dangerous⊠what if, when the glass gets pulled out, youâre met with the spewing blood that comes with a punctured artery? Looking around at the blood dripping everywhere- were you⊠dying?
Tsukasa froze up a bit. (Y/N)? Dying?
Well, he was dead⊠Amane was dead. Mitsuba was dead. But⊠what would happen when you died?
Would you become a ghost? Or would death be the final separation for the two of you- would Tsukasa be trapped on earth, while you moved on to whatever afterlife there was??
â(Y/N) canât die,â was his only thought, as Natsuhiko returned, gently explaining that he was going to carry you to the nurse- then, your guardian could come at take you to the hospital. However, once Natsuhikoâs arms wrapped around your torso, Tsukasa grabbed Natsuhikoâs closest arm. âI- I can take care of them. Iâll carry, (Y/N).â âRunt, youâre a ghost. For real, donât screw around. Let me carry them, hurry now,â He spoke, lifting you up. Tsukasa stood, balling his hands up slightly nervously. Oh, a nervous Tsukasa⊠it was also such a strange sight- watching Natsuhiko speedwalk with you in his arms, Tsukasa floating alongside them. In fact, Tsukasa remained with the both of you- holding your arms carefully, until you were entering the car, towels placed around you to keep the blood from spilling anywhere. He watched the car drive off, unsure how to process anything.
The next several days were⊠difficult for Tsukasa. He wasnât sure how to deal with it, yet he found himself peering into your classroom to see if flowers sat on your desk. He found himself paying closer attention to the rumors spread- listening carefully for anything that sounded similar to you. He wandered the halls, as if he suddenly lost his purpose- keeping an extra eye out for a person, or ghost, with cuts from shards of glass littering their body.
Tsukasa was his⊠clingy self when you returned. He hugged you as tightly as he could, not wanting to release even when you warned him about your still healing arms. He placed countless kisses to your face, giggling out that he was so sure you were going to die. Even when you questioned his thoughts, Tsukasa continued on, kissing the scars, scabs, and few stitches on your body. Yes, he really was glad that you were alive. Be it for selfish reasons or selfless ones, he couldnât be sure- he just knew he was glad.
synopsis: visiting your parents never seemed to work out in your favor. hanma seemed to notice the odd shift in mood whenever you were reminded of themâyou moved for a reason after all
cw: depictions of cigarettes + smoking , strained familial relationship , hanma is a bit ooc , self-indulgent writing , comfort + fluff
words: 2.2k
àŹ lmk if i missed anything + reblogs are appreciated !
The tension was always suffocating whenever you decided to pay visit to your parentsâ low-budget apartment you once called âhomeâ. Though, you were one to talkâyou moved out and were now renting a separate room in that exact same complex, just a few floors higher. You deemed it to be okay at the time; at least you didnât have to deal with them breathing down your neck every day. Maybe one day youâd be able to escape the confines of this less-than-stellar location.
It was yet another day youâve contemplated on your unspoken insistence to visit them. Maybe it was just natural instinctâa child worrying about their parents and checking up on them to make sure theyâre at least in somewhat good conditionsâbut theyâve always seemed to hold a grudge on you ever since you told them about your plans to move.
Itâs not like your parents were horrible people, itâs just that they could be too much sometimes. âHelicopter parentingâ is what they would call it nowadays. They always seemed to have something to nitpick every time you decided to stop by. Always.
âHeâs surely bad news.â
You sighed for what seemed like the tenth time since your arrival. You drowned out your dadâs comments on another one of your âdelinquent friendsâ as he would like to call them. He wasnât wrong per se, it was just the way the words fell out with such distaste from his mouth. If you were being honest, you couldnât really blame him. You understood the distrust him, and many others, had for delinquents. You just wish your parents had a bit more faith in your taste in friends.
âWhat was his name again?â Your mother glanced over to your slumped figure on the couch. âHanma...Hanma Shuji, right?â
You let out a small groan at the mention of his full name. You had met Hanma a few months ago, your presence piquing a small interest in him when he accidentally knocked you over after running out of some vacant alleyway.
Toppling over both you and your things, he slowed down his step and turned to you; now amused at the sight of your struggle.
After dusting yourself off, you sent a small glare his way before turning around and continuing on with your day, muttering a few words under your breath. âA little help wouldâve been nice.â
âI donât do those sorts of things.â You rolled your eyes. Of course he had to hear your little tantrum. To add insult to injury, he decided that it would be fun to follow you around like some sort of stray for the rest of the day as well, along with an occasional snide joke or twoâit wasnât like he had anything better to do.
You two would look back on those events and laugh at it now. At least he was nice enough to stick around even after such a trivial encounter. Whenever you voiced out your wonder on the exact reason as to why, he would pass it off as him âsimply enjoying the showâ.
Having heard enough passive-aggressive comments directed towards your friend, you comb a hand through your hair, your hand staying stagnant to cradle your face for a few seconds. Standing up abruptly, you walk over to the front door and slip on your shoes, face blank as you ignore the tired stares from your parents. Your visitations were always short-lived; it was abnormal for you to last even a full 2 hours in there.
âIâm gonna get some fresh air.â
No other words were said as you pulled open the door and walked out. Walking down the hall, your were met with pasty white walls and fluorescent lighting. It was so empty, so dreary. You drummed your fingers on your thigh while absentmindedly humming out a tune to keep yourself preoccupied from your thoughts.
The metal doors of the elevator finally came in your peripheral. Pressing a button, you didnât have to wait long before the doors opened up, a slight drag to your steps as you pressed the button leading to the highest floor of the complex. In your short solace, the small chime from the loudspeaker kept you from zoning out for too long.
The top floor was significantly smaller than the restâjust a few apartments to the right of the elevator and another door parallel to it; the sign reading it to be the small set of stairs leading to the rooftop. Turning the doorknob, you winced at the harsh creek the door made, the chill of the cold nightâs breeze kissing your face lightly. The wind whistled an audible tune as you trudged up the stairs quickly.
Reaching the top, you hunch forward and catch your breath, a visible cloud forming from your mouth whenever you exhaled loud enough. You huffed out a small laugh through chattered teeth before straightening up and examining the darkened sky above you. If you had to admit; it was a bit dullâthe night was cloud-free, the moon was quite bright out tonight, and you could make out a few stars if you squinted hard enough.
Walking towards the edge, you seated yourself atop a few scattered crates, the added height allowing a clearer view of the city from above. The blur of cars and the multitude of colorful lights never failed to calm you down. It was always a nice sight to see whenever you needed a place to thinkâand tonight was no different.
Your mind drifted back to your parentsâ shameless comments towards Hanma. Itâs not like you havenât tried to defend his ass either, yet they remained unchanging with their beliefs.
Replaying their words in your head caused your frown to deepen. Hanma really wasnât as bad as they made him out to beâyou learned that first hand. Shaking your head, you cleared your thoughts and distracted yourself with the view once more. The last thing you wanted right now was to be influenced by clouded judgement.
You clicked your tongue. âHow stubborn..â You muttered out to no one in particular. âGuess it runs in the family..â
Keeping your gaze forward, you lean back slightly on your forearm, your other hand tracing small shapes into the rigid wooden crate youâve found purchase on. The overbearing treatment your parents gave you coupled with the rowdy neighbors on your floorâyou truly did appreciate calm moments like these.
It was kind of funny how sour your mood was right now. It was always small, unimportant matters that seemed to hit you the hardestâyou almost had to laugh at the growing burdens youâve kept to yourself. What else could you do?
âWhat a pain, huh?â
Your breath stuttered for a second. âThat voice..â
Glancing to your side, your eyes widened at the sight of Hanma now stood beside your seated figure. He was leaning leisurely on the crate, arms perched alongside the edge with one leg propped up for balance. He leaned back, an infamous giggle leaving his lips as he breathed in the fresh air.
He craned his neck to face you, lax grin never leaving. âWhatâs gotten you so upset, hmm?â His tone seemed to poke fun at your misery, but you could easily pick out some worry. You let out a lighthearted scoff at his words and shot him a small smile. You knew he didnât mean any harm; youâd come to familiarize yourself with his way of showing concern.
âWhy are you here?â He noticed how you dodged the question, but decided not to dwell on it. You were curious as to how and why he knew you were here in the first place. He didnât live here either.
âCan I not see you or something? Iâm hurt.â
Hanma watched your face scrunch up in confusion before chuckling a bit. Once your laughter subsided, he opted to stop messing with you just this once.
âYou visit your parents every Saturday. Thatâs all.â He drawled off, changing the focus of his peripheral to the vibrant colors of the city. He didnât need to say anything more than that, sensing youâd catch on. He knew about your somewhat estranged relationship with themâthe string connecting both parties was wearing thin.
Scooting back, you hauled your legs onto the wooden box, now sitting criss-crossed as you glanced over to see him joining you, keeping his legs over the edge.
He looked at you expectantly, thinking youâd say something. Yet, all you did was hum lowly with the wind, paying his prior words no mind. How odd. His face faltered at your lack of response. Maybe he had to be more upfront about it? That was something he couldnât do, but it wouldnât hurt anyone to try. If anything, it would hurt him more if he didnât do anything to stop your little pity party.
âAre you alrigââ
âPass me a cig.â
You both halted, mouths slightly ajar. Those words were so unlike either of you; hell, youâd think the other wouldâve said it instead. Heâs only seen you smoke a couple of times; mainly when it got too much for you. He frowned, slowly reaching into his pocket to fetch one from its box along with a lighter.
âYou sure about this?â He didnât want to reprimand you or anythingâhe smoked a lot more than you after all. All he received was a curt nod back as you quickly grabbed both items from his hand. Clumsily, you place the stick between your lips and strike the lighter a few timesâa few times too many. You havenât done this in a while, and you were more than just a little desperate to forget about everything for a little while.
Before you knew it, another pair of tattooed hands snaked themselves around your shaky ones, ceasing your movements altogether. You looked up to meet Hanmaâs golden eyes, a small frown on his face as his brows knitted together in what could only be concern.
It all happened too quickly for your liking. Quietly, he scooted closer to you and moved a hand to snatch the cig from your mouth gently before leaning forward to place a quick kiss to the corner of your mouth, surprising you. Leaning back just as quickly, he now had both the lighter and cig back in his possession as he smiled slightly at your bemused state.
âLike this idiot,â he mumbled, careful to not drop the cigarette now placed between his own lips. He cupped a hand near his mouth and lit it with ease, inhaling the familiar scent of nicotine. He paused for a few seconds before taking it out again, huffing out the smoke almost boredly. You examined him as he offered the cig back to you, refusing to look you in the eye in case you saw through his facadeâhe could blame the red tint of his cheeks on the cold as a last resort or something.
A soft chuckle bubbled up your throat as you grabbed the cig, your other hand grasping onto âsinâ itself. Hanmaâs expression hardened, turning his head just in time to catch your lips on his, his eyes shutting at the sudden impact. You on the other hand were quite baffled. You were originally aiming for his cheekâsimilar to what he didâbut ended up kissing him for real.
You were about to move away in worries that he would hate you after this, but stilled once you felt a callused hand coming up to rub the apple of your cheek almost affectionately, the other moving to latch onto your wrist once more. You took this as your sign to ease back into the kiss, your free hand reaching to weave through his already tousled hair. The wind seemed to cheer you two on as it grew louder, cigarette now long forgotten as died out a few seconds later.
You pulled away first, breathing heavily as you rested our forehead on his and closed your eyes. Hanma catalogued every detail of your face in his head, palm still flat on your cheek as you leaned into its warmth.
âI hope this isnât some one time thing.â
âHave more faith in me, will you?â He huffed out before planting another quick kiss to your lips, using his index finger to playfully push you away afterwards.
He eyed the worn out cigarette on the concrete floor beneath you two, grabbing another one from his pocket. This time, he neatly placed it between your lips before handing you the lighter. He didnât want to stop you in case you still wanted it. You send him a small look of gratitude before taking the lighter and lighting it up almost instantly, admiring the small, amber colored flame for a few seconds. You lit up the cig afterwards, letting the smoke whisk away your thoughts for tonight.
Hanma knew not to poke and prod at the topic of your parents for the rest of the night; he realized that when he examined the small, more genuine smile that played on your lips after you blew out a cloud of smoke. He was just glad he could keep you away from your problems for a while.
âFeeling a bit better?â
He felt a small weight on his shoulder as you leaned on him contently.
âYeah.â
a/n: i swear i donât have an addiction to writing about cigarettes or anything </3
Why do I always fall in love with people who are already taken. It hurts. What makes it worse is that they are the flirty friend ;-;