“You Don’t Understand Anything! Don’t Talk Like You Do! It’s Not Your Concern, Hiyori!”

[ 18+ ] is this what love supposed to be?

anastasia steele x christian grey

(divorce au)

if this is us, what then?

we're good, we're okay. it's okay at first, we're happy, we get along, we drown on what we want, what we desire. but as time goes on in this.. whatever you call this, whatever this is, i don't even know anymore. is this marriage? is this what marriage supposed to be? is this just it? high and low, sleeping and getting up, submission and domination? i don't even like you anymore. i don't even know you anymore. why are we even still together?

"consequences, christian!" anastasia shouted, her voice is sharp, slicing through the silence of their cold home. but there was something else underneath. something raw, something cracking in the inside that made her face scrunch a little and made her hold back, as if that could even stop the sob that spilled out along her words.

"that is what this is."

song: do i wanna know by hozier

movie/show: a lot

loss of my life

daniel le domas × nell crain

‎"she didn't even draw the card, but she just— just couldn't handle the life of having to kill others to save our skin. and that haunts me... cause if only i knew, then i wouldn't have married her... then maybe she's still alive... the purest thing i ever had. my soul, my wife." — daniel le domas

song: night we met by lord huron

show/movie: hibm + ready or not

Knock three times || Tommy Slater ||

A/n: I am doing it! I am also giving Tommy good parents so they can be some amazing grandparents in 1994.

Part 1 of 2.

Summary: You are from Sunnyvale, the most popular girl in the most perfect town. Well that’s what people say anyway but you don’t want that, you wanted something different, you wanted Tommy Slater. Hiding your relationship with the Shadyside boy was one thing but that fact that you’re dating one Matthew Goode brought a whole new problem when someone spills the beans of yours and Tommy’s relationship.

But that’s not even the tip of your horrible week at Camp Nightwing.

A/n 2: So this was getting really long, I will be continuing this in part 2 which will be including 1994.

Tag List: @mercurypsd​

Warnings:

Death, character death, possession of a character, { Tommy still becomes possessed.}, gore/blood, abuse { Matthew is a dick }, swearing, some hinted at sex.

Song Inspiration:

Knock Three Times-Tony Orlando & Dawn.

Camp Nightwing-1978

Y/n L/n…you were the name that fell from every Sunnvale’s lips. The most popular girl at the camp. You had the looks, the money and the perfect boyfriend. You had to laugh at that one, Matthew Goode was far from being the perfect boyfriend. The man who yelled at you if your make up was out of place or if you talked out of turn.

Now Tommy, Tommy was the perfect boyfriend. He was sweet, made you laugh. It was luck meeting him, thanks to his car breaking down in front of your home. You let him call for a ride and after that you two were inseparable, your cheeks burned from when you would ever remember when you lost yourself to him.

You wished you could show him around, to rub it in everyone’s face that you were dating a boy from Shadyside and you didn’t care but you knew what Matthew would do and you knew how your father would react so for now you would have to keep your relationship a secret.

But you were sick of this, sick of every person from Sunnyvale thinking they are better than the people from Shadyside, sick of hiding your relationship from the one boy that actually cared about you.Though it made your blood boil seeing what Shelia and lackeys were doing to the girl from Shadyside.

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing.”

The smile from Sheila’s face vanished, the other girls backing away from the tied up Ziggy. Lighter falling from her hands she did her best to stutter out an accuse. 

People knew not to mess with you, you might have been a camp counselor but your father was also Sunnyvale’s top lawyer, he made people evidence disappear. 

“I…n-nothing..I was only.”

You grabbed the lighter off the ground as the other girls scurried off, Sheila still in a daze until she saw you grab the lighter. “You can’t take that.”

“I just did…now..I’m going to call your parents and your ass is getting sen-.”

“Whoa! Y/n…calm down…let’s not get in over our heads.” 

Whipping your head around a scowl came to your face, of course the Goode’s would be here.

“She was-”

Cutting you off, you winced as Matthew grabbed your chin, forcing you to look into his eyes. “I said.Let.It.Go.”

Gritting your teeth you reached up then tugged his hand off your face, you then the grabbed the knife out of Nicks hand as you cut Ziggy down you wrapped your arms around the girls waist. “Come on, Let’s get the burn checked out.”

“Whore.” 

Of course Shelia had to open her mouth, slipping the lighter in your pocket you turned to Ziggy giving her a forced smile. “Give me a moment.”

“Huh.”

Turning around your walked over to the girl, your hand slapping hard across her cheek with enough force to send the girl on her ass. “Shut your fucking mouth.”

Returning to Ziggy’s side, the young girl couldn’t help but let out a laugh. “God you’re amazing y/n.”

“Thanks.”

Once you dropped Ziggy off at the nurses office you nearly collide with another body. Blinking you looked up to see the smiling face of your best friend, the girl grasped your hand tugging you towards. “Cindy! at least tell me where you’re dragging me off too.”

Looking around she then pulled you into Shadyside’s counselor Cabin. “Y/n! did you hear?”

“Hear what?”

“Arnie and Alice broke up.”

“So…you’re telling me that you wanna date Arnie?”

“What! No!..Gross!”

Laughing, you gave your friend a smile as you nudged her side. “You gonna make a move?”

“I..”

Eyes softening you squeezed your friends hands. “You should tell her…” Hearing your name being called you mentally rolled your eyes. “Shit…Cindy…I gotta go, I’ll see you tonight.”

Waving goodbye to your friend you quickly slipped out of the Cabin running over to the Sunnyvale side.

You had a game to get ready for.

You stood along with the other Sunnyvale kids, in your hands were balloons filled with the paint of your respected sides.The game was whoever got the most paint on them. The Sunnyvale side held dark blue paint, not to mention how confidant they looked.

While the the Shadyside kids balloons were filled with yellow paint and neither of them looked confidant, well everyone but Tommy. He was smiling at you, the kind of smile he’d give you whenever you too where intimate.

Then with the sound of the whistle the kids from the Sunnyvale side started to hurl the balloons at the kids. most of the Shadysiders stood their ground while others fled. You were about to just walk about until you felt a balloon hit your blue shirt, the yellow paint exploding over it as some even hit your face. 

“Come and get me Princess.”Looking up in shock you noticed a smiling Tommy waving his hand as he then took off running.

“Oh you are dead Slater.” Ignoring the chaos around you, you followed the mans laugh as he vanished into the woods. You knew he was running towards the docks.

Still holding onto your balloon, you ducked under a branch. A full smile forming on your face as you noticed Tommy. His back was turned to you, sneaking up behind him you quickly slammed the balloon on his back. Blue paint now coating his skin.

“Ah! Shit! Y/n?” 

Laughing you covered your mouth to stifle the sound. You watched as Tommy gave you a half smile. The blue pain some how made it to his hair, walking close to you he quickly wrapped his arms around your waist lifting you in the air. Holding you close, he let the paints that were covering yours and his mix together. 

“Tommy! stop.”Laughter still leaving your lips you let your legs wrap around his waist as he brought you in for a soft kiss.

“Wanna go for a swim?”

Sighing you glanced at the edge of the docks. “Well we do have to get this paint off some how.”

“Hold on tight Princess.”

Pinching the mans cheeks he let out a small yelp before taking a running leap into the water.

Coming up for some air, you felt Tommy’s fingers run down your neck as he pushed a strain of hair out of your eyes. 

Smiling at the boy you let him wrap his arms around your waist to keep you balanced in the water. His other hand helping you scrub the paint that was on your skin.

“Tommy Slater…you are an amazing boyfriend.”

“Well what can I say…I have you to thank for that.” he states grabbing your wrist gently placing a kiss on it.

With the games down with you couldn’t help but scowl at the mess your own kids did. “Little shits.”

After some fun time with Tommy in the waters you knew the smart thing to do was to change out of your wet clothes.

Wrinkling your nose you turned the radio on, the song Knock three times started to blast throw. Smiling to yourself you turned it up a bit more as you started to sing and dance to the song as you cleaned.

“You don’t even know me, I love you.” Your voice ringing out in the empty mess hall, you didn’t even notice someone slipping into the room as you mopped the floor.

Watching you dance, Tommy couldn’t help but smile. It was one of the cutest things he’s seen you do, not to mention you were a good singing. Grinning he crossed his arms over his chest.

“Oh, my darling, knock three times.” You danced around the mop but stopped but stopped when you heard three loud knocks on the table.

“Shit! Tommy!”

“Please don’t stop on my account.”

Letting out a small groan you rolled your eyes as you walked over to the stereo. “Okay…I need to finish cleaning…now if you excuse me.”

“Wait…let me help you.” grasping your hand he made you do a little spin as he started to sing along to the song.

“Oh, my sweetness“

Laughing you let the man give you a dip, you both dancing around the room. “Means you’ll meet me in the hallway.” He spun you over to where one of the pipes where. “Oh, twice on the pipe” 

Tapping on the pipe you let your arms wrap around his neck as his hands moved to your hips. “Means you ain’t gonna show.”

While your weren’t getting much cleaning done, you were having fun with your boyfriend.

“Hey babe.”

Hiding the scowl on your face you had to force a smile instead just as you placed the cleaning supplies away. Of course he had to be the one to show up here.

“Matt…to what do I owe the pleasure?”

“Can’t a guy come see his beautiful girlfriend…now give me a smile Y/n.”

“Fuck off Matt.I’m not in the mood..go bother your little friends that were torture another camper.”

“She had it coming.” You wanted nothing more than to wipe that smile off his face.

“It’s sick.”

Brushing past him you felt your wrist get grabbed, falling against the mans chest your fight suddenly left you once you saw the look in his eyes. “What do you want Matthew?”

“I want a kiss from my girlfriend.”

“Ma-.”

Closing your eyes you felt his breath against your lips, kissing you. You were relived when the man broke it. Looking down at you, Matthew let his thumb trace your lips. “I can’t wait to make you mine.” You tried not to shudder as his hand moved down your neck, tracing your arm as he then gave your ass a small squeeze.

“See you later…Princess.”

Swallowing the bile in your throat, you waited for him to leave, to get out of your vision you quickly rubbed your lips. God, you could still feel his disgusting touch.

Storming out of the little hut, you quickly raced towards the woods. Catching Tommy’s gaze you then were out of sight of all the campers. Digging your nails into your palm you knew you needed to end this soon. You couldn’t take him touching you anymore.

Jumping, you nearly punched the person that grabbed your waist. “Whoa! Y/n! are you okay?”

“Tommy?”

Breath leaving your throat you let out fingers grasp his hand tightly. “I want you to fuck me.”

“I..Y/n…what?”

“Please….fuck me.” You let your fingers run down his chest then towards his shorts. “ Please.”

Swallowing thickly, Tommy did his best to not let his mind wander. He knew he shouldn’t want to sleep with you in the middle of the woods where anyone could find you both but it was getting hard to think when you were sucking his neck and your hands, god your hands felt so good on his hot flesh.

“S-Shit…Y/n.”

Smiling you stepped back for a moment only to remove the shirt you were wearing. Tossing it on the ground, you laid down on the leaves. Your fingers sliding down your stomach towards the shorts you wore. “I can’t do this all myself Tommy.”

Blinking a few times, Tommy quickly removed the rest of his clothing.Hovering over you he then gave you a smile grasping your hip as he slowly thrusted into your warmth. “I love you y/n..”

Smiling, you then let out a gasp digging your nails into his back. “I…I love you to Tommy.”

Closing your eyes, enjoying Tommy thrusting his length within you. You both had no clue that you were being watched.

Smiling against his lips, you knew that you both looked like a mess. You were positive you had twigs in your hair. Not to mention dirt in unsavory places but that was something you could worry about later. Right now you were going to enjoy this moment before you got back to camp.

While you were wearing your shorts, your shirt was still off. In the hands of your boyfriend. “If you’re not going to give me back my shirt then I’m going to steal yours.”

“I can handle that.”

Giving you a smile, it quickly vanished when you heard your name being called.

“Y/n! You fucking slut!”

Matthew stormed into view, you didn’t even know how he could have but that’s when you saw her. Shelia, with a smug smile on her face, arms crossed over her chest.

“You’re fucking him! A Shadyside piece of trash..is it him or is it all of Shadyside you’re spreading your legs open for..”

“Don’t you call him that!” You sneered using Tommy’s shirt to cover you up before you stormed over to him. “We were never a thing Matt! as if I’d ever date you! It was more of keeping up appearance. Why do you think I never let you touch me! You’re an asshole!.” Your hand slapping his cheek, chest heaving you were happy to finally get that off your chest.

“You know what…you can keep the little whore Slater….Top Slut of Sunnyvale and Shadyside.”

Digging his nails into his palm he stormed over to Matthew slamming his fist against his jaw. “You shut your fucking mouth! You will not disrespect her again! you will not touch her again…Or I’ll.”

Holding onto his jaw, Matthew glared up at Tommy. “Or you’ll what.”

“I’ll fucking kill you.”

Swallowing, Matthew didn’t know what to say to that but now he knew what he had to do.

Your stuff was in front of the door, something that was not surprising. Everyone in Sunnyvale knew what you did to Tommy but for once you didn’t care. It felt freeing, you felt like you could finally be happy. Grabbing your bag you flipped the cabin off one more time as you made your way towards the Shadyside cabin.

“Hey! y/n! welcome to the dark side.” Arine nodded at you, Alice scoffed and Cindy looked like she was about to burst though Tommy just looked dazed.

Frowning you dropped your things, walking over to your boyfriend you cupped his cheeks. “Hey…Tommy…you okay?”

“Y/n?” Blinking a few times he did his best to smile. “Hey…how are you feeling.”

“Never better” You tried to smile but you were worried for him. “What about you? You don’t look so good.”

“I’m fine…just a headache….I was thinking about…heading to the nurse.”

Nodding your head you then wrapped your arms around his waist. “Come on, I’ll help you Tommy.”

Leaning on your shoulder, you felt his breath against your skin. You just hoped he was okay. He was muttering something under his breath, something you couldn’t hear but it made you nervous.

It didn’t take you long to get to the small nurses office and as you guided him to sit in the chair, hearing a noise you turned to see the nurse, you were about to ask for help though she just brushed past you.

You could barley make out what she was saying, it wasn’t until you finally registered that the woman had a knife in her hand. Tommy didn’t even react, he couldn’t react since he was hunched over, his head in his hands. “Tommy.”

You quickly lunged at the woman, your hand wrapping around around the knife. You felt the blade cut into your skin, Tommy finally snapping out of whatever haze he was in. Leaping into the action, he quickly rushed the woman pulling her away thinking you were the one in danger. Shoving her aside.

Everything felt like it was running in slow motion, screaming, someone was screaming but you couldn’t help but feel a cold shiver run up your spine. The words ringing in your ears.

“I’m sorry but this is he only way. I saw you’re name on the rock. You’ll die tonight. One way or another.”

“Tommy.” His name left your lips as everything went black.

You woke up to the sound of voices, one was of Cindy. Her voice was filled with concern though she was also questioning Tommy. Tommy, god he sounded so confused. He tried to explain that one moment they were sitting in the nurses office then the next thing he knew you were holding a bleeding palm, then you fainted.

You woke up laying in a bed, your hand wrapped. Tommy sitting up from whatever seat he was sitting in. “Y/n.”

“God..shit what happened?”

“Nurse Lane attacked you…they took her away.”

You glanced at your hand, that wasn’t right. She was trying to kill Tommy, the realization hit you hard. What was she talking about? What rock? You felt so many questions fill your mind but you had no answers for them.

“Y/n….hello earth too y/n…are you alright.?”

Snapping out of the haze you forced a laugh standing up on shaky legs. “I’m fine…ah we should get ready for the color wars ya…don’t hold back.” You tried to muster up a smile placing a kiss to Tommy’s cheek then nodded to Cindy but that smile vanished when you heard Arin’s voice fill the room.

“Why? It’s not like good old Shadyside ever wins.”

Scowling you walked past the man. “Maybe if you put effort and actually helped your team you might stand a chance.” you shot back though clearing out your throat you stood in front of Tommy grasping his hand. “Meet me back here tonight. I need to find out what really happened with Nurse Lane.” you whispered to him. Giving him one last kiss you gave Arni a glare leaving the room hoping to find some answers.

You stayed on your cabin until it was dark, the color war didn’t matter to you know matter how much Nick begged you to play. Gripping a flashlight in your good hand you walked towards the infirmary, a breath leaving your lips spotting Tommy though he didn’t look good, was the blood on his nose?

Shaking your head he seemed to have sensed you because he quickly wiped his nose then gave you a smile.

“Y/n.”

Standing on your toes you gave his cheek a kiss as you then tugged him inside the building.

“If you wanted to get me a lone y/n you could have just asked. “he teased.

Snorting you gave your boyfriend a teasing smile, your flashlight shinning on every surface that might hold a clue. Spotting a bottle of pills you turned them around then sighed. 

Maybe she did lose it, though that was until your eyes landed on a book. An old book, you were afraid that if you touched the thing it would fall apart. Wetting your lips you frowned reading the passages, it unnerved you. Though of course your silent moment together was interrupted by the voice of shouting. Alice and Arnie arguing at each other then the two’s attention were on you and that book. 

But after that, that’s when it all changed, Alice started to read from the book, she read how the curse would break and a map of the Camp with writings all over it. You frowned then turned to look at the woman both seeming to have the same idea.

You didn’t know when Cindy joined you, Alice, Arine and Tommy, you didn’t even remember going into the house, you didn’t even notice when you, Alice and Cindy broke away from the boys. You felt your heart leap into your throat once you noticed a stone wall holding all the killers, including Tommy’s and suddenly what Nurse Lane said made sense.

“I’m sorry but this is he only way. I saw you’re name on the rock. You’ll die tonight. One way or another.”

“Tommy.”

Someone was screaming, no not someone…Alice and Cindy. You were to shell shock to even register what had happened. You felt something wet on your face though it finally hit you that Arnie was dead having taken an ax to the face. You couldn’t even recognize the man anymore, you had to swallow the bile, so that’s why you felt so sticky. Looking up your eyes met Tommy’s except those weren’t Tommy’s eyes, he looked like his mind was taken over.

“Run.” Slowly stepping back you tore your gaze away from the body, away from Tommy, back to the girls. “Run!”

They didn’t need to be told twice as the took off down the cave but he didn’t move. He just stood their watching you, you were about to call out his name until he swiped the ax at you. You nearly missed the blow, feeling rocks cut into your skin. Scrambling up you took off running, bursting out of the house you sprinted through the forest with Tommy hot on your heels. Your eyes landing on a small hut, rushing in you did your best to calm your racing thoughts. You didn’t even notice that you had stepped into the showers. Covering your mouth you watched as Tommy slipped in. The closer he got the more you stepped back, it wasn’t until you felt your body hit the shower causing it to turn on alerting the man.

You didn’t want to die like this, not by the man you loved, not being soaking wet. Just as he approached, he halted in his movements. His head titling to the side as he looked you over and then he walked away.

Your mind was still reeling, what just happened but then your eyes went wide. The blood, you had the blood of a Shadysider on you and now that it was gone he had no reason to attack you. Heaving you closed your eyes knowing what had to be done. You needed to warn the others, you had to find away to save Tommy.

Your legs were burning, your hand was killing you but the only thing you could think about was Tommy, you had to save him. With a rope around your shoulder while in another hand was a small bottle of blood. Something to lure him out. While you hated using the blood of someone that died you had to do it.

“Tommy!”

God you couldn’t get the image of Joan’s body out of your mind, gutted. This was not the camp experience you had wanted.

Unscrewing the cap you quickly dumped the blood over your shirt, your heart racing in your chest. Then their was Gary, you were glad you didn’t see his death, you didn’t know how Cindy or Alice dealt with that but you were grateful for the woman’s help.

It didn’t take long for you too see Tommy, his shoulder was bleeding but he was rushing at you. Closing your eyes you took off running letting him follow you. Yelling to Cindy, you rushed passed the woman just in time as she grasped the shovel in her hand cracking Tommy in the back of his head. You were relived to see that he was still breath. Dropping the rope you nodded your head. 

“We need to time him up.”

“Then what! he just killed.”

“It’s not him! he’s….it’s not Tommy and I don’t care if you do-”

“We believe you Y/n.”

After what she and Alice saw in that cave, how could she not believe her friend.  “Y/n…we found out….it’s the Goode’s…they’re the reason why..”

Alice looked towards Cindy then frowned. “You need to kill whoever wrote the name on the wall…it was either Matthew or.”

“Nick.”

God how could you kill anyone, tensing you slowly stood up grabbing the ax laying on the ground. You looked over at Tommy struggling against the rope, he looked rabid. Though the fear you were feeling was replaced with anger. One of the Goode’s did this so you were going to set this right, you will fix this.

“Watch Tommy for me.”

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song: bathroom by montell fish

movie: saltburn + anora

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i could just imagine the level of upgrade she would get if she only married or at least got into a relationship with fel instead. like, the man has taste. he has common sense, he has a heart, he's responsible, he has brains, he's educated, his peers are decent, his home is fantastic, he could handle himself, he's rich, matured at the very least and his family adores him.

the cattons, though has their own types of nuts in their back pockets, would surely accept her and let her in. not why not, but cause of this idea that if felix is happy and trusts anora, then okay. sure, there'll be some tight spots and daddy might scrutinize her by her career and farleigh might poke around and test what kind is she but mostly, they won't mind. and i would love to see venetia do some shopping and salon with ani, ani having some chat and gossip session over champagne with elspeth in gown, and anora have some argument with farleigh cause they're both divas at their own right and they might have bits of common ground? cause farleigh is also from the lower class working his way up and keeping stations in saltburn.

for me, or the one perched on my left shoulder, someone like (but not exactly) felix would definitely treat her better than just the girl who likes pole but as the person she is. felix judges and befriends people by their character, like what happened to him and oliver— aww, poor ollie, am gon' be his friend huhu— but anora isn't like that. she's honest, she's open, she don't accept pity or shits and just be herself; and she do what she has to do while also hoping that someday, she'll get her star and fly away far from the strip club and live a life she deserves.

so, even if it might be transactional at first between anora and felix, i feel like the feelings fel paid for will eventually come true. and they'll be perfect for each other. cinderella and prince charming in a place called saltburn. but, well, ollie oil unfortunately exists— at the end, we accept the love we thought we deserve.

Great chapter! Kirari cared a lot for her twin. What a revelation and yes she is somewhat jealous of Mary on how she was able to let Ririka open up to her.