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hi tumblr. i’m currently sitting next to my mom as i type this. i’m at my sisters tennis thing, my dad told me to take videos and i’ve taken none… i hope she goes back on (i don’t think she will, am i cooked yes or no??) im sitting on bleachers right now, they’re black and green. not exactly the comfortablest. there’s an easter thing going on and they’re playing some fuckass christian music and it’s bad. so glad i have my headphones. currently listening to control by puddle of mudd. song ends like right now though. will update on what song comes on next hold on. ……………………….………… the song is ROCKET QUEEN BY GNR THIS IS THE BEST DAY EVER!!!!
got some ice cream with my mom earlier, i need to remember not to get whole milk in my shake. it doesn’t taste very good. not saying the shake was bad, but i really need to ask for 2%. i got cookies and cream shake with no whip cream because i don’t like whip cream. it’s just not yum. i’m super picky, i think. should make a post on stuff i won’t eat maybe?? phone is currently at 20%
Контроль. Война и эпидемия как способ манипуляции. Control. War and epidemic as a method of manipulation.
https://dzen.ru/a/Y7rU4EW2hH0XYqpv
Когда то давно я писала статью на эту тему на дзене, вот ссылка для тех, кому интересно. Там я кстати предсказала возвращение "призрака социализма" как "решение от всех проблем". Хотелось бы так же добавить что с помощью страха смерти, и постоянной её нам демонстрации в СМИ. Через пандемии, войны, кино. Людям блокируют лобную долю мозга, отвечающую за способность к действиям. Такая панацея от бунтов и революции для плебса. Наше под сознание воспринимает события на экране как реальные и парализуется. Включается древний инстинкт при столкновении с опасностью - "бей и беги". Кровь отливает от мозга к конечностям, и зомби готов.
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A long time ago I wrote an article on this topic on Zen, here is a link for those who are interested. By the way, there I predicted the return of the "ghost of socialism" as a "solution to all problems". I would also like to add that with the help of the fear of death, and its constant demonstration to us in the media. Through pandemics, wars, cinema. People block the frontal lobe of the brain, which is responsible for the ability to act. Such a panacea for riots and revolutions for the plebs. Our subconscious perceives the events on the screen as real and is paralyzed. An ancient instinct is activated when faced with danger - "fight and run". Blood flows from the brain to the limbs, and the zombie is ready.
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Uncontrollable.
There are just certain aspects in your life that you simply can't control. You can't really control who walks into your life, and sometimes you can't control who walks out of your life. Unexpected events that can occur can break your normal routine as well. Some of these events can turn into blessings while some other events are still taking time for recovery. Emotions. Sometimes it's hard to control them as well. You get angry, you get sad, you are elated, you're in love. So many emotions come and go repeatedly throughout our lives. Hopefully someday we'll have it all figured out. Until then, I'll stumble and fall as I find my way. Bruises and nightblindness and all.
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MIND CONTROL MILITARIES
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MIND CONTROL MILITARIES
Control
- You submit because you want to feel almost forced to do those things that make you feel dirty.. it excites you beyond anything else. Do things you know you have little intrest in when in other contexts but maybe that exhilarating feeling of manipulation makes you feel that warmth deep inside. It’s like you have this voice inside that lets you know on a level you cannot articulate that you feel that excitement now deep in parts of your mind you don’t discuss with just any other person. I have this voice inside as well. We all have this voice that tells you what is going on is right and you feel good.
- It’s almost like you want me to play with your mind I mean perhaps it is not like you get excited because you love that feeling of manipulation at the hands of another. It’s just it’s a little scary and oddly that small fear makes you feel horny. The hornier you get the deeper you sink in to your desires.
- You might think you crave humiliation or that you crave depravity because you don’t deserve to be excited. However the truth is simpler as you get excited from humiliation & your depravity because you fear you are good fuck toy. Just think about what you haven't considered yet.. When you get to be treated like a toy this voice you trust lets you know you are good. Every minute of it is truly special.
I desired to learn so many things
Like trusting, instead of searching affection in your night sky eyes
Like loving, instead of rushing only to control and not to lose
Like healing, instead of hurting myself and everyone I feel around
Like being thankful, instead of sorry for all the words which leave my mouth
Like living, instead of dying with every day I waste for nothing
Like living, like living like living time as easy as you do
Why do you feel so alive?
empty hands
there is no space between our hands yet all I feel is emptiness promising touches holding me and whispering I am safe I am allowed to lose control I am allowed to let myself fall
while all I touch are empty hands, fading through my skin, not able to carry a single finger of mine so how can I expect from you to carry my world, while you already gave up on yours?