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6 months ago

Am not right to be loved, thus I fear for a soul that flatters mine. Am not just to be trusted, thus I am scared to trust. Am aiming nowhere, thus scared for someone to get lost with me.


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7 months ago

fate again.

The heart goes cold.

The heart grows old.

The repetition of moments be it trembling or joyous.

The heart loses it all in the end.

art by @kmcvisuals

Fate Again.

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7 months ago

Some say hope is a good thing, others all heartedly warn us against it. Country men , isn’t that life? that what frees some enslaves others and completely dismantles them out of existence.

art by @kmcvisuals

Some Say Hope Is A Good Thing, Others All Heartedly Warn Us Against It. Country Men , Isn’t That Life?

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7 months ago

Some are young rocks, arrows, spears, barrettes and jackhammers cant penetrate throw them. Opposite, lies the intricates the roses of this world the fragiles. For people like these it needs not much, a word, a gaze or silence and everything is shuttered.

Before Dawn
Gumroad
In "Before Dawn", Kibirige Amon masterfully weaves a poignant tapestry of prose poetry, delving into the darkest recesses of the human exper

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7 months ago

He felt like a pigeon unknown to him the time the cage could open up.

It did petrify him though,

that if he didn’t realize that it was his life he was consuming,

all possibilities pointed to a destruction of himself in search for an escape.


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7 months ago

In this decorated room, my soul murmurs a prayer that at least this time, this manufactured happiness can last more than just a nights sleep and that I can forget all of myself without coming back the next day for another glassed antidote.

Before Dawn
Gumroad
In "Before Dawn", Kibirige Amon masterfully weaves a poignant tapestry of prose poetry, delving into the darkest recesses of the human exper

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7 months ago

Darkness comes on once in a while, it’s hard to escape it completely. A few who have triumphed escaping it are geniuses, precious and are lucky. To the rest of us, darkness visits once in a while


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7 months ago

That way it’s easier, easier to accept that I don’t have it all.

To dine and align with my inner being

that keeps on reminding me of

all that am not and

of all that am meant to be but so far I have failed to become.


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7 months ago

she got to realize time to time, that she was a granite. She was a person never seen anywhere on this planet at least not in the places she had been too.


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4 months ago

"Hope comes so naturally to you."

I read this line over and over again and sometimes I wish, it didn't. Sometimes, I wish hope didn't come easily to me. Sometimes, I just wish your comforting nihilism and words of how it shall all turn to dust either way appealed to me naturally.

I walk around this world and as I grow, I learn more of it. I see the destruction, the ruins we send our environment into, the hatred that spreads like a deadly poison, the bigotry, the complete breakdown this economy is having around us, the rich become richer and the poor only grow poorer. The divide, the ignorance, just the sheer amount of misery-- Misery. The common affliction to human condition.

And yet, I hate to think, 'Nothing will change'.

It would be *so* easy to. But I cannot.

Because I don't know what happens next-- then how can I say it never changes? Never will?

We don't know what will happen to everything.

What do we know?

That it will all eventually turn to dust.

Might as well turn to dust bearing some hope. Trying what little we can, bringing change in the little corner of the world. Maybe, just maybe the world will learn.

Because if it all ends, then what's the harm in hoping?

There are two ways you can live your life-- as the ignorant one. Ignorance is, in itself, bliss. To never let yourself be aware of the wretchedness of it all.

And as the aware one. To be aware, to be conscious, to be critical and slowly feel yourself become jaded. It is the more painful way.

But if history stands as evidence, it is the critical one who challenged the status quo. The critique who dares to hope for better has always been the one bringing change.

"I look around and see the misery. I look around and can't help but be aware of the futility. But I still clutch kindness closely to my heart. I still hold on to humanity and its dynamic ability to change. I still hope.

Because to hope, is to live.

And to live without hope, is to live a miserable life."

Re: Hope might come naturally to me, but even if it did not, even if it stopped being the case- I will still choose it.


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1 year ago

SAY IT SISTER!!! SPREAD THE WORD!!!!

Reupload Because I Think A Few People Need To Re-hear This Today. You Matter. If You Feel As Though No

Reupload because I think a few people need to re-hear this today. You matter. If you feel as though no one wants you around, just know I do and I'm glad you're still here. Stay Strong.


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4 years ago

Take some time for myself, ... Then see who really cares about me ...


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10 months ago

The Mosquito's Sting: A Tale of Boundaries Challenged

Once upon a time, in an enchanted kingdom, there was a mosquito that carried West Nile fever. This mosquito bit a wealthy man and a poor one, a Jew and an Arab, a white person and a black person, women and men, heterosexual cisgender and LGBTQ+ individuals. The story tells how people created protective barriers and divisions between themselves, but nature, in the form of the mosquito, pierced through these barriers and showed how easily something from each of them could seep into the other, revealing how arbitrary and temporary all these defenses and boundaries truly were.

The king of the kingdom ordered the mosquito to be locked in a golden cage and asked the wisest person in the kingdom, a little girl who understood the language of all animals, to talk to the mosquito. The girl listened to the mosquito's story and told the king the moral lesson that the mosquito had taught. Instead of punishing the mosquito, they made it an important minister in the kingdom. The royal physician healed the mosquito, and the kingdom's scientists transformed it into a beautiful prince.

The prince married the girl when she became old enough. She was the only one who saw the wisdom in the simple mosquito that had only come to sting. To everyone's surprise, as they did not know enough about science, it turned out that the mosquito was actually female. So, the wise girl ended up marrying a mosquito princess who loved to wear princes' clothes. The two of them lived happily ever after, a bit distanced from all other humans who were unwilling to give up the barriers and divisions that separated them.

When the people discovered that the mosquito was female and had married a woman, they wanted to punish her. However, the girl, who was once a wise child, ran away with the mosquito princess to the mountains. There, they lived happily, far from people's eyes and the fears that drove society. They listened to animals, studied life principles with them, trying to deeply understand their languages. Over the years, they published scientific papers that were meant to bring human society closer to their compassionate worldview, which looked broadly at life as one intertwined woven fabric.


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8 months ago

reincarnation

i love life to the point where it hurts

to the point where i must give it up

because i do not deserve

to be gifted such a thing

because i have failed

and if reincarnation is real

i hope to hand this chance at life

off to someone

more deserving than me


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4 years ago

What an irony it is that these living beings whose shade we sit in, whose fruit we eat, whose limbs we climb, whose roots we water, to whom most of us rarely give a second thought, are so poorly understood. We need to come, as soon as possible, to a profound understanding and appreciation for trees and forests and the vital role they play, for they are among our best allies in the uncertain future that is unfolding.

Jim Robbins, The Man Who Planted Trees: Lost Groves, Champion Trees, and an Urgent Plan to Save the Planet


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5 years ago
If The Human Race Is To Survive, Then We Must Respect The Rights Of Other Species To Survive. Sharing

If the human race is to survive, then we must respect the rights of other species to survive. Sharing bedroom space with a wolf is not practical but sharing wilderness space is. We must therefore, restrict human activity in spaces where threatened or endangered species live. We must stay out of their bedroom. Set aside some wild spaces while they yet exist. Closing the wild spaces after all of the wild things are gone will not work.


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5 years ago
Bears Keep Me Humble. They Help Me To Keep The World In Perspective And To Understand Where I Fit On

Bears keep me humble. They help me to keep the world in perspective and to understand where I fit on the spectrum of life. We need to preserve the wilderness and its monarchs for ourselves, and for the dreams of children. We should fight for these things as if our life depended upon it, because it does.


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5 years ago
Birds Are Not Meant To Be Caged, That's All. Their Feathers Are Too Bright, Their Songs Too Sweet And

Birds are not meant to be caged, that's all. Their feathers are too bright, their songs too sweet and wild. So you let them go, or when you open the cage to feed them they somehow fly out past you. And the part of you that knows it was wrong to imprison them in the first place rejoices, but still, the place where you live is that much more drab and empty for their departure.


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10 months ago

I think we sometimes forget that our parents are people too. We put them on a pedestal and in the process forget that our dads are not just fathers. We expect them to be perfect and always say the right thing but we often forget that they don't tell us about their past, they don't tell us about what they've been through. I sometimes forget that my dad isn't the youngest child, he was an older brother. He lost his sister to a disease that wasn't even that fatal. He couldnt be with her during her last moments and I bet he blames himself for not reaching there sooner because being a doctor, he could've even saved her. We should know about these things but our parents don't tell us, so we don't. We should know why our parents are the way that they are but maybe when we know what made them that way, maybe we'll understand them too.


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