Why Not - Blog Posts
Sometimes I feel so desperate to the point of considering to start my Tumblr blog
But that would mean to choose a dark side
Oh, well...
EYESTRAIN CW WOOOO
I AM LOSING MY MIND !!!
passivity
what are you waiting for? someone to grant you permission? the perfect and permanent emotion? a shooting star to magic away every problem you have or have ever had? alright, wait away then. but no one is going to live your life for you while you wait to become someone else.
-user @pollen
what's the thing you're most proud of doing in 2024? there has been a recent movement in the recommendations i have been receiving across my media consumption sites. (not the professional ones, just public sites). even though i've been off most social media for a while now, towards the end, i'd been receiving more and more stuff that just said: leave, take a break, breathe. the very nature of hyperpersonalisation states that i could be watching things that none of you have ever reached through endless scrolls. when any of those creators ask: “what is your hobby?” and before you can "answer" them, they quickly add a caveat. “media consumption is not a hobby!” and maybe it's not. but why?
what did you do this year? my friends asked me as it ended, and i paused for a second. what had i done? then i remembered, i've started writing a blog (semi-regularly), i've tried to start learning the ukulele, and as i string this thought process along, i've started realising: it's just action, isn't it? you have to choose to do it.
what question does the trolley problem pose at its core? would you choose to take one death on your conscience, or let five deaths simply happen, as deaths do? are you strong enough to make that choice within a split second? now, consider the inverse: are you willing to take action, choose to do something that's going to improve you as a person that's not simply passive intake of media, bearing the cost of effort? and if the choice sounds obvious, why is it so hard?
what do i want to say? i'm not always sure. maybe i just want to tell all of you: there's nothing like the feeling of having done something well, so please do it as much as you can. maybe i just want to tell all of you: i will be very proud of you if you try. maybe i just want to tell you: i care about you. i would be very happy if you were happy with yourself. you got this. i'm here for you.
Having a boyfriend with strict parents is so weird like
"Yeah, so do you have a phone?"
"Nah, only the slides." (Referring to the Google slides shared in the friend group)
"Oh, yeah, you get off so earlier though?"
"Yeah my bedtime is 7:30"
Like... oopsies forgot you had that, but like WHY CANT YOU AT LEAST TALK TO ME PAST 8 PM PLEEEASDEEEEEJSHSHAJDBAJFBAIFBEWJAJABDHJSBAJADJANWIDBEIFBAJEBRUZNWKDBAJDHABDHSU
THE RESULT FROM THE VOTES
This is about my crush but it would probably work for quackity, too.
Fluff/normal
-He'd hug you and slide his hand down by your shoulder to get out of the hug (This is canon from my friend).
-He’d be super clingy, as in as much as he could with his friends around. Whether that be holding you waist (not like that), or hugging you just a little longer than normal.
-Shy compliments. He's big on wanting to show you how beautiful he thinks you are, but is so, so, shy trying to.
-And it's the same the other way, when you compliment him, he gets shy all over again, and makes that scrunched face
-Oh, and he'd be hesitant to even date you btw, he'd be too scared to mess up. (Delusional)
-But other than that, when he says yes to dating you, he's immediately trying to show he cares.
-CUDDLING (I'm making a whole thing about this) He's extremely cuddly, if you guys get a sleepover, he's snuggling into you shoulder, he'd probably be tired from all the playing with your siblings prior
He's nuzzling everywhere he can reach, (and that you're comfortable with) maybe even planting little kisses on the back of your head or forehead depending on how they're laying
He's so shy at first btw. Like he's asking “you sure?” And stuff like “...don't make fun of me later…promise?” Stuff like that despite being dead fucking tired
He'd end up laying on your chest in the morning one way or another, and he's probably drooled a bit, if I'm being honest.Also, he's not a morning person, that's (I think) not the vibes he gives off
MESSY MORNING HAIR, since it's at his neck, but not like quackity length long hair, it gets a little messy in the front from him snuggling on you the night before, or in general.
NSFW/SMUT
KUUMANA
-He'd be a biter, 100%, like one of my friends do, and he'd make sure no one could see and smile like he'd done nothing before going back to class.
-He’d jerk off to the small things, no, wait, HEAR ME OUT, like he'd think you were SO hot, and wouldn't tell you.
-He’d be shy, I just KNOW it, like the tiniest dirty joke and he's hard and hiding it, and not like “that's what she said” (bc I've already done that), like disguised dirty compliments directed to him.
-Anyway, he'd be complimenting you so much, dirty or not, he would be doing whatever to make you feel good. (yes I know I put it on the SFW one)
-He’d love the tight clothes you wear, on the rare occasion that you do. He just thinks they fit your chest so well.
-I strongly believe he's a whimperer if y'all do end up fucking
-And speaking of, it's probably going to be you sucking him off, or him shyly eating you out. He'd be so scared and clueless at first.
-He looks good in between your legs btw, whimpering and moaning against your skin when he does something right.
-Since he's clueless, you'd (I’d) make a system where if something felt good, you'd pull on his hair, and sometimes he'd like when you pull his hair too hard
-CUDDLING (except NSFW)
He's cuddling all over you, and I mean everywhere.
He's literally touching everywhere you're ok with.
He's needy. That's it.
He's all over your neck, kissing literally every place he can reach.
His long hair *would* be over his face, covering it if it got too bright in the room.
And don't worry about your parents seeing it, he's made sure they' asleep/the parent that's there is. He remembered the little details of how you told him they sleep.
He spoils you. See, he made this façade to everyone, and it included you for a bit, that he was a good little kid.
Shocker, he wasn't. He made a whole time chart to sleep with you, and only a little sex surprisingly.
THANKS FOR LETTING ME TALK ABOUT MY CRUSH ABOUT TO BE BOYFRIEND!!!
Idk man...
It's gonna have smut if I do btw, and it's literally just a boy in my class.
(I have lore if y'all want it)
guys I made the draft of the boys in my class.
Watson had just set his stuff down on the ground next to the bleachers, it was a Friday, they got to play in the gym. Cooper walked in right before the bell. Watson could feel the thoughts coming on, last time Cooper was in here, he had pulled him behind the curtains and made out with him, and no one saw it.
Cooper came up to him, smirking. “Hey, Watson.~” Watson played it off, calling him gay for the 100th time this week, and everyone scoffed, especially the popular homophobic boys.
“I'm not gay, stop trying to flirt with me.” He said, and to anyone else it would've been convincing, but not Cooper, he knew better.
Cooper got close to his ear, whispering for the sake of his pride, and his confidence. “That's not what you were saying yesterday.” Watson blushed, why would he bring that up? He tried to play it off, whispering to Cooper: “Act, please, I can't have them knowing, yet.”
Lmk if y'all want me to publish the (currently being made) other parts !!
Pinterest for the love of fuck PLEASE GIVE ME MY ACCOUNT BACK. Im sorry I saved that pin ok please forgive me
Fun, but specific OC questions
1. What's their full name? If they're an alien and their name is in their native planet's language, have you thought about what it means?
2. Say your OC made a playlist on Spotify. What bands would be on that playlist? Any specific genres?
3. What kind of video games would they play? Any specific titles?
4. What would their favorite cartoons be, and why? What would their favorite characters be?
5. What's their favorite type of weather? Do they like to do anything specific on days when the weather is how they like it?
6. If they're a fan of Hot Chocolate, Tea, or Coffee, how do they like either of those drinks prepared?
7. What kind of animals would they like as a pet? What names would they give their pets if they got any? If they already have pet's what are their names?
8. How does your OC keep track of time? Do they have a planner? A calendar?
9. How do they write? Do they write in cursive? How do they dot their i's and j's? Do they have specific ways that they write certain letters?
10. What's their favorite time of day?
11. What kinds of foods and drinks do they like? Do they like certain foods to be fried? Do they prefer certain foods to be prepared hot/cold?
12. If they were an actual character in an animated film or TV series, who would they be voiced by? Do they have a certain accent that the person would need to perfect?
13. If you are an artist, and if your OC can draw as well, could you replicate what their artstyle looks like? Or, if you can't, could you describe it?
14. If your OC owned a Tumblr blog, what kind of content would they post?
15. How do they type? Do they use emojis? Do abbreviate and shorten words?
16. If your OC was a film director, what kind of movies would they make?
17. If your OC was a musical artist, what genres would they do?
18. What type of singing voice does your OC have?
19. Does your OC like to collect things? What kind of things do they collect?
20. Was your OC inspired by anything? Another character? A person?
Rahhhhh tysm for the tag Kairo!!
It took so much self control to not add ram horns or elf ears. Actually, elf ears below the cut,
Ohhhh @ticklish-n-stuff the urge to cut my bangs is REAL SNIP SNIPP
@leripo and anyone else who sees this, feel free to try!
Picrew Tag 💕
New Picrew time! (I lost all other ones): Link
Tagging: @ticklygiggles @lovelynim @mai-mei @bambinella @xsezzie @fluffandgiggles @kusuguricafe @theyellowroseofsodor and everyone who would like to do it 💕
If I had the ability I'd make an animated adaption of the Amulet series, albeit with some new stuff added for context and better world+character building and some old stuff removed because god damn it I'm sorry but I hate the part where Emily's FUTURE SELF WHICH JUST CAME OUT OF NOWHERE AND HELPS HER INSTEAD OF TRELLIS. It makes me want to drop myself into the void. Like, there's so many potential and cool ideas in this comic that either gets written poorly or abandoned in the end. But then again there's a chance I'd butcher the entire plot so badly it'll look a mutilated chew toy so I should probably not take any chances for now
Doing an villainous au 'cause i feel like it ,so yeah
(this is an au where flug is secretly bh's older brother)
Literally all of Hallownest: Not to be racist or anything, but spiders SUUUUUUUGHH—
I'll teach you to be a lady
Lady Bone Demon × Lady Iron Dragon
Bel'Veth took the form of Kassadin's wife, or it merged with her, like Kai'Sa with that creature from the Void.
Change my mind.
im fuckin doing it
found out how make alt account.
REALLY considering making an A sphere roleplay account now that i have the power to
"Stay here until I get back, I will only be a couple hours."
That was 10 years ago - 6 years ago he lost hope.
Ranboo was only 6 when his father left, he was only meant to go help with some family issues but never returned.
Little Ran didn't mind in those hours his father left, he played some skyblock - did some parkour. As he played, small ghosts appeared around him and talked to him. They'd have conversations and some of them was even kind enough to vanish some of the meaner ghosts.
It was 4 hours after his father left that he got worried. His ghost friends didn't know who his father was so they couldn't help. He waited and waited for the pop up message to tell him his father joined the server - it never came.
Years pass - ghosts come and go, Ranboo is now 10 years old. Little Ranboo and his green and red jewelled crown. He lost games and won more games. The ghosts helped him figure out how to summon a small blue bird and make posts that would get likes and comments.
He enjoyed life though he missed his father greatly.
He met a friend one day, they met during a skywars lobby. His friend? TapL. Everytime his friend left to do other things Ran would worry that he wouldn't return like his father although he always returned.
TapL told him of a legend from a server that one of his friends was part of, the legend of Technoblade. The name was familiar, very familiar. Maybe it was a name that his father told him, maybe it was his father's name? He couldn't remember. His memory was getting worse as he grew and he was worried that he'd forget everything from his childhood.
Another year passes, he met another friend. He was called Tubbo. They met because his ghost friends kept talking to Tubbo about him. It was funny but he ended up getting blocked twice on Twitter. He met someone else through Tubbo though, her name was Niki. She was the sweetest person that he'd ever met and he looked up to her. She was the closest that he'd ever call a mother or big sister. She'd protect him and care for him. She showed him how to go across servers and to create new world.
He was 14 when Technoblade joined the server once again but by then...Ranboo had forgotten his father's name and only knew the legend of Technoblade so he was excited to say the least to finally "meet" his idol.
Once he reached where Techno stood, he left once he spotted young Ranboo.
Technoblade left the server.
He believed it was his fault, he was half enderman after all. He was 6'5 at 14, it was practically unheard of!
He didn't know Techno had ran off to the Dream SMP and had went to create a small refuge so he could bring Ranboo to the server but it took longer than he thought though he knew he should've realised how long a castle with a village plus walls to protect it would take to build, even with his father's help. He had asked Dream to whitelist the child and through some convincing, Ranboo was whitelisted on the server.
It was Ranboo's 16th birthday at last. 10 years on the dot since his father left. The ghosts were chatting happily amongst themselves as they were talking about what recently happened on the Dream SMP. From what he tuned in to, he could tell there had been some wars and new people had joined. He heard that some Tommy person might be exiled for burning a "Gogy"'s house.
He was in the middle of a skywars game when he got a dm from Dream. He had to hide that he was messaging from the chat though it wasn't hard because they were all busy amongst themselves. Once he won the round, instead of going into another game like expected, he began to joke that he could hack into the Dream SMP.
He opened up a virtual keyboard and began spelling random words before opening the server. His ghost friends were crazy after that and began believing that it wasn't true but after he did some exploring and met with some of the current players, they believed he was on the SMP.
He was killed twice in the first 5 minutes of arriving by Dream.
Once that ordeal was over, he began a tour with Tubbo and Niki and he had a great time. One time Techno joined the server but he immediately left. He didn't have the best first impression with Tommy over his age but they ended up getting along great over their love of chaos.
It was a month into the server when he formally met Technoblade. It was awkward but they warmed up to each other. Techno didn't mention Ranboo being his child until they reached the place that Techno and Phil built for Ranboo. He was brought into the palace and shown the rooms.
He was told the news when they reached Techno's room. He didn't believe it until he was shown a photo album of him as a baby up until Techno left.
Initially, he was angry - pissed even. However, after hearing the the tale Techno told of wars gone and to be, he was still angry but more forgiving.
It took a week for him to settle down and get into a schedule before he and Techno went back to the SMP. It was still awkward but they were working on it. Unsurprisingly, Ranboo was good with a sword. He had grown up with skywars and parkour so his footwork was great.
It was that day where Techno introduced the SMP to his son. He didn't tell anyone where him and Ranboo lived - it was for protection. Ranboo was accepted into the family immediately, he recognised Phil - they had a brief interaction when he was starting to wonder if he should stay on Hypixel or find someplace else to call home though Phil told him to stay in case his father returned.
Everything was good.
Phil, Tommy, Tubbo, Fundy all began to move their primary bases to Techno's house - under Techno's permission. Wilbur was different, his ghost was still tied to L'manberg but his family was leaving him. He revealed himself to Niki a week ago but he hadnt seen her since, it was like she was avoiding him. He had also met another ghost called JSchlatt but whenever he talked to anyone about him they would tell him to stay away from Schlatt but he thought he was cool amd fun to hang around with. He was nervous though because Schlatt would bring him to weird rooms that were familiar yet he couldn't remember them. He was scared but his family was gone.
It took a year for Dream to form an agreememt with Tubbo - Dream will give back the disks but Tubbo has to give up L'Manberg's independance. It was a hard choicw but after seeing how happy his famiky was away from L'Manberg and the bad memories, he made the deal. L'Manberg was once again part of the Dream SMP. "Manifold land" stood strong though Jack had disappeared once again. Niki had left to Techno's house and Niki and Techno began raising Ranboo like their own child, though Niki and Techno weren't a couple though great friends. Niki and Wilbur made up but the best thing happened to him.
He found Sally.
Turns out Sally was taken while she was exploring and eventually died. He told her everything that he remembered and she was forgiving though she gave him a lecture. They found Fundy and it was a tearful exchange. Wilbur properly apologised to Fundy and though Fundy didnt forgive him now - he was willing to start to trust him. Fundy still lived with his family though sometimes visited his parents small home by the lake.
Schlatt left the server and met up with everyone except Wilbur from SMP live. He was happier than he ever was.
George and Eret became two kings, not in love but in close friendship. Eret mainly ruled over the old L' Manburg area but they worked together.
Dream decided he needed to be a bettee fiance and decided to focus more time of Fundy and spent more time with Purpled - who quickly became the little brother he needed, and the rest of the SMP. He invited Drista on the server permanently after his parents sadly passed due to age but he removed her powers. She occasionally leaves the server for school - Dream jokingly made a rule for the children of the server to go to a server based on school but they ended up enjoying it and go very often - but spends more time causing chaos for everyone.
Sapnap sadly died after an accidental arson went wrong and he died in his own fire. He mainly caused chaos for George but spent his death happily watchiny over his friends.
Skeppy and Bad left the server to spend more time with the idots and own personal servers, though Bad sometimes came back to spend time with his friends.
Everyone was happy.
Random pics of shopping carts in random locations in my area
If you see this on your dashboard, reblog this, NO MATTER WHAT and all your dreams and wishes will come true.