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Thigh gap check !

I'm in recovery and I want to share with you my evolution in the recovery process !

I have to take back 12 kg. It'll be difficult but I know I can do it !

XoXo everyone ! <3

Thigh gap check ! part. 2

TW : 4norex1a. ( I'm in recovery ! )

I found another pictures of me when I was not underweight ! I think I was healthier in those and I wanted to compares those pictures to show you that you don't need to loose weight if you don't need to ! Remember that, because of the 3d, you don't see yourself like everyone else see you. I don't see myself like everyone else too. You'll probably in pain or you probably are in pain already.. You are beautiful ! You are strong ! You're not a weight, you are a person ! 3d doesn't define yourself !

Recovery worth it. Your life worth it. Yourself worth it.

Xoxo. <3

Before and after, in May 2025.

Thigh gap check !

TW : 4n0rex1a ( I'm in recovery ! I just wanted to share the fact that you don't need to loose weight to be pretty AND you have to getting weight again to be healthy and alive. )

After loosing 12 kg in 5 months ! ( I REALLY DON'T RECOMMEND YOU TO DO THAT ! IT'S DANGEROUS FOR YOUR HEALTH ! )

Please, take care of yourself. You worth it.

Xoxo. <3

Hi loveliez !

I hope everyone is fine. I wanted to give you some news about my recovery, hehe. For the moment, I don't taking weight, even if eat mucher than before. I feel happier, I can move, I can go outside with friends without fear ( a little bit lol but yea, I can ), I can live ! My constipation is almost cured too. Everything is good except the guilt and the desire to excercise myself because of it.. I'm proud of me and of you all for trying to save you ! <3

Take care of yourself first.

XoXo. <3

I actually really respect the ed folks who started at a high weight. Like wym you lost 50-100lbs?! That's insane. You must push yourself really hard.

I'm sorry for the way people treat you. If doctor's don't take you seriously. Family and friends don't realize you're suffering. I see you. I respect you.

Hi loveliez !

I hope everyone is fine. I just wanted to say that I'm recovering and that's why I'm less active. Everyday I'll be online to respond to my buddies but that's all. It's complicated but I know I can do it again. <3

Never forget that you deserve to eat, you deserve to be happy and you deserve to be loved for who you are. <3

XoXo.

having an 3d is literally just waiting 24/7

- waiting to w3igh in

- waiting for your next meal / when you can eat

- waiting for ppl to notice your wl

- waiting for the mirror to change

- waiting for the "special number"

waiting waiting waiting . . . it sucks.

Here are some quick fasting tips to help make it easier:

Stay Hydrated: Drink plenty of water, herbal teas, or black coffee to stay hydrated and curb hunger.

Start Slow: If you’re new to fasting, begin with shorter fasts and gradually increase the duration as your body adapts.

Keep Busy: Stay active and distracted to keep your mind off food during fasting periods.

Eat Balanced Meals: When you break your fast, eat nutrient-dense, balanced meals with protein, healthy fats, and veggies.

Avoid Sugary Drinks: Stick to non-caloric beverages (water, black coffee, tea) to avoid breaking your fast.

Listen to Your Body: If you feel weak or unwell, it’s okay to stop fasting. Your health should always come first.

Sleep Well: Good sleep helps with hunger control and energy levels during fasting.

Be Consistent: Fasting can get easier with consistency, so try to stick to a schedule.

reblog if you're looking for an ana buddy to help keep eachother motivated and accountable <3

Hi loveliez !

It's time for the little recap' of the day ! Today I 4t3 less than 200 c4l$ !! I feel proud of me to be honnest, lol. I drank 1.5 L of water today ! That was a good day with a sunny weather. 🥰

- Block me if you're triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )

Hey loveliez !

It's time for the little recap' of the day ! I don't think I'm gonna do this recap' everyday because sometimes I just need like to switch off my phone anyway.

Today I 4t3 ~ 300 c4l$ ( I think I 4t3 less but I'm not absolutly sure ) and I walk all the afternoon with someone I really like. I had to pretend that everything is fine and this person doesn't see anything about my health and stuff like this. I think I want that he realize it so bad.. I want some approuvement sometimes.. I don't drink a lot today because I was outside and I forgot my bottle but it's okay !

Don't forget that you are loved sweeties ! XoXo <3

- Block me if you are triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )

my scale is the only thing thats honest about my w3ight in this world

"I'm not sick enough"

"I'm not sick enough"

"I'm not sick enough"

I am constantly haunted by the fear of making myself infertile. Dont know what I would choose between my children and my dream body xx

all the calorie info I have saved on my phone 3

☆ •° Collar bones check !!

- Block me if you're triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )

I don't like ⭐ving myself but yes, I have this secret that I try to hide. ( I secretly hope that someone can see it one day.. )

i love starving myself

nobody knows what i’m doing, i walk around with a secret, and i love it

I have a real problem with my thighs.. 💔

its so annoying i have thin arms and a toned back but MY TUMMY AND THIGHS ARE SO F4T

guys my dms are open to all. if anyone needs to talk you can always text me. things can get bad with 4n4 and m14 but we are all in this together.

💗⋆˙⟡ Reblog if you’re an active blog in April.

Reblog if it's okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

For real.. 😭💔

Laxatives make me feel like i have a fast metabolism 🙃

1.5 L of water, done ! ✅

I'm gonna drink more.

- Block if triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )

Hi loveliez ! <3

Little recap' of this morning : I exercised a bit and I 4t3 ~ 257 c4l$ at lunch ! I drinked a half of a water bottle for the moment and, I think, I'll walk this afternoon !

- Block if triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )

I relapse in my 3d and no one knows. No one cares. Like the usual. It's always pretending in my life. It's always lying to everyone and everything in my daily life.

I have a huge secret and it's my relapse.

- Block if triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )

It hurts when I'm sitting and laying down. I think that's good. 👍🏻

- Block if triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )

Help. I'm suffering so much. I'm worried about my legs I think it'll broke up everytimes I walk. I have so much cramps too, like, why ?? I fainted two times yesterday.. 😭

My health is so fxck up and it be worser and worser. Maybe see a doctor soon btw. 💔

- Block if triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )

My legs, my arms and every bones I have on my body :

this is a reminder that even if you are not underweight your ed is still valid!

this is not a weight disorder it’s a MENTAL disorder.

you can be at any size, don’t worry your struggles are still valid.

this is a reminder to myself too since my mind try to sabotage me by saying that i’m not sick enough because i’m at a healthy bmi.

but remember, even if you are overweight, you can still struggle with a restrictive ed.

(literally less than 6% of people suffering from an orexia are underweight)

just a reminder

i. do. not. promote. eating. disorders. of. any. kind. whatsoever.

if you are trying to recover, please, get the fuck away from my blog.

the reason i have this blog is for my own motivation.

seek help: 1-800-931-2237

Think about the look on their faces when they see how skinny you‘ve gotten.