And Sad - Blog Posts
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My body may be gone, but not my love
The Painter and The Muse
in an AU where dazai is a painter, and oda was a writer-
while ango is a bitch LMAWOAKWJHJDAJK
And if you couldn't tell, I gave them a redesign since they A. out grew their original costumes and B. they really wanna hide who they are.For now, everyone just thinks they took on these names, maybe by coincidence or maybe because these names already had some form of weight to them.
Here are the new designs in comparison (yes, made with gacha club, cuz I'm lazy and ain't always motivated to draw everything :p)
Oh, how much can change in- ... what, like uh, 7 years?
Always love the interpretations of Claw as a serious, horrifying group who was responsible for severe long-lasting damage (it's a terrorist organization, after all), but I also wish people recognized it was badly administered in almost stupid levels because not only it is fun: it only enhances how awful it was!
Claw was structured specifically to attract powerhungry and deeply immature individuals, since this is the only type of person that finds it sensible to destroy society and make espers stand on top. Claw didn't have a strong ideology to guide its members besides "esper = good". Claw didn't have a focus besides creating a huge mass of strong espers to take over everything by force, because no one ever stopped to think "who would keep society running if not normal people?". What happens? Constant infighting because most of these idiots believe they have the right of being the leader. The organization only didn't crumble on itself because it worked by a "might makes right" logic and Toichiro was stronger than everybody there.
How did such a pathetic organization keep existing for 20 years? That's the dreadful core of it all. Claw only could sustain itself despite its members' overwhelming incompetence and amateurish lack of foresight because it preyed on vulnerable people. No functional member of society mattered to them. It was the cult victims, it was the lonely and misunderstood, it was the children. People who didn't have anything else - or better put, couldn't defend themselves. That's the lifeforce of the organization, because Claw couldn't depend on mature citizens to give them money and soldiers. Of course they had to target the "weak", of course. It was not like they could face anyone else either way. That above all is what makes it such a deplorable group.
It’s okay to be sad.
This started out as a headcanon about 1010 not knowing any negative emotions because they practically feed on the love and joy of fans but they explode during the battle when the fans screamed in horror at them. It then turned into a more personal comic.
The three firebrands (and guests)- Incorrect Quotes Part 16
Stellan: How did you even get in here?
Avar: Your window!
Elzar: Or, as I like to call it, "Stellans door"!
Stellan: I’m moving to chambers without windows.
Avar: Well in that case, we will just come in through the vents.
Avar: I was crying for three hours! And neither one of you offered me a hug!
Elzar: Alright, bring it in.
Avar: Don’t fucking touch me!
Stellan: *Under his breath* This is why nobody hugs you when you’re angry.
Stellan: Can I be frank with you guys?
Avar: Sure, but I don’t see how changing your name is gonna help.
Elzar: Can I still be Elzar?
Avar: Shh, let Frank speak.
Wait wait wait what do you mean The Smiths is "male-manipulator-music" is this a thing I just associate it with my fellow sad trans people what do you mean it's for the Patrick Bateman/Scott Pilgrim types
so idk how much people in the fandom know about this, but i have many thoughts about the extra songs on the rtc album? its in the little things, like how they say "oh mama" in 'Be Safe, Be Good' instead of any other term for mother or how it goes back to the idea that life isn't fair that's brought up in the original 'Fall Fair'. it makes it feel all more real and desperate
what the actual fuck is going on
“You asked me how I was doing and I wanted to spill out all of my pain to you. I wanted to say, I’m really not doing well at all, I hardly sleep, and The smallest things make me cry because I’m balanced right on the edge But all I said was I’m okay and the sad thing was that you believed me.”
— (via wteverrr)