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it’s like sang-woo takes his self hatred and pushes it onto gi-hun like he’s aware that he’s ALSO there but he’s giving gi-hun shit for it. for being an idiot and getting himself stuck there because when he’s forced to consider whether he’d go as far as pushing gi-hun he can’t figure out the answer he does still care about him but he knows gi-hun has to die if he’s going to win they all would’ve died if gi-hun was in front and refused to move but would sang-woo resort to killing him himself? or would he convince gi-hun to take that 50/50 chance into his own hands? he doesn’t know and he’s upset at gi-hun for even being there in the first place and he’s upset at himself for falling this far so he lashes out at him when gi-hun asks a real question like that the words aren’t truly out of hatred for HIM but gi-hun still takes it then he takes the respect and pride he’s been holding for sang-woo and turns it against him gi-hun says what sang-woo is feeling out loud everytime gi-hun’s praised him the whole time this is exactly how sang-woo felt. if he was a success story then why was he here? it’s shocking to him hearing gi-hun say his own thoughts like this. gi-hun of all people. the one who was so very proud of him but he’s right and sang-woo wants to keep projecting his shame onto him instead of accepting his wrongdoings shame haunts him in a way it doesn’t haunt gi-hun (at least not yet) and he can’t stand that gi-hun’s still thinking with his heart. that he cares about him killing a man who would’ve gotten them all killed because gi-hun’s too good deep down and sang-woo is nothing like that gi-hun is there because he isn’t cold and logical like sang-woo. but then why is sang-woo there? what makes them so different if they’re both here? sang-woo can’t even respond. can’t lash out again because what does he even say? how could he possibly deflect a truth like that? gi-hun openly admits his faults. admits why he’s there. and sang-woo just can’t do the same also they should kiss it out sorry yapped about nothing there idk if anything i said even makes sense but idgaf

:D you get no context (at least not yet)