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BRORIFIEIFEJ IM DOWN TO 60.8 KG I ONLY GOT .8 TO LOSE GANG I GOT THIS TRUST
me after eating three rice cakes as if it's gonna do something after a small binge
just bought rice cakes again after 5 months we are so back
i am a SLUT for protein up and go. you will NEVER catch me without multiple protein up and go's in my bag 😭
tweaking cause im eating like a normal person. i need to r3l4p53, and i need to quick.
since im overweight with 4n4 favorite thing to do is watch those videos explaining 4n4 and their diagnosis just so i can get triggered over the "person must be at a normal / or underweight" so it motivates me to PROVE i have it
WOAH!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! GUESS WHOS FAT!!!! I AM!!!!
(for context: i went out to the mall and on weekends i give myself an 800 cal limit . . to counteract this im gonna be eating 300 cals tomorrow)
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
my brother asked how much weight i lost and said i looked good... considering the fact i love my brother to death this is so validating and 100% my reason to keep going.
soon, it wont be my brother. somebody i have a crush on will notice me and compliment me. I WILL GET SKINNY.
ofc they put the bitch with an ed in food class. the way i had to break my fast for the carbiest shit too.
OH MY GYATT IM 62.2 KG WHICH IS CLOSE TO 62 KG AND 62 KG IS CLOSE TO 60 KG WHICH IS MY FIRST GW IM SO EXCITED!!!!
when you like all the cool grunge guy stuff so now there's only coquette girly stuff left 🙁💔
this is basically forced recovery. i can't purge anymore cuz my mum is literally on my ass when i'm going to the toilet... a full stomach is literally like torture
when you f4sted for 22 hours and the scale hasn't gone down
i hate having slim friends. its like two butterflies and a caterpillar side by side... but at least if im the caterpillar, i can evolve into a beautiful butterfly like them too!! ^_^
i hate eating after fasting because i can never stop honeymoon cycle plz come back I'll treat you right trust 🙁
Be safe.
i fainted about an hour ago and my ears are still ringing. if you see this, TAKE YOUR VITAMINS! fainting isnt fun and you can seriously hurt yourself.
i just realized i unintentionally recovered?? i stopped eating in a d1sord3rd way??? that's why i've been stuck in a plateau for two months??? DAWG WHAT THE FUCK IM SHOOTING MYSEKF
I HATE EVERYTHING WHY DID MY COUNSELOR HAVE TO TELL MY MUM I PVRG3 DIEDIEDIEDIEDIE I HATE YOU TRINITY DIE
when he's not answering my texts so i immediately think he'd respond if i was skinnier 🎀 (im just a silly boy with an ed)
how my ass looks on the inside when my friend (52 kg) says she's fat in front of me (63 kg)
Being skinny is a wonderful thing! Why would you ruin it just for one more bite?
i wouldn't say so
how i look at someone who asks if im ok
I started a whole new routine and it's so much better than it was.
As much as I don't like working out and sweating I decided to put effort in.
An hour and a half on the treadmill is not that much.
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