Gogol Bsd - Blog Posts
Imagine making out with your boyfriend and then realising he's dead. So hot.
Целуешься ты со своим парнем, и тут ты вспоминаешь: "он мертв". Как горячо.
Originally I didn't plan on drawing Nikolai, but... He makes the whole drawing cuter ><
Изначально я не планировала добавлять сюда Николая, но... С ним эта работа милее, как по мне><
more plushie nikolai dump bc im bored
im trying so hard to fisheye this loser lmao
A1 should be Nikolai x Nathaniel :3333
[Art Challenge]
Everyday I learn about new ship haha
wooo i got a Nikolai plushie since i couldn't find any Q ones </33 but whatever he's so silly (>⩊<)!!
Had to surgically remove his card since it was hot glued on and was covering his mouth and that pissed me off greatly, it was fun to hold his chunks of hot glue and skin lolz ( •̀ ω •́ )✧
also put on my glasses on this freak of a creature <333
*Heavily throwing my half blind Nikolai hcs on you*
happy birthday losers
gogol
*•.\(=•u•=)/.•*
𝐆𝐨𝐠𝐨𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧
Nikolai had put so much effort into creating his monstrous façade. All the jesting, laughing, toying with the pain of others. He tried so hard to look like a “monstrous person with nothing inside”. But in the end he didn't want to be remembered as such.
Gogol still wanted to let the world know that he wasn't a monster. During his makeshift penance to Atsushi he tried to humanize himself by telling about the guilt and remorse he felt. Nikolai even confessed to the Agency that he admired the justice they fought for. He said: the light they emitted drawn him in.
Nikolai couldn't allow himself to be viewed as just another criminal. He wanted to be remembered. He wanted to make people care.
For that, Gogol gauged out his soul and presented it to the audience.
He wanted to be seen, even at the very last moment.