time is such a weird thing. you cant change the past but you can learn from your mistakes to change the future. can you even change the future? is everything we do already preordained by a higher being? are my thoughts really new or are they simply the lines from a script God has? if everyone is just following a script, is life just a big play with the universe as its stage and all of us as the comedians? none of my thoughts or actions are possibilities i create. everything, from how much air i inhale per minute to how many tears i shed, is predetermined. this paragraph was predetermined eons before i even existed. there is nothing that comes from my mind or my body that wasn't already decided for me to do. is that even a bad thing? everyone is this way. none of what we do is truly decided in the moment, but does that mean we shouldn't be held accountable for what we do? my thoughts existed before i did, but they're still mine. they're still mine.