This post isn't staying up for very long but I need to put this out in the ether. Because when it's outside of my brain, the universe is forced to know of my suffering.
My period cramps...
ARE GOING TO KILL ME ONE DAY I STFG.
MY BODY IS WREAKING HAVOC AND CALAMITY ON ITSELF. I AM THE HOLLOW SHELL OF A ONCE BRILLIANT STAR. THE DECAYED REMAINS OF A SUN THAT, MILLENNIA PAST, DIED A GLOURIOUS DEATH IN SUCH A VIOLENT BURST OF LIGHT THAT IT TOUCHED THE VERY EDGE OF THE CLOTH THAT IS TIME AND SPACE, DESTROYING EVERYTHING IN ITS WAKE.
EVERY MONTH.
anyway. that was dramatic. and nothing to do with my blog at all. but there you have it.