being iced tf out by people who ‘care’ and ‘love me’ and ‘understand me’ even though they don’t care to see that i’m literally at the lowest point of my life!!!
fake ass mfs made a whole separate gc to chat shit about me when i’m currently sitting in my bathroom wondering how many cvts i deserve today
i gave you one end of the string, now all you have to do is hold on and slowly let it unravel.
please, listen to the silent words and watch my eyes.
my life depends on you, love.
i’m such an unlovable piece of shit but god please just let me feel loved just one last time before the silence