Why Does This Happen - Blog Posts

*shaking Kai & Nya's backstory desperately* Why are you being so difficult? Why do you not like me writing you? I do not understand. Why is it that every time I sit down to write a new chapter for you, you fight me?

TW: Talks of Disordered eating and whatever tf my mom’s on-

My mom: Haha look at you you have the diet of a five year old you want some chicken nuggets and ramen and (insert other bland food)?

What I wanted to say: Actually I like plenty of vegetables, green onions, broccoli, tomatoes, cucumber, I eat a lot of different types of food and prefer a lot of healthy food, it’s just that somehow everything you make has either onions or peppers, the two things I’ve told you I hate with a burning passion and you’ve made no effort to provide meal alternatives so sorry for making two pb&j sandwiches as dinner I don’t think eating food should be a painful experience

What I actually said: :)

Me realizing I’ll be starting testosterone literally today:

Me when I realize that I’ll look like my dad:

Is it just me, or does the world seem to just hate certain things based on first judgement? Like society has this image built up where you can be yourself but to an extent. Where the color of your skin matters more than your personality. What happened to humanity? Can't we all just embrace our differences. After all, we are ALL like books. You have to read it to know the full story instead of judging it by its cover

Breath of the wild

Okay so this question has been bugging me all freakin day.

Do vegans/vegetarians who play Zelda Breath of the Wild only eat the vegetables and flowers? Like I don't know why I thought of this but I need to know the answer.

And just like that, and now I am

Unsettled in my life again

The bubble burst, the joy all spent

Alone surrounded by my friends

They love me but can’t understand

There’s nothing more that I could ask

What is this discontented grief?

I feel incurably unwell

Though none externally has changed

Boat capsized at the smallest shift

My heart a songbird in a cage

It’s wailing, howling, and for what?

For all I ever dreamed is here

Perhaps I let my dreams decline

The bird remembers it could fly

And dreamed of more than comforts then

Yet still I think I’ve made a life

Worth living and rejoicing in

And my malaise in paradise

Just proves the problem wasn’t there

It’s in my head, its me, its me.

Just learned the DAgames is a creep… my internet childhood is crumbling before my eyes :(

(Also, thats a lie; I’ve been knowing, but I just said I just learned it to be dramatic and just remembered it happened a couple of minutes ago)

do any of yall just get sudden mood swings? Like one second it's "rainbows and sunshine and happiness" but then suddenly it turns into "Dont talk to me, don't look at me, don't blink at me, dont breath in my direction, don't even exist at this point"

I feel the same way. Is there a scientific reason for this or is it just something that happens? I get so angry at every little thing when hot but when I'm cold I am just a little uncomfortable

Being a little too cold: brrrr i’m a little too cold !!!

Being a little too warm: i am going to kill the next person who makes eye contact with me.