- people not realizing that you want to be alone, but don’t know how to say it in a nice way.
- always ending up in the middle of arguments because you see both sides, causing your friends to get angry at you for not choosing theirs.
- not being able to stick to one thing because you’ll forget about it later.
- feeling like a “therapist” to people because they always vent to you and ask for your advice.
- wanting to be a leader, but dealing with conflict with your friends stresses you out. So you can’t give constructive criticism.
- your energy comes from people, but too much will overwhelm you. Always being in a cycle of surrounding yourself to isolating yourself.
- wanting to help people, but not knowing how.
- worried that you’re being manipulative all the time.
- not being able to let people go, leading into destructive relationships because you think about how they used to be, and they can be like that again.
- when your social energy is at 0% and you need time alone but you can’t get it.
- when your social energy is recharged and you feel horrible for pushing your friends away.
- getting ideas all the time for random projects, but never going through with it. Leaving a ton of papers all over your desk that you don’t want to get rid of.
- worried you’re not yourself. That you’re just someone that changes around every personality to fit their aura.
(These are just some of my experiences)
Sometimes people will decide who you are.
It won't be based on truth. It'll be based on their perception of you.
No matter what you tell them, or how you explain the reasoning behind your actions, they have made up their minds.
Everything good that happens will because of your efforts, will be seen as things that happened despite of you.
People who defend you or stick up for you will be seen as having "a temporary lack of judgement".
For people with ADHD, this will happen more.
They'll call it lazy and unwilling.
Explanations will be called excuses.
They'll repeat the same advice. "Ask for help", even when you tell them you struggle with that.
They'll see your response caused by previous trauma as stubbornness. They'll think you think you know better, they'll think you ignore advice because you forgot.
Your efforts will not be seen.
They'll misinterpret your character.
And you'll be powerless.
I know all of you have experienced this. I know you read this and you can tell me exactly who it was and in what context. A teacher, an employer, a parent (although I really hope it wasn't a parent), maybe a former "friends", or a distant relative.
We all have that same story.
But we are not that person they think we are.
We are valid and true.
They can not decide our character.
They do not have the right. They do not deserve us. They're not worthy of your time, your efforts, your loyalty.
Hold on to that person that had your back.
They are worth it.
INFJ:
INTJ:
ENFP:
ENTP:
ENFJ:
INFP:
INTP:
ENTJ:
one of my favorite parts of wicked is watching elphaba's idealism and glinda's realism clash. and before anyone says anything, yes glinda is the realist between them. she sang an entire song about it. it just goes over ppl's heads coz they dress it up in bubblegum pink and a jaunty tune.
elphaba is the idealist. she has dreams of how Oz could be a better place, where everyone is accepted for who they are and aren't opressed or marginalized. she becomes a revolutionary because of those values, because she believes in fighting for the rights of freedom and the future.
and the other side of the coin is glinda, who understands innately how the world works. it's not about how much knowledge you have or how good you are at what you do. you can be the most qualified person for the position but if you're not popular with the masses, you're done for.
and those values they each have are constantly clashing with each other. elphaba believes she can fix the system from the outside. glinda believes she can play the long game and fix it from within. they both believe what they're doing is the best way to protect.
they don't see the other's POV until For Good. it's only then when elphie understands that the way she's been viewed has backed her into a corner and hurt her cause. it's only then does glinda choose to believe that the world could be a better place, that if she told the truth, nothing will happen because there must be goodness in the world. and by then, well, by then there isn't much of the song left. it's been written. all they can do is sing.
Dysautonomia refers to a disorder of autonomic nervous system (ANS) function that generally involves failure of the sympathetic or parasympathetic components of the ANS, but dysautonomia involving excessive or overactive ANS actions also can occur.
Abnormally fast or slow heart rate
Anxiety
Excessive sweating or not being able to sweat
Fatigue
Feeling short of breath (especially when you exercise)
Feeling thirsty all the time
Having trouble swallowing
Headaches
Insomnia
Nausea and diarrhea
Vision problems (blurred vision, vision loss, tunnel vision)
AND A LOT MORE
Blood pressure.
Breathing.
Digestion.
Heart rate.
Kidney function.
Pupil dilation and constriction in the eyes.
Sexual function.
Body and skin temperature control
Diabetes.
Parkinson’s disease.
Muscular sclerosis.
Rheumatoid arthritis.
Lupus.
Sjogren's syndrome.
Sarcoidosis.
Crohn’s disease, ulcerative colitis.
Celiac disease.
Charcot-Marie-Tooth disease.
Chiari malformation.
Amyloidosis.
Guillain-Barre syndrome.
Ehlers-Danlos syndrome.
Lambert-Eaton syndrome.
Vitamin B and E deficiencies
Human immunodeficiency virus (HIV).
Lyme disease.
Neurocardiogenic syncope (NCS): NCS is the most common form of dysautonomia. It can cause fainting spells that happen once or twice in your lifetime or multiple times every day. NCS is also called situational syncope or vasovagal syncope.
Postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome (POTS): A disorder that causes problems with circulation (blood flow), POTS can cause your heart to beat too fast when you stand up. It can lead to fainting, chest pain and shortness of breath.
Familial dysautonomia (FD): People inherit this type of dysautonomia from their genetic relatives. It can cause decreased pain sensitivity, lack of eye tears and trouble regulating body temperature. FD is more likely to affect Jewish people (Ashkenazi Jewish heritage) of Eastern European heritage.
Multiple system atrophy (MSA): A life-threatening form of dysautonomia, multiple system atrophy develops in people over 40 years old. It can lead to heart rate issues, low blood pressure, erectile dysfunction and loss of bladder control.
Pure autonomic failure: People with this form of dysautonomia experience a fall in blood pressure upon standing and have symptoms including dizziness, fainting, visual problems, chest pain and tiredness. Symptoms are sometimes relieved by lying down or sitting.
1. ENTP: Smart, fun people; easy to get along with.
2. INTP: I want a piece of your mind.
3. INTJ: Cool and mysterious, but the males are annoying
4. ENTJ: Hyperfocused on success to the point that it's unhealthy
5. ENFJ: The chronic need to be the center of attention is excusable because y'all have a good heart
6. ENFP: Y'all put too much effort into acting like you don't care if you're liked by everyone for being "quirky", but you do.
7. INFP: Pathetic; really need to stop letting people walk all over themselves
8. INFJ: Sage wisdom, kind heart
9. ISFJ: Lowkey boring ngl
10. ISFP: You make sure to stand out in your own ways
11. ESFP: Annoying, self-indulgent, the lack of awareness is ghastly. Often wonder what it is like to be in your head because you seem to have no self-critique whatsoever.
12. ESFJ: Kind-hearted, too kind in fact, because nobody thinks of you when the day ends.
13. ESTJ: Y'all are just annoying
14. ESTP: Charming, very, very charming.
15. ISTP: Coolest people I know
16. ISTJ: Boring; more like tiring
ESTJ: “Life is never what you planned. Life is moments you can’t understand. And that is life” (Falsettos)
INFP: “You pretend to create and observe when you really detach from feeling alive” (Rent)
ISFP: “Make just a ripple. Come on, be brave. This time a ripple, next time a wave” (Anyone Can Whistle)
ESTP: "You may know what you need, but to get what you want, better see that you keep what you have” (Into the Woods)
ISTP: “Prefix ‘ordinary’ with ‘extra’” (Finding Neverland)
ENFP: “Don’t fall apart at the seams. It’s called letting go your illusions, and don’t confuse them with dreams” (Merrily We Roll Along)
ISTJ: “You can like the life you’re living. You can live the life you like” (Chicago)
ENTJ: “So scared of what your enemies will do to you—you’re the only enemy you ever seem to lose to” (Hamilton)
ESFP: “Nice is different than good” (Into the Woods)
ENTP: “Well, I’ll sing you the story of a sorrowful lad. He had everything he wanted, didn’t want what he had” (Pippin)
ESFJ: “Nobody but me is going to change my story” (Matilda)
ISFJ: “Stop worrying where you’re going. Move on. If you can know where you’re going, you’ve gone” (Sunday in the Park with George)
INTJ: “You’ve got so many reasons for not being with someone, but…you haven’t got one good reason for being alone” (Company)
INFJ: “The choice may have been mistaken. The choosing was not. You have to move on” (Sunday in the Park with George)
ENFJ: “Hey, buddy, don’t be afraid it won’t be perfect. The only thing to be afraid of, really, is that it won’t be” (Company)
INTP: “Give me pain, if that’s what’s real. It’s the price we pay to feel” (Next to Normal)
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Second: NETEYAM FANFICS | Categorised: A - Z
• A •
All mine @moonpetrichors-blog
A small push @theseuscmander
• B •
Beef against mini neteyam @eywascall
Bimbo @lxvvvllyy
C
• D •
Deja vu @iloveavatar
• E •
end of the beginning @openpandorabox
Enough @neteyamdarling
Enough staring @gloryy-vs
eveng @/suuuupernovaaa
Everything I wanted @girasollake
Eywa a sign @mayhemories
• F •
Fish girl @aphrodite-desires
fmokx @/suuuupernovaaa
G
• H •
Heaven in hiding @ngayawneluoer
Hold me by the heart @love-chx
home @urlocalfeiner
• I •
I’ve got my eye on you @/openpandorabox
I’ve got my eye on you @/urlocalfeiner
I’ve got my eye on you @/love-chx
I see you @the-demon-soul
I wanna be yours @cosmictheo
It’s always him in the end @victoirey
J
• K •
kavuksi @/suuuupernovaaa
L
• M •
My purpose @melbee
Midnight swim @your-averagewriter
Missed you @starkeysmoon
• N •
Neteyam being protective of you @angelltheninth
Neteyam defends you From Ao’nung and his friends (sfw/ Comfort) @neteyams-tsahik
Neteyam returns from MetKayina and falls In Love with you again after seeing you @/neteyams-tsahik
nim @/suuuupernovaaa
• O •
oe txasunu nga @/victoirey
One of us| just the beginning @forever--darling
Only to be with you @sweetsbfreex
Only you, my girl @fleurmiss
Outsiders @nyctophicbtch
• P •
perfect @/urlocalfeiner
Protective @sxmpforneteyam
Q
• R •
Running wild @jeojake
• S •
Secret cove @pandorafairy
Something about you @/moonpetrichors-blog
• T •
The ikrana Maktoyu @/melbee
Tonight you are mine @luvsellie
U
V
• W •
Why him if not i @/urlocalfeiner
When you sleep @loakism
X
• Y •
Yearning @lizziesfirstwife
You and Kiri overhear Lo’ak giving Neteyam advice on how to ask you out. @/neteyams-tsahik
you are everything @/ngayawneluoer
You take the bullet for neteyam and Nearly die in the process. @/neteyams-tsahik
You want your avatar to become full of Na’vi, but neteyam is fully against it. @/neteyams-tsahik
You may as well take my heart @/urlocalfeiner
Z
#~123 - REQ
Neteyam x Metkayina! Reader @jakesullysbabygirl
Neteyam x reader @/iloveavatar
Neteyam x metkayina reader @gurlypopsstuff
Request @/nyctophicbtch
request @/moonie-writings
…also anyone would like to recommend more Neteyam fics that would be wonderful!..…
Some thoughts on Bad Batch Season 3
SPOILERS
First off I want to say this is going to be a very unpopular opinion and if you liked the szn this probably isnt the post for u, but I feel I have to speak my mind.
Overall after watching season 3 I honestly feel let down and unsatisfied with the events and especially the ending.
1. Techs death is probably the biggest thing that frustrated me because when you kill a character off you should either have your other characters morn and grieve them and learn to accept the loss or bring them back.
However they didn't either of those, instead they pretty much forget he existed they barely reference him and only say his name like twice, it would be fine to show characters in denial about someone's death but it's more like the show is in denial. This is why many bad batch fans were expecting tech to come back, if you don't morn a characters death than the story arch feels incomplete a ppl will wait for it to "end".
Not to mention techs story didn't seem over he left on weird unfinished terms with Phee and it seemed like they would touch on it again but nope.
Also they introduced CX-2 and made it seem like he might be tech, such as having the same build and teasing the identity like it's important and like it will mean something and then at the end for CX-2 and all these super soldiers to mean absolutely nothing.
2. So many unfinished questions, I can't believe this is the end of bad batch and apparently the last clone show. Especially when we still don't know where tf Cody is and all we're told is that he's gone AWOL (mentioned like it will mean something in the future) and then we never see or hear anything about him again.
Then there's Wolffe obviously we know he's in Rebels but what happens between then and now?
Then there's Echo same as Wolffe what happens to him as we never see him fighting alongside rex in Rebels.
Then ventress she was introduced back and then she leaves and we never see or hear about her ever again, she didn't rlly add much they revived and went "look ventress is back" for one episode and then that's it she's no longer important all she did was say "yup omega has a high M count" and then left.
3. Omega and the other force sensitive children could have patched up the plot hole of "somehow palatine is back" by saying using omegas clone DNA that can sustain high levels of a M count and a force sensitive child they were able to figure out how to clone palatine or smth but no it all meant nothing and we never rlly knew what the tests where for even when they had a golden opportunity to reveal it when Rampart forces Nala se to tell him everything abt the experiments
Honestly season 1&2 were great and so I went into season 3 expecting the same amount of quality but I didn't get that. They usually tie everything together and I never felt unsatisfied or confused in szn 1&2 but I did in szn 3. I kept waiting for things to start to tie together especially when the had so many moment where it seemed like the scenes where there just to make things make sense but no they were all there for nothing.
I walked away from szn 3 thinking it must have been rushed or gotten a new writers team bc wtf was any of this, it was so out of character for the writers to make such bad decisions.
I understand if other people like the ending bc we don't usually get somewhat happy endings but this was more like a half-assed happy ending to me, I would have preferred a well written devastating bad ending but this is what we got instead and I am so disappointed. All I could think of szn 3 was about how angry, let down and confused I was and that it was a lame and made me feel meh.
The End of the world as we know it- Armin Arlert
Armin watches as a bloodbath of horror unfolds in front of him, the sounds of cries echoing the infinity of deaths that occur in less than an instant. Armin's chest swells with fear as his comrade's blood splatters like paint on a disgusting canvas of death. With Armin standing on the city's rooftops, he could see that this could be the last time he ever felt the air fill his lungs, the last time he could grasp the feeling of life before it was ripped away by the jaws of death.
Armin finally looks at the girl beside him as the steam gusts toss his hair around in the daylight. He noticed how her arms were lifeless at her side, her swords numbly clasped in her hands, long forgotten. He knew she was thinking the same thing he was;
“How are we going to get out of here alive?"
The thought causes Y/n’s hands to tremble. She couldn't imagine this being her final moment; her mind wouldn't let her. All she knew was that she was terrified and that she was paralyzed. She takes a hesitant breath.
“Y/n?”
As he glances up into her eyes, Armin's calm voice rises, a little sob escaping from the back of his throat. She cocks her head slightly, her gaze locked with Armin's cold blue ones, focusing on his words.
"I have something to say to you. I've never had the the words, or even the confidence, to say this to you before."
Armin takes a tentative step forward and reaches out to take herhand. He immediately observed a difference in the experience surrounding them when he joined their fingers together. The horrors he felt inside were contrasted by her warm, reassuring touch.
“So I'm just going to say it. I adore you. I've always admired you. Everything about you is unique. The way your eyes smile before your lips do, how you laugh at every stupid joke anyone tells you even if it's not funny, and, most importantly, how you have always comforted others even when you are in pain.”
Her vision became blurry as tears streamed down her cheeks after hearing Armin's confession.
"You're lovely, beautiful, and sweet. I don't know what life would be like without you, and I never want to find out. Y/n, I, I..."
Before Armin could finish his sentence, he felt Y/n’s lips brush against his. That kiss was the sweetness of passion, a million loving thoughts condensed into a single moment.
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Hey! The writer here. This is my first official Armin one piece! I love this man sm omg.