Annoyed - Blog Posts

Aeneas taken by the Sibyl to the Underworld (Detail), 17th century. By Jacob Isaacsz. van Swanenburg

ACCURATE!!

the feminism leaving my body after seeing that one scene from she-hulk

actually so real

one of the few times i wish i had something the proverbially cling to

mentally taking a drag of my mental cigarette because I don’t smoke but life has been very smokable lately

Like boo-hoo stfu already. Tired of seeing straight men saying Agatha All Along wasn't good like btch your hairstyle isn't good you need to go get a refund from the person who fucked yo shit up

My mom found poems I made from like ending of 6th grade or early 7th grade about me really, really wanting to 3nd it, and asked me "Do you really want to die?" Like bitch not anymore, she asked what that meant, i'm not elaborating on that she should've put the pieces together like how i did when i found out she was cheating with not ONE BUT TWO FUCKING GUYS Two, she's married with fucking kids

This is me enjoying my book

Everyone else bugging me and annoying me so I focus on everything but the damn book I’m annoyed as FUCK right now like seriously you’re quiet when I’m not focused on shit and all of a sudden you’re trying to talk to me every 2 seconds

But like on the other hand I love the people that are annoying me so I feel guilty for being annoyed 🥺🥺

Do I have to go to school tomorrow? :(

Mom: what do you on your phone all day???

What I say: uhhh, movies, YouTube, New York Time Crosswords...? Yeaaah, that.

What I mean: Fanfiction.

I wonder if you know

I wonder if you know which song is about you, which letter is written for you, which smile comes from you, which gift under the millions were from me.

Wait no— you don’t actually pay attention. Because last time I asked how you liked the gift I sent you, you forgot it was from me. So, I stopped asking.

So, I stopped texting, stopped calling. and there was silence without your laughter. Laughs that weren't meant for me.

I hate when people comment on my body.”Wow you are so tiny”or “You need like 20 cheeseburgers”.Like no just shut up.I don't comment on your body do I.You don't know if the person your commenting on has low self esteem or body issues.Just shut up.Stop saying I need to eat more.Stop trying to shove food down my throat.Leave your comments to yourself.I don't tell you to eat less or eat more so why tell me to.Just shut up.

Ughhh..... why are they labelling my posts as mature, my content is very harmless SFW. There are literal NSFW accounts and bots littered all over this app and nothing has been done about it

My Problem with My Mom

I’m gonna leave for the airport in a few hours but basically I’m going on a tour to europe with some other students from my school and my mother has to micromanage everything. I wanted to enjoy my last hours at home with my animals and she asks me why I’m not stressing and says she’s concerned because I’m not like wtf. Let me enjoy my last hours at home in peace before I go away for 2 weeks. She doesn’t want me to pack anything I want in my carry on either I can’t bring a journal she doesn’t want me bringing my book and I can’t bring the plushie my boyfriend gave me. She sees I’m upset and just tries to fix it by being nice and ignoring my feelings. She does this all the time and just tries to get me to stop crying instead of asking me how I feel and why.

D1 annoyed me a lot last week, she basically said she's copying Meowbah with her pfp and it was madoka one

It annoyed me so much bc madoka is one of my favorite characters and I don't want her to be associated with Meowbah.

Like why am I still her friend, she's been ruining all my favorite characters

Another rant about my friends on the others are.

In my last post I gave them nicknames, I already explained D1, now gonna talk about the other 2.

D2, this person is annoying bc whenever I tell D1 about the 'pfp crisis and with the aesthetics' she always intervenes and says I am over exaggerating and gatekeeping the characters.

And yes I am only bc you don't know them and don't even like the characters. Like D1 doesn't even know or hates the characters so that what makes me angry when she uses them.

Also I hate talking on the gc whenever I want to state my opinion on something bc D2 always defends D1 and vice versa whenever I have different opinions with them. This is why I hate talking there bc no one has the same preferences or opinions as me and if I don't like something they do, it ends up in an argument which is like a 2 vs 1.

Now with C, I have nothing to rant about her bc she's actually nice but she doesn't talk on the gc a lot so I always have to defend myself.

Back to D2, last week, I said I am sad that the live action of snow White is coming on my birthday and she was like I can't hate a movie that didn't come out. And I was like I am still gonna do that. And then it went to an argument of the main actress playing snow White and omg she kept defending her to me when I said I just don't like her.

Then I commented to them, the snow White dress they were using in the live action looked ugly, D1 got involved and started bashing me about the dress.

And was arguing about the dress to me and was like 'omg you don't like snow whites dress' and I was explaining to her that I don't like the one they used for the live action.

This is why I hate speaking in the gc with my opinion on anything like the holiday truly sucks and I ain't even looking forward with school bc most of the arguments has been happening on the gc

If you read about my rant about D1 and her using my favorite characters as aesthetics with her pfp. Majority of the images she gets from Pinterest and this is weirding me out that most of the pictures she used (I think all) for her pfp were on my Pinterest boards.

Like nearly all of them, she doesn't have any Pinterest boards with Mari / pinkie pie/ madoka/ Fluttershy/ my melody. Like the exact same pictures are on mine.

This is just weird

Another rant about my friends bc I am in a bad mood and everything annoys me.

So let's give them nicknames.

D1 -is my best friend

D2-is my friend but not as close to me

C-is my friend but more closer then D2.

If you saw my other post about my friend using mlp character as aesthetic that was D1.

All of us have a gc which the arguments happen.

So this annoying person called D1 keeps changing her pfp to characters in shows/any media I love and knowing nothing about them but using them for 'aesthetic reasons'.

She recently changed her pfp to Mari from Omori and I asked her 'do you know anything about her character', and she replied with no and said she's cute.

And it annoyed me that she didn't know anything that happened to Mari or even the game she's from like your using her as a pfp at least know something about her.

And the most annoying thing of all is that I told her about Omori so many times, that it annoys me more that she said 'she doesn't know about omori'.

The most worst thing is that I always tell her to stop using my favorite characters as aesthetics and with the 'Mari incident' she just said she didn't even know she's a character, that's okay but I did tell her a lot about Omori and even told her who Mari is.

Ik this is petty but I am legit in a bad mood bc of my family so anything annoys me now.

Did early entry for my history gsces, crying my eyes out when I realized I was 4 marks from getting a 9.

Btw I did early entry.

So annoyed tho like life is not fairr!!!!!!

Bro the same friend who was using pinkie as her pfp, is now using my melody even she hates her character.

I don't know why she keeps using my favorite characters as pfp. I honestly wouldn't mind if someone else uses them but she legit hates these characters. And keeps using them for its aesthetics.

Also she tried arguing with me that Spencer Reid(criminal Minds) has more trauma than Atsushi Nakajima(bsd) .

Really annoyed me bc Atsushi is literally my favorite character so far and she only cares about Spencer bc he's hot.

Oh yeah and all my friends (we have a gc) think I am exaggerating and yes I am. But I literally get in the worst moods before checking phone so this crisis worsens my mood.

I am legit being petty.

So annoyed my friend used MLP characters as her pfp even though she hates the show. She keeps using the characters for aesthetics only.

Also she understands what I am saying to her but she refuses to change her pfp.

Honestly, I am just annoyed that she's trying to use MLP characters for aesthetics but she doesn't even like the show, or the characters. She didn't even know the name of that character.

So yeah forever annoyed

My Two Cents On The Pc Jokes In Doom Eternal: I'm mostly annoyed by how Doom Eternal's hype train is now being commandered by Anti-Sjws laughing way too hard at a dumb joke and making buying the game all about spiting the great boogiemen of internet culture the Sjws.

On the jokes themselves, they're just dumb jokes at the very least are about how the capitalistic corporation behind the Demon outbreak is co opting elements of Pc culture to try and maintain control over the situation their responsibile for. And thanks to the Pc jokes, a good chunk of the videos you get when you look up Doom Eternal are titled some variation of "Triggered Snowflake Sjws!". And now I've really thought about the titles of these videos, I can't help but think that the same process that goes into naming Porn videos goes into naming every video made by Anti-Sjws.

Anyways I'm still hyped for Doom Eternal.

It really takes a special kind of stupid to think the earth is flat, I mean, the stupidity keeps blowing me away.

A revamp of an older project.

I know this is super ironic but it’s so frustrating whenever you try and place your work out online, it’s like the internet had a private meeting to just ignore what you made and focus on something else.

It’s hard, sometimes because why even bother posting if barely anyone will see it? I don’t even need a big audience because that would do too much for my mental health.

But like, all I want are nice comments and people asking me questions about my work and the lore and I’m happy to answer anything!

As long as it’s not weird.

I’m just so tired of being ignored online. It’s so frustrating

And if you think I need help , the only kind I deserve is to understand me. I have been misconceived thus misjudged for ages am yearning for that feel, the feel to be be guessed right.