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3 years ago

Such a Cockslut♡

Such A Cockslut♡

sub!bottom!xiao x top!dom!m!reader

tw: anal fingering, anal penetration, overstimulation(on character) dumbification(character), size kink, belly bulge, mating press, squirting, creampie, degradation, Xiao is referred to as pretty boy, cockslut, pig, and whore

a/n: My very first work on this blog and on tumblr! Hope this doesn't go unnoticed </3

Also, wow that's a lot or my first fic

WC: 1750

Minors dni

Such A Cockslut♡

Xiao was such a cute little thing. The way he peered up at you with his eyes, the way his eyes lit up when he saw the almond tofu you had, the way he pouted when you didn't give him enough attention, the heavy blush on his face when you whispered dirty words in his ear, he was just too adorable!

You and Xiao were taking your relationship pretty slowly. When you had first confessed to Xiao, he had literally stopped functioning, his whole body freezing up. Cute. You've been together for a few months, and you had been getting closer with Xiao. Your relationship in bed wasn't too crazy. You would give Xiao teasing hand and blowjobs, watching his cute reactions and high-pitched whines. You started off slowly so as to not overwhelm Xiao, but lately, you've been getting pent up and wanting more...

You had finally found that perfect opportunity. While the two of you were watching a movie(a cheesy romance if you must know), Xiao resting his head on your shoulder. You were both wearing quite comfy clothes. You had on a warm, red sweater and a pair of gray sweatpants. Xiao was wearing your sweater(that was too big for him<3) and some form fitting shorts that had you looking away in embarrassment when Xiao first appeared with them on. Poor Xiao didn't understand how tempting he looked. Halfway through the movie, you decided to rile your boyfriend up a bit <3

"Xiao~~" you whispered into his ear. He shivered a bit, face becoming red but still paying attention to the movie in front of him. You obviously weren't going to give up right there.

"C'mon Xiao, let's talk a bit," you said, this time rubbing the bare inside of his thigh. He started quivering even more, his eyes darting back and forth from the movie to you. You could see a small bulge forming in the adepti's shorts. With a smirk, you decided to increase the intensity of your touches. You moved your hand from Xiao's thighs, to underneath his sweater, caressing his nipples.

"M-mhn! Y-y/n..."

There was the reaction you were looking for.

Xiao's eyes were half-lidded, a pink blush spreading across his face, reaching the tip of his ears. Biting his lip to stop moans coming from out of his mouth, he grabbed your arm as if an attempt to stop you. "Please...hahh, uhn...I'm sensitive there-Ah!"

Xiao clawed weakly at your arm as you continued touching him. He was just so cute when he was like this. His whines filled up the room, the movie long forgotten. "Y/n! Ahnn...f-feels so goOD! Hahh! Ah!" Xiao's moans began increasing in volume and pitch. He could start to feel an oncoming orgasm building up from within him.

Before he could warn you properly, Xiao felt his cock release his cum, staining the shorts. "Hahhn! Oh, ohh! Mnghhhh♡~" tongue lolled out, Xiao came, twitching all over.

Xiao slumped against your shoulders, panting. "Come on Xiao," you said with a grin. "We're not done yet~" You picked him up in your arms, carrying him to your bedroom as he clung to you. When you entered your room, you laid Xiao down on your bed. While he laid there, you grabbed a box under your bed and removed certain items from there. By the time you were done, the bi-color haired male was sitting up, looking at you puzzled. "...Y/n, what is that in your hands?"

"Just some lube...and some condoms~" You said with a sing-songy voice. "W-wait, condoms?!" Xiao's face flushed, getting excited at the thought of penetration. You got closer to him, holding his face in your hands gently. Your demeanor had completely changed. "I want you to tell me Xiao; are you okay with this? I don't want to overwhelm you," you said with a concerned look in your eyes.

"It's okay Y/n. Actually, I've played with myself...using my ass before..." Xiao reassured you, getting embarrassed by the end of his sentence. "Thank goodness," you said with a sigh. "Now," you stood upright, your previous demeanor back. "I didn't know that my precious Xiao would be this secretive. You like to play with your own hole? You're such a filthy Adeptus aren't you," you said with a sneer, holding his chin.

Xiao whined at your harsh words. As much as he loved when you praised him for being such a good boy, he always felt pleasure from you calling him harsh words. "S-sorry, I'm sorry Y/n! I'll do better! I-I'll make it up for you!" Xiao cried, holding on to your arm. You jerked yourself away from him with a look of disgust.

"How 'bout you turn around for me, pretty boy. Ass up."

Xiao complied, scrambling into position on the bed. God, his ass looked so good from inside of those shorts. Xiao looked back at you expectantly. "Face forward," you ordered. Xiao quickly turned his head away, anticipating what would happen next.

You pick up the lube you had put down earlier and set it on the bed. You wouldn't need the condoms for now. You pulled down the Adepti's shorts down quickly, making him jolt in surprise and turning back to face you.

You pinched Xiao's ass, making him make a choked noise of surprise. "Didn't I tell you to face forward?" Xiao faced forward, his face completely red knowing that his ass was completely exposed to your judging eyes.

Finally, he felt your finger prodding his hole. Xiao tensed up from the feeling up the cold lube, earning him a gentle slap. "This isn't going to be very fun for the both of us is you don't loosen up, Xiao," you warned. Xiao relaxed a bit, making it easier to slide you finger in.

He felt so warm inside, and you could feel him sucking you in already. "Hmm...Y/n...hahhh, ngh," Xiao panted. "Woww," you whistled. "You're really sucking me in aren't you? Guess I'll add in another one."

You added in a second finger, this time stroking Xiao's insides much quicker. "Ahh! Hah, ohmm, w-wait!" Xiao cried out, gripping the sheets. It was then that you finally found the spot you were looking for.

You pressed hard against a certain part inside of him, and Xiao's back arched, and orgasm hitting him. "Oh-oughh! Ahn, hah, Uhnn♡~" Xiao's eyes rolled back as his orgasm hit him, staining the bedsheets. "Well that was unexpected. Didn't think you would be able to cum just from assplay alone. What have you been doing in your free time," you giggled, fingers still inside of him. Xiao didn't reply, too busy trying to catch his breath.

You couldn't take it anymore. Almost the whole entire time you two had been in the bedroom, you had been hard. Now your dick was aching and it was probably going to fall off at this point. You finally pulled your dick out, stroking it. Xiao stared at it in wonder. No matter how many times he saw it, he was always so mesmerized by how huge your cock was, compared to his. You heard a whimper coming from the Adeptus, his eyes widening.

"Xiao~~" you purred. "I hope you're ready~" You inserted your self into him, slowly, inch by inch, Xiao making punched out noises in the back of his throat. By the time you fully bottomed out, he let out a long moan. You could feel him clenching tightly around you, trembling. You looked at him and realized.

He just came. He just fucking came.

"Xiao," you said, a look of disbelief on your face. "You came again? Just from me being inside of you? How much of a cockslut are you Xiao?" All you heard were faint whimpers. "Y-you're just...so, big...♡" you heard from him. He wasn't wrong though. He could feel your dick in every single part of him. Xiao looked down and saw a bulge in his stomach. "Mmmhn...Y/n, you're so big...there's a bulge in my tummy♡" Xiao turned towards you, a dopey smile on him face, hearts in his eyes. You completely snapped.

You flipped him around, making him lay on his back. In his daze and confusion, you pushed his knees up to his head and began pounding into him. Xiao's golden eyes rolled back, his tongue lolling out. "Ohng! Ah, hyah ANHHHG! Ugyah~♡M-More-- Ghk, Hyangh♡!" Xiao's came again as his pornstar worthy moans and the sound of skin slapping filled the room. "Hahh, y-you whore! Getting off to being used like this. You're a pig aren't you? A filthy pig! Why don't you oink for me?" Xiao was too far gone to even hear you though.

"UNGHH! OH! HyaAHH! MnghGGHh!♡" Xiao still had that same stupid grin on his face. He enjoyed it all. Your harsh words, your big cock filling him up, the harsh grip on his thighs, just everything.

As you finally got close to cumming yourself, Xiao came again for the third time that night. When he clenched down on you, you couldn't hold back anymore. With one last thrust, you grinded down on Xiao's ass, filling him up to the brim. "OHHHHHH~UNGHH, GHKK♡" Xiao's back arched one last time, this time a clear liquid coming out of his dick, squirting all over himself.

"Looks like the little piggy squirted all over himself," you half said to yourself. Xiao had passed out, his body going limp. "Time to clean up♡"


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3 years ago

Okay wait. Imagine Scara and xiao being interviewed with they're s/o and the interviewer asks the boys "What's your position around the house." And before they can answer, they're s/o just goes "Being submissive and breedable, Next." That's my Request 💀💀

Submissive and Breedable

scara + xiao x reader (separate)

Okay Wait. Imagine Scara And Xiao Being Interviewed With They're S/o And The Interviewer Asks The Boys

summary—> your at an interview and your boyfriend gets asked “what’s your role in the house?”

warning(s)/genre: fluff, kind of suggestive? modern AU. Gn!reader, cursing

A/N; this was so fun to write, this was the best request ever. I hope this is fine! I liked the request, but didn’t really have an idea on how to write it. I hope this is good enough!

Okay Wait. Imagine Scara And Xiao Being Interviewed With They're S/o And The Interviewer Asks The Boys

Xiao;

Both you and xiao are pop Idols, one of the most famous idol couples in the community.

you got invited to an interview about your jobs, and your relationship. which you gladly accepted.

You had to drag xiao on to the plane to come. (he doesn’t like interviews, especially about his personal life)

You both agreed not to share too much personal information. wanting to keep it private, just for you and xiao. and maybe some close friends.

“welcome! the ever so famous couple: Xiao and Y/n, how are you this evening?”

“We’re doing good! the flight wasn’t too bad, xiao took a nap so he should be fine for this short interview” you smile, taking xiao’s hand in yours as he huffs and blushes.

“I see! It’s great that the flight went well. Ready for Q&A time?”

“of course.” “let’s get this over with.”

After a flood of questions from your fans, finally getting to the last one!

“last one, ready?”

“yup!” you cheer, and xiao nods his head, rubbing circles on to your hand.

“Alrighty, anonymous asks: “Xiao, what’s your role at home?”

Before your boyfriend can even answer the question himself, you jump in cutting him off, “being submissive and breedable.”

Xiao’s head whips to you, Face covered in red blush. “y/n!”

You and the interviewer are giggling while xiao is having a mini panic attack, questioning his life choices. Head in hands trying to cover the blush on his face.

“Well that was sure a great way to hit off this interview! Thank you for coming here today, y/n and xiao!”

Okay Wait. Imagine Scara And Xiao Being Interviewed With They're S/o And The Interviewer Asks The Boys

Scaramouche;

Your boyfriend is a popular gamer, and he decided to go to vidcon this year

in which you tagged a long, including some of his friends decided to join (childe, dottore, signora) much to his disliking

Scara was on a panel, inviting you to sit with him because he didn’t trust you to be anywhere other then beside him.

It was a panel with other youtubers/twitch streamers, including childe and dottore

After dottore finished talking about what his channel was about (building/experiments, kinda like mattpat) Childe decided to tease scara a bit, with you in on a prank ofc.

Childe, turning to where you and scara sat on the furniture on stage, he smiled, “hey Y/N, why don’t you answer a question.”

“Me? oh, uhm sur-“

“Absolutely not.” scara cuts you off, “I don’t trust you enough to ask them a question, what if you set them up.” he huffs crossing his arms.

already knowing he was gonna say this, childe counters his argument “well, then why don’t you answer the question” he has a sneaky grin on his face.

he sighs, and rolls his eyes. “fine, whatever, what’s the damn question.”

“well, one of your fans asked, ‘what’s your role at the house?”

“what?” he scoffs, “example?”

“scara, honey, they mean like being a house wife, male wife, etc-“ you explain for him.

“-what kind of question is that? ugh, if you have to know it’s-“ it’s your turn to cut him off,

with a mischievous grin on your face you put a hand over your boyfriend’s mouth and yell, “being submissive and breedable!” you giggle as your boyfriend yanks your hand off his mouth and covers yours

“WHAT THE FUCK?!”

childe and dottore are laughing their asses off, the fans are screaming and laughing, clapping at your courage to yell that out.

“I’m not taking you to vid con anymore.”

“but this was my first time!”

“and your last.”

you get up from your seat, “well atleast i’m not submissive and breedable, scara.” you giggle and dash off the stage before he can grab you.

he’s internally dying.

Okay Wait. Imagine Scara And Xiao Being Interviewed With They're S/o And The Interviewer Asks The Boys

11:35 am 9/11/2021

Okay Wait. Imagine Scara And Xiao Being Interviewed With They're S/o And The Interviewer Asks The Boys

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3 years ago

since halloween season is coming up (yes I know it’s september but still never to early to celebrate halloween) I was thinking about what costumes some of the genshin characters would wear or you doing couple costumes with them, it’s all right if you can’t do all three of them just some ideas that were in my head!!

you have be trying to convince xiao to do a couple costume with you for a while now and he finally gave in you two are going as jack skeleton and sally.

for childe it’s the other way around childe loves halloween he always did matching costumes with his siblings in snezhnaya so he wanted to do a couple costume with you, you two would go as felix and Sergeant Calhoun don’t ask why I just get those vibes

ok so for you and kaeya both of you wanted to do couple costumes since both of you never really had any friends to match costumes with (lonely mofos) anyway you two would go as flynn and rapunzel idk why kaeya gives me flynn rider vibes.

Halloween Costumes

xiao, childe, kaeya + diluc x reader (separate)

Since Halloween Season Is Coming Up (yes I Know It’s September But Still Never To Early To Celebrate

A/N; I’m gonna tweek it a little, switching childe’s and xiao’s. And adding diluc. I’m in a studio ghibli mood so 😻

warning(s)/genre; no warnings, fluff, bulleted headcanons. modern AU. Costume pairings include male x fem!characters but reader is gn. Movie spoilers (mainly for repunzal)

Since Halloween Season Is Coming Up (yes I Know It’s September But Still Never To Early To Celebrate

Xiao;

This is such a coincidence that I get this request including xiao; because I was watching spirited away last night and haku and chihiro reminded me of xiao and my oc.

It would definitely take time to convince xiao to dress up with you for the costume party childe and kaeya are hosting.

After convincing him, you decided to dress up as characters from your guys favorite movie; spirited away. (jack skeleton and sally were your second choice but decided with haku and chihiro)

one of the greatest mf films istg

You guys dressed up as haku and chihiro; xiao being haku and you dressing as chihiro! you even bought a little dragon haku plush that xiao carries on his shoulder

“Do we really have to do this” he pouts, as you help him with his costume. “yes! we already bought the costumes, so there’s no point in not going anymore, plus, you look super cute in this outfit!” you cheer, patting down his costume making sure it fit him, he blushes and stares at the mirror. “Atleast Im not making you wear the wig..” you giggle. “There’s no way you’d get me to wear that ugly sweaty thing” he crosses his arms but there’s a small upright curve on his lips when he hears you giggle.

Since Halloween Season Is Coming Up (yes I Know It’s September But Still Never To Early To Celebrate

Childe;

This was your idea, because god forbid you two go as the hot sexy gun lady and the fix it man from reck it ralph. No way in hell, especially if childe was gonna make you dress up as fix it felix because your shorter then him

It took a tiny bit of convincing to change childe’s mind to dress up as howl and Sophie from howls moving castle. but after you watched the movie he was convinced

He wanted to dress up as howl’s bird form but you convinced him to be normal and go as blonde howl.

Was actually really happy with how you two turned out. Said it would have been funny if you dressed up as the old granny version of sophie and you slapped him across the head.

Helping him fix his cape and smooth out any wrinkles, Childe admires himself in the mirror, having a giddy smile on his face. “There, your costume is all ready.” you smile, standing next to your boyfriend in front of the mirror. “I still don’t know why you wouldn’t let me go as his bird form-“ you let out a large dramatic sigh to cut him off, leaving you two chuckling and giggling.

Since Halloween Season Is Coming Up (yes I Know It’s September But Still Never To Early To Celebrate

Kaeya;

Well, sense I couldn’t think of any other studio ghibli couples that represent kaeya; and i just really liked the kaeya + flynn rider idea i kept it.

It was his idea and he had to convince you to wear that long ass mf wig. You refused because it would be heavy and a pain. so you decided to dress up as repunzal after flynn cut her hair in the tower.

Thought you looked sexy in the dress, and liked the idea of wearing a shorter wig because he said, “It would be easier to kiss your neck like this” swat him away like a fly whenever he tries to give you kisses or love bites on your neck.

you couldn’t lie that this was a great idea because damn, kaeya looked so damn fucking good in flynn’s outfit, especially sense he let a little stubble grow on his chin.

You were struggling to tie the ties in the back of the dress, calling to your boyfriend to help you out. “Kaeya, can you tie the back of this dress for me? it’s a pain and i can’t seem to tie it properly” he walks over to you, taking the ribbons in his hands, “of course” He pulled on them and tied them tight. Moving his hand off of the tied ribbon and rubbing up your waist and hips, before leaning in to give your neck a peck, “you look gorgeous” you smile and lean in to his touch, “hmm, so do you.”

Since Halloween Season Is Coming Up (yes I Know It’s September But Still Never To Early To Celebrate

Diluc;

ponyo ponyo, ponyo fishy in the sea-

So i can picture diluc as Fujimoto (the father with the stripped suit) from ponyo, because semi of his personality and hos gorgeous hair.

You, the reader, would obviously go as non other then the god of the show, Granmamare, the sexy giant goddess lady.

You had to convince him to go first, because he would rather be caught dead then be seen dressed up at kaeya’s costume party. but indulged in to your request after you suggested going as Fujimoto and Granmamare.

Thought he wouldn’t look any different, so he complied. He was happy he didn’t have to wear a wig for this costume. Also thought you looked stunning in the long wavy pink wig and long dress.

He was sitting down in front of you, sitting patiently as you did small touch ups of make-up for his eye bags, eye shadow and cheek bones. To be honest you didn’t really have to darken his eye bags because there was already some because of lack of sleep, so you just touched up his blue eyes shadow and the blush on his cheeks. Your lips purk up and you out the make up brush down. “All done! you look very pretty, diluc.” you hand him a mirror, blush creeps on his cheeks at your compliment. Honestly a bit surprised when he sees himself in the mirror. “oh..wow, you applied this stuff really well.” he tells you as he carefully studies his Looks. “Mhmm..only the best for my cutie.” you kiss his reddened cheek.

Since Halloween Season Is Coming Up (yes I Know It’s September But Still Never To Early To Celebrate

10:54 pm 9/07/2021

Since Halloween Season Is Coming Up (yes I Know It’s September But Still Never To Early To Celebrate

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3 years ago

hello!! I have a head cannon about you and xiao going to the mall together, both of you have similar tastes in clothes you both shop at hot topic, spencer’s and stores that have similar items, one day you and xiao are in the mall and you drag him into one of those photo booth things, my imagination stopped halfway through this so continue it how you please!!

Photo Booth

xiao x reader

Hello!! I Have A Head Cannon About You And Xiao Going To The Mall Together, Both Of You Have Similar

summary—> after a long day of shopping you goof around in the photo booth with your boyfriend

warning(s)/genre—> pronouns not mentioned,fluff. Modern AU

A/N; sorry this took so long! this is a little short but I hope you enjoy. I also haven’t been in a photo booth sense i was like 5 or 6 😢 man i miss these things.

Hello!! I Have A Head Cannon About You And Xiao Going To The Mall Together, Both Of You Have Similar

you and xiao were walking out of spencer’s, when you spot a photo booth across from the store in the corner. Hooking your arm around his you start to drag him over towards it.

“Look! xiao, a photo booth!” you smile wide, you haven’t seen one sense you were little; you couldn’t wait to try it out with your boyfriend.

You settle down in the booth, “oo, what kind of pictures should we take?” turning to your boyfriend, but before he would answer the numbers are counting down and your lips are pressed against his, with your hand on his chest and his hand on your cheek.

There’s a flash and a click, you pull away seeing the blush tinted across his face, “you always seem to catch me off guard..” he says, scooting you close to him, starting the count down. “xiao-“ your cut off with giggles and laughter as he tickles you with a small mischievous smile on his face. Once the flash and click goes by, h stops letting you breath. “ok, fair enough, that’s fair” you wheeze out and smile. “next one!” you grab one of the huge hats from the costume bin at the bottom and place it on his head, starting the camera and you pull at both his cheeks making him form a funny face. Flash and click

“Haha, you look funny in this one! i like it.” you giggle, he pouts at the ridiculous face you made him make. “one more?” he asks, and you nod. “what should we do for the last one?” you think, before your ripped from your thoughts as xiao lifts you on to his lap. “how about just a normal one?” he digs his face in to your neck and you smile, starting the count down you run your fingers threw his hair and smile.

Flash, Click.

The two of you climb out of the booth, jumping up in down waiting for the two copies of the pictures. They pop out of the machine and you yoink them, handing one to xiao as you admire the one you have. “aah! I love it! we look so cute, aren’t you glad I dragged you in to this?” you smirk. Xiao smiles at the pictures and nods “very glad” wrapping his hand in yours and kisses your cheek.

Hello!! I Have A Head Cannon About You And Xiao Going To The Mall Together, Both Of You Have Similar

8:23 am 9/06/2021

Hello!! I Have A Head Cannon About You And Xiao Going To The Mall Together, Both Of You Have Similar

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10 months ago

Hi, Raze! How are you? Are you doing well and taking care of yourself? 🥺

I have a request for you since I saw you had it open, but take your time with it, no need to rush 🫂

Can I get one 🍮 with some 💧 for Xiao and a reader who is just feeling insecure about themselves in general (it's one of those days)? You can choose the flavour for whatever is comfortable with you 🤗

Thank you, and just know that you're doing amazing and I'm proud of you for always doing your best <3

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Hi, Raze! How Are You? Are You Doing Well And Taking Care Of Yourself? 🥺
Hi, Raze! How Are You? Are You Doing Well And Taking Care Of Yourself? 🥺
Hi, Raze! How Are You? Are You Doing Well And Taking Care Of Yourself? 🥺

Genre: angst, comfort┆pairing: Xiao x reader┆warnings: reader degrading herself, readers mother keeps degrading reader towards everything they do. Crying (if there's more please let me know🙏💕)┆

notes: I had an idea for this a long time ago but I didn't know how to do it properly😭 so here I am, a few months late doing this😖😖. I got carried away and I didn't read your ask properly😭😭 it's supposed to be readers own thought not someone else making reader insecure, so sorry lost I got your request wrong, just ask me again if you want me to redo it, did the first part at like midnight and I was already halfway when I looked back on it 💔💔

Summary:being at one of your family gatherings alone was always sormthing you never looked forward to, even if you did miss your siblings, being the center of attention at the dinning table once all of your relatives took their seat, had tears in your eyes, always saying something about your body, how no man wanted you, how you would never satisfy your boyfriend with how ugly your body looked.

'You look horrendous in those types of clothes ___, did you really think your 'boyfriend' would feel satisfied by your body, I mean you can't even dress properly and act submissive now and you expect him to love you?'.

Those words said by your own mother ringing in your ears on your way home, had tears brimming in your eyes.

They had asked you if you had a boyfriend, you nodded slowly expecting them to berate you, surprisingly they had bakced off and wished you well with xiao. Sitting at the dinner table had more tension then ever before,

"well.. ____, since you have a boyfriend now, when will you introduce him to us" your grandmother started the conversation,

"um, well, maybe in the near future but not now, since hes very busy and his work is very demanding.. " you had kept your gaze on your plate before hearing a bang on the table and the food om your plate lightly lifting off the table

"____! Where are your manners?! Your grandmother is talking to you! Can't you look her in the eyes and show some respect! " your mother screamed at you as your other relatives just kept quiet or looked at you with concern since this was the first time they saw your mother act this way towards you.

Seing that you were visibly shaken, your grandmother interrupts your mother from speaking any further and put her hand over yours.

"____ dear, I think it's time for you to go home and rest, you look like you have been tired, if you want you can call your boyfriend and pick you up? " your grandmother had spoken to you with her gentle voice that comforted you everytime your mother had .

You nodded to your grandmother, before your mother had uttured out a single word, you grabbed your bag and walked out of the house.

Before you went out the door, you heard muffled shouts in the dinner room, you had made out what they were talking about.

"Why did you say that to your child!? Are you out of your mind!" That was the last thing you heard before you walked away from the house you called home.

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Now you're back in your shared home, laying on your bed trying to hold back your tears. You spot your mirror in the corner of your room, walking towards the reflective surface with you in the middle of it. Lifting up your shirt, you look at your stomach, you hated the way it made you look bloated in tight shirts.

You stare at yourself with disgust and frustration, coming closer to the mirror, inspecting every inch of your face seeing the flaws your mother pointed out throughout your entire life.

Your vision becomes blurry from the tears pooling your eyes, wiping your tears away but they kept coming back. You lost your balance and fell down on the floor, sitting on the floor for a few minutes trying to calm your self down. You took deep breaths as you fiddled with your fingers, you looked around the room spotting the clock, the time almost midnight so you wiped your tears for the last time and stood up with shaky breathing and walked to your bedside table, picking up the glass of water and drinking it before you layed down ok your bed, covering your self with the blanket.

You closed your eyes trying to fall asleep yet failing, your mind wanders back to the reunion, thinking about what your mother said and how none of your other relatives defended you from her, only your grandmother had defended you from the person who swore to love you until the end of her life when she gave birth to you.

Hiccups and sobs could be heared throughout your shared bedroom as xiao opened your front door, he was expecting you to come up to him and greet him like always. Xiao walked further into the living to see if you had fallen asleep, seeing as you weren't in the living room, he walked towards your bedroom to hear mumbled sobs.

Xiao had gently opened the door to avoid waking you up if you had fallen asleep, instead he was greeted with the sight of you hugging a pillow while shaking, he had froze in front of the door, not knowing what to do, he walked towards you and sat down by the edge of the bed.

Feeling the bed sink by your feet, you looked towards the edge of the bed to see Xiao sitting down not facing you and looking at the floor.

"Oh.. Xiao your back, how are you? And why are you sitting at the edge of the bed?" You had reached out for him, grabbing his forearm and pulling it towards you softly, making Xiao lean towards you, flinching at his hand reaching to your face, specifically your eyes, had xiao becoming concerned, as they were surrounded by a red hue looking as if you had finished crying.

"____, did...Something happen at your family reunion? " Xiao held your hand, his gaze towards you had soften and trying to tone down his voice..

" no, nothing went –*hic* went wrong at the reunion" you towards your bedside table with a red and puffy eyes. '' you're lying because your eyes say a different story....if you don't mind, do you want to talk about it with me? I know I might not know what to do, but maybe...you'll feel better if you talk about it to me?" Xiao placed his hand on top of yours, trying to comfort you the best he can.

You didn't respond for a good few seconds, contemplating if you should or shouldn't say to him what your mother had said to you at the reunion,eventually, you agreed to talk to xiao about what happened at the reunion.

A few tears were shed by you as you recalled what had happened at the reunion, as much as xiao wasn't much on the comforting side, he was great at the listening side even if he couldn't comfort the best way, but his way of comforting was your best way of comforting and you wouldn't want to replace it with others.

Towards the end of your story, xiao looked a little angry or frustrated, maybe both. "What's wrong Xiao? " your voice was above a whisper, an eerie silence filled the room as Xiao still haven't replied to you, instead he held your hand and rubbed the back of your palm.

"... If you have anymore of those events you call 'family reunion', make sure to call me. I will accompany you so your mother won't be able to say such words to you. " Xiao raised your hand close to his lips, kissing the Beck of your palm, you just stared at him while your mind was formulating a response to his words he directed towards you.

Sobs left your lips as you hung your head low, your tears falling onto the blanket covering your lap. You didn't know what to say, so you nodded your head signaling that you agreed to let him come with you to any family related events.

After you calmed down, you though about what Xiao said earlier when you were crying, specifically the last part. 'I will accompany you so your mother won't be able to say such words to you' you know that Xiao dislikes crowds and events with lots of people he doesn't quite know. "... Are you sure you want to come to every family event? I know how much you hate crowds and such, I don't want you to come and feel uncomfortable" you close your eyes for a few seconds, feeling them become sore because of your tears.

"I do not mind being uncomfortable but I also don't want you to hear words that make you think thoughts that make you dislike parts of your body" Xiao placed his hand on your cheek—showing the side that only you can see once in a while—he gently caresses your eye, wiping the tears left over from you crying.

He gently pulls you closer, patting your hair as if he was lulling you to sleep and since you just finished crying and all the events that happened, you fell asleep almost immediately.

Once xiao felt that you were asleep, he layed you down on the bed and covered you with the blanket. Xiao just sat next to you, looking at you while you sleep, he abruptly stood up thinking that he was creepy for staring at you when you were sleeping, he walked inside the bathroom and washed up since his body was splattered with dry blood.

After he washed up, he sat on the opposite side of you on the bed. Xiao layed down next to you and admired you when you suddenly opened your eyes to look at Xiao in front of you. "I thought you had fallen asleep?" Xiao was taken aback and giggles left your lips when you saw xiao's reaction. "How should I fall asleep when someone so handsome keeps looking at me while I sleep? " you tease Xiao while you come closer, putting your hand on his red hued cheeks, meanwhile, xiao just closes his eyes tightly and grumbles that you should just fall asleep. "Alright, alright. I'll sleep now, just promise me, when I'll wake up you'll be next to me. " you take your hand away from his cheeks and lay on your back, facing that ceiling closing your eyes, trying to fall asleep. "I promise, even when you're awake, I'll be here next to you" xiao takes your hand in his and places a tender kiss.

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