I want a handler I want to be cared for I want to be able to relax and have less responsibility I want aftercare I want rules I want to whip my skin until I'm bruised and bleeding I want the pain to center me I want to be whispered to I want to be special I want to know how to reward myself as easily as I can punish -
I wanna be such a good boy that follows all my orders and listens to all the rules and I wanna earn such a special reward. I want to kneel at their feet looking up at them. I want to earn my head between their thighs. I want them to touch me and feel how wet it makes me to serve them. I want them to feel how hard my cock gets and I want them to praise me for being so fuckable. To tell me that I work so hard I deserved it and to tell me I'm so good at melting in their hands. To tell me to be soft and to give in. To edge and overstimulate me and make me cum. To tell me I did good for them and they're so proud and to do it again. To do it again.
ughhhh sometimes its hard being puppy -- they tell you to talk and ask for things ? use your words? what're those arf bark