…hey guys its been a long hiatus… um…heres something I did for my fwiend </3 @maxmaxxin
the color so ruins my pages theme 🫠
Vent art. Digital. 11th December, 2019.
This hits me right in the guts and my heart at the same time... like wow... damn... I dunno wat I was expecting but definitely not this
which ao3 tag are you?
To be desired means nothing. To be truly understood and deeply loved is everything.
/ One of the ugliest action a person can do! /
~ it hurts still though...
“We cannot simply sit and stare at our wounds forever. We must stand up and move on to the next action.”
— Haruki Murakami, 1Q84
i keep going back,
and it hurts.
i miss our stupid conversations. i miss laughing with you. i miss sitting next to you, the silence being one of the most comfortable things ever. i miss telling you about my day. i miss asking you your day. i miss being able to message you whenever i did something dumb. i miss being able to approach you when something stupid happened. i miss ranting to you. i miss sending you stupid memes and you never laughing at them. i miss your motivational speeches.
i miss the person i was when i was with you.
I could drag you from the ocean I could pull you from the fire And when you're standing in the shadows I could open up the sky And I could give you my devotion Until the end of time And you will never be forgotten With me by your side
And I don't need this life I just need…
I've got nothing left to live for Got no reason yet to die But when I'm standing in the gallows I'll be staring at the sky Because no matter where they take me Death I will survive And I will never be forgotten With you by my side
Somebody to die for Somebody to cry for When I'm lonely
When I'm standing in the fire I will look him in the eye And I will let the devil know that I was brave enough to die And there's no hell that he can show me Steeper than my pride Cause I will never be forgotten Forever I'll fight
Don't go gentle into that good night Rage on against the dying light ...